Chapter 16: My Useless Mouth!
I was leaving, but Song Huanian hurriedly grabbed me, "Su Ran, Qianli is outside now, you can't go out!" Otherwise, she will misunderstand me! β
"Did she misunderstand what you had to do with me? If you had indicated on the card that you had given the flowers, I wouldn't have looked at them at all, let alone come over. β
Song Huanian's face was not good, "Bai Suran, what do you mean?" Otherwise, who do you think gave you the flowers? β
I sneered, "Do you think that I have no other man to like except you Song Huanian?" β
Song Huanian grabbed my wrist and forced, "Who dares to like you!" Bai Suran, we've only been breaking up for half a year, are you going to fall in love? β
Look, there are such shameless people in this world! He himself and the mistress are engaged, but he came to question how I broke up and had to fall in love after only half a year!
I was really blind at the beginning, and I actually fell in love with such a man!
I shook off his hand, "What's wrong with me falling in love?" Not only did I fall in love, but I also slept with him! β
Song Huanian's face was pale, and he grabbed my shoulder again, but his nails were still pinching me through his clothes, "Who!" Who is that man! β
I was really angry, so I replied without thinking about it, "It's the CEO of our company!" I tell you, he is much better than you inside and out, and I really want to thank you for your split, otherwise I wouldn't have met a man as good as him! β
He didn't seem to believe it, and what else was going to say, I rushed to say, "From now on, I won't enter my life." Song Huanian, let me tell you, although you were the first to split your legs, it was me who dumped you in vain! β
"Suran, I ......"
I interrupted him and said mercilessly: "You hurry up and leave me now, otherwise I will go out and tell Gao Qianli that you sent me roses today and asked me out for dinner." β
Song Huanian didn't seem to expect me to say this, he watched my pupils shrink, clenched his fists and strode away.
When he left, I suddenly became aggrieved.
Why? Why does everyone want to bully me? I didn't provoke anyone, but why did I have to suffer such an unfair and wronged thing?
The more I thought about it, the more sad I became, and I squatted on the ground and hugged my knees and cried quietly.
At this moment, there was a sudden sound of footsteps slowly coming out of the inside of the safe passage. Along with the sound of footsteps, there was a little fire that shone and dimmed in the darkness.
The man walked straight up to me, and I smelled a faint smell of cigarette smoke.
Looking up with tears in my eyes, I actually saw Fu Lingye's demonic face.
The words "digging" in capital letters and black and bold immediately flashed in my heart!!
A few minutes ago, in order to stimulate Song Huanian, I had no brains to say that I was in love with the boss of our company, and I had sex!!
I was full of embarrassment when I met his deep eyes, and I didn't know how to react at the moment, so I had to silently hold my head and continue to cry. It's just that I'm not sad at all now except for embarrassment, no matter how I howl, the tears just won't drop a drop.
Fu Lingye didn't speak, and quietly smoked a cigarette.
I pretended to cry while secretly thinking of countermeasures in my heart.
After more than ten seconds, I pretended to wipe the tears that had been wiped dry by my pants and decided to strike first, "Do you want to be ashamed to eavesdrop on other people's speeches!" β
Fu Lingye seemed to think that my words were very ridiculous, and sneered and said, "You can be a little more unreasonable, I came here first." β
My face was a little red, and I didn't know what to answer, so I simply stood up and wanted to go out.
But after squatting for a long time, my legs were already numb, and I couldn't take a single step when I stood up suddenly, and the whole person threw myself forward.
I thought that Fu Lingye was standing behind me, and he would reach out and pull me anyway.
But he was indifferent the whole time I fell, and when I got up from the ground in embarrassment, he looked at me with a smile and a smile on my laughter.
I don't have any emotions other than being embarrassed.
When he was about to leave, he stopped him.
"Shall I let you go?"
I said hatefully, "I'm your son, I'm going to listen to you?" β
He snorted, "It's quite spicy, no wonder your ex-boyfriend doesn't want you, it's wise enough." β
This man is a scumbag, and he has never said anything nice.
"Fu Lingye, don't go too far!"
He threw away the cigarette butt and pressed it out with his foot, and threw down a sentence: "Think clearly before you talk in the future, you are right that I am asleep, but it does not mean that you are my girlfriend, after all, I have slept with more than you." β
I was trembling with rage, and before I could organize the words to fight back at him, he had already walked out.
It's really hateful!
Obviously, I was the one who was forced at that time! Why did you listen to Fu Lingye's tone as if I was still taking advantage? What does it mean that he is asleep with me? Is there any reason to be a rapist? What the hell! Who does he think he is? It's just that he looks better and is richer, thinking that everyone will take a fancy to him? Do you really feel like all the women in the world want to marry him?
