Section 202 If I'm gone
Ming is the ninth day of the lunar month, and Bai Yunling and Zhang Junyang are very happy to get engaged.
Hualou and Lu Weier are helping Bai Yunling try on dresses.
Pale pink fragrant yarn thick Shu embroidered for a hundred years good Ruyi cheongsam, cut fit, reflecting the graceful and graceful white clouds, temperament qīng'chún elegant, like the apricot stamens blooming in the morning.
Lou Lou and Lou Weier also made one each.
Adjutant Yi went upstairs and took a letter to the painting building.
After reading it, she pondered for a moment and said, "You try, I'll go down." ”
Hualou went to Bai Yungui's study, and said with some difficulty: "Overseer, I want to go to Mǎtou." ”
Bai Yungui was slightly surprised, it was already more than nine o'clock in the evening, this hour was the middle of the night, and it was not safe outside.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
Hualou smiled and pulled Bai Yungui's arm: "You send me there." However, you are not allowed to peek in the car! ”
Bai Yungui smiled and asked what was so mysterious.
In winter, the sea breeze is slightly cold, the moonlight is dim, but the lights of the mǎtou are bright, throwing a little silver into the blue sea; The undulating waves are like a brocade dancing gently in the wind, slowly spreading out in the night sky.
The painting building is dressed in a light blue cheongsam, blending into the boundless twilight.
At night, Yuzhou City is bright and luxurious, but it has always been quiet. And this No. 9 mǎtou is full of people tonight.
A tanker bound for Hong Kong departed tonight, and many passengers were crowded with large bags and small bags to embark on the journey. Maybe for some people, it's just an ordinary trip, while for others it's the beginning of a new life.
The painting floor stood on the seawall not far from the mǎ head, quietly gazing at the mǎ head.
I finally saw a familiar shadow, wearing a black trench coat. The gait is brisk and hurried; Wearing a wide-brimmed woolen hat and a black mesh covering half of her face, she carried a small green rattan leather suitcase in her hand, followed by a hired foot force, carrying two huge suitcases for her.
The painting building said to Bai Yun in the back car: "Overseer, I'll go down, don't you come down." ”
Bai Yungui bowed his head slightly.
He followed the gaze of the painting building and saw the black shadow. is similar to Mrs. Wu Xia Caiwei, who often goes to the official residence as a guest.
Wu Xia Caiwei instructed the crew to pick up her suitcase, and was about to board the ship, when her shoulders tightened.
Her three souls and seven spirits all flew away, and she stood there stiff in horror in her limbs. There was no looking back.
"Cai Fei ......," the descendant said in a low voice.
Hearing that it was a familiar and kissing voice, Cai Yu slowly relaxed. The painting floor pulled her away from Mǎ and towards the dark seawall on the side.
Cai Wei didn't struggle, let her pull. The sea breeze is blowing in my ears, and the white waves are chasing the light brown sand, and I know Suo Suo singing softly. Listen to the ear, especially quiet.
Far away from the lights of the mǎtou. A car could be seen in the dim light and parked quietly.
but they couldn't see each other's tables clearly.
"I'm going to Hong Kong by boat tonight, and I'm flying from Hong Kong to the United States the day after tomorrow." After a while, Cai Yu said slowly, "Painting Lou, I want to stay away from today's life and live a quiet life." My marriage is a shackle tied to me that takes my breath away. I couldn't break free except to escape. I have no other way. ”
The waves are still singing softly in my ears, and they are as soft as a man's soft voice.
"I know!" Hualou looked at the boundless black sea, and his voice was stunned, "I won't stop you, but I can't help it." This time, there is no time to see each other again. So I asked people to inquire about your whereabouts, just to see you off. ”
She turned around and gently hugged Cai Yu: "Have a safe journey!" ”
Cai Yan's hand holding the painting building was slightly tight, and she was reluctant to let go for a long time.
"I didn't tell you, I don't want you to lie for me. Painting Building. See you soon......" she choked up.
Turning in a hurry, tears wet his cheeks, but his steps were firm and persistent, without the slightest hesitation and reluctance.
What the future holds, Cai Wei doesn't know, but she firmly believes that it will not be worse than now. The black clothes blend with the night, and the black flowers bloom between the steps, like the tudle of the night, resolute and gorgeous.
When the whistle sounded, the painting building looked into the distance, and the shadow had long since disappeared into the sea of people, no attachment, no turning back, and she walked decisively.
A single woman goes to a foreign country, and the difficulties of her future life are unimaginable, but some people are willing to eat it. Because her current life is a cloak that suffocates her, wrapping her breathlessly. Instead of being trapped alive and dying, it is better to give it a go and flee into a foreign country in search of another chance at life.
On the way back, the painting building quietly stared out of the car window and was silent.
The man on the side just held her hand tightly, letting her soak in his own thread and ignore her.
But the temperature of the palm is like a comfortable and soft brocade robe, which makes the painting building can't help but want to snuggle. Her son followed the warm current, slowly approached, and obediently lay on Bai Yungui's lap, letting his thoughts wander, letting his rough fingertips rub against her sideburns.
"Overseer, change is a terrible thing." Hualou's voice was tactful and soft, "It's not that you're cornered, no one wants to change, a foreign country is not as beautiful as you imagined...... A journey alone can be lonely......"
