Chapter 98: The feeling of wanting to continue
Returning to Ye Kaicheng's room in a trance, Xu Zuoyan sat on the edge of the bed weakly, obviously a little distracted. Not all stations are the first romance starters, search for you to know.
What's going on with Ye Kaicheng?
This is the question Xu Zuoyan is thinking about.
He could have saved me, but he saved me in such a hidden way. He was gentle to me one moment, but the next moment he didn't know me at all. Obviously said that Yeon-yeon was just an ordinary female companion, but suddenly she attached so much importance to Yeon-yeon, and even ignored my existence.
Ye Kaicheng, what the hell is that guy trying to do?!
Xu Zuoyan couldn't figure it out, and finally his body was crooked, and he fell directly on the bed, pulling the quilt on one side with one hand and burying his head.
Under the quilt, his face couldn't stop red.
What's wrong with you? Why do you care so much about whether Ye Kaicheng has me in his eyes, why is he so uncomfortable when he finds out that Ye Kaicheng is so gentle with Yanyan. Why did he feel so sad that he wanted to cry and even give up on himself when he knew that what Ye Kaicheng said and did was just a scene?
Yourself, what's wrong?
Xu Zuoyan's mind was very confused, but it was also at this time that he vaguely knew one thing, he didn't seem to hate Ye Kaicheng as much as before, and even couldn't do without it.
How so?
The questions were difficult one after another, Xu Zuoyan blushed and covered his head with a quilt.
"No, absolutely not, Ye Kaicheng can't know, this matter must not be known by Ye Kaicheng." Xu Zuoyan said in a panic under the quilt, and the legs exposed outside the quilt were even more irritab.
"What are you playing? Are you going to suffocate yourself? At that moment, the kicking leg was pressed by the hand, and then the familiar voice rang out.
Xu Zuoyan was shocked, pulled down the quilt and took a look, and sure enough, he saw Ye Kaicheng who didn't know when he would come back. At this moment, he was holding his leg with his hand and bent down to look at himself.
"My face is red like this, if I come back later, will I see a corpse named Xu Zuoyan?" Ye Kaicheng looked at Xu Zuoyan, who was flushed, and quipped.
"And then you're going to have a big deal." Xu Zuoyan subconsciously answered.
"No, open the window, throw it down directly, sink into the sea, it's a hundred." Ye Kaicheng glanced at Xu Zuoyan's legs, and saw that Xu Zuoyan didn't plan to kick anymore, so he let go of his hand. Raise your chin and gesture to the window that is not too big or too small but can pass through a person.
"You're a repeat offender, and it's not good for you to die if I'm dead." Xu Zuoyan said angrily.
"Whoever said there would be no benefit at all, if you die, I don't have to worry all day about whether you will cause trouble again." Ye Kaicheng ignored Xu Zuoyan's anger, took off his coat and threw it on the side of the bed, and then sat down next to Xu Zuoyan. Propping up the bed with one hand behind him, his feet cocked, a very relaxed posture.
"You're just afraid that I'll get you in trouble, so you wish I died sooner, right?" Seeing Ye Kaicheng's comfortable appearance, but with words in his mouth that made people angry, Xu Zuoyan was even more dissatisfied, and roared at Ye Kaicheng.
And his words made Ye Kaicheng turn his head, staring straight at Xu Zuoyan without speaking.
"Forget it, you don't need to say it, I know that I will only cause trouble in your eyes, and I will only cause you trouble, so you are annoying me." Xu Zuoyan saw Ye Kaicheng looking at him like this without saying a word, his heart went up and down, and finally he simply pulled the quilt, buried his head again, and shouted under the quilt. And what he buried in the quilt with him was his own sour mood. If you're as reasonable as Yeon-yeon, you're reluctant to let her die, right?
"Well, you're very good at causing trouble, and I'm worried about causing some trouble everywhere, and I'm worried about when, if I don't arrive in time, will something happen to you. I'm worried about what I'll do if I can't even protect you if I can't protect you. I'm worried about it every day. Outside the quilt, Ye Kaicheng's slow voice came, although it was through the quilt, it still reached his ears clearly, which made Xu Zuoyan stunned.
"No kidding, how can you worry about me." Under the quilt, Xu Zuoyan grabbed the quilt and said in a stiff voice. His eyes were wide open, but it was obvious that no matter how wide he was, he couldn't see Ye Kaicheng's face.
"You're my lover, how can you not worry about it." There was silence outside the quilt for a while, and then, Ye Kaicheng's voice came. The magnetic voice came in through the quilt, which sounded so good, and it even grabbed Xu Zuoyan's whole heart.
"Don't be kidding, it's not funny at all, do you still want to play tricks on me, just now you only had Yanyan in your eyes, and you didn't have me at all, and what kind of lover you said was all a lie, is it fun to play me like this? Ye Kaicheng, you will die. Xu Zuoyan couldn't bury it, pulled the quilt, sat up suddenly, and roared at Ye Kaicheng, and after roaring, he stared at Ye Kaicheng with his unconsciously slightly reddened eyes. The slightly open mouth was breathing hard, as if he was venting, as if he was calling for help.
