By now, she's waited too long. Watching my belly grow bigger day by day, and the fetal movements became more and more frequent.

All of them made her feel the strong beating vitality of this child.

Seeing Yang Ziqi this time, Qin Liusu couldn't help but feel full of emotion. When I first met Yang Ziqi, she was just a little girl, just like herself.

I haven't seen her for so many days, it's not long, it's not short, she's already giving birth to a new life, and she's about to become a mother.

She loves Duguyi so much, and she also tries her best to protect the crystallization of love between them. Despite the hardships, she still had a happy smile on her face.

Yang Ziqi's obscurity, Chen Yanxue's heart is single-minded. is also dedicated to this harem, but they are willing to be here.

It's just because they all like Duguyi deeply. In this deep palace, there has never been half a word of complaint. Never thought of leaving.

Although Dulone Wing is a king. Although they all regard Dugu Yi as their only one, they can't be his only one. But they never regretted coming to this palace and moving forward.

They all have their own pursuits and beliefs. And their only belief is Duguyi.

Qin Liusu would have some sympathy for them at first. I think they are all poor people in this harem. Although, no matter how high the status, no matter how many rights. A lot of things are still involuntary.

But now, think about how you are different from them. I am not the same as being detained in this deep palace full of strife and right and wrong.

It's not even as good as them.

After An Wenzhao left, Qin Liusu's only spiritual pillar was gone. The initial enthusiasm and hope were all at once. Compared with Yang Ziqi and Chen Yanxue, Qin Liusu was very envious of them.

And Qin Liusu's motivation to persist in this harem almost all came from An Wenzhao. It was his appearance that made Qin Liusu no longer feel lonely, and also made Qin Liusu see hope.

But now, not only can he not be by Qin Liusu's side, but he will never see him again even in the future.

Qin Liusu knew that An Wenzhao hoped that he could live strongly. But Qin Liusu wanted to tell him how much her heart hurt every time she thought of him, and how much she wanted to go to him and accompany him.

Whenever she was alone, she felt like she couldn't hold on. But I had to force myself to persevere. In her heart, An Wenzhao is like a wound that will never scab over, even if it is just a light touch, it hurts.

When he came out of Fengluan Palace, Qin Liusu happened to meet Dugu Yi head-on. He should have come to see Yang Ziqi. It's just that when he saw Qin Liusu coming out of here, he couldn't help but be a little surprised on his face.

I wanted to pass by like this. It's just that just as he was about to leave, Qin Liusu suddenly turned around and shouted Dugu Yi.

"My brother...... Where is he, I want to go and see him. ”

This is the first time Qin Liusu has come to such a place. An Wenzhao was given a thick burial as a guard, which was already very decent. It's just that she doesn't know that all of this was silently attached to her by Duguyi.

Since the last time he drank the cup of poisoned wine with An Wenzhao, Qin Liusu had never seen An Wenzhao again. By the time I saw him now, what stood in front of her had become a cold tomb.

An Wenzhao's body, and all the aftermath. From the ceremony, to cremation, to burial. Qin Liusu, who was at that time, didn't have the courage to face it.

And Dugu Yi also seemed to know that she couldn't face all this, and did everything for her.

This is the place where the palace guards died for some reason and used to bury the monument. In addition to An Wenzhao's grave, there are many other guards' graves. It's just that An Wenzhao's is a little different.

However, Qin Liusu didn't pay any attention to these at all. Her heart was occupied by that wound that could not be healed. Whether it was thinking of An Wenzhao every time, or seeing his cold tomb like now, it made her hurt terribly.

She also learned later that Duguyi Duguyi had done a lot for her and An Wenzhao.

"Will my brother be here in the future?"

Qin Liusu never thought that one day she would be able to leave this palace and return to her home. But as long as she can leave one day, she is bound to go home with An Wenzhao.

"He's a palace guard. Wouldn't it be more meaningful to die in the line of duty and be buried home than to be buried in this palace? "Of course not, according to the law, if the dead guards can be buried in the palace, it is naturally much more glorious than being buried back to their hometown.

But Qin Liusu didn't care about any of this. She believed that An Wenzhao would not care about these nihilistic things. It's just that if you really talk about the meaning, this is naturally a matter of seeing the glorious lintel for the descendants of Anfu.

But where did she have the heart to think so far? She only knew that even if An Wenzhao's ashes could be relocated home, it would be impossible for her to leave the palace.

Besides, as far as Mrs. Yu An is concerned, does she know this now? If she still doesn't know, her son who came back suddenly, and the son who finally looked forward to coming back, has become a box of ashes, how should she face such a blow.

No matter what, such a result is not what Qin Liusu wants.

The gloomy sky, and the grave that stung her from time to time. all made her mood extremely low.

I thought that was it, but the idea of this life came spontaneously again. But now she doesn't even feel like she's qualified to die.

It's all because of her. The revenge for killing his father has not been avenged, and the murderer of his brother has not yet been found. What qualifications does she have to choose to escape by dying?

