I finally turned eighteen, and I breathed a sigh of relief when I blew out the candles on my birthday cake.

My name is Hua Tingyue, and I am the son of Hua Yuanshu and Lin Jingyan, but unfortunately my birth is not based on love, but on inheritance.

When I first found out why I was here, it was like being slapped in the face for decades, watching the world spin.

Me, this fucking life!

In the eyes of others, I have lived a smooth life since I was a child, and I have everything I want, even in the era when my father and mother were inseparable, I still have no worries about food and clothing, and I am almost at the top in terms of material living conditions. But, I'm not happy!

I think every child in the world comes because their parents love each other, and I am not. I almost forgot to mention that I also have a twin sister. She was even more tragic than me, and she was abandoned because of her weak body from the beginning of her life. Others thought she was going to die, but she was saved by her mother.

I am grateful to my mom for this and admire her.

I don't know what kind of feelings I have for my parents, I just know that they have loved each other for as long as I can remember. In the past few years, my father has won, and in the next few years, my mother has won, and they will always have a relationship of eliminating one and the other.

Later, when I was a little older, I realized that this was the result of fighting in business.

Thankfully, I finally reached the age of eighteen.

I don't know how I feel for my parents, but I know how they feel for me, and they keep saying they love me, and they're trying to do so. But I've always had a question, and I haven't asked it until now. Since we all love me, why not be together?

I don't understand the feelings of adults.

Now, I'm eighteen years old, I'm an adult, and I can decide what I want to do and take responsibility for my actions.

My sister and I were born in the same day, the same age, but unfortunately she always has a constant mother-love plot for her mother, so she has a good relationship with her mother.

On my eighteenth birthday, my father's business was doing well, and my mother and others tried to calculate my father, but it failed. Even so, my father was not in a good mood. Because my mother refused to divorce my stepfather. Actually, it's my stepfather, and he spends more energy on me and my sister than my father. About my dad also saw this, so when he fought back, he would leave a little way back for his stepfather every time.

My stepfather's name is Shen Mo, and when we were ten years old, when my mother was most financially embarrassed, he proposed to my mother. It is surprising that such an old man with disabled legs can do such a wasteful thing for a marriage proposal. I didn't even have to think about it to know that my mother would agree.

After they got together, Shen Mo was very good to me and my sister, no matter how many bad ideas I came up with to make trouble for him, he would solve it with a gentle smile, and he didn't even say a word of heavy words. Sometimes, I suspect that I was born to him and my mother, because my own father doesn't have that much patience with me. However, this is just thinking about it, I am the son of Hua Yuanshu, and what I will take over in the future is the assets of the Hua family.

"What do you want for your birthday?" My dad called me on the first few days of my birthday and asked me what I wanted. I thought about it for a long time, but I really couldn't think of it. I don't lack anything, and I have plenty of pocket money in my hand, and I don't have far to spend every month, so I really don't lack anything.

"Whatever I want, you'll say yes?" I asked.

"Yes." Dad answered very firmly on the other end of the phone.

"What if you and your mother need to agree to this matter?" I asked again.

"Stinky boy, have you got a girlfriend?" Dad asked with a smile on the phone.

"Don't ask what the matter is, I'll just ask if my mother doesn't agree, can you help me convince her?" I asked.

"Yes." Dad replied cheerfully.

"Okay, then I want to be free, I'm going to move out of the house." I said it word by word.

"No way!" Dad was more determined than I was.

"You just agreed." I said, "Can we stop talking like a fart?" ”

"This ......," Dad hesitated, "you haven't finished college yet......"

"Don't bother with it, I can live on campus, and I want to take a year off to travel abroad, or go on a study tour, my plans are set, and I need you to support me." I paused, "If you're my own dad, support me in doing this." ”

Dad was silent on the other end of the phone for a long time and asked, "Do you feel unfree?"

"Yes." I said, "You're in too much control, and I've done everything right under your noses since I was born, and I'm tired of wanting to be free, and I want to breathe free air." I said, "Dad, you're not going to regret it, are you?" ”

"Okay, I'll convince your mom, but I have one condition." Dad is an old fox.

"Say." I said.

"When I come back, I will work in my company." Dad said.