"Angry? See me so gentle to Yeon-yeon. Ye Kaicheng and Xu Zuoyan looked at each other for a while, reached out and touched Xu Zuoyan's face, and asked seriously.
"Angry fart, you can be gentle with whoever you like, it's my business." Xu Zuoyan shook off Ye Kaicheng's hand without appreciation, and turned his head away, not wanting Ye Kaicheng to discover the embarrassing truth of his lies.
In fact, I am not only angry, but also sad. Ye Kaicheng bastard, stop playing with me, it's not fun at all.
"IāI'm not going to live with you after I go back this time, I'm going to go home and live." Immediately, Xu Zuoyan hung his head slightly and whispered.
"Why?" Hearing this, Ye Kaicheng's voice was a little low. Xu Zuoyan didn't turn his head, if he did, he would see Ye Kaicheng's frowning slightly.
"For no reason, I just want to go home." Because I'm afraid that one day, you will suddenly take another person's hand and tell me that you can't pretend to be in a relationship with me anymore because you've found someone you really love. And all the gentle indulgence of me will be recovered from now on, and nothing will happen to me. Then, or I will be inexplicably as uncomfortable as now, then, just before that day comes, let's end it like this. I'm not going to break you anymore, I'm not going to break you.
"What about your sexuality?" Ye Kai became enlightened.
"It's okay, I find that I don't seem to like you that much anymore." Xu Zuoyan said things against his will, and the situation was the opposite.
"I don't agree." Ye Kai became enlightened.
"There's nothing you can disagree with." Xu Zuoyan said with some irritability. At this time, Ye Kaicheng, you should simply say okay, we will have nothing to do with each other in the future.
"Because I found out that my sexuality and orientation seemed to be problematic." Ye Kaicheng suddenly approached and said in Xu Zuoyan's ear.
"What?" Xu Zuoyan was stunned, turned his head in shock, and asked.
And Ye Kaicheng, who was close in front of him, took the opportunity to sneak attack, and kissed Xu Zuoyan's lips at once, and the spiritual tongue stretched out at the same time, breaking into Xu Zuoyan's slightly open lips, looking for the little tongue hiding inside.
Xu Zuoyan was stunned for a moment, came back to his senses, and hurriedly pushed Ye Kaicheng away. Ye Kaicheng's outstretched tongue didn't have time to retract, with the pink and wet that made Xu Zuoyan's heart beat faster, and then licked the corners of his mouth and withdrew.
Xu Zuoyan couldn't help swallowing his saliva, his face turned red, he twisted his head, grabbed the sheets lightly and tremblingly, and stammered: "You, what are you doing?" ā
"Did you feel the kiss just now?" Ye Kaicheng asked instead of answering.
"I can feel anything, I don't feel anything." Xu Zuoyan said with a weak heart, trying to breathe slowly, wanting to return his heartbeat to normal. At this moment, his heart was beating so hard, Xu Zuoyan was worried about whether he would be heard by Ye Kaicheng The violent heartbeat.
Feel? Of course there are feelings. I want to go on with it, but it's not right.
Xu Zuoyan said in his heart.
"Then you really don't like me that much anymore, as you said, so you don't feel it. But I feel it, in the face of you of the same sex, kiss it, I can't help but want to go deeper into your mouth again, I want to use my tongue and head to feel everything about you, even your breath and your taste, I want it, and it feels very strong. Ye Kaicheng replied so seriously.
Xu Zuoyan's heartbeat was flustered again because of Ye Kaicheng's words.
What is Ye Kaicheng talking about? How can he feel like this again, the same feeling as me, is he really bent by me? No, it's not bent like me, because I'm normal. Ah, it's not right, how can normal people feel like this about people of the same sex, is it, Ye Kaicheng and I have become the same, sexual, and love?!
No, no, something must have gone wrong.
Xu Zuoyan tried his best to deny the conclusion that his sexual orientation seemed to be really wrong, so he said to Ye Kaicheng: "That, that's just your temporary illusion, in fact, normal people will be like this, I just feel curious, if the opposite sex is here, you will be like this, you are now in a state of estrus." ā
Ahh What kind of estrus, is it that I am also in estrus now, isn't it?
"Is that so? Then I'll go to Yeon-yeon and try it, but I always think it's not like this. Ye Kaicheng seemed to be a little shaken by what Xu Zuoyan said, and after that, he planned to get up, as if he really wanted to go to Yanyan to try it.
"Don't go." Before Ye Kaicheng could get up, his hand was caught by Xu Zuoyan, and he said loudly at the same time.
Ye Kaicheng stopped his movements in response and looked at Xu Zuoyan. As soon as Xu Zuoyan came into contact with Ye Kaicheng's gaze, he quickly lowered his head and avoided Ye Kaicheng's gaze in embarrassment. But grabbing Ye Kaicheng's hand, he grabbed Ye Kaicheng even harder and didn't let go, although his hand kept trembling.