173 What if I don't have children?
"If you want to say that your fate is good, you can't compare with me and my little mother." I looked at Xu Manli with a smile, and said with a look of envy and jealousy: "Mom, you gave birth to a son, and not only recruited a daughter-in-law, but also a son-in-law." ”
Poof-
Xia Peiyun squirted out a mouthful of tea, and was about to laugh, probably thinking that she and Xu Manli were class allies now, so she quickly covered her mouth with her hand, and her face turned red with pork liver.
Xu Manli's hand holding the cup froze in the air, staring at me blankly, choked so much that she couldn't let out half a word, her face turned white to green, green to red, red to purple again, and it was as wonderful as a palette.
I hooked my lips and smiled, and then looked at Xia Peiyun, thinking that she and Xu Manli were good sisters, so how should they be "blessed and shared", so I pretended to regret and humbly said to her: "It's a pity that I didn't win the jackpot, so in the future, I will adjust my mentality and learn from the second aunt you The spirit of the second child." ”
Xia Peiyun has pig brains elsewhere, but she understands the ridicule of others as soon as she listens to it, so she immediately heard that I was secretly mocking her for marrying the second child, and the son she gave birth to was also the second child. Angry enough to get up from the couch, "What did you say!" "Slam the cup in your hand at me.
I quickly grabbed a dozen magazines, and the cup flew to Xu Manli without a long eye.
Ahh
The hot tea poured Xu Manli all over her body, and she jumped up screaming, scrambling to dust off the tea leaves and tea on her clothes.
I heard that the outfit on her body is a global limited edition, and she has only worn it a few times, and now it can be regarded as scrapped.
Xia Peiyun couldn't care about tearing up with me anymore, she was the one who caused the disaster, and she hurriedly took a tissue to help Xu Manli wipe her clothes together.
Looking at the two women in front of me who had been replaced by embarrassment, I gloated and curled my lips and turned my eyes, unintentionally looking at the other side.
I saw Zheng Keer looking at me, and when I saw her looking at her, she smiled at me gratefully.
I was slightly stunned, did I see it wrong? The way she looked at me just now seemed a little dark.
I stared at her suspiciously, and she looked straight at me, her smile without a trace of emptiness or disguise, pure and frank.
Looks like I'm dazzled.
Putting my mind at ease, I looked at Shen Yiru again. From beginning to end, she didn't say a word as if she wasn't in this living room, and drank tea by herself indifferently. But now looking at the faint smile on the corner of her mouth, it turns out that she didn't completely turn a blind eye and pretended to be forced.
Heh, I smiled disdainfully in my heart, and ignored these scheming and clowns, and I got up and went upstairs.
As soon as I returned to the room, I lay on the bed, and I was very tired from fighting with them, and the main thing was the boulder that I was pressing in my heart, which made me a little breathless.
Thinking of this, I couldn't sleep anymore and immediately got up and took out the report hidden under the closet.
Just about to bypass the coil, his hand paused when he glanced at the lower right corner.
No wonder I thought it was strange last time, it turned out that there was a stain like an oil stain here.
Strange, where did you get it? I don't think I took this report at dinner.
I can't remember it even after thinking about it.
Hey, I don't want to, I have a headache.
Rubbing my temples, I opened the bag, pulled out the report and read it again, feeling even heavier.
Thinking of the doctor's phone number that Jian Su gave me, I took out my mobile phone and just wanted to call, only to hear someone knock on the door twice, "Grandma." ”
It's Sister-in-law Liu.
I put away the phone, didn't have time to stuff the report back into the file bag, just stuffed it under the pillow, and walked to open the door, "What's the matter?" At the moment, I subconsciously looked at the tray in her hand, and saw a bowl on it.
Sister-in-law Liu handed the tray to me, and said with a kind smile: "The eldest young master told me to cook a bowl of bird's nest for you when he was leaving. ”
How can I have the appetite to eat now?
I wanted to say that I wouldn't eat it, but after thinking about it, I would just cook it.
Looking at the bowl again, I said lightly, "Take it in." "Walk back into the room and sit down on the couch.
