261 Shen Mo Fanwai
Shen Mo was speechless, and after a long, long time he nodded and said, "Gu Xin, I'm sorry!" ”
Gu Xin asked loudly with red eyes: "What can you give me besides love!" ”
Shen Mo couldn't answer, he thought about it, as if he could give all the Gu Xin. A woman, who comes for feelings, but you can't give anything but feelings, is indeed excessive.
Immediately afterwards, the news of Cheng Zi and Hua Yuanshu's wedding came out, and many people were saying that this was a match made in heaven, Gu Xin looked at the lost Shen Mo, half teasing and half sarcastic: "Shen Mo, people are about to get married, and they will never know that you are a love saint, and you are still guarding her like jade in marriage." Hehehe. ”
Women are really not ordinary mean, Gu Xin's words began to become concrete, and Shen Mo could only endure it. Lin Jingyan's wedding, he didn't want to go, but Gu Xin had already packed his things, booked a plane ticket, and said to him: "Let's go, go to your true love's wedding, it's best to live next door to her, so that you can listen to it well, how other men's men sleep with her, and make you die." ”
Gu Xin is rich, not ordinary rich, and really booked the bride and groom next door.
Shen Mo watched Lin Jingyan get married, and his heart was not calm. He didn't expect that it would be like this to choose the wrong person for marriage, which was thousands of miles away from the married life he imagined, but he also knew that maybe it was his problem, but he couldn't overcome the psychological obstacles.
When he saw Cheng Zi from afar, Gu Xin began to laugh while observing Shen Mo's expression. Shen Mo's expression was as unmoved as a mountain, Gu Xin smiled and whispered: You continue to pretend, maybe Cheng Zi has slept with Hua Yuanshu many times, seeing that her complexion is ruddy, she must have been moisturized by a man. ”
The red in Shen Mo's eyes flashed, Gu Xin keenly caught it, and smiled even more happily: "You are interesting, am I not attractive at all in my eyes?" ”
Shen Mo was so annoyed that he finally got rid of Gu Xin, walking around the garden alone, his ears were clear, but he couldn't help the urge to look at Lin Jingyan again. He went, pushed open the unlocked balcony door and entered. Such islands are all detached cottages, and the first floor has a large balcony overlooking the sea, and no one would think to lock the balcony door.
When Lin Jingyan saw Shen Mo, she exclaimed. Shen Mo stood there, watching her become more and more beautiful, and his heart became sour. He didn't know what was wrong with him, but when he met Lin Jingyan, his life became a mess, and everything was derailed. Now that he is married, he has a grain heart, and it is time to take care of it, but he can't do it.
He didn't know how he said those words, but unfortunately those words were late, on the eve of the wedding, what did he want, Lin Jingyan desperately ruined the marriage and eloped with himself? What a beautiful word elopement, but unfortunately it is only suitable for teenagers and girls who are just beginning to fall in love.
There was no suspense, Lin Jingyan rejected him.
She has her considerations, she has to think of the children at her fingertips, and Hua Yuanshu is a good man. Shen Mo withdrew, disheartened.
The wedding went very smoothly, there were no accidents, and even the Cheng family was very satisfied with Hua Yuanshu's son-in-law, and invited many big names to support their daughter's scene, Shen Mo really gave up this time.
After the wedding, he lay in the house next to the new house, listening to the unreal sound coming from there, and Gu Xin was sleeping next to him. Gu Xin obviously didn't sleep, he looked at the ceiling with big eyes, heard Shen Mo's action of turning over, and said with a smile: "This kind of hotel is too soundproof, if it is that kind of small detached house of wood, you can hear it clearly, is the distance between the two houses a little far." By the way, I'll accompany you to the corner to listen to the corner and let you know how the woman you love is ...... by other men"
"Say no more!" Shen Mo didn't wait for Gu Xin to finish speaking, interrupted her words, and then pressed Gu Xin under his body.
Gu Xin was still laughing: "Shen Mo, what do you want to do?" ”
Shen Mo stopped talking, his eyes were fierce, and then he used a vicious revenge to deal with Gu Xin. Gu Xin waited for the cave room that was a long time late, but found that he was even more disappointed after getting it, because during the whole process, this man's eyes were not focused, and he used her as a tool to vent, Gu Xin was really sad.
The wedding was over, and when it was time to go back, Shen Mo hesitated, he didn't leave, and looked at Cheng Zi's happiness from a distance, and his eyes at Cheng Zi made Gu Xin crazy. So she quickly advanced the second plan, she knew that Shen Mo would either get Cheng Zi and this woman in his life, or she would have to destroy this woman.
They go on cruises, and Gu Xin also goes on cruises. As long as she is at sea, everything is easy to do, she is a girl who grew up in the water, and she is most suitable for doing big things where there is water.
Shen Mo's attention to Cheng Zi was beyond Gu Xin's imagination, and she was caught by him again before she could move. He looked at her very sadly and said, "Stop, she and I really have nothing." ”
"Okay, then you promise us to have a child, and I'll let Cheng Zi go. Otherwise, as long as I live, I will have to kill her. "Gu Xin's words are true, she is this kind of straightforward character.
