Yun Duoduo looked at Jie Ziwei with idiotic eyes, and stretched out his hand to point at his handsome and incoherent face: "My fiancé said that when you laugh, it means that you are going to do bad things, and you can't look at it." ”

After saying that, Yun Duoduo covered his eyes, turned around and walked away.

"Why did you listen to that madman?"

"Honey, we were perfect together and every time it was an absolutely wonderful and unforgettable time. Your favorite thing to do is to snuggle up in my arms and talk about the ignorance and purity of our first love on campus. ”

Feng Zikai stretched out his hand to hug Yun Duoduo's slender waist, playing the tender card is always his strength, I believe that Yun Duoduo, who doesn't remember anything now, can't refuse his tenderness.

"Come on, baby, let me help you recall, our unforgettable relationship......"

"Puff ......"

Feng Zikai's body was kicked away in the next second, and he hit the tree hard.

"Clouds...... You've regained a lot of strength......"

He covered his stomach and squatted under the big tree, wanting to draw circles, but his lips suddenly turned up, and he kicked very strongly, indicating that the clouds recovered quickly.

"It doesn't seem to have kicked the vital part, my husband said that he must be ruthless to your kick, and he must hit the vital part."

Yun Duoduo's gaze was very pure on Feng Zikai's abdomen, and moved a few inches downward.

"What did that wolf tell you?"

Feng Zikai couldn't hold back any longer, and asked in a low voice.

"My husband said that if you are within a foot of my body, or if your hand touches my body, I will give you a hard kick, and I must kick that vital part. Why do you have to kick that place? ”

"Puff ......"

Feng Zikai fell headlong under the big tree and was defeated by the innocence of the clouds!

"Duoduo, Mom came to see you, do you remember Mom?"

Yun Duoduo shook his head, looked at his medical records, and did not look up to see his mother Fang Xinyi.

"Duoduo, you have recovered a lot, would you like to go with me to a quiet place to recuperate for a while? The protection of the Buddha will bring peace to your heart. ”

The cruelest thing in the world is that the love that was once unforgettable was completely forgotten by her as soon as she turned around, and she no longer knew him, and she didn't even remember his name!

The most ruthless face in the world is her pure and pretty face, there is no longer a smile and hatred, and her eyes are as clear as a clear spring in the mountains, not even a small fish or a single aquatic plant can be hidden!

Everything was erased from her memory, emptied, erased, thoroughly formatted, thrown into an unknown place, buried deeply. Maybe one day, those memories will rot and disappear completely, if this is the outcome, will they be able to accept it?

If, she can no longer remember who he is, and she no longer loves ......

Jie Zi clenched his fists slightly, and suddenly the corners of his lips curled: "Duo'er, if you forget, very good, I will meet you again, so that you will always remember me and never forget again!" ”

Feng Zikai silently looked at the back of Yun Duoduo leaving, she never looked back at him, and she also didn't look at Jie Ziwei.

Perhaps at this moment, the two of them were nothing more than strangers to her, hurried passers-by, who had only stayed by her side for a few days. Maybe after a few days, her impression of him will become weaker and fainter, until she forgets it again.

Such an ending was definitely not what he wanted.

"Yunduo, let's start again, have a more perfect first love, I will let you have only me in your heart!"

The two men made an oath in their hearts that only they knew, and perhaps this moment was more important to them than to the clouds.

"Duoduo, let's go, I'll take you home."

"Home?"

Yun Duoduo was held by Fang Xinyi in a daze and left the hospital and went home?

Where is home?

Where is home?

Does she still have a home?

There was no turning back, her steps were slow but firm, and although there was a heaviness that only she could feel, she would never look back. Behind her is the past, the past she has forgotten, since it is the past, since it has been forgotten, why look back.

I could feel that the four blazing eyes were on her back, but it was so hot that she couldn't afford it!

"Duoduo, the Pure Land of Buddhism will give you a home, a home for the soul, where you can get peace."

"Have you found peace?"

Yun Duoduo asked lightly, Fang Xinyi smiled bitterly, and looked back at her: "That bank card, I didn't touch a penny, and I returned it to Jie Ziwei, it was a nightmare for me in the past, and I was the source of this nightmare." Now, I have thought about it in front of the Buddha, hoping to wash away the sins of my life, and I hope to pray for your father's blessing and let his soul in heaven be at peace. ”

Yun Duoduo raised her eyes and looked into the distance, the bustling streets, the traffic, the passing vehicles and pedestrians were in a hurry, all of them were just passers-by in her life, fleeting.

Could it be that the two men staring at her behind her can also be like this, being treated as the same passerby, gradually moving away?

"Dangdangdang......"

