I'm just a pretty ordinary woman, like other women, getting married and having children. I don't know if this is a boast, at the beginning, I was also a goddess in school, many boys pursued me, but, I finally chose my current husband, his name is Qian Tian is my primary school classmate, although he is chubby, he looks very average, but he feels very good with him, very secure.

Not long after I got married, I became pregnant with a child, that is, Xiaoxue, when I was pregnant with Xiaoxue...... My husband is usually a little sexy, and when I was four or five months pregnant with my child, he once took advantage of my sleep and secretly ...... with me But afterwards, he didn't admit it, he was a bit like a big child.

One night after that time, I dreamed of Xiaoxue for the first time, at that time, in my dream she was still a baby, when her left eye was bleeding, and she couldn't speak, just looked at me and cried, I didn't understand what it meant, and then I thought about it, maybe my husband was reckless and hurt the child, so I dragged him over and complained, he may have known that he was wrong, so he could only hold me and comfort me.

At that time, he told me that there is no scientific basis for dreaming or anything, and that I must have dreamed like that I was cranky or watched some horror story or something like that. Later, I thought about it, I had a high school classmate named Wang Renwei, who was a writer of horror, and it was boring to stay at home when she was pregnant, and she wanted to stay away from the TV and computer and other radiated things, so I took the relief he gave me. Maybe it was after reading his book that I left a similar impression in my heart, which is why I had such a dream, so I didn't take it to heart at the time.

Later, when the child was born, everything was normal, and my left eye was the same as any other child, completely unchanged, and I was relieved.

But what I didn't expect was that the nightmare did not leave me because of this, many times, when I slept, I would dream that Xiaoxue was bleeding from her left eye and asked me for help, and her image gradually increased with age. I had this kind of dream once or twice a year, and at first when she was young, she couldn't speak, and I didn't know what she meant. Later, when she grew up to be able to speak, she told me that her eyes hurt and that her eyes had been gouged out.

Every time I had this dream, I sat up from the bed in a cold sweat, and then ran to Xiaoxue's room to see her, but every time I saw that Xiaoxue was fine, nothing happened at all.

At that time, I could only tell myself that I was overly concerned and was thinking nonsense, because of this, I also went to see a psychiatrist, and the doctor told me that it was probably because of the horror that I subconsciously buried the impression that a child was hurt when I was pregnant, and because I was too caring for the child, it caused all kinds of anxiety, one of which was the one in front of me, worried that the child would be harmed.

The doctor has always told me not to worry too much about the growth of children, because everyone is indispensable in growing up, and dreams are just dreams, which come from people's subconscious and have no connection with reality. Even so, I've always had a pimple in my heart, and my old classmate who wrote ghost stories used to have a good relationship with me, and occasionally chatted, ate and stuffed, but since the doctor told me that, I've gradually cut off contact with him.

These days, I don't know whether it's fast or slow, more than ten years, just like this, Xiaoxue has been very good, or Xiaoxue is quite smart, many things don't even need us to teach, I learned by myself, and the body is also very good, especially the eyes, I haven't even had conjunctivitis, and my heart is slowly letting go.

The girl is older, and she began to gradually disobey her mother's words, some time ago there was no holiday, the teacher reacted to me, saying that Xiaoxue usually always interacts with a middle-aged man in society, let me observe her carefully, is it a small child who begins to fall in love, if so, you must control her, first of all, she is not yet the age to fall in love, and secondly, the people in the society are mixed, and if you are not careful, the child may suffer.

At that time, I was very surprised, Xiaoxue is only fifteen years old this year, just in the second grade of junior high school, to say that children are precocious at this time, it is not very unusual, but when it comes to falling in love, he is still a middle-aged man, which is a little too much. And Xiaoxue has hated contact with men since she was a child, even her father, she doesn't like it very much, she just likes to stick to me.

That day, early in the morning, Xiaoxue got dressed and prepared to go out, and she also painted a light makeup very rarely. I stopped her and asked her what she was going to do. Xiaoxue told me that she had a friend who was sick and that she was going to visit that friend.

