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"Zhuo Jing!!"

When I got up from the bed, my ears were full of the sound of 'banging' rain, Cheng Baize stood in front of the window, looked back at me lightly, and closed the window, "You wake up, this rain should stop." ”

"Zhuo Jing!" I was in a hurry to get down to the ground and put on my shoes, "What about Zhuo Jing, where has Zhuo Jing gone, I have to go to him, I haven't told him yet......"

"He's already out of Hong Kong......"

"What did you say?" My heart sank, he's gone?

Cheng Baize took out a chair and sat in front of me, looked at me and opened his mouth slightly helplessly: "Don't worry, I'll tell you slowly, you've been asleep these days......"

"I'm asking you Zhuo Jing, how is he?"

"He's fine, and he hasn't passed out."

Saying that, Cheng Baize looked at me with no waves in his eyes: "When I first came here with you, Zhuo Jing's mother sent someone to send all your documents and things over, his mother's ability is really not ordinary, Zhuo Jing should have guessed what his mother said to you, it seems to be a big fight with his mother, I didn't answer the phone calls from Zhuo Jing, but I received a text message from his mother to you, you can read it yourself, saying that she is very grateful for your decision, I think she should have said something to Zhuo Jing, Or maybe Zhuo Jing thought you were going back, because Zong Bao also called you and asked you what happened, saying that Zhuo Jing had killed you in Anton's shop, and that Zhuo Jing should have turned your hometown upside down in the past few days when you were in a coma, but fortunately, I got the news that he had returned to the city yesterday to resume normal work. ”

Listening to Cheng Baize's words, I could even think of Zhuo Jing's crazy appearance in my mind, and I muttered silently: "He hates me to death, he must hate me to death...... What about the phone, give me the phone, I want to make it clear to him. ”

"Do you think you can make it clear?"

Cheng Baize still looked at me unhurriedly and opened his mouth: "Whether he hates you or not is a trivial matter, if he wants to hate, I think he will also hate his own mother, but if he wants to send someone to find here, it is enough to show that your every move is in his mother's eyes, she may not be able to control her son, but the ability to control you not to approach her son is still there, remember the black thing you spit out before you passed out, I think it has something to do with the bracelet you are wearing......

"The bracelet was given to me by my aunt." I replied dumbfounded, my mind was a mess, and his mother knew that?

Cheng Baize sighed softly: "It's a pity that the bracelet has been broken, what kind of spell should it be, it was broken after it was fulfilled, but I checked it, your body was not affected by anything, it should just not want you to get close to her son, you have two choices now, one, go back immediately, go to Zhuo Jing immediately, and continue to flow this troubled water, two, live your own life, I won't give you any reference, you think slowly, we will go back on the plane tomorrow morning." ”

After speaking, Cheng Baize got up and left directly, and looked back at me when he walked to the door: "Jiaolong, do you remember what I once said to you, Zhuo Jing has no marriage in three years, and he can't get married in three years, if you are still like before, then toss, I am also tired, I don't want to say too much, I have thought a lot in the past few days, after all, we haven't seen each other for two years, I don't want my relationship to be deadlocked, I don't want to be your enemy." ”

I didn't respond, thinking about Cheng Baize's words, I suddenly had a sense of exhaustion, watching him walk out of the room, I took the hand of the mobile phone but didn't press the button for a long time, yes, this is indeed muddy water, calm down I feel that this relationship is not an ordinary mess, am I going to find Zhuo Jing, his mother will definitely have some moths, and when the time comes, this nepotism will also involve sister-in-law, uncle, and Zhuo Jing and I naturally can't avoid mutual torture, I don't dare to think that if I continue like this, there will be any consequences, The head is not an ordinary pain.

Gritting my teeth, I still dialed Zhuo Jing's number, although I haven't thought about how to explain, but I don't want to have any misunderstanding with Zhuo Jing, I admit that my mentality is a little fluctuating now, but if he can accept me, completely accept that I am a yin and yang person, even if he says that he thinks about it for a few days, or is happy, at least let me have an answer, insist, please give me some courage, let go, I also know how to choose.