All the pain and entanglement were superimposed, and Qin Liusu felt depressed. This depression spread from the heart to the entire chest, and then suddenly surged into the throat. Qin Liusu covered his heart, and the whole person couldn't breathe.

"What's wrong with you!" Seeing Qin Liusu like this, Dugu Yi suddenly became flustered: "The widow is going to find the imperial doctor!" Someone! Come on......"

"No...... There is no need to find a doctor" Qin Liusu waved his hand hurriedly: "I'm fine, a ...... It'll be fine in a while. ”

But no matter how she looks at it now, she doesn't look like she's fine. Dugu Yi hurriedly helped her, but was unconsciously thrown away by Qin Liusu.

Qin Liusu knew that it must be related to small stones. She then took out the small stone she had brought with her, and sure enough, the small stone was shining green again.

It's been a long time since I've seen a small stone like this, and this time the reaction is obviously stronger than before. And Duguyi, who had never seen such a scene, was instantly dumbfounded.

The powerful power was still expanding in Qin Liusu's body, and Qin Liusu felt an unprecedented accumulation. The moment she felt like she was about to suffocate, she fainted as the force in her body dissipated for a moment.

Dugu Yi immediately held Qin Liusu again, and the piece of emerald jade in her hand immediately lost its light, and then dimmed.

In a trance, Qin Liusu felt as if he was being picked up. I walked and walked upside down, walked for a long time, walked for a long time.

The rich fragrance soaked into her heart, probably through a laurel forest. The sweet taste is only more fragrant than the osmanthus cake she has eaten.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a beautiful garden, and through the rich shade of the trees, the soft and comfortable sunlight cast a patch of stars in this garden.

"Daddy!" A little girl, about five years old, was jumping around happily before stopping beside a young man.

"Hey, my good daughter!" The young man squatted down, hugged the little girl in his arms, held her high, and asked her with a smile:

"Why are you here alone, your brother?"

The little girl then raised her dirty little hand, rubbed the stubble on the young man's chin, and replied, "Father, my brother doesn't play with me, so I play by myself." ”

"My daughter, are you naughty again, bullying your brother, so my brother won't play with you." The young man smiled, grabbed the little girl's little hand, helped her wipe the mud from the palm, and then smiled and said to her:

"Tian'er, Dad knows that you are smart, but Dad wants to tell you that my brother usually lets you because he loves you, and you will have to bully your brother less in the future, you know."

"I see, Dad. Actually, I was playing a game with my brother today, and then my brother lost, so he promised to buy me candy to eat. ”

"Hahahaha......" When the young man heard this, he laughed again: "I see......

"Don't!" Qin Liusu woke up from a dream, and when he woke up, he found that everything was another dream. Taking a deep breath, I thought back to the scenes I had dreamed of, and I couldn't help but have all kinds of questions in my heart.

Originally, I dreamed of a happy scene that I had never seen before, but I didn't get along with why, and suddenly turned back to the bloody scene I had dreamed of countless times before.

Every time, I couldn't do anything when I watched that sudden cold sword stab at the little girl. The sword stabbed the little girl as if it were herself.

Qin Liusu still doesn't understand why he dreams of such scenes so frequently. I don't have any memory of what happened when I was a child. I never thought about remembering anything.

Could it be that the little girl who was stabbed to death by a sword could be herself? And the little girl who was picked up by the young man, could they be the same person?

Could that young man be his father? Is the brother in his mouth his own biological brother?

For a homeless child like Qin Liusu, who has no impression of what happened when he was a child and his biological parents, even if the person he dreamed of was his father, it didn't mean much.

After wandering for so many years, I have also suffered a lot, and I have grown up alive and grown into what I am now. She no longer wants to know who her biological parents are.

It's more about caring about the family now. It was they who gave themselves a home and made them feel like having relatives for the first time in so many years.

Therefore, even if he dreamed of his biological father, Qin Liusu didn't expect to find him. I don't have the heart to pay attention to things about my own background.

Thinking so, just catching a glimpse of his dresser from a distance, Qin Liusu couldn't help but get out of bed, and took out the beaded hairpin from the makeup box.

This is what Qin Liusu has carried on his body since he was a child. Since she came into this world, she doesn't know where this hairpin came from, only that it has never left herself.

Qin Liusu didn't need to think about it, this hairpin that he had carried since he was a child must have been left to him by his biological mother.

She had also thought about finding her biological parents. I also wondered why I became a vagabond, and I had no impression of my past.

Maybe I was too young when I left my biological parents. That's why they have no memory of the past.

Will I be abandoned by them? But since they abandoned Qin Liusu, what does it mean to leave her with such a hairpin.

Qin Liusu didn't understand at all. In addition, the only thing that this hairpin can think of to her is An Wenzhao. When she saw An Wenzhao for the first time, she accidentally lost this hairpin. It was picked up by An Wenzhao and handed over to Bilian.

She remembers every memory related to An Wenzhao. Nor have I ever remembered memories with others so clearly. It is precisely because of this that every time she thinks of An Wenzhao, those memories, and those old things, it makes her feel extremely heavy at the same time.