She looked at him flatteringly, "Don't be angry. In the past, when I was pregnant with Dabai, when I took Dabai alone, Weiyang accompanied me. I don't know how hard my life would have been without her. ”

"I know......" Bai Yeqing took a deep breath, adjusted his breathing, and after a while, his mind calmed down a little, and said, "Yichen, I'll ask again." If he does get married, let your friend die sooner. ”

Xia Xingchen was helpless. If you can really say that you are dead, how can this relationship last for more than ten years?

……

The car, all the way, drove to the community of the small rental house.

Fortunately, it was a cold day, and there were not many people moving around at night. So such a convoy haunts the community, and not many people can see it.

Xia Xingchen didn't dare to stay longer, said goodbye to him, and hurriedly ran down from the car.

Bai Yeqing's eyes kept falling on the rearview mirror, watching her figure run into the community, watching her turn around and wave to him in the wind, and after turning to go in, there was no more figure, he slowly pulled his eyes away and let the driver continue driving.

Obviously, tonight, she is accompanied by someone, but he is going to sleep alone.

………………

Xia Xingchen knocked on the door for a long time, and Chi Weiyang came to open the door. Once inside, she was startled by the mess inside.

The ground was a mess.

Photographs, books, papers, scattered all over the place. There were bottles of wine that had been drunk on the side.

"What are you doing here? Demolition of the house? ”

Chi Weiyang was wrapped in cotton pajamas and sat on the ground with a muddy ass, as if he didn't know the cold.

"Don't sit on the ground like this, it's not good for your health." It took Xia Xingchen a lot of effort to pull her up.

She had obviously drunk a lot of wine, and she smelled of alcohol. She opened her arms and hugged Xia Xingchen. It's like I finally have a hug that I can vent, and I didn't say anything, and the tears 'snapped' and fell. The cold liquid fell into her neck, and Xia Xingchen was so distressed.

"Just ...... He called me......"

Chi Weiyang muttered, his voice was hoarse, and he trembled faintly. Just by listening to the voice, you can hear the heart-rending sadness.

"What did you say?" Xia Xingchen asked guidedly, his voice was very soft and cautious. It seems that she is afraid that a heavier one will make her more sad.

There are some things that are much more comfortable to say all the time.

"He apologized to me...... Say I'm sorry......" Ji Weiyang's lips trembled violently, "Xingchen, my first love...... It's completely over...... It's completely finished......"

When she said the back, her voice was as light as a gossamer, as if the wind could blow it away.

If you love one deeply, one love is more than ten years, and how many more than ten years does a person's life have?

If you want to withdraw at this time, I'm afraid it will be more uncomfortable than digging out her heart.

Xia Xingchen opened his lips and wanted to say something, but his lips moved, but he found that all the words of comfort were stuck in his throat and couldn't be spoken. In the ultimate pain, too many words are pale!

Chi Weiyang may be really drunk, or maybe she is too tired to say a word later.

Xia Xingchen put her down on the bed, and she lay there, shrunk up, and hugged the pillow tightly, as if she was trying her best to grasp a life-saving straw.

The eyes are always tightly closed, but the tears in the corners of the eyes have not dried up.

Xia Xingchen sighed and gently closed the door.

Pick up the wine cans on the floor one by one and put them in the trash. The photos on the ground have been cut into small pieces by her with scissors, and it can be faintly seen that they are photos of her and Fu Yichen when they were children.

There was also a diary on the ground that she had torn up.

Xia Xingchen knew the importance of this book to her, this was Fu Yichen's previous diary.

At that time, it was still popular for them to quietly exchange diaries, just like exchanging heartfelt messages, and they were much more tactful than love letters.

Later, Fu Yichen left suddenly, and each other's diaries were not replaced. Chi Weiyang has always kept his notebook, like a baby for many years, and many times he will take it out to read. She can probably memorize every word on it.

And now......

Along with her heart, it was also torn to shreds.

Xia Xingchen sighed and helped her pick it up little by little. didn't dare to throw her in the trash, even if these were broken, they were still her treasures. She packed it up and put her back in her place.

After cleaning up, Xia Xingchen climbed onto Chi Weiyang's bed. Hold her on the back and hold her firmly.

Chi Weiyang didn't fall asleep, her hand, covering her hand, was so cold that it didn't have any temperature at all.

"Star ......," she said suddenly, her voice so soft that it looked like it would disappear at any moment.

"Well, I'm here." She replied almost immediately.

Chi Weiyang's hand tightened hers, "I can't love it, it really hurts...... So, you and Mr. President must have a good ......."

She is so painful, so she doesn't want to see the people around her like her anymore.

Xia Xingchen was concerned, and his face was pressed against her back, "Okay." I will cherish ......."

So......

Even if they have a huge disparity in status between each other and their distance is very far, she will try very hard to get close to him. This time, I took his hand and didn't let go. Unless, he said it himself, he didn't want her anymore......

That night, Xia Xingchen slept with Chi Weiyang in his arms. That night, she had a dream.

In the dream, Fu Yichen and Weiyang said that they would break up, and Weiyang squatted on the ground and lost his voice in pain. However, for some reason, crying and crying, Weiyang suddenly became himself.

Looking up again, the man who had just cruelly broken up with himself turned into Bai Yeqing.

He stood in the cold wind, looking at her painfully but fiercely, "Xingchen, we can't be together, we can't be together!" So, let's break up......"

That sound, as real as if it was in her ears, was as desperate as a sharp knife, poking at her heart one by one.

"Nope! No! ”

Xia Xingchen muttered indiscriminately, only to feel a terrible cramping pain in her chest, she instinctively covered her chest, and sat up in shock.

Looking at everything familiar in front of me, my consciousness gradually woke up, it was a dream......

It's just a dream......

However, the words in the dream are so real......

It's as real as it really happens.

She touched her forehead and smiled wryly. I was probably scared by Weiyang's appearance yesterday. And...... It's really because I care more and more about him!

The more you care, the more you will be afraid of such a loss......

Xia Xingchen took a deep breath and calmed down the emotions in his heart a little, before he glanced sideways at the girl beside him. She slept very late last night, and now it's finally quiet, Xia Xingchen didn't dare to wake her up.

I touched my phone and looked at the time, it was only seven o'clock in the morning.