I haven't touched the piano for a long time, when my father was there, he wanted me to be a lady, he said that girls should be quiet, can play a good piano, but I was young at that time, and I always couldn't calm down to practice.

Later, for a long time, as long as my father was free, he would accompany me to practice, he actually couldn't play, but he liked the piano very much, and he also liked to listen to me play, every time I played the piano, I could always see that kind of peace and a little melancholy on my father's face.

After my dad left, I never wanted to touch it again, and the black and white keys always brought up my dad's memories that I couldn't forget.

I didn't have a mother since I was a child, and Tang Jia has a relatively withdrawn personality, so I've always been very clingy to my father, in fact, after so many years, I sometimes think I can see him when I open my eyes.

I shook my head and said to Li Zhao: "I can't play it, once the piano is born, it will be difficult to play it well." ”

After saying that, I lowered my head and lowered my eyes.

Li Zhao held my hands, put them to his lips and kissed them: "If you play for me in the future?" ”

I withdrew my hand and hurriedly walked away: "If you can't play, you can't play." ”

When I went upstairs, I saw Li Zhao still standing by the piano, as if he was still, frowning with that vague melancholy, and I actually thought of my father for a while.

Early the next morning, Li Zhao and I really embarked on a flight to Inner Mongolia, and a local person in Inner Mongolia picked us up at the airport and took us directly to the breeding base.

After all, it was the first time for me to come, looking at Inner Mongolia with a high sky, all kinds of novelties and hilariousness, and I had already forgotten the difficulties on the plane.

As soon as you get off the car, you can see that there is really a kind of Eilechuan, under the Yin Mountain. The sky is like a dome, covering the feet of the four fields.

I immediately wanted to shout, my world is my pride and ambition, no wonder Kublai Khan and Genghis Khan are so wild, really to this realm, people naturally have a sense of open-mindedness!

In the afternoon, Li Zhao took me to see the cows, and the staff there brought us two big boots, which were dead and heavy, and Li Zhao smiled and said, "You wear this very funny, like a child." ”

I'm not fat, I don't wear high heels, I'm a little shorter than Li Zhao, most of the women in the breeding base are local to Mongolia, and they are very big, but it seems that I really look stunted.

He smiled and took me by the hand, took me into the shed in captivity, and told me that these little guys usually eat more than 100 kinds of feed.

There are ice grass, mango wheat, alkali grass, wild rye, alfalfa, and vetch.

He said that in fact, Xinjiang and Northeast China have suitable places for cultivating milk sources, but Inner Mongolia was chosen because the prairie has sufficient sunshine, and the annual solar radiation increases from northeast to southwest, and the sunshine hours gradually increase from 2,700 hours in the east to more than 3,400 hours in the Alxa League and Bayannur League in the west.

Sufficient sunshine is more conducive to the photosynthesis of plants, enriching the natural vegetation food chain, especially the unique forage feed resources, rich in crude protein, crude fat, calcium, phosphorus and other nutrients required by dairy cows, providing the best quality nutrition for dairy cows.

When he told me this, he felt very professional, Li Zhao has always been used to being arbitrary in front of me, and looking at his serious appearance, I realized that the gap between me and him in the past few years is not a little bit.

The reason why he was able to sit in his father's position at such a young age was not only because of his father's aura, but also because I always thought that he would disappear for a while at every turn, and I am afraid that the time and energy he has spent in the past few years is beyond my imagination.

Later, Li Zhao asked me if I wanted to try milking, and I heard this well!

So after changing into equipment, I was very excited to rub the cow's tits, but I couldn't squeeze out a reason for half a day, Li Zhao stood next to me with his chin in his hand and looked at me: "Tang Wan, can you be more obscene?" If the cow can talk, it will sue you for molestation! Let's go! ”

So I was pushed aside by him, and he demonstrated it himself, and sure enough, the milk flowed into the bucket, and I suddenly realized, "I know why you can't do it, because this cow is a mother!" Call you! ”

Li Zhao took off his gloves and threw them at me: "I only call you!" ”

Then he showed me the real milking machine, which was awesome and amazed.

The entire breeding base of tens of thousands of acres, the daily milk production is huge, and it is sent to all parts of the country after processing, until the evening, due to the time difference, the sun here still does not set.

I stood on the observation deck and looked at the entire endless grassland and couldn't help but sigh: "The yellow carpet quietly changed to the green lawn, and the ancient plains were speechless to release the sound of autumn." The horse's hooves trampled on the sunset, lying down and singing Ao Bao waiting for the moonlight. ”

Li Zhao wrapped his arms around my waist from behind me: "Tang Wan, I thought you would say, it's so beautiful!" ”

My body stiffened for a moment, and he continued: "You are a poet who is full of enthusiasm, it seems that you have returned to the past, at that time you didn't swear, although lively but not noisy, like to read poetry, read famous books, I still remember that you used to have a quirk, like to collect jewelry, others drink Coca-Cola, you drink tea like old cadres, when you were in high school, others read romance, you especially read philosophy, I asked you at that time do you understand life?" Do you remember how you replied to me? ”

I smiled faintly: "I said that life is like a cup of tea, and you may not be able to drink the brilliance in any brew."

