Genius one second to remember the address of this site: (vertex Chinese)., the fastest update! No ads!

Zheng Keer's handwriting immediately caught my eye.

SHAOTANG,

By the time you read this letter, I was gone. I'm sorry, but my appearance has caused great embarrassment and distress to your life and Tu Ying's life. Here, I want to say sorry to you, and please apologize to Tu Ying on my behalf. Please forgive me, it wasn't my intention.

Being able to fall in love with you is the greatest happiness in my life, but I know that your happiness is not mine after all. But I still want to thank you, thank you for the many good things you have given me. You don't have to blame yourself anymore, let the past pass away with the wind, and we all have to look forward.

Hengheng will please you, he is innocent. Although I was determined to give birth to him back then, I never regretted it, and even thanked God for gifting me such a lovely and sensible angel, allowing him to accompany me for 10 years and comfort my lonely soul. Therefore, even if you and Tu Ying have their own children in the future, I hope you can treat him well, raise him well, and train him to become a talent.

In addition, I sincerely asked for this child sending charm for Tu Ying, and I hope you can give birth to a noble son as soon as possible. Tu Ying is smart and beautiful, and she is a good match for you. I wish you eternal happiness and grow old together.

Finally, don't come to me.

Treasure!

Kerr.

I stared at the farewell letter closely, my heart like a wave crashing against a reef, and my hand holding the letter paper felt a thousand pounds.

To be honest, I never expected Zheng Keer to leave. In the past, she always said that she would go or something, but I thought it was a show, a strategy of retreating and advancing.

But this time it was by no means, because a showman can't write such a sincere and touching text.

Zheng Keer is really gone, and she is alone.

The meaning of this letter is very clear, her love for Lou Shaotang is still as deep as a mountain, but she doesn't want Lou Shaotang to be good to her for the sake of responsibility, and she doesn't want him to be caught between me and her.

At this moment, my heart was deeply touched by her kindness. At the same time, I feel that I am really too small compared to her.

I sarcastically mocked her, suspicious her, accused her, and never gave her a heartfelt smile. But instead of blaming me, she repeatedly put herself in my shoes.

In fact, she could have relied on Lou Shaotang's guilt for her to stay here, even if Lou Shaotang didn't love her, she could also use this to respond to me and take revenge on my hostility towards her. But she didn't, she chose to leave.

"Tu Ying, did you really say that to Ke'er?"

Lou Shaotang's low and hoarse voice interrupted my thoughts with a lot of emotion. Suppressing the guilt and sourness in my heart, I slowly raised my head.

Lou Shaotang's eyes fixed on me, but his eyes didn't believe that I would really say those hurtful words to Zheng Ke'er.

"Yes." I don't deny it, I met him in the eye and answered very frankly.

Lou Shaotang's eyes shrank, and I clearly saw a touch of disappointment passing through his eyes.

"Why? Why do you say that? Is it because of last night's incident? His face was no longer as gentle as it used to be to me, and it became cold and displeased, "Tu Ying, if you feel uncomfortable, you can find me to be angry, why do you blame her?" ”

His cold and hard voice blew like a cold wind in my ears and into my heart. My heart was slightly cold, but I pursed my lips and didn't say a word. At this point, I can't argue that I did something wrong.

Taking a breath, I opened my mouth to explain to him, trying to admit my mistake, "I thought ......"

I wanted to say that I thought she wouldn't leave because of a few words like this, but Lou Shaotang interrupted me coldly, "You think she is a scheming person who loves to play tricks; You think she came back to snatch love and tear us apart; You still think that she took Hengheng back to Lou's house to encroach on your interests. He chuckled, his tone a little contemptuous, "Tu Ying, she's not you, it's different from you." ”

My heart shook and I looked at him incredulously.

Yes, he's right, and I did think so before I saw the letter.

However, what shocked me was not that he saw through my mind, but that I was such a person in his mind!

Before I fell in love with him, I can understand how unbearable he thought of me. But now that we know each other well, he still thinks so.

I couldn't have imagined, I really couldn't have imagined!

Clenching my fists, suppressing the sorrow and pain in my heart, I raised a senseless and cheeky smile, and my hand easily pushed my hair back, "Yes, you're right. I'm scheming, narrow-minded, and greedy for money. Zheng Keer is an angel and I am a witch. Do you regret marrying the wrong person? ”

The corners of Lou Shaotang's eyes twitched fiercely, his Adam's apple rolled deeply, and the expression on his face seemed to be annoyed and extremely painful.

"Tu Ying, how did you become like this, it's so disappointing to me."

