Abe Haruaki's residence.

Hongluan Fengxi, big red cheongsam.

After the newlyweds performed the ceremony of Zhou Gong, three pancakes were placed on a silver plate. It was presented by a boy for the newlyweds to taste, implying that their children and grandchildren would be prosperous and blessed in the future.

After the newlyweds worship each other and enter the room, the surrounding flowers are full of flowers and colors.

A blue-winged butterfly with a violet dream flutters and hovers to the mountain behind the Qingming Garden. When it lands lightly -

Instantly transformed into a slim woman.

The beautiful twelve singles refracted beautiful brilliance in the sun.

The moth eyebrows are greasy, the skin is as white as snow, and there is a hint of playful gentleness in the smile.

The newcomer who stared into the distance from afar smiled lightly.

A man dressed in a black samurai suit walked in, the man was well-defined, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, a majestic figure, and a childish innocence and perseverance.

"Do you regret it?"

The man asked.

The woman shook her head and smiled, with a hint of happiness on her face.

Quietly gazing at the newlyweds, the sweetness emanating from them will make others feel happy.

"Alright, I'll go give the gift first, honeyworm."

The man laughed.

The woman also smiled gently.

After the man left, a field of cherry blossoms fell.

The woman carefully picked up the cherry blossoms and lost her mind.

Cherry blossoms gently flutter on her beautiful twelve.

The man who was married in the distant hall curled the corners of his lips, and the red hunting clothes were draped over him, which still couldn't hide his innate delicate and elegant temperament.

Honey worm, you won't be sad, will you......

The familiar scent of light grass lingers.

The cherry blossoms are mixed with a faint scent of grass.

The woman lost her mind, stunned, looking up at the cherry blossoms in the sky.

These cherry blossoms fell in Heiankyo, a thousand years ago.

A beautiful ......

The woman smiled, and then smiled and looked at the newcomer in the distance.

No one could see it, and the tears she had hidden under her smile had already burst into tears.

And the cherry blossoms that fell thousands of years ago.

Tenderness wrapped around your fingers......

(End of Headquarters)

It ends on May 23

Ye Meiqian

After writing "Crossing the Way to Be Your Style God", one word: tired......

I'm so tired that I don't want to write anymore.

As mentioned at the beginning of the novel, this essay was written by Mei Qian during the last 69 days of the countdown to the college entrance examination. At that time, due to the blow of the exam, and thinking like a spring, so I desperately picked up the pen and wrote wildly, and unexpectedly, I wrote a book (⊙o⊙ in a day and a half). When I bought the next book, Mei Qian still hesitated a little, after all, it was going to be the college entrance examination, and Mei Qian couldn't joke about her future, but in the end she decided to write it down.

In this way, Mei Qian got up early and smeared and wrote wildly while reviewing in class, and after persisting for a few days, she had to suspend writing because she was too tired and the college entrance examination was imminent. Later, due to various reasons, "Crossing the Body" was always written intermittently, and it was a pity that the writing stopped. Every time because of the long wait, Mei Qian always has to spend a lot of effort to re-read the text to get back to the feeling at that time.

A continuation of the diary at that time is pasted here:

Friday afternoon, June 15, 2012

The days of continuing to write "Crossing the Journey to Be Your Shikigami" are really difficult! It was originally planned before the exam, and on June 7th and 8th, as soon as I went back to rest for a few days after the exam, I started the continuation of "Be Your Shikigami". Keep up with my great romance quest.

But it's been a few days since I went back, and I still can't put pen to paper. My head was blank, and it was difficult to get back to my original feeling when I was writing intermittently, so it was very rusty. Despite desperately forcing myself to think about it, I got nothing but a bigger headache and dizziness.

I've always thought that I'm a pretty dedicated person when it comes to romance novels. In order to write a good novel, I will look up all the information about Abe Haruaki. I remember the first time I watched the movie "Onmyoji", it was after reading "Through the Days of the Adult God" by Cai Fan Pig, because the author mentioned that the original intention of writing was because of Qingming in the movie, and I went to watch the first or two parts of "Onmyoji" with curiosity. To be honest, I don't feel anything after reading it, maybe I'm missing a string.

Once, on the way to school, I accidentally made up a dialogue between Honey Worm and Abe Harumi, and in my conception, the heroine was willing to become his Shikigami in order to be with Abe Harumi forever and stay by his side. "I'll always be your Shikigami." With a little femininism of romance and tenderness, it is somewhat similar to the "I am your woman" in modern romance novels.

