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It wasn't the first time I saw Tang Wan and Li Zhao on the day of the engagement, to be precise, I was familiar with them, but to them I was as insignificant as a tiny particle in the world.

When I was in high school, Xu Ziyan often soaked with them, and the three of them were a landscape everywhere they went, at that time Xu Ziyan and Li Zhao were already the school's most influential figures, Tang Wan seemed to have known them since childhood, and she was beautiful, so everyone knew them, and I probably noticed him naturally.

It was adolescence, and everyone had a little rebellion in their hearts, and my classmates often went out in groups to sing K, camp, and climb mountains, but I couldn't participate.

My parents always told me: "Meng Yao, you have to focus on your studies, our Meng family is different from the families of your classmates, and you can't find a few families in the whole school that can be like our Meng family, so you try not to mix with your classmates as much as possible." ”

In my most melancholy years, every time I saw him, he always smiled, so free and uninhibited, as if no trouble in this world could rob him of his beautiful smile.

Until one time I sat on the side of the court with a drawing board and watched him play, I still remember that Tang Wan was also there at that time, but she was very strange, she did not cheer for Xu Ziyan and Li Zhao's team, but shouted at the other team.

I sat silently in the corner, sketching the man in the field, when a voice sounded in front of me.

"Senior sister, please throw the ball over!"

I looked up just to meet the pair of eyes like a spring breeze, and my heart was stunned, I turned around to pick up the ball in a panic with a red face, and the drawing board fell to the ground and was picked up by him, I was frightened and wanted to take it, but he smiled and said, "You are painting me?" ”

I lowered my head very low, my hair was in front of my forehead, and I nodded slightly, but he smiled heartily: "It's so handsome, can you give it to me?" ”

I nodded again, and he pulled the painting away and said, "Thank you!" "Give me back the sketchpad.

I've been looking for him in the crowd ever since, and I've been sneaking around the school just to catch a look.

And I only buried this secret in my heart and didn't dare to tell anyone, including Peng Jia, because my mother once told me not to be emotional to anyone, there will be no result...

Later, Xu Ziyan graduated, I heard that he was going abroad, on the day of their graduation ceremony, my parents wanted to take me to meet an elder, and the driver drove halfway, I said that I wanted to go to the toilet and secretly ran out of the car, and ran all the way back to school with my skirt!

The graduation ceremony is over, those seniors are carnivaling, singing, crying and laughing, no one knows me, I slowly walked into the crowd, in order to hug him, I almost hugged the seniors around me, and then walked up to him and said, "Congratulations on graduation!" ”

He still had that beautiful smile, like the warm sun in February, the spring breeze in March, and the vigor in April, patted me on the back and said to me, "Congratulations on graduation!" ”

He's long since forgotten who I am... He was gone, and I was once again drowned in the vast sea of people...

After that incident, I locked myself in the house all day, but my parents came to persuade me to go out for a walk and play with my classmates, but I was no longer in the mood.

Then an incident happened that made me completely determined to say goodbye to the past, and it was just in time for Christmas, and Peng Jia, at the behest of my parents, came to my house and dragged me out for the holidays.

I went to an outdoor party, there were a lot of people, a row of that kind of big fireworks, many people lit them together, I stood far away, looking at the splendor of the sky, and the deafening sound, the whole person was stunned!

Later, many people next to him shouted: "Xu Ziyan, come over quickly!" ”

My blood instantly congealed, and I saw a man with a big scarf squatting on the ground with a lighter, lighting it, turning around and smiling at the crowd behind me, shaking my eyes!

Later, I didn't care about watching the fireworks at all, my eyes were full of him, it turned out that he had returned home during the Christmas holiday over there!

When the big fireworks went out, they were handing out fireworks sticks again, and everyone was in a big circle to light them together, and I was also pulled into the circle, and several men with lighters took turns to help the girls light the fireworks.

The ghost made the gods, Xu Ziyan walked in front of me, the wind was very strong at that time, the lighter was always out, he directly grabbed my hand, put my hand up to block the wind, I still remember the temperature on his hand at that time, a little cold, my heart beat a little fast, after the fireworks stick was lit, I said to him: "Thank you." ”

He said casually: "You are the most difficult point, I have injected divine power, and you will definitely have good luck in the coming year." ”

After saying that, he ran to help the others order.

So, that year, that Christmas, brilliant, short and gorgeous, he quietly took root in my heart, and his smile drove away the haze in my heart like fireworks, giving me the courage to welcome the coming year, because he was infused with divine power!

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Before I knew it, it was dawn, and I didn't sleep all night.

