In a dimly lit cave, a few almost naked children were playing, and around the entrance of the cave sat a few ragged women, whose hands were busy, ignoring the harsh surroundings, everything seemed so peaceful...... However, in one corner of the cave there was a child as old as two or three years old, sitting very quietly, too quiet compared to other children. Wen Xuan looked at the other carefree children in the cave, sitting in the corner and still couldn't figure out how she came here to become this girl named Xuan. Reminiscing about his past life......

After waiting at the door of the civil service examination room for more than half an hour, the door finally opened, and the candidates couldn't wait to rush out, accompanied by the scorching sun, Wen Xuan was mixed in with the candidates, her nose was full of all kinds of "human" smells, and her mood was even worse. Since graduation, I have taken the civil service exam several times, but the results are very unsatisfactory, and they are worse and worse every time, looking at the classmates and friends around me have found suitable jobs, only I am still struggling on the public examination line, and I have no skills to get my hands on, and my personality is extremely introverted, which makes Wen Xuan feel inferior, and also makes Wen Xuan more afraid of communicating with others. After this exam, Wen Xuan's self-feeling was still very bad, and she even had symptoms of retching in the middle of the exam, she knew that she was too anxious and nervous, but she just couldn't calm down at that time. She thought that I would never succeed if I continued like this, and I really had to change myself and not be decadent anymore.

Walking to the street, I skipped all kinds of noises in my ears, the tip of my nose was slowly asphalt and the smell of car tails, I got up in the morning and went to the exam without breakfast, and now I feel hungry, on such a hot day, I still buy a bowl of cold noodles and eat it, and take the car home immediately after eating......

Back at home, Wen Xuan's father was coaxing his little granddaughter to play, and when he saw his daughter coming back, he asked expectantly, "Xuanxuan, how did you do in the exam today?" Not sure? ”

"Well...... I still didn't do well in the exam, but I finished writing it, I'm afraid the score is not high," Xuanxuan replied vaguely.

"Then what should I do, why don't you go to a class, the money can be borrowed first, and you can pay it back slowly after work?" Wen Xuan's father discussed with his daughter again, he had talked about this several times before, but Wen Xuan was reluctant every time. Wen Xuan heard her father talk about this topic again, and instantly fell silent. Wen Xuan actually wanted to sign up for classes, but when she thought that in an unfamiliar environment, she would have to negotiate contracts with the staff of the institution, choose courses, find a house to live in, and so on, and she would have to do it by herself. Wen Xuan's temperament has always been so cowardly and unassertive. Wen Xuan said in a voice like a mosquito: "...... I don't want to go", and finally didn't say the real reason. Wen Xuan's father was silent when he saw his daughter's appearance, and said after a while: "Then you can do it yourself, and work harder, there are more and more college students now, and the longer the time, the smaller your chances of getting in." Think about it for yourself. After that, the little granddaughter stopped paying attention to Wenxuan. Wen Xuan's mother is an ordinary worker, working in a local handicraft factory, and her monthly salary is not much, Wen Xuan's father has a serious herniated lumbar disc, and his body has always been relatively weak, and he can't do things for a long time, so he stays at home to take care of his little granddaughter, and all the chewing at home is basically spread to his mother's body, and there will basically be no excess in a month. This time it was only four o'clock in the afternoon, and Wen Xuan's mother hadn't gotten off work yet.

Wen Xuan washed her face in the bathroom and went into her room.