My heart was deeply pierced by his words, I sneered, and said in a mocking tone: "Lou Shaotang, you have time to accuse me here, it is better to hurry up and find your angel." ”

The corners of Lou Shaotang's eyes twitched again, and he looked at me with a heavy gaze, silent.

My pride and pride had armed me with indestructible appearances, and I fearlessly looked him in the eye, but the throbbing thing in my chest ached fiercely.

"Yes, Shaotang, don't waste any more time with this woman, go find Ke'er. She has limited mobility and doesn't know where to run? Seeing that Lou Shaotang was standing still all the time, Shen Yiru on the side rolled his eyes at me and reminded him anxiously.

Lou Shaotang still stared at me for a moment, and said calmly to Shen Yiru: "I have already sent someone to find it." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, the cell phone in his pocket rang.

"Hey." He picked it up immediately. I don't know what the other party said, my face changed suddenly, "What?" Got it, I'll come over now. ”

"What's wrong, is something wrong with Ke'er?" Shen Yiru hurriedly asked, and her face suddenly became nervous.

"Kerr was in a car accident!"

Lou Shaotang put his mobile phone in his pocket, took out the car keys, didn't look at me again, and walked towards the gate with flying steps.

"Huh?" Shen Yiru and Heng Heng were both frightened and hurriedly followed him.

The noisy living room was unusually quiet at this time. I stood there in amazement, my mind blanked with only the word "car accident".

"Grandma."

I don't know how long it took, Sister-in-law Liu's somewhat uneasy voice came into my ears, and I slowly came back to my senses.

"Grandma, are you alright?" Sister-in-law Liu looked at me worriedly, "Your face is not very good, sit down and drink some water first." ”

She pulled me to sit on the couch and handed me the teacup in her hand.

I took it indifferently, my eyes were out of focus, my heart was in turmoil, I had long forgotten the dispute with Lou Shaotang, and I had forgotten my heartache, and my mind was full of only Zheng Keer's car accident.

Car accidents, car accidents again!

You must know that the car accident that year has made Lou Shaotang regret and heartbroken, and he will spend his whole life to repay Zheng Keer. Now that she has suffered a car accident again, it is simply a nightmare for Lou Shaotang, if Zheng Keer has any more three longs and two shorts, he will definitely go crazy.

And the trigger for all this is because of me.

Will Lou Shaotang blame me and hate me?

Self-blame, guilt, and insecurity came at me like a storm and a mighty wave.

"Sister-in-law Liu, do you also think I'm a vicious woman?"

Sister-in-law Liu was stunned for a moment, then sighed helplessly and shook her head, "Of course not." She said, "Maybe others don't know, but I'm the best at reading people." Grandma, you are very kind-hearted, but you suffer from this mouth, and you still want to save face. In fact, what you said to the eldest young master just now was all angry words, and anyone could hear it. ”

"Can he hear me?" I smiled wryly. Seeing that Lou Shaotang was so angry and angry just now, how could he hear it.

"Of course." Sister-in-law Liu knew very well that he was referring to Lou Shaotang in my mouth, and said with certainty: "The eldest young master is so smart, of course he can hear it, and he knows you so well." ”

Hearing her comfort like this, I was sad and shook my head disapprovingly: "He doesn't understand me, if he knew me, he wouldn't think I was that kind of woman." ”

"Huh?" Sister-in-law Liu sighed helplessly, "That's because he was confused for a while, so he would say such nonsense." ”

Sister-in-law Liu's feelings for Lou Shaotang are different from those of ordinary servants and masters, as I said before, she grew up watching Lou Shaotang, so when she said this, her tone slightly carried a little blame from the elders for the younger ones after they did something wrong, but that's it.

"Grandma, don't take the words of the young master to heart." She continued to explain me, "You think, if the eldest young master really thinks like that, how can he still be with you, and it hurts to love you so much." As she spoke, she pointed to the coffee table, "Look, when the eldest young master came back today, he specially bought you your favorite snack." ”

I looked in the direction of her finger and saw that there was indeed a paper bag on the coffee table. Because the focus was on Zheng Keer's departure, I didn't notice it.

I remembered that I casually mentioned it last night, saying that I hadn't eaten the rose cake of "Cai Zhilin" for a long time, but I didn't expect him to be relieved. My heart suddenly warmed.

Seeing that I finally had a smile on my face, Sister-in-law Liu also seemed to smile with relief, opened the bag, and took out 2 boxes of snacks from it.

I was about to give it to me, but my hand suddenly stopped, and a smile froze on my face.