Deng Wanting panicked all of a sudden, and her clenched palms didn't know where to put them.

Through the fabric of his shirt, she could even feel the burning/hot release from his chest, almost burning her.

The tip of Xiao Jintang's nose gently pressed against the tip of her nose,

"Fairy, I have something to say to you."

Deng Wanting pressed against Xiao Jintang's chest tightly, trying to calm down, but the flustered fairy even became stuttering when she spoke.

"You...... You're drunk, what's the matter, wait for you to wake up...... I'll talk about it when I wake up. “

……

looked at her delicate face full of red glow, and suddenly ---

Xiao Jintang smiled, his charming deep eyes were full of more gentle love, undisguised expression.

The thin lips of the evil red opened slightly, and he said seriously word by word,

"Fairy, I'm not drunk, I'm sober. I know what I'm doing right now, and I know what I'm going to tell you next. ”

Deng Wanting was stunned for a moment,

"You ......"

The clenched fist on his chest had been held into the palm of his hand, gently wrapped, and some rough fingertips were carefully rubbed, soothing her panicked heart.

……

---

Xiao Jintang pursed the corners of her lips slightly, and her gentle eyes were more profound, but she could only be alone.

She was obviously afraid of such a strong bare eyes, but she couldn't resist being attracted and seduced.

Xiao Jintang's voice was slightly hoarse, sounding a little blurry, and the corners of his mouth were faintly covered with a layer of cold bitterness.

"Fairy, you said you forgave me, but I can't forgive myself."

Deng Wanting's flustered gaze was stunned and focused.

What is he saying?

Deng Wanting looked at the man in front of her a little dazed, the bitter smile on the corner of his mouth made it even more uncontrollable.

……

Xiao Jintang gently stroked/touched her side face, and her anxious gaze trembled slightly,

"You say, give time and time, let the past pass.

Every time, when I want to hold your hand, I want to hug you and kiss you, although you always try to keep your composure, but your eyes never deceive.

The horror and fear in your eyes unconsciously revealed me, and I knew that what I had done to you that night four years ago might never be over. ”

Deng Wanting felt a pain in her heart, shook her head in a trance, her slightly messy long hair scattered on her cheeks, and muttered softly,

"It's not like that, it's not ......"

"How's that going?"

"Yes......"

Deng Wanting suddenly blushed, not knowing how to answer.

didn't get an answer, Xiao Jintang couldn't resist the sourness in his eyes, and the moist mist spread presumptuously,

"Fairy, since you can't go over, don't force yourself."

……

Don't force it......

Deng Wanting spoke slowly,

"So ......"

But it was hard to speak.

So, he's going to ...... Gave up? Give up the relationship that he and she were able to be together with great difficulty?

Were all the things he said to her before being false?

Deng Wanting's stunned face became stiff little by little, and the injury between her eyebrows and eyes could not be hidden, looking straight at him.

Xiao Jintang didn't speak, got up from Deng Wanting's body, then stood on the ground and bent down to pick her up, turned around and walked into the room.

The light fell all over the window, falling on the goose-yellow curtains in front of the window, even at night, it always made people feel so warm.

……

Xiao Jintang gently put Deng Wanting on the bed, and then spoke, his hoarse voice became more gentle, and his eyebrows smiled,

"Fairy, I don't want you to be sad, I just want you to be happy.

So, if there is really no way, then we will 'have a sexless marriage', a platonic love, as long as we can be by your side every day, it is enough. ”

Deng Wanting was shocked!

The shocked eyes faded away all the indifference, staring at Xiao Jintang deadly, almost unable to believe what he had just heard!

He said...... 'Xing Marriage'! Plato in love!

Although she didn't know what the real married life would be like, but, after all, she was an adult, and she had read such a sentence in the book,

"Xing because of love is the most beautiful thing in the world."

The two sides who love each other merge with each other, which is a kind of collision between souls and souls, so there will be the crystallization of love.

……

Moreover, it is almost difficult to maintain a marriage without sex for a long time.

Even if she believes enough that Xiao Jintang will not cheat, but he is only in his twenties, and he is a young man with strong blood, how can he not have that kind of need!

However, he would even say that as long as 'no xing marriage' is enough!

Just so that she won't be sad, just so that she can be happy......

Chest, suddenly even a little suffocated.

Full of emotion swept in at once, spreading in every corner of the body, and the blood was boiling hot.

Deng Wanting's cheeks flushed, and the corners of her stiff mouth twitched hard,

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

Xiao Jintang nodded very seriously, took her hand, clasped his fingers, and replied to her,

"I know.

I just want you to be happy, and I can do the rest. ”

……

Suddenly, tears fell without warning.

Looking at the man in front of her, her wet eyes flashed with a moving streamer.

He loved her, and she believed it.

However, Deng Wanting never thought that he would love her to such an extent, almost crazy.

Crystal tears slipped down into the palm of his hand holding her cheek, melting between the clinging skin and flowing into a river called "happiness".

Xiao Jintang rubbed his fingertips lightly, wiped away the tears on her cheeks, leaned down slightly, and kissed her lightly between her hairs.

"You will always be my best fairy, good night."

……

In the room, the music box on the dresser was still playing soft music, and Deng Wanting watched him get up.

In between, tears poured down like beads of broken curtains, and they couldn't be stopped.

At the moment when Xiao Jintang was about to leave, Deng Wanting's breath stagnated, and the hand he let go suddenly grabbed tighter, and even trembled a little.

"Why are you always so self-righteous?"

The surging eyes looked at him without escaping.

Xiao Jintang was stunned, and before he could speak, he heard her continue,

"Before, you thought you were going to leave City A and let me live alone; Now you are self-righteous and say that Plato is in love, leaving you alone to carry all the sadness.

Is this what you mean by happiness? Why did you never ask me what I thought? Why am I always the one that is decided? Shouldn't two people who love each other be fair? ”