Chapter 28 Gathering and scattering in a hurry, this hatred is there every year. （2）

You just need to stand there to stir up ripples in my heart that have not moved for thousands of years. As long as you stand in front of my eyes, you have already pleased me a thousand times. As long as you smile like a spring breeze, you will provoke the dusty fetters of my past life in my eyes.

Life is too hurried, only you are the final end of my life's journey. Only you, the only title of my hieroglyphs.

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It's the last day of the New Year's holiday. It was the weekend. I made up the notes from the previous professional class and completed the essay given by the English teacher. I wiped down the dusty desk, cleaned up the two closets, and flipped out my album. It has pictures of me growing up on it. My eyes swept over a few photos, which were taken on New Year's Day last year, at the seaside.

Looking at the slightly blurred outline in the photo, my hand gently stroked the smiling face and the heroic sword eyebrows in the morning light. "Hello Seashore and Happy New Year!" I sobbed, tears streaming down my face. I can't help but turn over the memories of yesterday again.

"Hey, there are no other activities on New Year's Day!" Lu Xue said, her eyes shining with excitement.

"Why, I even made an appointment to play cards!" Susan said.

"It's all said that on New Year's Day, all the people in our two dormitories went to the beach to watch the sunrise! Wang Yilei and I borrowed the camera. That's it! Lu Xue packed her things and couldn't wait.

"Oh, it was a morning, I thought it was a whole day! Don't delay playing cards at night. Susan said.

"Susan, if you have the kung fu to play cards, you should study hard, you will take the English level 4 exam in June this year, don't pass it, shame on us!" The Boss said with a laugh.

"Yes, Boss, I promise to pass. I can't pass the pass, you comfort me and invite me to dinner, after passing the pass, let's celebrate, the AA system pays the bill! Susan said as she ate an apple, crossed her legs, and held a book in her hand.

"You rat, you will never suffer!" I hammered her.

"Oh, my body, you're responsible, second!" Susan deliberately pretended to be in pain.

"Don't think about it, I want to find someone to be in charge but I can't find it!" I say.

"Then did something happen between you and Yu Haibin? Got laid? Susan got up from the bed, looked at me and smiled. The other two listened attentively, but they didn't dare to speak.

My face changed, and I said, "Susan, don't be so dirty in your thoughts!" ”

"No, it's a pity, then you behave well on New Year's Day!" "What a defeat for you! Stop it! ”

"Haha! He Qingyin, you are shy! ”

New Year's Day 03. I put on my shoulder bag, loaded it with water, brought some snacks, and walked with them to the beach to watch the sunrise. I guessed correctly, Old Nature called Shi Zheng, so there were nine people in total.

The first day of the new year is always a little different. Everyone is looking forward to it.

We talked and laughed along the way. As you walk, you gradually distribute. Lu Xue and Brother Yilei walked hand in hand, sweetly showing their affection. Shi Zheng carried the bag for the boss, "You hurry up, okay?" The Boss stopped and urged. You want a mule to carry things and you want a mule to run fast, isn't that easy? Shi Zheng said with a bitter face. We all laughed.

Yu Haibin and I walked together unconsciously, but we didn't hold hands, I tried to keep up with his pace, and the two of us tacitly didn't speak.

"Hmph, He Qingyin, there is no humanity of the opposite sex, patronizing Yu Haibin and leaving me aside!" Susan said angrily, tugging at the holly leaves on the side of the road.

"Didn't you say yesterday that she should behave well!" The Boss walks with Susan and reminds her. "I regret it, okay?" The boss ignored her anymore and walked with Shi Zheng. Susan left the order, stomped her feet and said, "Hmph, bullying me for being single, I'll be with Li Angran!" ”

"You're picky! "I said half ......of my words, taking into account Zhang Zheng's feelings, I swallowed the other half hard. Actually, I admit that Li Angran is quite handsome, although not as patient and meticulous as his eldest brother is not as free and easy as the seaside, but I think he is very handsome when he plays football, and after falling out of love, he is a little decadent and lazy, which is more of a leisurely and wandering situation. However, he ...... to Yan Xiaoni

This is the beginning of Susan and Lee's relationship. At that time, I didn't know how much Susan would pay for today's sentence in the future.

It was five o'clock when we left, and it was not yet dawn, and a few of us were walking towards the beach with flashlights. In fact, if you leave the dormitory and walk east, you can walk to the beach in about half an hour.

After all, it's winter, and the wind is blowing, and even in a down jacket, it's still quite cold.

