"Brother Yong, Brother Yong, that, see if you can settle the salary I sent to the courier in the past few days, I know that I don't pay attention to things, I can't just leave, but I really can't climb the building, you don't have a high-level in the area you gave me, the main thing, I used to be a security guard and suffered a knee injury, hey? Feed? Brother Yong? ”

Three red words appear on the phone screen, hung up.

"!" I called Yong's phone number again

"Sorry, the number you dialed was empty..."

I sighed heavily, it seems that Hu Yong has blacked me out, the building has been climbed in vain for half a month, and the high-intensity courier delivery work has only lasted 16 days, and my legs can't stand it.

I threw my phone to the side and slammed my body on the bed, and my brain became a mess.

Seeing that there are still 3 days to go before the repayment date of the credit card, I am really worried, how can I get 3,000 yuan to repay the minimum repayment first.

"Dangdang" There was a knock on the door, which woke me up in my troubled thoughts, and then the figure of my father appeared in front of me.

Yes, I'm almost an old man, and although I don't want to live like this or be called that, my approach is almost completely in line with the term.

Eat at my parents' house and live at my parents' house, sometimes the money I earn from part-time work is sometimes not enough to pay off my credit card, and even have to spend money over my family, my fate is really miserable, I used to use my credit card to cash out and partner with friends to do business but failed, both lost a lot of money, this kind of thing I can't open to this old couple at all, I don't want to be thought by them again that I am a waste.

"Xin, you resigned again?" It was my father who spoke, although his height of more than 1.80 meters still looks upright, but the wrinkles on his face, the tiredness of his expression and the whiteness of his sideburns all show that this father, who was once majestic and majestic in my eyes, is now a little old man.

Looking at his disappointed expression, I felt a little heartache, bit my lip, and finally squeezed out a nonchalant smile and said, "Ah, quit, this job is not suitable for me." "When I said this, my heart was dripping blood, it wasn't like that at all, if I could persevere, no matter how hard I worked, I would persevere, I really had a recurrence on my knee, and I even cried tears in pain.

I envy other people's lives more than once, because my life is a mess, I envy their origins, envy their looks, envy them for doing everything smoothly and succeed, envy their straightforward character, because I can't do it, I can't do it.

I am too kind, I am always bullied, and I am hesitant to do things and gentle and elegant, but it is clear that the last thing I need for my work is my kind of character, because I can't change it, I can't do it.

Dad looked at me sitting in front of the computer holding the mouse, and said with an expression of hatred that iron is not steel, "How can I have a son like you, I don't have the toughness to do anything, you look at those big bosses, which one is not bitter first and then sweet, and I have suffered countless hardships to succeed, you look at you again, this job has just been done for a few days?" 16 days! You can't hold on for 16 days? What do you say you can do? ”

My expression stiffened, my hand sliding the mouse stopped, and I asked myself again, are you really a piece of crap? Is it really impossible to do anything? No, no, no, I don't believe it, even if I can't do anything, it's because I haven't found the right job for me, and one day I'll do something for you to see.

However, my father didn't see my psychological struggle, and still bombarded me unrelentingly, "Look at your two cousins, who have been in the army for two years and went to work in the water plant, that's an iron rice bowl, how immortal are you living day by day?" When you were asked to be a soldier, you were not strong, what did the police at the police station sarcastically mock you with words, you have passed the physical examination, and if you don't go, you won't go, what else can you do? ”

In fact, what I said is true, I have passed the conscription physical examination, and I will go to the army in a few days, and then the police station called me, saying that the information of my ID card does not match, I said that it is impossible, if the ID card information does not meet the initial inspection, I will not be able to pass, and the police said that the empty hanging of my ID card address information does not meet the procedures and requirements (when I was a child, there was a house at home, and there was no elevator on the eighth floor, and then I sold it for the convenience of my school, and began an endless rental career, and I moved 10 times in 9 years of compulsory educationLater, the ID card expired, and the family was still a rented house, so I could only write it empty. ）

Then the policeman began to complain about me again, saying that I was a soldier at a young age, and if I was sent to Diaoyu Island, I might not be able to come back, and complained about my parents, saying that my parents were not able to let their son go to the army.