My lips trembled, and when I rushed outside, I couldn't see Fu Lingye's shadow anymore!
I feel so uncomfortable and feel very depressed!
The guilt that I felt in my heart before because of using him is now gone! If I hated him so much that I almost killed him, then I hate him now and want to kill him after castrating him!
I came hungry, but now I didn't drink a sip of water, but I was full of anger.
When I got home, I was so angry that I threw my bag on the floor.
I was angry and felt like I was very cowardly. At that time, I couldn't talk back in time, but now I can only go home and vent my things!
Why are you so useless with a mouth? What else would you do besides eating? You can't win a fight!
The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I slapped my mouth twice with hatred.
"Sister, what are you doing?"
I was startled and saw Zhang Yiyi coming out of it, "Why did you come back so early today?" β
"Originally, there was still a night of self-study, but the school suddenly had a power outage, and the teacher asked us to go back early."
I replied weakly.
Zhang Yiyi poured me a glass of water and asked me, "Sister, what's wrong with you?" It can't be playing self-harm, right? β
"No, it's just that I ran into a slut outside just now and made me angry."
Zhang Yiyi laughed at me, "If you meet a slut, you will scold, and if you don't win, you will be beaten." β
As soon as I heard this, I hurriedly taught her, "You can't do this! You are a girl, don't quarrel with people outside! β
"Hey, I know, I'm just playing with you, I'm not a three-year-old child, I'm not that naΓ―ve!"
I looked at her pretended mature expression and laughed at her, "You're only sixteen years old, you're not naΓ―ve!" β
"Of course I'm not naΓ―ve, sister, I think I'm much more mature than you."
"Mature? Is there a boy chasing you? You're not going to have a boyfriend at school, are you? β
Zhang Yiyi rolled her eyes, "I don't look down on any of those little boys, the methods of chasing girls are old-fashioned and naΓ―ve, and I think I am very handsome and cool, but in fact, I look really stupid!" β
I didn't know that my little cousin was thinking like this, so I took the opportunity to ask, "Then what kind of boy do you like?" β
Who knew that Zhang Yiyi said: "I'm not interested in falling in love at all now." It's my first year of high school, my most critical three years, and I want to focus all on my studies and study hard. β
"Do you have a goal now? Which university do you want to go to? β
"I don't want to take any exams."
"What do you mean?"
"I've already planned, I'm going to study abroad."
I couldn't help but feel a little ashamed when I heard Zhang Yiyi's words. When I was sixteen years old, I was still chasing stars, although my grades were good, but where did I have such ambitions as my little cousin? Thinking about it, I feel like I've been stupid all the time.
Recalling my youth, my mood is slowly getting better.
At that time, my parents were still alive, and as the only daughter in the family, I didn't worry about anything, except for studying and playing, and when I came home, I had hot meals and clean and comfortable clothes, and I was really carefree.
As she was talking, Zhang Yiyi got up, "Sister, I won't tell you, I haven't written down the French words I prescribed for myself today, I'm going to memorize the words." β
"Do you want to study in France?"
"No, but it's always good for me to learn one more foreign language, didn't you also learn Japanese on your own?"
I was even more ashamed of that.
Lying on the bed after taking a shower, I scrolled through my phone to read.
The words of my little cousin reminded me. Indeed, it is always good to learn one more foreign language. I can speak English fairly well, but I taught myself Japanese at school. But after graduating, I couldn't remember how to write the word "study".
Although the work responsibilities are heavier now, the work content is much easier, and there is basically no need to work overtime. I might as well learn a language in that spare time. Even if you don't need it in the future, if you go out to travel, at least you won't become illiterate.
Maybe it's because I have a goal in my heart and feel more fulfilled mentally, but I'm not so angry at this time. It's just that when I think of what Fu Lingye said when he left, I always feel aggrieved and awkward.
Does he think I want to be his girlfriend?
Is he blind?
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When I went to work the next day, I found a wrapped loaf of bread and a bottle of milk on my desk.
Surprised, I asked the colleague next to me, "Who put the bread and milk on my table?" β
She glanced at it and looked puzzled, "I don't know, I just came here for a while." β
I asked a few more colleagues who came earlier, and they all said they didn't know.
After thinking about it, I guess it can't be Song Huanian, right?
However, this idea was quickly dismissed.
In the afternoon, the company had a regular meeting, but Wang Shu took a half-day leave at noon.
I called her, and she asked me to go instead of her, and when I hesitated, she hung up the phone.
The company's regular meetings are all at the level of supervisor or above, and it stands to reason that I am not qualified, but Wang Shu is not there, and I, as her deputy, can only replace her.
I was depressed, I was so embarrassed with Fu Lingye yesterday, how should I face him today?