"Are you cold?" When I saw that he didn't speak, I asked him.

"It's not cold, how about you? Always don't wear gloves, you ...... problem," he handed me the gloves. Such a similar scene, exactly the same gloves. It was as if a warm current was surging in my heart. remembered that when he made dumplings a few days ago, his naughty mischief was completely different from the quiet and gentle now.

That's what fascinates me. In fact, you only need to stand there to stir up ripples in my heart that have not moved for thousands of years. As long as you stand in front of my eyes, you have already pleased me a thousand times.

He pulled Green Arrow's gum out of his pocket and gave me a piece. Still familiar minty flavor. Fragrant and refreshing, slightly spicy. He didn't say anything, and caught up with Zhang Zheng, who was walking in front. I didn't know what to do for a while. It was clear to me that something seemed to alienate us from the events of that night. Yu Haibin was originally a very talkative person, he used to always speak, I was listening, but now I am trying to find a topic, and he doesn't speak.

"Seashore, what the hell is going on between us?" A great sadness swelled up in my heart. Even the vast and vast sea in front of you cannot suppress the sadness.

The sea was close in front of me, and the sea breeze blew and cut my face like a knife. In the past two days, the cracks that have just been seen in the oil seem to be spreading again.

"What's wrong with you, Qingyin?" Suddenly, I heard the boss's question, and I hurriedly turned my face away. I don't want her to see me crying. Quietly took his hand out of the glove and wiped his eyes, and as soon as his hand was taken out of the glove, he felt a chill to his bones. "It's okay, Xiaohong, the wind was very strong just now, and it blew in a small grain of sand, I tried to cry, and it came out." The boss's perceptive eyes swept me, took my arm, and sang: "If the sea can take away my sorrows, it will take away every river, all the wounds, all the tears that have flowed, all my love......"

Listening to the boss sing, I knew she wanted to comfort me, and I sang along with her.

Friend, with you by my side, no matter how difficult it is, I have also learned to be brave.

"It's a shame that you could be barefoot on the beach in the summer! You can also plunge into the seawater and have fun! Susan said as she stomped on the sand with her feet. The beach here is not overdeveloped, the sea is clean and the sand is fine.

"Come back when it's warm!" Lu Xue said. Lu Xue and her eldest brother were drawing big hearts on the beach. "Your side is not good, and it is not symmetrical with mine......" Lu Xue said. Yes, how many people think that the two of them are asymmetrical, but haven't they also gone all the way! Then why can't Yu Haibin and I ...... I was lost in thought.

"Wow, the sun, the sun is out! Look! Sure enough, above the red clouds, a red sun rose, and in an instant, the light spread over the sea, reflecting everyone's silhouette unrealistically.

"Oh, it's so beautiful, ah......" Susan cried out to the sea as she rolled her hands up and put them on her lips.

I could only hear a clicking sound behind us, and it turned out that someone had set up a tripod behind us to take pictures! "Hmph, infringe on our image rights!" Susan said dissatisfied.

"By the way, we borrowed the camera, and we took pictures ourselves, how meaningful, the first day of 03!" Lu Xue said, took out the camera, and we suddenly came to the spirit, taking turns to take a group photo with each other, and then take a single photo.

"He Qingyin, don't just stand stupidly, come here! Take a photo of you and Yu Haibin! "Lu Xue obviously doesn't know about me and him......

"Oh, okay!" I ran over with a little trepidation, and the little bird stood beside the seashore. Not as intimate as the average couple, we just got a little closer to take pictures.

"Oh, it's intimate, really!" Lu Xue said, and Yu Haibin and I were a little overwhelmed. "Hand in hand, hand in hand, around the waist, won't it? Do you want me to teach? Lu Xue apparently didn't believe she was taking pictures of a couple.

"Okay, one is fine, Susan, change the photo of you and He Qingyin!" Yu Haibin said to Susan, who was chatting with Li Angran in the distance. The next second, he ducked to the side like a plague god.

I only felt the howling sea breeze passing through my chest, freezing my heart and feeling a pang of pain in my heart.

"He Qingyin, don't scare me, what's wrong with you, you won't have low blood sugar again!" Susan, who rushed over to take pictures, saw my pale face and said worriedly.

"No, it's okay!" I say. I took Susan's arm and stretched out my scissor hand, squeezing out the best smile I could. There is no reason for him to see my sorrow, my cowardice, my attachment to him.

After everyone finished taking pictures, the sun had already risen in the sky and was warmer. Everyone sat down to eat. I walked over to Yu Haibin with bread and two ham sausages.