I was "chuckling" in my heart at the time, Xiaoxue, this child, don't look very well-behaved on the surface, but in fact, she has been very withdrawn since she was a child, she doesn't like to contact others very much, and basically has no friends.

So I thought about what the teacher told me and asked her if she was in love. Xiaoxue told me at the time that no, she definitely didn't go out to see a sick friend. So I brought it up and went with her.

This girl is usually very clingy to me, and often has to do this and that with me, but this time I heard that I was going to visit her sick friend with her, but she inexplicably started a tantrum with me.

The more she was like this, the more I suspected that there was something wrong with her, and in the end the two of us quarreled, and I simply locked her up in the house, and Xiaoxue rarely cried with me, and this child has hardly cried with me since he was a child. But the more this happened, the more I felt that her behavior was suspicious, and I didn't want to let her out.

Later, the two of us had a good talk, and she told me that she really didn't have anything, but she just made a good friend, and that day she actually wanted to go out to meet her friends, and she was afraid that I would stop her, so she said that. I was quite helpless at the time, the child was older, just disobedient, and I didn't bother with this matter anymore, but then I found that as long as I didn't pay attention, Xiaoxue would slip out, once I found her out, so I got dressed and secretly followed out, but found that she was very shrewd, took a lot of detours, and even went around in a big circle in a shopping mall, and threw me off alive.

Later, I had a good talk with her again, and she just said that she was just going out for a hang out and didn't have a private meeting with any boyfriend. It's really hard for me to imagine that a child in the second year of junior high school would be so careful because she goes out for a walk, and that clearly wants to get rid of other people's tracking. So, I really locked her up.

It's been more than ten years, and it's the first time I've had such a big fire, but Xiaoxue didn't mess with me when she was locked up, just stayed quietly in her room. But that night, at about twelve o'clock, my husband and I both fell asleep, but we heard a crazy knock on the door from Xiaoxue's room, and she shouted while knocking on the door: "Mom and Dad save me, Mom and Dad help me." ”

I was stupid at the time, and immediately ran to Xiaoxue's room with my husband, opened the door lock with the key, and Xiaoxue immediately threw herself out of the room and got into her father's arms.

At that time, I thought it was very strange, Xiaoxue has not been close to her father since she was a child, she has always only kissed me, and took the initiative to throw herself into her father's arms, fifteen years, or the first time, my husband comforted Xiaoxue, while touching her head, Xiaoxue's hair was quite long to the waist, at this time it was spread out to cover half of her face, but when my husband touched her head, Xiaoxue's hair was lifted a little, I was horrified to find that Xiaoxue's left eye, her left eye was full of bloodshot, as if she had pink eye.

At that time, my husband and I were terrified, and my husband knew everything I had dreamed about all these years, and we were wondering if something really happened, but when we asked Xiaoxue what was going on, she just kept talking back and forth: "Mom and Dad save me, Mom and Dad save me, I don't want to be locked up, I don't want to be locked up." ”

Xiaoxue has been an extremely smart child since she was a child, and it is the first time that she has spoken incoherently, and my husband complained vigorously, saying that I shouldn't lock up the child, and the child was obviously frightened. And I was frightened by this kind of confinement.

At that time, we held the child for a while to comfort her, but Xiaoxue just couldn't be quiet, she kept saying that she was scared and didn't want to be locked up, crying while talking, and then she may have been tired of crying, so she fell asleep in my husband's arms.

After she fell asleep, we put her back in her bed, after all, my daughter was too old to sleep with us. But when she woke up the next morning, she acted like she was fine, and she didn't have the panicked appearance of last night, except that her left eye was slightly red.

At that time, I wanted to talk to her about it again, but she told me that she understood what I was doing, and that she had just dreamed last night that her eyes were red because she had gotten into the sand, and that she had rubbed herself, and told me not to worry about her. However, as a mother, it's really hard for me to believe that nothing really happened to Xiaoxue. The panic she felt at that time was definitely not faked, let alone the feeling of waking up in a nightmare.

In the past few days, my daughter Xiaoxue's eyes are always red from time to time, and she will also drop some eye drops by herself, I took her to the hospital to see, the doctor said that she was conjunctivitis caused by excessive fatigue, but the strange thing is that her right eye has nothing to do with it.

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