Chapter 18 is pitiful, thinner than clouds and water, and Jia will be more difficult

Who listens to the broken lovesick strings? Who remembers the melodious past? Drinking a cup of time is in vain and causing sorrow everywhere.

Who wrote the grudge into a poem, telling about the ignorance of the past. Who turned the silence into frost, and looked back at the past into a wound?

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Marina City is a city by the sea. In winter it is not particularly cold, but it is very windy. When the hands are cold and the feet are cold, it's November. Yu Haibin's birthday is on the 15th day of the 10th lunar month. It is also the day of the full moon. It coincides with the beginning of winter, and it's a weekend.

The people in the two dormitories finally sat together again after the birthday of the eldest brother and sister-in-law. The place chosen is the private room on the second floor of Qirun Garden, the largest restaurant in the school. The environment here is good, much quieter than the restaurant outside the school, mainly for students, the dishes are also good, and the price is affordable, so we prefer this place for our birthdays.

Today's atmosphere is particularly eerie. I knew that my eldest brother and sister-in-law were angry about the Mandarin exam, and I, Susan, and Xiaohong chatted and looked at Zhang Luxue and Wang Yilei coldly. Li Angran has wilted since he fell out of love, and he looked like he was not interested in anything, and he was stunned to twist his handsome face into a bitter melon. The originally enthusiastic and talkative birthday star Yu Haibin was also silent at this time. Zhang Zhengben in their dormitory is an honest person who is easy to ignore.

Wait until the dishes are ready. Everyone toasted to the birthday star on the seaside: Susan rushed to say, I wish you happiness like the East China Sea, and longevity than Nanshan! Yu Haibin glanced at her and said, you are seventy or eighty years old! Susan said, I'll be one hundred and one for you!

Fortunately, with Susan and Yu Haibin joking, the atmosphere is not too lonely. But the next sentence really scared me.

"Susan, congratulations!" When I said this from Yu Haihai's mouth, my heart chuckled. Looking at Yu Haibin glanced meaningfully at Susan and me, and drank the wine in the glass in one gulp. Susan didn't know what to say with a drink, and after a long time, she said, "Huh? Thank you-------! ”

I hurriedly diverted the topic, held the cup and said, "I wish you a good day every year, and a good day every year!" I finished my drink, Yu Haibin poured me another full one, and gave me food, smiling attentively. But I always felt that something was wrong. Sure enough, Susan slapped the table with a flushed face and said loudly, "Yu Haibin, what are you going to do!" The atmosphere suddenly dropped to freezing point.

The boss looked at the three of us deeply, smiled and said, "Susan, don't be angry, the birthday star is the greatest!" Eat vegetables, eat vegetables, are you here to celebrate your birthday? Xiaohong persuaded tactfully.

"I, I'm going to the bathroom!" I made excuses to avoid it.

"Yu Haibin, you have no conscience! I told you, if you don't love her, don't hurt her again! Just let her buy chestnuts, and let her watch you eat chestnuts with others, you are too much! You...... I don't know, He Qingyin ,...... She cried all night. Of course you didn't live in her bunk, you couldn't have known our bed when she cried at night......"

"Susan, don't talk about it!" Xiaohong and Wang Yilei said in unison. Everyone was silent.

Hiding outside and listening to the movement in the house, my heart was wringing, tears flowed down my face, and I repeated over and over again: It's all my fault! It's all my fault!

I don't know if they have eaten, I came out of the bathroom, except for my eyes were a little red, and my emotions were well controlled. But he hesitated at the moment of pushing the door. I wandered back and forth outside the private room, never having the courage to push open the door and face the pair of heroic sword eyebrows.

At this time, the door of the private room was pushed open, and a slender and straight figure like Nanzhu closed the door. When he turned around, I happened to meet Lin Ziqian's crescent-like eyebrows, his high nose like a hanging gall with a little cream on it, flowery, after seeing me, his eyes at this time no longer had just melted like a spring breeze-like smile, full of awe-inspiring slaughter.

"Who's on a birthday?" He asked coldly.

"Yu Haibin ......" After saying these three words, I regretted it a lot......

Sure enough, I could only hear his nose snort coldly, the corners of his mouth bent up unnaturally, and with a sarcastic sneer, he kept getting closer to my face, and I was so frightened that I had to retreat against the wall. He put his hand against the wall and leaned close to my cheek, I could smell the faint aroma of wine mixed with the thick smell of cream, I didn't know what he was going to do, I just stared at me in horror.

"Fool, fool, wretch!" A warm but cold word blew into my ears, and I felt a thrill all over me.