Sister-in-law Liu put the bird's nest on the coffee table.
Seeing that I didn't move, and seeing that I didn't mean to eat, she sighed, "Grandma, there are some things I don't know if I should say or not." ”
I looked up at her, and she looked sad and worried about me.
In this family, she is the person who cares about me the most besides Lou Shaotang.
"What words? You said. ”
Sister-in-law Liu sighed slightly again and said, "Grandma Daxiao, I know that you are very uncomfortable now, and it is not comfortable to put this matter on any woman, but you must not think about it and drill the horns." ”
She was like a loving mother, and her words were extremely serious, "How much the eldest young master loves you, we all see it, and he doesn't want to do this, it's all fate that makes people." If you're going to separate from the eldest young master for this, then both of you will be in pain. ”
"Grandma, that child is nothing to the eldest young master, it's just a family of people. When you have a child in the future, with the love of the eldest young master for you, you will definitely love your child. ”
"My child?"
"That's right." Thinking that I was just muttering and repeating her words, and didn't hear the faint sadness in my tone, Sister-in-law Liu continued to persuade: "Your child is the crystallization of the eldest young master and your love." ”
Hearing her say this, I immediately smiled bitterly, "Isn't Hengheng the crystallization of their love back then?" ”
I remember Lou Anqi said that Lou Shaotang and Zheng Keer were inseparable in love back then, like glue, and they were almost about to get married.
Sister-in-law Liu choked, probably thinking that I was talking about Zheng Ke'er and Lou Shaotang's past, and she enlightened me again, "Miss Zheng and the eldest young master are both in the past, and now the eldest young master is just repaying her debts, and she has no feelings, you don't have to take it to heart, the person that the eldest young master loves now is you." ”
She opened the lid of the bowl and took a spoon to help me cool bird's nest, "Grandma, what you have to do now is not to be sad and sad, but to take care of your body and give birth to a child for the eldest young master as soon as possible." In this way, no one will be able to defend your position in the future. ”
Sister-in-law Liu's thinking is very traditional, believing that only children can make a woman stabilize her family status. Of course, this is also true for most families.
Especially in a wealthy family like the Lou family, children are not only too important to women, but also to men, otherwise Shen Yiru would not stare at me every day behind my ass and force me. Now with Hengheng, she can finally sit back and relax, and she won't urge me anymore. In that sense, it's not a good thing.
However, I don't want a child for status, I really want a one that belongs to me and Lou Shaotang, and the crystallization of the blood of the two of us.
However, I am afraid that such a wish will not be realized.
"What if I don't have children?"
Sister-in-law Liu still lowered her head, not noticing my already hot and red eyes, and said as a matter of course: "How could it not be?" Born there. ”
"What if I can't give birth?"
Sister-in-law Liu paused, raised her head, and when she saw that I was crying, she immediately nervously pulled out a tissue to help me wipe my tears, "Grandma, don't think nonsense." She thought I was drilling the horns of the bull, and hurriedly persuaded me: "You are so young and in such good health, how can you not give birth?" It's just a matter of time or time. "Bring the bird's nest to me," come, eat it while it's hot. Now your first priority is to take care of your body and don't think about anything else. ”
Realizing that my emotions were a little out of control, I snuck in my sour nose, stopped crying, and listened to her and took the bowl. Just as he was about to drink, Lou Shaotang walked in from outside.
Seeing tears on my cheeks, he looked tight, "Wife." "Hurried towards me.
Sister-in-law Liu left the room with a sense of humor.
"Wife." Lou Shaotang sat next to me, thinking that I was still sad about Hengheng's affairs, he was full of distress and guilt, held my face, and gently wiped my tears with his fingers, "Wife, don't cry, it's my mistake." His eyes were also wet, and he said in a choked voice, "You say, what should I do before you can forgive me?" Or you hit me, hit me. As he spoke, he grabbed my hand and pumped it in his face.
He hit me so hard that my hands hurt all at once.
"What are you doing!" I was so anxious to retract my hand, but he didn't let go and continued to fight with all his might.