At this time, Shen Mo realized that marriage was really not a child's play, and he was angry with Gu Xin, which not only hurt Cheng Zi, but also hurt Gu Xin heavily. Shen Mo even felt that he might as well be clean when he died now, and he would be a hundred dead now, anyway, Lin Jingyan should be able to achieve his plan soon.
With the first and second times, Gu Xin became even more crazy.
Shen Mo looked at a simple girl who became what she is now because of her own reasons, and felt really guilty in her heart, but he really couldn't give her anything, even if there was a husband and wife life between the two now, it was not normal, because both parties were awkward.
The more this is the case, the bigger the problem between the two of them.
Finally, Gu Xin hit the idea on Lin Jingyan's child, and Shen Mo still found out. This time, the two had a big quarrel, and Gu Xin put Shen Mo in one sentence: "You know how much you pay attention to her, I calculated her so carefully, but I didn't calculate it once." Shen Mo, are you willing to put one-tenth of your mind on me? You didn't love me in the first place, why did you marry a child? ”
Shen Mo was dumbfounded for a long time, and finally said, "Gu Xin, give me some time." ”
Gu Xin said with red eyes, "How long?" ”
Shen Mo shook his head and said, "I don't know, I'll do it as soon as possible." ”
"Shen Mo, I really don't know how long I can wait, this hopeless feeling has worn out the relationship between me and you." She let out a long sigh, suppressed the tears she was about to shed, and said, "I think as long as she lives for one day, your heart will always be her." ”
"Gu Xin, if you feel that there is really no hope, divorce." Shen Mo thought for a long time before he said, "I will give you everything I can give you, and just keep a mouthful of money for my own life." ”
Gu Xin stood up violently, picked up the teacup and poured hot tea on Shen Mo's face, turned around and left, and threw out a sentence before going out: "Shen Mo, if you want a divorce, don't think about it in this life." ”
After finishing speaking, Gu Xin received a call from Gu's father and accompanied his parents to the sea. Old man Gu saw his daughter's unhappiness and said that he would take her out for a break and go to sea to play for a few days.
The Gu family started on the sea, and they know everything on the sea very well, but everything has a case, and if this hits the Gu family, causing the three members of the Gu family to disappear on the sea, Shen Mo has become the target of everyone.
Shen Mo didn't want to defend anything, if he hadn't divorced Gu Xin that day, she might not have gone to sea so quickly, maybe she wouldn't have been able to catch up with the storm, or maybe she would have survived.
All the investigations followed the normal process, and Shen Mo didn't even say a word of justification, and in the end, the clearer cleared himself, which made many people unpleasant.
At this time, Shen Mo really felt that he was sorry for Gu Xin. But just after the dust settled on his matter, the contest between the Cheng family and Hua Yuanshu began. He involuntarily took out all his money to support He Liancheng, and said beautifully: "I'm investing, don't let anyone know that there is my money here, trust you, and give me dividends after winning." ”
He Liancheng shook his head and didn't say anything, but accepted the money.
Shen Mo thought that after experiencing such a thing, he should have a place in his heart, and when he saw Lin Jingyan in trouble, he should be cold-blooded. However, he couldn't imagine that he couldn't control himself in all the things of Lin Jingyan.
On the day of the car accident, he had just quietly watched Lin Jingyan and the child, drove home, and then was hit by a large truck at an emergency turn, head-to-head, and the middle isolation belt was knocked out of shape for dozens of meters. In the last moments before he fell unconscious, he thought that he finally didn't have to sneak around to see her anymore. All this, when it is over, may be relieved.
Immediately after, Shen Mo felt that his whole person was plunged into darkness. He felt comfortable and quiet in this darkness, and he didn't want to wake up. If death was what it felt, he even felt that it was not bad.
Later, someone began to talk in his ear, talking so much and faster, and he was thinking about who was so annoying, endless, how could he talk so much, and he was noisy. He didn't want to listen, pretended he couldn't, and wandered farther away in the dark.
Later, he heard a lot of voices, and there was a familiar one that made him prick up his ears, it was Lin Jingyan's voice. This voice seemed to have a fatal attraction to him, and he couldn't help but want to listen to it, and when he heard her say herself, about him, and about her child, he actually thought it was very good and very interested.
Finally, he woke up and saw Lin Jingyan for the first time. Her eyes were red, and the concern in her eyes could not be hidden, or it was too late to hide. Shen Mo suddenly felt that all her efforts were meaningful, and sure enough, she still had him in her heart, and being with Hua Yuanshu was just for the sake of the child.
During the period when he first woke up, he was happy because Lin Jingyan was watching over him. After the doctor finished the examination and everything was completely sober, he found that he couldn't face Lin Jingyan anymore, because as long as he saw her, he would think of Gu Xin.
It didn't seem like anything would go back to the past, and there would be no future, and he didn't care about what happened to his leg, and now he felt like a living corpse. He didn't know what the result would be for him and Lin Jingyan, and he always felt that he couldn't see anything. This relationship, if you have to sum it up, probably started with pity and ended unwillingly.
After knowing that his leg was done by Cheng Mo, he went to Cheng's house, and met Lin Jingyan at the moment he went out, looking at each other, really like a stranger. He didn't look at her because he didn't dare. Did she see him? Shen Mo didn't know, but he still had expectations in his heart.