"No, I promise Mom." I say. I am a principled person, and I was deceived by my mother into signing a deed of sale early in the morning, and now it is too late to regret it. My mother said that as long as I repented, she would blacklist me and let all the companies know that I was an untrustworthy person. I'm different from my father, I'm a person who values his reputation more than feathers, no, it's more than wings.

"Then you can convince your mother yourself and agree to let you go out to live." Dad said slowly.

He and I pulled the saw for another half a day, and finally lost the battle, and decided to agree to my father's conditions first. Mom's side can be done with a few soft words, but Dad is not so easy to do.

I also think it's strange, it's not easy to be two people who are incompatible, but they can still behave well with our brothers and sisters.

On the day I moved from home to school, my mother wiped her tears while driving, and for the first time I learned that my mother was also a woman who could cry. In the end, I relented a little, and my stepfather Shen Mo persuaded me on the side: "The school is very close to home, if you want to come to see the child, come directly."

"That's right, I don't go home every day, I come back when I'm not in a good mood that day." I couldn't bear to say to my mother.

My mother was still shedding tears, and my sister couldn't stand it, so she pulled me and said, "Why don't you be at school at 135 and at home at 246."

"Just you talk a lot." I glanced at her.

When I arrived at the school gate, my mother calmed down, parked the car and touched up her makeup in front of the mirror, regained her calm appearance, and said to me: "Let's go, since you have decided to come out to live, I hope you don't carry dirty clothes home to wash."

"Yes." I smiled.

Mom is like this, when she knows that she has to accept something, she behaves calmer than anyone else.

My departure from home was finally completed. On the first night I stayed in the dormitory, I couldn't sleep staring at the wooden planks on the top bunk, and I didn't fall asleep until the second half of the night.

I actually wanted to rebel through this, but it turned out to be much softer than I thought. I don't know how others treat parents who are reluctant to give themselves freedom, I look at my mother's face, and I really can't say anything too decisive.

Now, living in school for a while, I miss her a little, which is ridiculous.

My father and mother used to be united, but the purpose of the union was to give birth to me and my sister, so when I think about it, the unwillingness and resentment in my heart seem to have faded a lot.

This is my parents, they fought all their lives, but in the end they both decided to leave everything to me and my sister. And even if the mother remarries, she has no plans to have any more children. My dad was more resolute, he lived alone for many years, he sometimes came to the school to look for me, we would occasionally go to the street behind the school to ask for a barbecue and drink beer, he drank too much one day, put his arm on my shoulder and smiled and said: "Yueyue, you hurry up and find a girlfriend, get married, and when your child is born, I will retire and take care of your child."

I don't fall for him, giving birth to a child is simple, but raising a child is a lifelong thing. I watched him have no relationship with his father, but he had to act like he was okay for the sake of us. Later, I learned about their past, and I really couldn't tell who was right and who was wrong. Perhaps, this is life, it has nothing to do with right or wrong, only trivial.

In order to see a doctor for my grandfather, my mother chose the road of surrogacy + pregnancy, and I can't say whether it is right or wrong.

Dad was about to become a vegetative person back then, and grandma chose surrogacy + pregnancy in order to leave a queen for the Hua family, I can't say right or wrong.

Later, for me and my sister, the two or the two families fought bloodied, and even my mother almost lost her life, and in the end it was really a Jedi life, if she didn't want to take revenge on her father, then she wouldn't be my mother anymore.

These pasts, all over the place, came back to me like a movie in my mind when I was fine. In the end, I can only say that this period of misfortune has made my sister and me's journey to the world, and perhaps it is also in the dark, God has his own arrangements.

I can feel their love for us, so I am not so attached to their past. After living at the school for a year, I decided that it would be easier to go back to my home.

One day, I overheard my father and mother say, "This is how a child reaches puberty, the more restricted you are, the more interested he is, it is better to follow his wishes, he has tried and found it boring, so naturally he will not do it anymore."

While the two of them were saying this, the stepfather sat on the sidelines and looked at his mother seriously and intently. His eyes were gentle, but I was touched by the peace. My stepfather really loves my mother, and he can give up his goals for her, and even really think that my sister and I are biological children. He said that he was not in good health, and he had left a will early, and half of all the assets in his name were half of each of my sister and me.

We came to this world unintentionally, and gained an unsatisfactory family, but we got a full love, I think, my life is still good.