The painting building thought about leaving, because she knew that during World War II, Huaxia would be full of war and chaos. She is not involved in this war.
History cannot be changed, whether it is speeding up or slow, it will come to that point.
She never tried to change the future and history, so she thought about escaping.
She thought about leaving, because this man didn't open her heart and didn't occupy a place in her heart. Unrestrained people tend to be free.
But she also knew that the United States or Britain during this period were discriminatory against Chinese. In the eyes of Westerners, the Chinese are clumsy, dangerous, and unworthy of respect.
No matter how fěn'shì'tài'píng is, it can't change the fate of being discriminated against.
Hualou remembered Cai Wei, she walked so resolutely and so boldly, is it because she thinks the road ahead is very bright? She is only in a foreign country, has no friends or relatives, and cannot integrate into that society, won't she be lonely?
Won't she regret it?
"Don't worry, as long as I don't die in battle, I won't let you live alone......" Bai Yungui lowered his head and kissed her sideburns, "Silly boy, you won't feel difficult to walk on the path you choose!" ”
Looking at Cai Yan's back, Hualou felt a little sour in his heart, but he didn't cry; At this moment, she was stunned, her nose was not pantothenic, and there was a warm mist in her eyes.
She stretched out her hand and put her arms around his waist, and only after a long time did she whisper, "Baiyun returns to ......."
"Huh?"
"Are you afraid of loneliness?" She asked with her voice buried in his clothes.
Bai Yungui's fingers gently caressed her green silk, and his voice sighed like a misty voice: "I'm afraid!" Then he laughed again, "Don't leave me and run away before I die in battle, or I'll feel very lonely!" ”
Hualou bit his lip and was silent.
Bai Yungui saw that the topic became heavier and heavier, so he teased her: "What, you really want to leave me alone and run away?" ”
Painting Louzi stiffened slightly, and said for a long time: "If I want to leave, will you send me to Mǎtou like you did to Yunyuan?" ”
Bai Yungui's face fell slightly.
It was hard for him to imagine what her back would be like when she sent the painting building away. But at this moment, he suddenly thought about it. Compared with Yun Yuan, her back must be pulling, decisive, and calm, but she did not hesitate to look back. The thought made his heart tighten.
"Don't talk!" He scolded in a low voice, "Have a good time, what can't you go!" ”
The painting floor stopped talking.
That night, she was so scared, even absent-minded when she kissed.
She didn't know why, she remembered that stormy night when she sent Yun Yuan away, and Bai Yun was standing in the dark, looking in a trance, and her shoulders were slightly loose and full of loneliness.
According to Bai Yungui's son, if she wants to leave, he will send her away. At the beginning, he was willing to have a seven-year relationship with Yun Yuan, not to mention that the painting building and him were only separated for one or two years, and there was no life and death between them, so he would be even more willing.
Let him open his mouth and beg the woman to stay, the painting building is very clear, Bai Yungui can't do it.
He has always been proud and domineering.
I don't know what kind of trick she has fallen, she always keeps imagining what his back will be like when she leaves.
Will there be the loss and sorrow of that night, and then turn around, and fall in love with another woman sweetly?
When she returned to her senses, she saw that Bai Yungui was looking at her, and the god was a little worried and probing, so that the painting building was excited.
She smiled reluctantly and said, "Turn off the light and go to sleep, I'm a little sleepy." ”
Bai Yungui turned off the light with his hand, then held her in his arms and asked in a low voice, "Are you worried about Xia Caiyu's future life?" ”
stepped on that oil tanker, she was no longer Wu Xia Caiwei, but Xia Caiwei.
"Overseer, you're going to keep this a secret, right?" Painting the building, "You also know Wu Shifu's personality, Cai Yu is a strong character, she can't stand his insults." ”
As if he was afraid that Bai Yungui would not agree with her point of view, Hualou told Bai Yungui what he saw in the Wu Mansion.
How Wu Shifu seriously injured Qi Shugu, how he threatened Cai Yu in front of the painting building and said that he would kill her, and how he publicly diào'xì Cai Wei in front of the painting building.
Bai Yungui listened, and snorted in a muffled voice: "He is not a man at all!" ”
"Cai Wei has endured it for so many years, she can take this step, so brave, and her patience has come to an end!" Hualou said distressedly, "Wu Shifu is not a man at all. ”
"You didn't encourage her to run away, did you?" Bai Yun asked the painting building.
Hualou shook his head: "No." She didn't tell me, it was my own guess, and I called someone to inquire about it to find out that her boat was leaving tonight......"
"That's fine!" Bai Yungui breathed a sigh of relief, "Then we will treat it as ignorance." The road is chosen by each person, and we cannot stand in the way. I'm not going to tell anyone, you can rest assured. ”
The painting floor snorted faintly.
"Are you happy?" Bai Yungui smiled and kissed her on the lips, "You're not happy, except for this matter, didn't I just answer your question?" ”
The painting building is quiet.
"If you're leaving......" Bai Yungui smiled indifferently, "I've never thought about this problem!" I always feel that you will never leave, because I can always think of our gray hair. (Read the latest chapter of this book, search\wind\rain\small\説\網...) )