Chapter 40 Tears came out, Yang Hua was like snow.

Some of the waitings can never be erased, and some memories can never fade.

Thank you for your love, thank you for waiting silently and patiently.

Love changes the confusion in the turbulent years, and love interprets the lingering thoughts in the poignant and ruthless red dust.

It turns out that love is separated by a long time, and some will slowly dissipate, and the clouds will be light and light; Some will gradually deepen and pierce into the bone marrow.

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"Lu Yaoyao, what did she say to you?" Susan asked, plunging headlong into the dorm room.

"Nothing! It's true! I wiped away my tears and showed my head.

"Don't lie to me, what's the matter with Lu Yaoyao hysterically calling you to wait just now? I'm going to settle accounts with her! ”

"Stop!" I scrambled out of bed. Susan's eyes were red. We hugged each other tightly.

"Cry! If I had known I wouldn't be playing cards next door......" Susan was full of guilt.

In order to comfort her, I smiled and said, "Go wash your face, I have something important for you!" "What's delicious?" "What else do you know besides eating?" "Hee-hee, I really don't know anything else......" Susan walked out of the dorm.

I unlocked my desk and pulled out the seal and ink. Pull a piece of paper from the shelf.

"What a good thing! Ah, done? That's great! I've been waiting for half a year, how can you do it? ”

"Did I say slow work and fine work?" I saw Susan sitting on a stool with the seal and looking at it carefully, and said with disgust. "Come on, let's try the seal!"

I pressed the seal lightly on the ink, then pressed it vigorously on the paper, and when I took it away, I smiled. I saw a red semicircular sun around the sky on the snow-white paper, and in the middle was the chic and handsome English letter "susan".

"Your English is really much more dashing than Chinese! I made the right decision, engrave the English alphabet! ”

"You still say, I'm going to carve you a sunshine, you still don't agree!"

“12345678…… I feel sorry for you, I'm afraid you're working too hard, you see that five words have been engraved for half a year, and eight words can't be engraved for a year, in case you graduate, you haven't carved ...... yet"

"Well, you're questioning my abilities!"

"No, no, I really feel sorry for you, sister, ......" her sister shouted that my heart softened.

"I know, Susan, you will always be my sun, no matter what others do, you will always stand with me and give me warmth! Promise sister, study hard, sister still wants to wait for you to be admitted to the undergraduate program and stay with me for two more years, come on! ”

"Well......" Susan almost burst into tears when she said this, and I was also in a heavy mood. I packed the Qingtian stone seal in a small box and gently handed it to Susan.

"Sister, if you wait for me, I will definitely catch up!" Seeing the flame of confidence burning in Susan's eyes, I smiled with relief......

It's another April day in the world, the catkins are light, and the poplars are like snow. The warm sun is smoky, and the willow silk is tens of thousands. The willow trees around the teaching area are like brides in the sunset, shy and timid, and graceful.

By the end of the last class, it was already dusk. Susan and her class committee stayed after the meeting. I walked slowly out of the classroom alone, bypassing Building B, with the open Sun Moon Square in front of me. Willow catkins are also floating in the square. The spring breeze blew and dipped softly. I gently held a ball of snow white and put it in the palm of my hand, and suddenly remembered that Yu Haibin once gave me a ball of snow, and I also held it in the palm of my hand, and then the snow melted. I was in a trance, and the small ball of flying flotsam in my palm also drifted away with the wind...... My thoughts drifted away from the wind......

At this time last year, it was also the season when the poplars were like snow. It is also the late twilight of spring.

After last year's Valentine's Day was spent happily in Fang Cheng and Yu Haibin with sadness, he has been avoiding me, for two months, without saying a word to me, I know that breaking up is a matter of time, it is better to have a good time.

When I had such thoughts, Yu Haibin also took the initiative to find me. I know that what should come will come.

"He Qingyin, I want to talk to you!" After class, he walked up to me and said that he was not at all surprised by the people around him.

"Hmm!" I said yes as I packed up my books, pencil case, and notebook, quickly tucking them into my shoulder bag. Try not to let Yu Haibin see my hands trembling.

He walks in front, and I walk behind. If he doesn't wait for me, I can't walk with him. It had always been like this, and I couldn't keep up with his cheerful jumps, from start to finish. In the square in spring, the wind at dusk is still a little cool. He took out a piece of paper and dusted off the dust and catkins from the stone stool.

"Sit down!" Thinking that he would never do this for me again, I sat down silently with sadness in my face.

"He Qingyin, you are so smart, you should know what I want to say......"

