Liu Yue called me unexpectedly, she is the person I want to approach but don't dare to do, because I don't know what face I should face her, and I don't know what she will think of me if she knows the truth of the matter.

"Cheng Zi, there is something I need to talk to you about." Liu Yue said very directly on the phone, "If it's convenient, let's meet, I will take my goddaughter Xiaoru over with me." ”

When I heard Xiaoru's name, my heart beat like thunder, and I couldn't remember how I got down. During this period of time, I deliberately didn't think about Xiaoru, because when I thought about it, I would lose my soul and completely lose my mind. Now, Liu Yue will actually bring Xiao Ru to visit me, I feel uneasy, I don't know why she came, let alone why she brought Xiao Ru here.

When I heard Liu Yue's knock on the door, I was about to jump out with excitement, and I took a deep breath to suppress this indescribable emotion, and I opened the door.

Liu Yue was wearing a light blue windbreaker, holding Xiao Ru who was wearing a small windbreaker of the same color.

"Call Auntie, Aunt Cheng Zi." Liu Yue looked at me with a smile and asked Xiaoru to call someone.

"Aunt Cheng, hello." Xiaoru screamed obediently.

I bent down, looked at her and picked her up, and said, "Hello Xiaoru, you are welcome to my house." When I said these words, my eyes hurt so much that I suddenly thought that every time Xiaoru saw me, he would run over with his hands outstretched, throw himself into my arms, hang people around my neck and call my mother affectionately by my ear. And now, it can only be like this, she calls me aunt, but I can't tell the truth of a word.

After she finished calling me, she looked at Liu Yue with expectant eyes, and desperately struggled to her side. Liu Yue stretched out her hand to pick her up, and said with a smile: "Xiaoru is not like this, there are some things in the middle, and she is a little introverted and afraid." ”

Xiaoru buried her head on Liu Yue's shoulder and was carried into the house by her.

"You're looking for me?" I asked tentatively, my eyes glancing at Xiaoru vigorously, but I didn't dare to look too blatantly, for fear that Liu Yue would see the clue.

"Do you like Xiaoru very much?" She still saw it in the end.

"Well, I like her, pretty and well-behaved." I say.

"Occasionally tease and play, every child is an angel, but if you have to live together every day, many people are impatient." Liu Yue stopped here and said to Xiaoru, "Good baby, take a look at the courtyard outside, isn't it beautiful, you go play for a while, my aunt and I have something to say." ”

Xiao Ru stared at me, nodded and said, "Hmm." ”

Watching Xiaoru playing with green plants in the sunlit courtyard, I took my eyes back and saw Liu Yue's body: "I really didn't expect you to come to me, is there something wrong?" ”

"For the sake of the children." Liu Yue's eyes stayed on Xiao Ru.

"Kid?" I asked a little strangely.

"I know that you like Hua Yuanshu and are a bit stubborn about him, and now the people in the entire imperial capital know that you like him, and even cling to him recklessly. I also know that Hua Yuanshu recently had the idea of divorce, maybe he wants to marry you home. Liu Yue sighed and said, "I'll come very simply, let's see what your attitude towards children is." Can you take care of Xiaoru as if she were your own daughter? If you're with Hua Yuanshu. ”

"I didn't want to be with him, I decided to give up." I say.

I really didn't expect that in order to stick to Huayuan Tree, I have now become the laughing stock of everyone, I really don't know who spread such rumors.

"Decided to give up?" Liu Yue shook her head, "I don't believe it." ”

I didn't know how to explain it, so I thought about it and asked, "Do you think a man will continue to sit on a cold bench for me everywhere?" ”

Liu Yue didn't answer my question, but looked at Xiaoru and said: "No matter what you think, what I value now is the result, if Jiang Weiwei and Hua Yuanshu divorce, if you get together with him, I don't care if you are happy, I just hope you treat Xiaoru better, this child has not lived a day of comfort since she was born, everything is not according to her wishes, and no one has asked the child what she wants to do, what she likes, she has strengthened her mind to the child, I hope that when you face her, Can have a little bit of motherhood. ”

I didn't know how to answer, Liu Yue looked at me seriously and said, "I know it's unreasonable to make this request, but since you want to be with Hua Yuanshu, you have to take his two children into account." That's the purpose of coming, to talk about the child. If you can agree, I can help you with Jiang Weiwei's affairs. ”

"Think about it." After Liu Yue finished speaking, she didn't want to continue chatting with me, so she got up and greeted Xiao Ru and left.

I only reacted at this time, from the time the child entered the door to the present, I didn't even bring a sip of water, and immediately stopped the two of them, took out some snacks that children like to eat and stuffed them into Xiaoru's arms and said, "Auntie gave it to you, take it." ”

Xiao Ru looked at Liu Yue's face before taking the things into his hands.