The melodious sound of the bell brings more silence and tranquility, in the courtyard, echoing in the Buddhist hall, the swirling incense, the rising green smoke, those who kneel in front of the Buddha to pray and repent, is it true peace?

"This is the place where I have always stayed, although lonely, it can make my heart gradually calm down, and think back to all the vain attachments in the past. Only by letting go of those can we get closer to the Buddha. ”

"Is your heart calm now? How far are you from the Buddha? ”

The clouds asked, looking out from the window lattice, and there was a big hug of trees, because this bleak autumn had no shade to cover the sky, and the sparse dead branches stretched helplessly to the sky, as if to tell the former luxury.

Maybe it's not a Buddha's anniversary, or maybe it's because the weather has cooled down now, and there aren't a few pilgrims in the temple, and she doesn't know how many of those people are pious.

"Have you read the sutra for you?"

Yun Duoduo shook his head and walked out, walking slowly in the temple, unwilling to say anything more to her mother, perhaps the untiring knot in her heart had always been tightly tied in her heart, and she couldn't find a way to untie it.

Stretching out his hand, there was a small red heart-shaped stone with spots in his palm, only the size of a peanut.

Is a heart, love is also like this stone with spots, it will be stained with too many impurities, it will gradually give birth to flaws, and there will be spots? Maybe there is nothing perfect in the world, just like the stone in her palm?

Could such a stone be a seed?

If you plant it, what kind of seedlings will grow? What kind of flowers bloom?

Shaking hands, putting away the stones in the palms of your hands, the pale gray, or pale yellow, and brown robes floating in front of you, such a low-key and elegant color, can make the hearts of those who wear these robes as peaceful as this simple robe?

"Alas......"

Fang Xinyi sighed and asked in a low voice, "Master, is it too late for me to repent at this moment?" ”

"There is no order for enlightenment, no sooner or later, no time is too late, and it is never too early."

"Yes, the disciple is taught, but in the end, the disciple has a shallow foundation, a bad understanding, and fails to live up to the guidance of the master."

"In the end, we must be enlightened, and only look at chance."

Fang Xinyi lowered her head and began to chant gently, perhaps only in this way could she lighten some of the burden on her heart, and she would not be so painful and unable to let go.

"Master Wisdom, look at my daughter Yunduoduo, is there a relationship with the Buddha?"

"There is a fate or not, they are all in one mind, since they are here, how can they be unfated?"

"Yes, it's the disciple who is too persistent, I hope she can get the guidance of the master here and be able to meditate."

"If your heart is not quiet, how can you make someone else's heart pure?"

The master said lightly, raised his hand and said: "If you don't have the heart, even if you recite thousands of scriptures, it will be useless. ”

Fang Xinyi was stunned and recited many scriptures, she always thought that as long as she could recite more scriptures and use these scriptures of great wisdom to cleanse her heart, over time, she would be able to get peace. I didn't want to hear the words of the Master today, and suddenly I woke up a little, these scriptures, only when recited, can distract her attention, but it is difficult for her heart to get real peace.

"Master, please give me advice, what can I do to make my disciple's heart truly calm down? What can I do to atone for my sins? ”

"There must be cause and effect, all are providence, and only by paying it off can we be calm."

The mage said a word, without the slightest wave in his gaze, and looked out the window.

"And my daughter, will her heart be at peace?"

"Those who are on earth will suffer the sufferings of this world, and all men will suffer."

"Mage, please have mercy and relieve us of our suffering."

Fang Xinyi knelt down and knelt in front of the mage and pleaded softly.

"Only you can be relieved of your suffering, I can give you everything, but I can't dress and eat for you. I can't eat food or drink water, but I can't make you feel hungry and thirsty anymore. ”

"What should I do?"

Fang Xinyi burst into tears, and her heart was extremely painful at this moment.

The clouds are walking aimlessly in the temple, this is not big, those Buddha statues have also been seen, perhaps here, it is a rare place in the city to be relatively quiet, especially when there are not a few pilgrims pilgrims, there is an atmosphere that allows people to calm down.

"There are too many doubts in the donor's heart, and there are too many things that can't be put down, and you must know that everything is clinging to vain and asking for trouble."

A mage on the side whispered to Yun Duoduo, she looked sideways, and folded her chest: "Hello mage, if everything has been forgotten, there will be no worries." ”

"Forgetting also bothering you with not being able to remember."

"If you don't want to think about it, then there's nothing to worry about."

"The things of the world are not something you can forget if you want to, just like your shadow, which will not be revealed in the shadows, but it will always exist, follow your footsteps, and you will never leave."

"There is also a shadow under the mage's feet, how do you deal with it?"

The mage smiled, with great compassion in his eyes: "I can't deal with it, I just follow this shadow all the time." ”