After all, love is a matter of two people, no matter how difficult Zhuo Jing's mother is, or how much influence from the outside world is, as long as he can, I think, I have the determination to overcome all difficulties.

The phone rang in the earpiece for a long time, until finally I hung up with two beeps, I frowned, and was about to dial back again, but suddenly received a text message, 'Since you're gone, don't look back, everyone is fine.' ’

Sender, Zhuojing.

What does that mean?

I was just about to reply to the text message, and a bitter smile immediately rose on the corner of my mouth, I understood, this text message was not sent back to me by Zhuo Jing nine times out of ten, this is not his style, it seems that I think things are simple again, I think everything is too simple, his mother is more energetic than me.

'Bell bell ~~ bell bell ~~~~'

The mobile phone screen lit up instantly, and it rang rapidly in the palm of my hand, my heart tightened, and I came back to warn me softly, glanced at the caller number, it was unfamiliar, took a deep breath and picked it up and put it in my ear, "Hey, is it Auntie, I ......"

"Miss Lin, it's me."

This voice is a little familiar, not Zhuo Jing's mother, but my mind is messed up now, so I didn't distinguish the owner of this voice at the first time: "Well, may I ask who you are." ”

"Miss Lin, I'm Mr. Nan's assistant, don't you remember me?"

Mr. Minami's assistant?

I instinctively sat up straight: "Oh, hello, I'm really sorry, I've been delayed by some other things these days, I should call Mr. Nan, thank you for recommending me to Mr. Li to visit the Yang Mansion." ”

"Don't be so polite, Mr. Nan just came out of the customs yesterday, he has already called Mr. Li, knowing that you have handled this matter very beautifully, and he also knows that you have achieved something now, and I am really happy for you."

I tugged at the corners of my mouth: "Thank you, Mr. Nan, I still remember Jiaolong, Jiaolong is not sensible, I should contact Mr. Nan as soon as possible, if there is a chance, Jiaolong will definitely come to visit." ”

"I said that you don't have to be so polite, Mr. Nan asked me to call you, and there is something else to tell you, he said that he rarely has a life that he can't understand, and you are one of them, so he has been trying to help you analyze one or two during the retreat, and it turned out that Miss Lin's marriage line is moving, and I am afraid that something will happen, so I asked me to call Miss Lin to ask, I don't know if Miss Lin has made any important decisions in terms of marriage recently."

"Uh......" I was stunned, but I still opened my mouth and responded: "Yes, I want to be with Zhuo Jing, doesn't it mean that we have a good relationship for the third life, I think this should be the third life, I want to ...... with him"

"By all means, although it is a good fate for the third generation, but there are many tribulations, hurting others and hurting yourself, Mr. Nan asks Miss Lin to consider more, he hopes that you can cherish your unique yin and yang body, if you insist on going your own way, it is bound to be ......"

"What will happen?" Her sudden pause made my heart tighten: "Sister, what will happen to Mr. Nan." ”

"One dead and one wounded."

"What?" I opened my mouth: "Who will die?" ”

"Of course it's not Miss Lin......"

I was suddenly speechless, it's Zhuo Jing, will he die? How could it be so serious, "Impossible, why can't we get married if we are suitable." ”

"Since there is trouble in the marriage, Mr. Nan said that Miss Lin will definitely know the danger."

"Then, if something really happens to him, I can save him."

"If the body of yin and yang is broken, how do you rescue him, let's not talk about that, Mr. Nan said, although Miss Lin has done something now, the height is far from reaching the level he expects, and with your current Taoism, it is still far from enough."

I opened my mouth suddenly: "That is to say, even if I don't break the body of yin and yang, if you have to seek this marriage, even if there is something unexpected for the people next to me, I can't protect it, right?" ”

"The time has not yet come, the reason why Mr. Nan said to let you go with the flow is that I hope you will be able to climb to the peak of yin and yang magic one day, and when the time comes, not to mention just a small marriage, everything, Miss Lin will naturally have an epiphany."