Li Zhao tightened his arms and rested his head on my shoulder: "Have you drunk the brilliance now?" ”

I choked up suddenly, this is destined to be an incomprehensible answer, at least at this stage of my life, I can't give Li Zhao an accurate answer.

I can't forget Song Qingyi, this is a fact, I still can't stop myself from thinking about him, thinking about the bits and pieces of my past with him, and regretting the fate that almost achieved positive results.

But for Li Zhao, I have a special feeling, but at present, I can't sort out what kind of emotion this is, so I can't answer!

Li Zhao no longer asked me, but said to me: "Let's go, there is a bonfire." ”

He just led me to walk on the distant grass, the sunset in the sky was not decently beautiful, this moment of the scene made me suddenly think of He Shishi's painting, the road is long, and it will never end.

The sun slowly disappeared into the sky with our footsteps, and when we walked far away, we heard the sound of crackling and sparks, as if there were also herdsmen's songs, and immediately became excited, pulling Li Zhao to run wildly, but Li Zhao shouted: "You slow down!" How can you still be like a child! ”

I shouted, "I'm not eighteen in the first place!" He shook his head speechlessly.

By the time we got there, we saw a whole sheep roasting in the middle of the campfire, and the smell made me swallow my mouth!

Perhaps because of Li Zhaolai, the director of the local breeding factory invited a lot of performers, and the people on the grassland were originally enthusiastic, singing and dancing, which soon ignited our enthusiasm instantly.

I was having a good time, and a girl pulled me and Li Zhao to join them, around the roaring bonfire, singing and dancing, singing and dancing, the smell of meat and wine spreading, and a joy was like a sleepless paradise.

Li Zhao has a special identity, and we are guests from afar, so we were quickly pushed into the middle by them, and everyone danced around us, singing in unison, "Your love is like a flame, burning my heart." ”

That night, Li Zhao's eyes were like intoxicating wine, strong and intoxicated, looking at me in a daze, flying with me in the middle of the crowd, I looked up at the stars in the sky, and the sound of beauty lingered in my ears, the whole world seemed to revolve for me, I heard the sound of my heartbeat for the first time, and this voice was not because of Song Qingyi

It wasn't until a long, long time later, when I thought back to that night, that I felt as if my life had started from that night

If, however, I had anticipated so many things that would have happened later, perhaps I would have stayed in that promised land until I was old

When the music faded away, Li Zhao took my hand and walked in the darkness, but I was not afraid at all.

Until I got tired of walking, I sat still.

Li Zhao put my head on his shoulder, but kept looking at me with a smile on his head.

I asked him, "What do you see?" ”

He said, "You actually ran all the way over, did you smell the fragrance?" The way you gnawed on the leg of lamb just now scared the locals, didn't you ask the big man next to me what he said? ”

I squinted: "What does he praise me?" ”

Li Zhao smiled heartily and hugged me tighter: "Yes, praise you, ask me if your daughter-in-law is pregnant, so you can eat!" ”

My face was full of black lines: "How did you get back?" ”

"I said you can eat it since you were a child, I'm afraid this baby has been pregnant for more than 20 years!"

I sat up straight away from him, and then a cool breeze blew and I moved a little closer to him.

Later, I became sleepy, but I didn't want to go back, greedy for this free paradise.

So I pillowed on Li Zhao's lap, and he stroked my hair and said to me, "The only thing that hasn't changed for you for so many years is this long hair."

I watched the stars flicker before my eyes, and I couldn't think about what he meant.

only muttered: "Li Zhao, tell me a story"

Li Zhao said "hey": "Are you really competing with me?" ”

I immediately said, "But it can't be a ghost story!" ”

Li Zhao pondered for a while: "Okay, you close your eyes, I'll tell you a story." ”

I closed my eyelids, adjusted my comfortable position, and wrapped my arms around his waist.

His voice was low and magnetic, and he said slowly: "Once upon a time there was a fisherman's daughter, she would go to the beach every day, and one day she met a whale, and the whale fell in love with her at first sight, but the girl said very disdainfully: You are so ugly, I will like you when my brain is in water!"

Later, the whale sadly turned around and left. ”

I suddenly opened my eyes and asked Li Zhao, "Is it crying?" ”

Li Zhao glanced at me: "How do I know, even if I cried, the tears melted into the sea, and no one could see it." ”

I nodded and closed my eyes again, and he continued: "A hundred years later, it will still be the same sea, and every day an old lady will come to the beach and sit for a long time, as if waiting for someone, but she has not waited.

Until one day a whale suddenly jumped out of the sea, it stared at the old lady and asked her: Do you have a brain in the water?

The old lady smiled at it.

Then the whale jumped out of the sea, and the water spewed down, and the sun shone through the mist, and a rainbow fell on the old lady's silver hair. ”

Then Li Zhao was silent, a very short story, but my heart suddenly felt a little sour.

I asked Li Zhao: "So, that little girl back then finally got into the water and fell in love with whales, right?" ”

Li Zhao's hand still gently stroked my hair: "I don't know"