"Just now, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, let me be intimate with the camera, I'm not used to it." Yu Haibin said lightly, smiling. The morning light shone on his face, and I looked sideways, and the sword eyebrows were as firm and long as a knife and axe, like a fine famous sword, simple and elegant. His sun-kissed skin glowed with a healthy glow in the sun. The nose is deep and furrowed, and the lips are thick and curved.

"What do you see me doing?" He asked, tilting his head. I was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "I said before, you are very handsome......"

"Look, be careful you can't pull it out!" He smiled suddenly, and covered my eyes with his hands, and then hurriedly took them away after a moment.

"That's great......" I said, but the two of them fell into a deep silence.

"Give you gloves, I'm not cold, and, give you bread and ham sausages. I brought a thermos pot of hot water. Let's drink it later! Hearing this sentence "we" made him stunned, it seemed that he came back to his senses and said: "I have eaten, really, I ate two packs of instant noodles, I am not hungry, you can eat!" ”

He took the glove I handed him and hung his head silently. He didn't say anything when he heard me, but after nibbling on the bread, his eyes were fixed on the unsettled sea in the distance.

After eating, everyone played on the beach for a while, and by this time, many people had gathered at the stalls on the coast. A few of us girls were naturally attracted by the dazzling, novel and exquisite jewelry.

My eyes were drawn to a very ordinary thing, a string of crystal bracelets of sea blue, so similar to the necklace that I had given me when I had climbed the mountain on the beach, and all of them had a mysterious luster. It just can be matched into a set and looks good to wear. I still remember his shy and surprised smile when he gave me a necklace and I gave him a CD. But in the blink of an eye, it's only been two or three months, what happened between us?

"Hey, do you want this bracelet?" The aunt who sells the bracelet said.

"Oh, I want, how much?" I asked.

"Ten bucks!" I was about to pull my wallet out of my shoulder bag and pay. "Ten yuan is too expensive, don't you go to another stall to take a look!" I was shocked, it was Yu Haibin, and I don't know how he found me.

I ...... "I didn't know what to say, and I thought, I just want to buy this."

"Auntie, get cheaper! How about six pieces? All other stalls sell at this price! "So he's bargaining for me. I'm ashamed, I'm not good at haggling.

"Impossible! That's the price! Auntie was determined.

"He Qingyin, let's go, let me tell you, the ones over there are cheap......" He took my hand and was about to leave. We had just walked four steps away when we heard a voice behind us: "Hey, come back, look at you sweet little couple, sell it to you!" ”

Yu Haibin and I looked at each other and smiled. I was about to take out my wallet when Yu Haibin held my hand. "I'll pay!" Seeing that he insisted, I didn't speak.

I put it on excitedly and shook it towards the beach, "Look good!" "Wear it in the summer, and you have to deliberately show your wrist in the winter, and it's not too cold, really, put the gloves on again." Yu Haibin smiled and handed me the gloves again. Yingting's sword eyebrows also lowered gently, and the depths of his eyebrows were low and inexhaustible gentleness.

"I didn't expect you to be quite good at bargaining! If I have to buy something in the future, I will definitely ask you to bargain for me! I said.

"You're embarrassed to come, you don't know how to bargain as a girl, you don't know if you're sold, and you want me, a big man, to bargain for you, shame or not!" When I heard him jokingly, I gently hammered him on the shoulder, and then, quite naturally, I took his arm, approached him affectionately, and whispered softly:

"Don't be ashamed, it's best if you can help me cut the price for a lifetime......"

He sighed inaudibly, and walked side by side with me.

When the memories hit me like a raging tide, I could no longer hold back the rolling waves in my heart, and once again burst into tears.

At this time, the sound of Yanyuan Supermarket is Han Hong's "That Sea", and the very penetrating voice in sadness breaks through the air:

Tell me if there will be me this night

Is there anyone else in your heart besides me?

Is she gentler than me and can make you happy

I want you to answer easily

Tell me if you will dream me this night

Isn't it that I don't make you sad anymore in my dreams

Is she stronger than me and can make you happy than me

I want you to answer plainly

The sea that used to be dry and rotten will rise to the sky in a blink of an eye

Why bother thinking about it again, why bother talking about that period of grievance

The sadness and loneliness of the past rose to the clouds in a blink of an eye

Why bother thinking about that winter

You see the flowers are gone

You see the sea is crying

You know I'm going to wait forever and forever for the answer you give me

Let's forget that sea, let's start over again in the next life

Let us never be separated again and again

No more separation......