At this time, the door behind him was opened, and the beautiful face in the off-white sweater said with confusion and a little anger: "Lin Ziqian, you ......" In the eyes of Shan Ruoshui, who pushed the door open, Lin Ziqian's posture was more ambiguous and ambiguous.

The smell of cream drifted away in an instant, leaving only Lin Ziqian's handsome figure in the corridor. I pretended to be casual and smiled at Shan Ruoshui, then quickly pushed open the door and went in. but his heart is like a drum.

By the time I sat down, they were all back to normal and were gobbling up.

"Are you alright, He Qingyin!" Susan said, she asked with concern when she saw my pale face.

"It's fine!" I ate two bites of food casually, picked up my glass and said, "I'm full, I'm leaving!" Happy birthday to you again at the beach! "Hey, I'm with you!" Before the seashore could speak, Susan and I ran out.

As I went down the stairs, I said worriedly, "Susan, I'm afraid that the last time the eight of us in the dormitory will sit together and eat!" Susan didn't say anything, just two steps behind.

I suddenly felt my body stop suddenly, because my shoulder was held down by someone else and couldn't move, and the force was quite strong. I twisted my upper body and said, "Susan, stop kidding, let's go!" ”

But I heard Susan say behind me: "Lin Ziqian, what are you doing!" I hurriedly turned around, it was indeed him, and I gasped in fright.

Lin Ziqian said with a smile: "Why are you so nervous, don't you allow me to catch up with He Qingyin, a high school classmate!" He said a double eagle, his eyebrows and eyes crooked. But I knew that when he called me "He Qingyin" instead of "He Shuang", it would definitely be fine.

Lin Ziqian said coldly: "I'll talk to He Qingyin about something, Susan, you go first!" "He Qingyin, you ......" Susan wanted to speak and stopped, so she had to go downstairs first.

In the cramped stairwell, his face was also covered with a dark shadow, and he couldn't see his expression at this time, and they were silent for a long time. When I realized that the atmosphere had become more awkward as time went by, I turned around and wanted to leave. But I heard a deep voice behind me: "Actually, some things are much better to face reality than to choose to escape." "I know he's talking about me just wandering outside the door and not going in.

Suddenly, it was like a meteor crossing the sky that illuminated the soul. Turning to look at him, only two steps apart, he felt that he was far away, he seemed to be sad, and his long and straight figure was heavier because of this sadness, like snow covered with green pines.

"Thanks, I know!" I turned to go downstairs, but when I stepped down the next step, the soles of my feet slipped, and I saw my body fall forward, but I was grabbed by a hand behind me in time, and I only heard a burst of laughter from time to time: "He Shuang, you are so stupid!" Sure enough, Lin Ziqian's true colors were restored in an instant.

"Phew! You're stupid! His heart was still beating so hard that his brain couldn't think of anything to deal with, so he had to reply to him casually, which was not lethal.

"You still don't admit it, okay, you're not stupid, you went to high school for four years and got a junior college, haha!" Lin Ziqian is really vicious, picking on my weakness.

I didn't bother to talk to him, just turned around. The hand was grabbed by a cold thing, and I was surprised to suddenly realize that it was Lin Ziqian's hand, soft but cold feeling, a little familiar, and it seemed very strange.

"Lin Ziqian!" I called out to him, with obvious anger.

"You sent me last time...... The whistle I broke was there, is there anything else? Lin Ziqian said softly, his magnetic voice was even more charming, and the stairwell was full, and my heart skipped a beat. I had nowhere to vent my anger just now.

As if he was afraid that I would refuse, he diverted the topic again: "Be careful when you go down the stairs in the future, not someone will protect you every day!" After he finished speaking, I felt my hand loosen, and the coolness was even worse, it turned out that he let go of his hand and walked away quickly.

When I came out of the restaurant, I looked at Lin Ziqian's back from afar, and my heart was warm. "Lin Ziqian, thank you!" , suddenly pouted and smiled: "Lin Ziqian, don't use your gentleness to deal with other girls to deal with me, it makes me excited, no way!" I don't eat this set......"

Stretching out his hand, only the cool west wind passed through the gap between his fingers, like Lin Ziqian's hand that suddenly let go.

Who reads the west wind and is cold alone, drunk a cup of time, and forgets sorrow quietly.

If I could turn back time, I would carefully distinguish Lin Ziqian's gentleness and sincerity hidden behind the cold banter, but at that time I had a deep prejudice against him. Maybe it's really when you've shed tears for one person and broken your heart that you will make room for another person's gentle smile.