The past in my mind turned fast, but my dad didn't care about me, and was still saying, "Look at your brother Chen and your brother, everyone has bought a house, what about you?" You don't even have a nest, how are you going to get married in the future? What to marry? Who can be like you who doesn't even have a house? ”

I said with a dark face and a tone that didn't sound a trace of warmth, "Why do I have to get married and buy a house." When my father heard what I said, he didn't know which nerve he had touched, so he immediately shouted at me, "What kind of bullshit are you talking about, if I don't marry your mother, can I give birth to your turtle son?" I don't care, you have to buy a house after you get married or not! Just like you, can I count on you when I'm old? I won't need you in the future, just find a nursing home with your mother for the rest of my life! ”

I also instantly became angry, "What do you understand!" I was born in your family, am I willing? You let me be born with my consent or not, you blame me for everything, have you thought about your own problems, if you had money, would I be like this?! I regretted it after saying this, because in fact, I didn't think about it like this at all, and I only talked casually because my emotions were out of control.

Daddy froze in place for a moment, he opened his mouth and didn't say anything after all, he turned around in silence and went back to his room, for a moment I wanted to stand up and hold him, apologize to him, say I didn't think so, but I still held back.

I changed my clothes and grabbed my phone and fled home, in December, it was winter in the north, I shivered in the cold wind, I didn't know where I was going, I didn't care where I went.

My family was a bit chaotic, my biological mother and my father divorced and became a monk, my father considered my feelings and didn't find another partner until I was in my 20s, this new mother of mine was nice to me, she didn't become a vicious stepmother like in the news or fiction movies, my stepmother had a daughter, several years younger than me, and was sentenced to her father like me, so she rarely lived here, most of the time she lived with her grandmother.

When I was in junior high school, I was more or less affected by my parents' divorce, dropped out of school in the third year of junior high school, and then enrolled in a junior college at my own expense, and finally got a college diploma, but despite this, my work journey was still difficult, so many college undergraduates couldn't find a job, not to mention that I was only a junior college student.

The brain is thinking wildly, the body doesn't seem to be so cold, maybe it's because of the numbness, the text message of the mobile phone interrupted my train of thought, I stopped and took out the phone to see, the body was really numb, and the fingers poked for a long time and didn't open the screen, so I had to take out another shivering hand from my pocket to help.

It turned out to be a text message, which said, "Dear Mr. Du Xin, hello, the Talent Department of Huaxia Hell Live Co., Ltd. is very interested in your professional past, invites you to talk about a position, and looks forward to further communication with you, interview address: Room 404, 4th floor, basement, No. 44, Huangquan Road, I wish you a smooth work." ”

I looked at the text message and froze in place, this girl's neurosis? Also hell live broadcast, also Huangquan Road, which bastard is so boring, send me such a text message, I did submit several resumes, but I don't remember what kind of bullshit Huaxia Hell live broadcast company there is, I hurriedly looked at the phone number that sent the text message, this look, I suddenly felt a chill in my back.

The entire eleven digits are all 4, is this the phone number? Holy, it can't really be a text message from hell, right? I'm so bad at being a person that I can't even look at the Lord Yama below? He also sent me a short message to inform me, come to me quickly, I will take you out of the world, and you will not continue to suffer here.

The brain made up for the fact that Lord Yan took his mobile phone to send me a text message, and the evil smile he showed at the moment he sent it scared me so much that I almost threw my phone away, I stood in place and didn't care about my cold and shivering hands, opened the map of Gaode, and searched for the place of Huangquan Road, whether it was a spoof or not, just check it out.

This check, I feel even more chilled, mother, there is really this place, I checked this "Huaxia Hell Live Co., Ltd.", but unexpectedly, no information was found, I muttered in my heart, although it is true, there is indeed a street of Huangquan Road, even in my city, but I can't find any information about this company, I think, it should be someone who is extremely boring with some weird software or machine, modified his mobile phone number and sent this text message in a group, Deliberately tricking others.

Although there may be such a person, but how boring it is, it is really rich and stupid.

I decisively deleted the text message, my mind shifted so much, my mood seemed to be better, I stuffed my phone back in my pocket, bought two bottles of wine, bought a roast chicken and some peanuts, and apologized to my father.