I sneered, "Yes, I'm so smart, why don't I understand that you bet with the people in the dormitory to gamble with me, I'm so smart, why don't you understand why you don't love me but why you approach me and hurt me, I'm so smart...... Yu Haibin, you obviously took me for a fool! ”

Yu Haibin didn't speak, he just lowered his head deeply, and I couldn't see the emotion in his eyes. But I was already in tears. Only the strong sea breeze in spring hurts on the face, and the heart lake is still frozen for thousands of miles.

"I'm sorry!" His voice choked.

"Why? You know I love you! "Maybe even if I know everything, I still don't want to leave, I don't want to give up.

"I'm sorry, I hurt you, it's me who loves you...... Love is not enough...... Deep! ”

"Maybe give up, in order to get close to you, no longer see you, you will remember me, time accumulation, the fruit of this summer, the fragrance of love in the memory, I thought there was no trace, but the thoughts were overflowing...... Hello everyone, today is Tuesday, April 20th, and the Golden Microphone campus radio has met you on time...... "The deep and thick voice in the air sounded, and the sound of ironing could not soothe the wounds in my heart...... Hearing Lin Ziqian's voice, Yu Haibin's body was stunned. It suddenly occurred to me......

"You're a good girl, there will be people who like you and really treat you well!" Yu Haibin gently patted my clenched hands. I jerked my hand to the side.

"I'm not rare...... "I'm not rare in your hypocrisy, your hypocritical gentleness, I'm not rare that someone else will love me, I just hope to have your sincerity, do you understand?" Thinking of this, tears rolled down her cheeks again.

"He Qingyin, let's break up!" After finishing speaking, Yu Haibin staggered to his feet and walked back slowly.

"Yu Haibin, can we still be friends?" I asked, wanting to give myself one last bit of hope. But he never looked back, did not answer, and the tall and handsome figure disappeared into the Rongrong Yang Flower. My voice was also drowned out in the campus radio.

I know, it can't be. Only each cherishes.

There are still horns in the cape, and there is still an end to the end of the world, but if you lose you, even if you step on the cape, you will never find your gentle traces again. The poplar flowers flying in the sky, fragrant in an instant, are not poplar flowers, a little bit is tears from people, is it my heart broken into a ball? I finally know why my heart is broken, why I want to form a group, not a piece, because even if my heart is broken, I have to put you in my heart, and I am reluctant to let people see it, and I am reluctant to let you suffer a little injury......

However, on the seashore, at this point, we have broken off our love and no longer cherish each other...... At that time, the meeting was like a dream. It's time to wake up from the dream.

Before you know it, a year has passed. The memories of the years are still so clear and profound. I burst into tears at the time, and now I don't cry anymore.

"He Shuang!" "Lin Ziqian, you, aren't you on duty at the radio station today?"

"Who told you that I'm not on duty today!" He said with a smile, his eyebrows and eyes like the crescent moon in the sky. I know, just now I was still immersed in my memory and I haven't come out of it yet. Suddenly remembering something, I said, "Last year, you ......"

"What happened to me last year?"

"Thank you for accompanying me and accompanying me through the most difficult period after falling out of love...... How can you have time to go around Sun Moon Square today? Coming to have a tryst with your girlfriend? What about water? "I looked around, and there was no one. Only Lin Ziqian's tall figure like a green pine and bamboo was projected under the huge lighting of the square. I looked at Lin Ziqian, the eyes in his eyes were gentle, and the feeling of indifference and alienation was much less. It seems that we haven't quarreled since the winter break, and it was peaceful and quiet.

"yes, I'm here to have a tryst with my girlfriend!"

"Where?"

"Far away, close at hand!" He seemed to be serious.

"Hahaha, don't make fun of me, with this kung fu, you take a good look at your girlfriend Shan Ruoshui, be careful that her red apricots are out of the wall!" I wanted to test him to see if he knew, and give him a wake-up call by the way.

He sighed softly. Then he sat on the curb stone on the side of the road. I shouted in my heart that it was not good, it must have hurt Lin Ziqian's self-esteem, and he sat down without caring whether the ground was dirty or not. I sat down with my ass, too. Looking from the side, Lin Ziqian's silhouette is indeed handsome. The eyebrows are curved and long, and they are even better than the eyebrows of girls, the bridge of the nose is as straight as a mountain, and the curvature of the lips is also very ...... Beauty. No wonder everyone called him "Lin Daiyu" in high school, not because of his similar temperament, but because of his similar beauty.

"See what?"