Then, from a sentence to a dream, come up with a story, conceive a novel. This is the origin of "Crossing the Passage to Be Your Shikigami". (Wow, I admire myself evenly, and I can come up with a novel from one sentence, and I am complacent...... ）

On March 30, 2012 (but the 69th day of the countdown to the college entrance examination), due to the blow of the exam results, he devoted himself to the career of romance. I also know that the college entrance examination is approaching, and I know that everything has a priority, but life is too short, and I don't want to have regrets for myself, and I am sure that I will never regret the precious time spent on the novel. There is a saying that "life must be happy, don't make the gold bottle empty to the moon." "When he is happy with what he encounters, he can temporarily get it to himself, he is happy and self-sufficient, and he does not know that old age is coming; and what they are tired, their feelings change with things, and their feelings are related. "I don't want to regret it later, inspiration is a spring, fleeting. Compared with my dreams, my dreams are always the most precious. Inspiration doesn't come easily, and I should hold on to it. In people's habitual thinking, pay attention to enduring hardship first and then enjoying it. The suffering of the present is for the happiness of the future, and it does not matter how bitter it is now, because memory will dilute everything. I pay attention to being happy in a timely manner, and I think that I can be happy and I don't regret it. If the suffering of the present is for the sake of future happiness, the happiness of the future will one day be diluted. So, why not cherish the present, act recklessly, seize the happiness you can grasp, even if you are punished for it one day in the future, you will leave so many good memories that you don't regret, and feel that you were happy and happy in the past, and have no regrets. I am not afraid of the suffering in the future, because it will also be diluted by memory.

My dream will always be to be a great romance novelist, and I will work hard for that. It's not about chasing dreams for the sake of life, but about living for the sake of chasing dreams. The writing memories of the countdown to the college entrance examination are the best and warmest memories of my high school career. As the college entrance examination approached, I had no choice but to stop writing in April, and before I stopped writing, I wrote down all my ideas on paper for future writing, trying my best to grasp these hard-won inspirations, and wrote four sheets of paper. When I look back now, although I didn't feel at the time, the pieces of paper still gave me some comfort and a little touched when I was upset because I couldn't continue to write, and they guided me to persevere little by little.

Many times I feel that the author is the happiest. When she writes this story, she can most truly feel the feelings in the story, the love is born by the text, and the text comes from the author. A lot of the fun and feeling in it is often not experienced by the reader. When they are moved by the text, the author's feelings are stronger and cannot be compared. When I revisited "Be Your Shikigami" as a reader, I no longer felt the strong and genuine feeling I had when I wrote it. But I used to be happy, and that's enough.

A novel is important to persevere, and writing needs to be done in one go in order to be smooth and incisive. It's a pity that both of my novels were abandoned halfway through for special reasons. Not only for myself, but also for the readers, I feel deeply remorseful.

I put a lot of effort into getting back to where I felt I was. For example, I skimmed the "Onmyoji" by Dream Pillow Tapir, watched the "Onmyoji" movie again, and watched the first episode of the TV version, etc.

It's sweaty that no matter what I do, I can't feel for Abe. From the beginning of the writing until the continuation of the writing, and perhaps even until the end of the writing, there is no feeling for him. This brought great difficulties to the creation of the novel, and I tried my best to figure it out from the perspective of the honey worm, to feel, and to describe the story of the honey worm and the sunny light in my pen.

Speaking of Qingming, I have to admit,

It's sweaty that I haven't finished writing a diary for various reasons......

Mei Qian is like this, writing intermittently, insisting on it intermittently, and finally finishing the writing of "Crossing the Journey to Be Your Shikyo". In total, it took almost two years. A year of writing on and off, a year of waiting.

As Mei Qian said at the time, she has never had a feeling for Qingming, and she insisted on completing the image of the male protagonist purely for the cute honey worm Mei Qian in her pen. The reason for sticking to this novel is simple, purely from a preference for the heroine. Honey worm is really the heroine that Mei Qian likes very much, she is cute, playful, brave and kind, and the breath of some little girls has an understanding and gentleness.

In her sophomore year, Mei Qian also tried her best to maintain her original cute character, and on this basis, she added traces of growth. In the second half, you should be able to feel that she has matured a little. This is also related to Meixi's experience. When she first wrote "Shishami", Mei Qian was just a little girl in her third year of high school, and she was already a sophomore when she continued to write it, and her pursuit of her dreams also made Mei Qian understand the pressure and cruelty of society and become realistic. Compared with the continuation of the text, Mei Qian still loves the previous article (that is, the article before Chapter 22 Yuzao (4)), the text at that time was really written with pure love sacrificing rest time, and at that time, there was more time to slowly think about it and slowly consult a lot of information.