Seeing that his cheeks were red and swollen, I was very distressed, "Stop fighting, I forgive you." ”
Lou Shaotang stopped his hand and asked in disbelief: "Are you really ...... Forgive me? ”
As soon as his hand was relieved, I lowered my hand and nodded.
In fact, there is nothing unforgivable, if this thing is wrong, he does not have it. Just like Sister-in-law Liu said, it is fate that makes people. Maybe God knew that I couldn't give him a baby, so he returned Hengheng to him. I should be happy that he didn't die, but I couldn't accept it emotionally.
"Wife, wife." Lou Shaotang hugged me excitedly, as if he was afraid that he would fly away as soon as he let go of me, and hugged me tightly in his arms.
"Daddy."
Hengheng's voice sounded suddenly at the door, and I reflexively wanted to retreat from Lou Shaotang's arms, but Lou Shaotang didn't let go, still held me in his arms, turned his head and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
Hengheng looked at me and seemed a little unhappy, "Grandpa told you to go down to eat." ”
"Got it, you go down first."
Maybe it's because of my feelings, or maybe it's because he has no feelings for Hengheng, Lou Shaotang's voice is faint, and his tone is not at all as loving as a father to his children.
Hengheng stood still, looking at us.
Thinking that he didn't hear clearly, Lou Shaotang repeated: "You go down first, we'll come later." ”
"Grandpa told you to go down now." Hengheng said persistently, it seems that if Lou Shaotang doesn't leave, he won't leave either.
Looking at Lou Shaotang, he frowned, a little displeased, and I said to him, "Let's go, you go." ”
Lou Shaotang was surprised, "What about you?" ”
"I don't have much appetite, so I'm not going." I'm telling the truth, I can't eat anything right now.
He suddenly became nervous again and held my hand, "You still haven't forgiven me?" ”
I shook my head and chuckled, "No, I really can't eat it." ”
"If you can't eat less, you can't eat less." Lou Shaotang's tone couldn't hide his worry.
I pursed my lips and said nothing.
"Dad, let's go, everyone is waiting for you." Seeing that we were deadlocked, Hengheng urged.
"You tell your grandfather that Dad is not feeling well and is not going to eat." Lou Shaotang looked at me and said to Hengheng.
I was slightly stunned.
Hengheng was also stunned, "Grandpa said that there is something to discuss with you, and I must let you go down." ”
Hearing that the old man was looking for Lou Shaotang for something, I pulled his hand away, "You go down, don't worry about me." ”
Lou Shaotang held it again, "No, if you don't go, I won't go." ”
I looked at Hengheng, and he was still standing there, looking at me with a look that was obviously a little annoying.
I sighed helplessly and compromised, "Let's go." ”
When they arrived at the restaurant, they saw me and Lou Shaotang clasping their fingers, Xu Manli and Xia Peiyun looked surprised, the two glanced at each other, exchanged glances with each other, and didn't know what they wanted to do badly. But I didn't care, these two sluts couldn't get me, no matter how bad they were.
Shen Yiru frowned slightly, and immediately returned to her previous calm; Zheng Keer smiled sweetly at me, as if she was very happy to see me reconcile with Lou Shaotang.
I couldn't really laugh at her, I just pulled my lips perfunctorily.
Lou Shaotang helped me pull out the chair, and after I sat down, he sat down next to him.
Seeing that everyone had arrived, the old man announced the start of the meal. Lou Shaotang helped me serve vegetables and soup as usual. Here, he just put a piece of beef into my bowl, only to hear Hengheng say: "Dad, Mom also likes to eat beef." ”
As soon as his voice fell, everyone looked at Lou Shaotang.
"Hengheng." Zheng Ke'er seemed to be startled, her face was slightly red, and she looked at Hengheng reproachfully.
Hengheng didn't see it, staring at Lou Shaotang.
The corners of Xu Manli and Xia Peiyun's mouths hooked up a wicked smile, waiting to see a good show, Shen Yiru's expression did not change, but from the eyes she looked at Lou Shaotang, it could be seen that she was also waiting to see what he would do.
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