"Look at you cold-faced Xiao Lang who is obsessed with death!" Deliberately mentioning his nickname, he didn't hear it. I just felt that something was wrong. I poked him in the arm.

"Hey, Lin Ziqian, what's wrong with you? I apologize to you, I didn't investigate and talk nonsense, you and Shan Ruoshui must not have a conflict because of this......"

"You're not talking nonsense, you're right, but if Shan Ruoshui is not a red apricot out of the wall, we are not boyfriend and girlfriend in the first place......" He lowered his head slightly and said slowly and deeply. There was sadness in his deep voice.

"Huh? Didn't you say that your girlfriend is Shanruoshui, and you will ...... as soon as you graduate?"

"......" Lin Ziqian was silent. I saw clusters of poplar flowers flying under the lamp, leaving dots of black shadows. It's like a hole in a person's heart...... Yang Huaguo is really ruthless!

"Dude! Pull yourself together! There will be bread, and so will the girlfriend! I slapped Lin Ziqian on the back, I obviously didn't believe what Lin Ziqian said, it was inconsistent, it wasn't to save face! Shan Ruoshui is his girlfriend, but everyone knows it!

My hands hurt from his bones.

didn't find that Lin Ziqian was emaciated. I think it must have been a broken love.

"Last year, I fell in love with you and accompanied me, and now I am with you, we are both fallen people at the end of the world, why should we have known each other!"

"Okay, don't drag the text, I know that you are learning Chinese, but we already know each other!"

"That's natural, I was a classmate for a year in my second year of high school, so how can I have a five-year revolutionary friendship!"

It turned out that it had been five years. The days of acquaintance are too long, the days of getting along are too short, it turns out that the most beautiful thing in life is to meet the people you meet among thousands of people, in the endless wilderness of time, there is no earlier step, no later step, just caught up, then there is nothing else to say, only to ask softly: "Oh, are you here too?" ”

He Qingyin really regarded Lin Ziqian as a buddy, took Lin Ziqian's arm, and said, "It's just right, you treat me as a brother, plus Li Angran, I have two brothers, great!" …… Oops, look, look, shooting star! Oops, I was too excited, I forgot to make a wish......" Seeing He Qingyin hammering his head with his other hand and said in annoyance, Lin Ziqian laughed.

"Don't hammer your head, it's originally a pig's brain, the more you hammer, the more stupid you become, and in the end it's not as good as a pig!"

"Forget about it, you're a dog's brain, a little smarter!" He Qingyin squinted one eye slightly, and used her index finger to bend into the shape of 1 to make fun of Lin Ziqian, and when she saw Lin Ziqian's eyebrows and eyes crooked with a smile, she was even happier. Lin Ziqian also knew that she was deliberately making him happy. Her delicate and touching appearance was intoxicating, and the kissed dimples ...... deep "Hey! It's okay that she's ignorant and unaware, and she'll be happy forever! Lin Ziqian thought to himself.

"Look up to the sky!" He Qingyin held Lin Ziqian's jaw with his hand and let him look up at the sky. She didn't think it was ambiguous.

"Nothing?" Lin Ziqian said puzzled.

"How come, there are stars in the sky, I don't know if you are short-sighted, you told me last year, if you are unhappy, you have to look at the sky...... Look to the sky, look to the future! ”

Lin Ziqian smiled, yes, he did say that last year.

"Lin Ziqian, I know you have learned art drawing, can you teach me? Mr. Li, who teaches calligraphy class, said that if I want to learn seal carving, I must write seal script well, and I must have strength in my hands and pictures in my heart, and he said that learning sketching is very good. ”

"This, I am also the kung fu of a three-legged cat, if you want to learn systematically, you still have to ask a teacher to learn hard."

"No, I'll start with the basics!"

"That'...... The best student in the sketching major class of the Department of Fine Arts is Shan Ruoshui, she has been in elementary school and has great skills! Let her teach you! ”

"Forget it, you won't be sad or angry when you see her?" Hearing He Qingyin say this, Lin Ziqian's heart crossed a trace of gloom, yes, but it should be changed, she will be sad and angry every time she sees me!

If it's destined to fail, then don't ...... from the start

"Okay, let's go back to dinner, I have something to do with the business school, you go back and be careful!" After speaking, Lin Ziqian left. Roll up the poplar catkins on the side of the road and follow his footsteps, step by step

Rongrong Yanghua is not as beautiful as him, and he doesn't feel lonely, but he is as noble as snow.

Tuan Tuan catkins are not as soft as him, and he doesn't feel sad, only warm as three springs.