When she rewrote it once in her sophomore year, Mei Qian would be surprised how she knew so much at that time. How did you write so much detail when Yuan Boya was dressed as a woman, and he obviously didn't know how to put on makeup at that time. Later, when I thought about it, oh, it turned out that I deliberately checked the information at that time, and I was really moved by myself.

Regarding Qingming, it has always brought me "pain". Because I don't have that feeling, but I want to write about that feeling is extremely painful and not easy. In addition, he himself is not a nymphomaniac, and he has to die as a nymphomaniac in the novel. In order to find the feeling, every time I continue to write, I will rewatch "Onmyoji" and carefully ponder every expression of the characters. In this way, I watched it no less than ten times, and I felt like I was going to vomit. Every time before writing, I have to shout in my heart, "Lord Qingming, please spare me". But as soon as I devote myself to writing, I will rely on him in all kinds of feelings. I think about him every day, be familiar with his every expression, shop his post bar, and sometimes think of him in the middle of the night when I feel like my heart is going to pound, and I will mistakenly think that I am his fan in a trance. But only I know very well that I am not a fan of him%>_<%

I thought I wouldn't have feelings for him until the end, but I didn't expect the last chapter. Qingming worshiped the church and became a relative, afraid that the honey worms would be sad, so he specially conjured up a cherry blossom rain for her, guided her to reminisce, comforted her not to be sad, and surrounded her with his faint grass fragrance to let her know that he was always by her side. That little bit still touched me, moved by his carefulness, and fell in love with him in that second......

Woo woo, why did Qingming Da make me fall in love with you at the end? T^T

How good it would be to fall in love with you sooner, and I wouldn't have to be so painful......

The beautiful Heiankyo, the mysterious era, the psychedelic man and the peaceful style of a thousand years ago are the biggest highlights of this article, and Mei Qian pays attention to the warm style of the film part through the depiction of artistic conception, so that people can really experience the picturesque Heian-style of a thousand years ago and the romantic love hidden under the rain of cherry blossoms. Entwined in the ordinary and sincere friendship and unchanging love between the honey worm, Qingming, and Yuan Boya.

This essay should be happy and touching, and it is not only limited to the love depiction of the novel, but also the sadness of Heiankyo and the friendship of Gen Boya are worth considering.

If you still don't want "Shikigami" to end after seeing this, you can use "Saya Abe: Falling in Love with Dad" as its second part. It is also an essay that Mei Qian thought about in her junior year of high school, and she is expected to write it next year. Mei Qian wants to leave more time for herself to study hard and better show the style of peace. It mainly tells the story of Haruaki Abe and his daughter. Honey Worm will appear as the second heroine, and of course, Meixi's preference for her will not change ╮(╯▽╰)╭.

If you just want to know the story of Honey Worm and Qingming, congratulations, it's over here! O(∩_∩)O "Saya Abe: Falling in Love with Dad" is an independent story related to "Be Your Shikigami", which is a sister story, and also belongs to the psychedelic Heiankyo series.

The third year of high school, the sophomore year, what a subtle connection, an essay spans the two years of Meixi's youth, accompanies Meixi's growth, and witnesses Meixi's persistence and hard work. In order to try her best to maintain the original text at that time, Mi Qian tried her best not to make changes and double-checked the text at that time, and although it caused trouble to the text, Mei Qian was still very happy. The style of writing in the two years may be slightly different, which also gives "Be Your Shikami" a time span, rather than the unchanged style of the year. In the later text, the character of the honey worm is slightly changed in the original concept, which is also to pave the way for the appearance of the lower part, so that her gradual growth is connected with the independent role in the second part.

Well, it is precisely because "Crossing the Body" is the first full-length novel that Mei Qian has really ended, and Mei Qian is a little excited and verbose. Despite not being a debut novel, Missie loves it.

One day this year, Mei Qian stood in the former X, looking up at the familiar campus to remember the lost youth. I realized that what I missed was not the ringing of that year, nor the days when we worked hard to play together. Instead, I went out early and returned late that year and embraced my dreams......

I miss the time when I got up early and returned late just to write essays, I miss the days when a large group of people trapped me and continued to write hard, I miss the time when I could write while writing in class and being picked up by the teacher to answer questions, and I miss all the days when I worked hard for writing.

I think that the best time in life is not to meet the right person at the right time, but to embrace the dream and wait for loneliness in the most beautiful years. The most beautiful thing is not the flowers; Instead, I poured out a pillar of Shaohua and waited for Luohua.

Mei Qian who writes the essay is the happiest......

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Missy

(Sophomore)