Last night's conversation with Xu Ziyan made me uneasy, I didn't mean to hide him, but that incident has always been like my scar, it has been with me for many years, it hurts when I touch it, I don't want him to see my unbearable, humiliating side, I would rather these dirty past be buried in memory forever, but Gao Qi's reappearance is like a time bomb that will detonate at any time.

I don't know when he's going to blow up a thunderbolt in my life and break my current life, I don't want much, I don't want promises, I don't want thrilling love, I just want to be like this, across a hallway, two doors, quietly guarding him......

I was worried for a while, but Gao Qi seemed to disappear suddenly, and he didn't reappear for a long time, and my life was calm again, and I didn't have many opportunities to see Xu Ziyan, in fact, he was not at home for most of the month, maybe on a business trip, or in other places, I kept my promise before marriage, and never asked, so I didn't know anything.

I majored in economics and management in college, minored in Chinese studies, my dad probably knew that I had a dull personality, as if he didn't plan to let me participate in the business from the beginning, after graduation, I entered the city library, did literature and information development, and some ancient literature research work.

The mediocre me is destined for my husband to carry the burden of the Meng family in the future, so I think there is nothing more harmonious than the current relationship between me and Xu Ziyan.

As long as Gao Qi doesn't come to me, as long as he can keep my little secret, then I would rather never tell Xu Ziyan for the rest of my life, and get along so peacefully.

Later, not long after, Peng Jia called me and told me that she had returned to China, very suddenly.

I invited her to my house, and she walked around and praised, "Yes, the house is very good, it's just... No man! ”

After saying that, she laughed herself, and I also smiled in agreement, saying that this is good, comfortable.

She said that it was the same, and it was so troublesome to stare at someone she didn't like all day long.

I smiled and asked her why she suddenly returned to China, she said that the last time she called me, I hung up the phone, and I thought about Gao Qi's matter, and I was not at ease, so I came back to see me.

Of course I know that she is, and she came back because of Xiang Yun.

My cousin, is a fancy man, the women around him are like clouds, I have never seen him have a relationship, last month, I don't know what kind of wind suddenly took a woman home to meet her parents, this, I still listen to my mother.

I heard that the woman was born ordinary, but she looked very charming, Xiang Yun's parents didn't agree, but Xiang Yun didn't seem to care at all, and was still dating her.

I looked at Peng Jia and asked tentatively, "Do you know?" ”

Peng Jia walked to the refrigerator, opened it and took out a bottle of mineral water and unscrewed it: "Your cousin has a bad brain?" Find such a woman! I don't know how many men I've slept with yet! ”

She put on crimson lipstick, looked up, and poured mineral water into her mouth.

I looked at her a little helplessly, I knew Peng Jia with Xiang Yun one after another, I know that Peng Jia has always liked Xiang Yun, although she has never said it, she chose to go abroad back then, it was also because Xiang Yun dated a woman, at that time, everyone went out together, and women may be so sensitive.

The woman was very resistant to Peng Jia, and then I didn't know how, Peng Jia quarreled with the woman, and almost did it!

Peng Jia was aggressive, but the woman saw Xiang Yun come over and cry weakly, Xiang Yun blamed Peng Jia, she went abroad in a fit of anger, and she left very suddenly, even I only learned the day before.

She came to me on the day she left, and I learned what happened.

After Peng Jia went abroad, once I met Xiang Yun and told him about it, it turned out that that time, the woman he dated deliberately scolded Peng Jia and said a lot of unbearable swear words, and Peng Jia was angry with her.

I persuaded Peng Jia at the time, the woman did this intentionally, so that there was a gap between Xiang Yun and Peng Jia, I said to help her explain to Xiang Yun, but she refused, I still remember her saying to me when she left: "What's the use of explaining, if he wants to believe me, he won't blame me in front of that woman!" So many years, that's it! When I'm blind! ”

It's just that not long after she left, Xiang Yun and the woman broke off, but the woman next to him didn't break it either.

In the past few years, every year during the Chinese New Year, Peng Jia will come back for a few days, every time I go out to dinner with her, I will call Xiang Yun, I don't know why, in my heart, I always feel that one has been single abroad, and the other is messing around all day long in China, although the living conditions are different, but the two of them may have each other's place in each other's hearts.

However, every time I went out to eat, they didn't talk much, sometimes I deliberately left, they didn't make any progress, and always within a few days, Peng Jia flew away again!

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And this time, Peng Jia said to me after drinking mineral water: "Meng Yao, I don't plan to go back." ”

I looked at her in surprise: "Are you going to stay in China?" ”

She nodded and said that her parents were old, and she felt that she was quite unfilial at such a distance.

I feel a little sad in my heart, but I don't know what else to say...

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