Chapter 13 Paranoid Love

Never thought I'd love someone, never.

Just over twenty, he was young and frivolous, and there were never a few girls around him, but none of them made his heart throb a little.

"No one will like you in this life." This is what the previous girl who left him said, he frowned and did not speak. Like and love, never for him.

However, that was before I met her.

Qi Jing and he are very good brothers. Drinking together in the bar that day, Qi Jing pointed to the people on the dance floor and said in a sly manner, "Brother, I seem to have someone I like." ”

In fact, they are all children of rich families, and it is normal for some necessary banquets to deal with other girls. He just shook his head at what he said, but looked in the direction he was pointing, but didn't see her. In fact, she had already gone to the manager's office to receive her salary.

The first miss.

Later, he was listening to Qi Jing talk about the girls he liked, what he liked to eat and what he didn't love, and why he was always working, sometimes he was tired of listening, and impatiently pushed away the woman in his arms, "Since you like it so much, go after it, if she doesn't agree, she will pour wine, and anything can be done." ”

At that time, he didn't know that after he fell in love with someone, he was really afraid to even get close to her, afraid that she would push away.

That day he broke up with a girl, and the girl cried and said something like him and didn't want to leave. He was annoyed by this, said a foul word and left. I love to smoke when I'm bored, and I do now.

Subconsciously touched his pocket, it turned out that the cigarette was placed in the coat, and the coat had already been lost to the girl just now. Never grieved by himself, he stepped into a 24-hour store. After a few simple conversations, he took the cigarette and was about to give the money, only to find that the money had also fallen in his coat and his mobile phone in his pocket.

He didn't move, and the person opposite raised his eyebrows, and followed the path, "If you don't have enough change, you can keep an account." Then she searched under the cupboard. He was a little annoyed, in fact, he wanted to bother when he knew that he didn't have any money, but she found a good excuse to cover up the past.

She found it, with the date and amount written on a receipt.

"Name?"

"Han Xiao."

She happily gave him a piece of paper, and the crisp laughter of a silver bell made him look at her. A very white face with a visible tear mole in the corner of the eye.

This was their first meeting.

When he stood in front of the store with a receipt, it was already nine o'clock in the evening. He glanced back at her and turned to leave.

Later, it was already winter, and I heard Qi Jing say that he had caught up, and he was in love, and many people came forward to see who the woman was. He shook his wine glass, looked at Qi Jing's face full of joy, his eyes darkened, in fact, he didn't like to drink very much, not to be precise, it was not the feeling of addiction. That would only give you weakness.

It was his twenty-second birthday party, in the bar where they often gathered. Qi Jing took her hand and introduced it to those present. Her face was very red, probably from being drunk, and she said hello softly.

Looking at her youthful appearance, he said in his heart that he should be very crying.

People who usually play well come forward to ask her all kinds of questions, and slowly the topic of yellow is talked about. He glanced at Qi Jing's side, took a sip of wine, and kissed the woman next to him who was teasing him. The woman responded violently, and the surrounding couples couldn't help but kiss each other. At the end, he ignored the woman's desire to continue, and heard her say not far away, "No, there are so many people here." ”

The voice was familiar, and he didn't think about it.

After Qi Jing fell in love with her, he rarely came out, and I heard them say that Qi Jing, the young master, cooked for the sake of girls, and also learned to make sugar water, and sent it to people every day, which was like glue.

Her appearance came to mind, her curved lips smiled and drank sugar water, and kissed Qi Jing sweetly.

I don't know why my heart is suddenly a little blocked. Subconsciously use your mobile phone to call, but you don't know who to call.

If you don't want to drink or smoke, you can only call the woman, but the woman, the most recent woman, broke up three days ago. The reason was that she wanted to get to know him better. They are all adults, so why hide them.

He picked up the clothes on the ground and wiped the lipstick from the corners of his mouth indifferently, "Why did Miss Li's good years be ruined in my hands?" ”

The woman cried and grabbed his pants, "What's wrong with me liking you, and I'm sure you like me too, otherwise how would you be in a relationship with me." He didn't speak, just focused on sorting out his clothes, "You should have heard that I have a lot of women, so feelings don't matter to me at all." One more thing, I don't like to spend the night in a woman's house. ”

Of course she knew, so she called him over tonight and kissed him as soon as they met, thinking that he would definitely sleep with her, but he stopped. Then she said something that made her die, "This kind of thing, I will only do with my wife." ”

It's okay to live without a woman. Company and home, two points and one line.

One day, while driving to find the keys, a receipt came into view, and he was stunned and put the receipt in his pocket.

He had already asked Assistant Wang to push today's meeting, and he drove around boringly. Suddenly, there was a large number of cars in front of him, and he was tired of stopping the car, and he really didn't like to wait for a red light. With his fingers on the steering wheel, he decided to get out of the car and get out of here.

When he came to the convenience store, he handed over the receipt and looked around, but he didn't see the person.

"Thank you, sir, there are really not many people who can take the initiative now."

She looked up under the curtain and shouted to the person in the cabinet, "Boss, come here, something here seems to be expired." ”

The second miss.

When they saw each other again, she and Qi Jing were arguing. As soon as he came out of Qi Jing, the little aunt called and asked him to pick up his cousin Su Xunqing. When I arrived at the door, I simply greeted Su Xunqing's study, and I saw her in a blink of an eye. The little face was red, and there were tears flashing in his eyes, and a little tear mole was even more delicate under the warm winter sun.

She didn't recognize him, but he did.

The moment he passed by, he grabbed her hand, and seemed annoyed by his unreasonable behavior, and she shouted out what to do. He had seen a girl cry, but he had never seen her cry, holding back her tears, and her whole little face was tense. For some reason, his tone softened, "Qi Jing drank a lot of alcohol today and was just admitted to the hospital. ”

Then he saw that she was crying even more, and he couldn't comfort anyone, so he told her about Qi Jingzai's hospital ward. Then I heard the joke of my cousin in the back, "I don't know that my cousin is also a pity for jade, since he likes it, he will chase it." ”

He was stunned for a moment, but quickly recovered, "She's my brother's girlfriend." ”

Just such a sentence, a fact that in the coming years forever becomes a sore nail in his heart.

"To like someone is to desperately want to see her, to see her can't help but kiss and hug, when you can't help but give her everything, share everything with her, and be willing to do anything for her, that's love."

"Like is enjoyment, love is commitment."

His head was open again, and it was