"Light rain!" Brother Xinghai knocked on the door very politely, and waited until he received my signal before coming in.

I quickly sat up from the bed and answered him and motioned for him to come in.

Then I looked at him with a smile and surprisingly didn't speak.

But I didn't want Brother Xinghai to seem to know what I was thinking, so he walked in and sat on the sofa next to the bed, leaned back his back, put his hands behind his head, made a posture of Erlang's legs on his legs, and said to me: "We all know what you're worried about, so don't worry, your brother has already arranged it, you just need to say that Grandpa Mu Shui is your grandfather when you go back to school tomorrow, and he is a housekeeper in the Mu family, so you know Ivan." ”

After listening to Brother Xinghai's words, my face was full of surprise, and I blurted out without thinking: "How do you all know what I am thinking?" ”

I saw Brother Xinghai raise his right hand and flick it on my forehead, and said to me playfully: "Of course we all know what you think in your little head, because you are Xiaoyu!" ”

I touched my aching forehead and asked incredulously, "Can my brother really do it?"

"Don't you believe your brother? Who is he? Mu Ivan! Is there anything he can't do? Brother Xinghai looked at me with some amusement, his eyes were full of pampering and love.

The loud sound of the bell pulled my mind back to the end of the class, and I turned my head to look out the window.

In the garden, a lush evergreen tree sparkles in the sun, and the leaves of the tree burst into a dazzling light like waves in the breeze.

At the same time, from Brother Xinghai, I also knew an unimaginable thing......

I stood up, left my seat, and walked to the podium in the classroom, where Teacher Chen Yun was sorting out the textbooks, I looked at her gentle face, and inexplicably wanted to shed tears, but I held back, and just choked up slightly and said, "Teacher Chen, are you free now?" Can I ask you to take a walk around the garden? ”

Teacher Chen was slightly stunned when he heard my request, then turned his head and said to me with a smile, "Okay! ”

On the way to the garden, neither of us spoke, I just lowered my head and thought about what Brother Xinghai said to me yesterday, the secret that I would never imagine.

As he walked, Mr. Chen suddenly spoke, and there was not much emotional fluctuation in his tone, just helpless: "You should know, right?" ”

I didn't speak, I just nodded because I didn't know what to say, it was a way I never thought of meeting her.

Teacher Chen looked at me, then turned his head to look ahead, and after a long time, he said, "You know what? You look very similar to your mother, when I first saw you, it was as if I saw your mother, so gentle, you have her shadow on you, but it is not very similar, you should have seen a picture of your mother, right? ”

I looked up at her, looking at her who looked like my mother, my aunt, Xinghai's brother's mother.

I'm curious, why did she leave by herself and leave Brother Xinghai alone, Brother Xinghai hadn't seen her for fourteen years, wouldn't she miss Brother Xinghai? How sad and sad is Brother Xinghai, she is a mother, why should she leave her child?

"Why?" I asked.

She smiled indifferently, with a little sadness in that smile, and still said calmly: "Your father's car accident back then, my husband, Xinghai's father was also in that car, they were going to the hospital to see your mother, but they didn't want to have an accident on the road, both of them were gone, your mother, my sister had a difficult birth after hearing the news, and you left after giving birth, just because you were born and ...... I was seriously ill again, I couldn't accept the departure of the two people I loved the most in my life, and I left impulsively, I knew that the Mu family could take care of him, but when I packed up my mood and wanted to go to him, I found out that ten years had passed, Xinghai was twelve years old, I began to regret it, regretted leaving him at that time, I didn't fulfill the responsibility of a mother by his side, I was afraid that he would not recognize this mother, I was afraid that he would stay away from me, if I let him stay away from me, it would be better for me to stay away from him. I've been a selfish person from beginning to end, I've never thought about him, but I really don't have the courage and face to meet him, and he's living a good life now, isn't it? With you, Ivan, Uncle Mu, and a superior life that I can't give......"

"However, there is no way to give him maternal love, maternal love is indispensable and irreplaceable, and what he wants is nothing more than his mother." I interrupted her before she finished speaking, I will now have in my mind every moment the lonely eyes of Brother Xinghai last night, the decadent mood, as long as I think of Brother Xinghai's expression, I will be heartbroken, even if I don't have a mother to live around, but I forgot after all, besides, my mother is gone, there is no way, and he was abandoned by his mother, even if grandpa, brother and I treat him well, I still feel that I am an outsider in my heart, I still want my mother's love, he is very lonely.

She looked back at me, there was already a mist in her eyes, I think she really wanted to see Brother Xinghai and wanted to be by his side very much, right? I don't want Brother Xinghai to continue to be lonely, continue to treat myself as an outsider, and I don't want her to be so miserable, so the best way is to let them meet and relieve their hearts.

"Auntie, Brother Xinghai doesn't have a father anymore, you can't let him lose a mother again, it's very cruel, so, you should go to see him, stay by his side, and make him feel that he has a mother and that he is not alone, I think you think the same in your heart, right, then follow your heart to see him, okay?" I looked at her and said in a pleading tone, I hope they can both be relieved and both can be truly happy.

Auntie's tears have been rolling down one by one like pearls with broken threads, because of the tears, I can't see what emotion her eyes are, but I don't want her to suddenly come to me and hug me, her chin rested on my head, and said softly: "Thank you." ”

I think she should untie the knot, even if she doesn't, she will try to open her heart for her children, because she is a mother, a mother who has made mistakes, she needs to make up for her mistakes, hoping that her mistakes will not affect her children, and she also hopes that her children can live happily, happily and fully, and will not become lonely, desolate and sad because of themselves.