Chapter 413: Kiss and Leave
I called Wang Yazhuo, but she didn't respond. The hall was quiet, and if it was usual, there would have been vigils everywhere in the courtyard, but tonight, none of these people knew where they had gone. I called Wang Yazhuo's name again. She still didn't look up. I hesitated for a moment before taking a step.
I walked slowly towards Wang Yazhuo, the moonlight sprinkled on the steps in front of the hall, the steps were rippling like water waves, and gradually, I finally walked in front of Wang Yazhuo. Wang Yazhuo's shoulders trembled slightly. I took a deep breath and lit an oil lamp on the table.
"I'm not in good health, why don't I sleep." I asked.
Wang Yazhuo finally had words: "I'm worried about you." โ
The four words Wang Yazhuo said made my heart tremble slightly. I reached out to help Wang Yazhuo, Wang Yazhuo waved his hand, and he stood up with some difficulty. Wang Yazhuo's fair face, yellowed by the oil lamp, raised her head, and I saw the tears in her eyes.
"Fang Han. Do you have something to say to me? Wang Yazhuo bit her lip.
I shook my head and was silent for a while before asking, "What do you want me to say?" โ
Wang Yazhuo suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly: "Fang Han, do you know, since I was a child, I have never felt like this now. You rescued me from the fire, all these years, I have been worried about you in my heart, at first I thought I just wanted to see my benefactor again, but when I saw you again, I found that my feelings for you were not just kindness. Enter the subtitles at the site: รฌ ะะต ะกะพ to watch the new chapter
I didn't speak, and continued to be silent.
"I want to follow you as much as I can, even if you find me annoying, I want to follow you. Once upon a time. I didn't have feelings, I didn't know that falling in love with someone would become all I was. When you say you hate me. My heart is very lost, and when you care about me, my heart is so warm that it is about to melt. That's when I learned that this is love. โ
Wang Yazhuo's tearful eyes kept staring at me, as if she was expecting what I would say, but I was still silent.
"I restrained all my wayward emotions, I just didn't want you to think I was bad. I will want to help you in everything you do, and when I lie next to you, my heart will beat faster, I will blush, and I will not be able to sleep all night. I can't describe how deep my feelings for you really are. If I am a cup, it is also a glass, I am honest with you, and I show you my sincerity, just like the water in the glass, and the water is always full. โ
"I've been with you for a long time, and I realized that you don't seem to need me much, so I resolutely returned to Beijing, and forcibly endured the thought of you, every time I answer the phone, it's a ghost, I don't want to say a word to you, I'm afraid to disturb you, make you think I'm annoying, I'm also afraid that I'll fall into it, and I can't step out again."
Wang Yazhuo's voice slowly spread out in the hall.
"However, when I saw you again, I realized that I had already fallen into the quagmire and could never get out again. During the time you were unconscious, I prayed every day, and I was afraid that before I could show my heart to you, you would be gone forever. On that day, I made my heart clear to you, these words, I have never said to anyone since I was a child. Wang Yazhuo's voice finally brought crying.
"I'm thinking very simply, I just want to tell you my feelings, I thought you wouldn't accept me, but, you said you like me too." When Wang Yazhuo said this, he suddenly smiled again: "At that time, I was thinking, it turned out that what I stepped into was not a quagmire at all, but heaven. If you want, I would like to be by your side forever, I don't ask about your past, I don't ask about your future, I just want you, and your heart. โ
Wang Yazhuo's tears could no longer be held back and rolled down his face.
"You know, if a person falls from heaven, then she would rather never go to heaven, no matter how happy her heart is, how much warmth and happiness she feels during those days in heaven. All this, she would rather not, I don't! Wang Yazhuo's voice was hoarse.
"If you take me to heaven, then let me stay in heaven for the rest of my life, won't you?" Wang Yazhuo took a deep breath: "Do you really have nothing to say to me?" โ
I shook my head.
Wang Yazhuo smiled and smiled with tears.
"Do you know, as long as you talk to me, even if you coax me or lie to me, I will admit it, I will believe it, because you are Fang Han." Wang Yazhuo took a step back, almost unsteady: "However, you don't even want to tell lies." Why are you so good at deceiving people before, but now you are so honest? โ
I shrugged my shoulders: "I've always been like this, Wang Yazhuo, you don't know me." โ
As soon as my words fell, Wang Yazhuo grabbed the words: "Yes, I don't know about you, you have so many secrets, I don't know, I don't know what kind of person you are, I try to understand you, but, Fang Han, have you given me a chance?" You won't even give me a chance to get close to you! โ
"Is your heart really made of iron, and in your eyes, are others really just tools that can be used? If I weren't the granddaughter of the Wang family, wouldn't you even give me a straight eye? Wang Yazhuo's emotions became more and more excited.
I shook my head: "It's getting late, go to sleep." โ
After speaking, I turned around and wanted to leave, but Wang Yazhuo stopped me: "Fang Han, can you hide tonight, can you escape for a lifetime, do you really want me to stay by your side all the time, and let you treat me so heartlessly?" โ
"I can go if you don't want to." I didn't look back.
Wang Yazhuo stumbled in front of me, she looked at me: "I'll ask you one last time, do you really have nothing to say to me?" โ
I shook my head: "I said it, no." โ
"Do you love me?"
I responded to Wang Yazhuo's question with silence.
"Can you kiss me, then?" Wang Yazhuo's face was full of tears.
My heart hurt slightly.
After hesitating for a long time, Wang Yazhuo kept looking at me.
Finally, I still pressed Wang Yazhuo's shoulders with both hands, lowered my head and printed my lips.
A kiss, I and Wang Yazhuo's lips together. Wang Yazhuo's lips were very cold, and the fragrance emanating from her body made me close my eyes.
Time passed minute by minute, and the tears on Wang Yazhuo's face made my face moist.
It's just that a voice that doesn't belong to Wang Yazhuo suddenly sounded in the hall.
"You are so sure, I once loved Tang Jia, maybe, like Wang Yazhuo, she is just a chess piece I use."
"In my eyes, Tang Jia is the same as Wang Yazhuo, I will approach only if I am profitable, and when they are useless, I will not hesitate to let go, because they are no longer my help, but my burden."
"In my heart, there is no love, and anyone to me is just a relationship of using and being used. Luo Feng is gone, so I used Wang Yazhuo again, so that I have a big resource that I can use again. โ
This is my voice, these are the words I have said to Gong Yuanhai. I still have my eyes closed, holding Wang Yazhuo with both hands, and our lips are still tightly together. It seemed like a long time had passed, and it seemed like only a few seconds had passed, and finally, I let go of my hand.
Wang Yazhuo burst into tears, she was holding a voice recorder in her hand, and the green light on the recorder was on.
All the words I said with Gong Yuanhai were recorded in this pen.
There was no expression on my face, Wang Yazhuo took the recorder, shook his head, and wiped all the tears on his face.
"Fang Han, I will remember you for the rest of my life, you are the first and only one who took me to heaven and kicked me into hell."
I nodded, "I'm leaving." โ
I stopped looking at Wang Yazhuo, walked past her, and slowly walked out of the hall and out of the courtyard of the Wang family.
Behind me, the last words I heard were: "Fang Han, I hate you!" โ
The people who were guarding outside from the Wang family did not stop me.
I walked alone in the night, the moon in the sky was gone, under the street lamp, my shadow was stretched, and sometimes there was a dog barking in the deep alley.