After the two of them left, I burst into tears. What the hell am I doing? Why did it get out of hand? I got my stuff back, but what did I lose? Shen Mo? Child? And my own life?

Thinking like this, I couldn't suppress the grievances in my heart, and I couldn't help crying bitterly.

Suddenly, I felt helpless, in the imperial capital of Nuoda, there were only two or three people who could talk to me, Shen Mo had been standing behind me in obscurity to help me, and had never asked me for anything, didn't I really know why he paid like this? Why didn't I think in advance that there is a bottom line for people's contributions, and people will not be able to bear it when they pay to a certain extent, why do I take all this for granted......

I don't know how long I sat on the steps at the door of the main house and cried, until a pair of feet in black stiletto shoes stood in front of me, I stopped crying, slowly raised my head, and saw Lin Leyi in a lilac coat.

She put her hands in her pockets and looked at me, I don't know how long, with a look of compassion on her face.

"I'm sorry." I wiped a handful of tears, "You're here, come in and sit down." ”

She didn't speak, she followed me to the room, looked around the door, took off her coat, sat down on the sofa, looked at a painting on the wall and said, "Nothing has changed here, it's the same as when I lived, which room do you live in?" ”

I pointed to my room, and she smiled, "My room." ”

I don't know that she has lived here, and I can't figure out the relationship between Shen Mo and her for a while when I hear her say this, her expression may be a little strange, she saw it, smiled and said: "Don't get me wrong, Shen Mo is the real brother and sister love for me, it's not right to say this, I feel that Shen Mo is like my father." ”

When she said this, I was embarrassed to get up, took out a tissue, wiped my eyes, and said, "Wait a minute, I'll go wash my face." ”

She nodded slightly, and I went into the bathroom to clean myself up, put on a little makeup, and made sure I couldn't tell that I had ever cried before returning to the living room.

"Cheng Zi, can you tell me why you cry so sadly?" Lin Leyi asked me.

I was asked, and I couldn't express the emotions in my heart. Because it's all my own entanglement, not saying it is a grievance, and saying it is hypocrisy.

"Can't tell, can you?" Lin Leyi looked at me like a confidant sister, "I understand how you feel now, helpless and anxious, I don't know where to go next, and more importantly, you feel that Shen Mo has completely given up on you, right?" ”

Her last words stung the question I didn't want to look at directly, and I couldn't control my tears. Lin Leyi didn't continue to ask, but sat on the side and looked at me quietly, and waited until my mood stabilized before saying to me: "Shen Mo is a person who lives a very clear life, but when I see the way he looks at you, I know that he has fallen in." Whether it's a man or a woman, when you really love someone, you will be obsessed. If he handles your affairs from the perspective of a bystander, his affairs, and yours, you should be Shen Mo's wife by now. But he didn't, he couldn't jump out at all, so he did all this by his temperament, and in the end he didn't even know what he was doing. A man, do you really not feel this step for you? Have you ever wondered how it feels when you have a different mind and a different kind of person in his heart? He is jealous, jealous, and uncomfortable, but in the end, he has to smile and help you deal with the trouble you have caused, and then calmly tell you, it's okay. ”

Her words made me breathless, and I thought about Shen Mo's feelings, but I couldn't see it so clearly as Lin Leyi.

She sighed twice and said, "You are a few years younger than me, but you are not a little girl of fifteen or sixteen, do you really need me to tell you these things before you can know?" ”

I didn't know what to say, I was speechless, only tears were still flowing.

"Where is Shen Mo? You must know that. I asked her in a hoarse voice.

"I wasn't used to Shen Mo being so stupid, so I came to you. This morning I received the document that he had sent out a long time ago, but sent it at the appointed time, and I couldn't bear it anymore. Lin Leyi said, taking out a document with two huge black characters on it, "Will".

My head buzzed, and I looked at Lin Leyi in horror, my heart seemed to stop, and everything around me was very quiet.

"He left everything in his name to you, and then he went to the United States with a million cash for surgery, the operation is very likely to fail, he won't let me tell you what's wrong with him, I met me for the last time, and asked me to take care of you more with a wry smile, saying that you are impulsive and willful, and you have endured hardships all the way, I want you to have a happier life in the future, he even used part of the money to fight with Jiang Weiwei, and is ready to let Hua Yuanshu divorce After that, he will really marry you into the door, He also specially instructed me not to interfere with your Hua Yuanshu's feelings. Lin Leyi said so much in one breath, sighed and asked, "I want to know why?" Why do you have to be Huayuanshu, no matter what you are, but now that you are Shen Mo's sister, it is not a problem to find a good person to marry in the imperial capital. ”

I couldn't answer, I just asked, "Where is Shen Mo?" What the hell happened to him. ”

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