"Jiaolong doesn't understand, Jiaolong really doesn't understand ......"

"Hey, Miss Lin is still too young, people live for a lifetime, there must be a loss, since the talent is extraordinary, what you get must be cherished, Mr. Nan has long said that if Miss Lin can concentrate on cultivation, then the Yin and Yang Technique will be above him in a few days, so many years, I have never seen Mr. Nan to whom he is so sorry, he said that Miss Lin has many disasters in this life, and there is even no lack of life and death catastrophes, although he can't see through, but he said that every time a catastrophe passes, Miss Lin's magic cultivation will be a higher level, there are dragons in China, Mr. Nan believes that Miss Lin will cross the catastrophe as a dragon, Only by reaching the peak can we protect the people around us. ”

"There is another sentence, is what I want to say to Miss Lin, although Miss Lin is talented, but do not act impulsively, over the years, I have seen too many pretentious onmyoji, but the results are all sad, the reason, can be an onmyoji, most of them have a catastrophe, but because of arrogance will eventually suffer a big loss, or because of impulsive action to make a big mistake, regret it too late, Miss Lin must be cautious, humble to others, one day, Mr. Nan and I hope to see a truly powerful onmyoji."

I exhaled softly, I understand, to put it bluntly, I haven't reached that point at all now, it seems that some students with excellent talent can be among the best without studying much, but even if the talent is good, it is still nonsense to work hard in the later stage to get into the key points, if you are pretending to be garlic, it is easy to be slaughtered by a real scholar, in fact, I know very well that I am not at that particularly powerful time now, and when I persuade Master Huang to help, isn't it also a matter of yin and yang people.

A real master, is when you appear, the qi on the body is enough to force others to retreat, I can now feel the qi of some masters, such as Mr. Nan's old ugly uncle them, but let me retreat three feet has not been seen, but, what I am hesitating about now is not those top masters, but Mr. Nan's assistant said one death and one injury, Mr. Nan's words I am naturally convinced, and, if I really break the body of yin and yang, it is equivalent to waste, although I can't imagine that Zhuo Jing will have any accidents, But what am I going to do when that happens?

"Miss Lin, are you still listening?"

"Oh." I came back to my senses: "I'm listening, I'm just thinking about Mr. Nan's words." ”

As I spoke, I heard Mr. Nan's voice on the other end of the phone, which should have been on the hands-free, so after a string of Thai words, I heard Mr. Nan's female assistant answer the voice and continue to speak into the microphone: "That's the case, Mr. Nan said, finally send you a word, you are very angry and gloomy, if Miss Lin can step through the obstacles, she can keep the clouds, but if she acts impulsively and breaks the yin and yang body at this time, then she is really powerless." ”

"Jiaolong understood."

I bit my lip: "I will remember Mr. Nan's teachings." ”

"Although Mr. Nan and Miss Lin are not of the same nationality, they have extremely high expectations for Miss Lin in terms of yin-yang techniques, and I hope that Miss Lin will be like a flying blue dragon in the future and live up to expectations."

"Jiaolong will keep it in mind and will work harder."

I have a complicated heart in my heart, Mr. Nan's assistant has made it very clear, now I can't do it willfully, otherwise it will hurt Zhuo Jing and myself, I think of the pain in my heart that night, probably more or less related to this.

"Please tell Mr. Nan that although Jiaolong has only met Mr. Nan twice, Mr. Nan has always treated Jiaolong well, and he is an elder that Jiaolong respects very much, and Jiaolong will definitely visit him one day."

"There's no need for this, Mr. Nan said two years ago that if you have a catastrophe that you can't solve in the future, he will help you, if there is no accident, you don't need to meet politely, take care."

"Jiaolong, thank you, Mr. Nan, goodbye."

I put down my phone in a daze, and looked out the window with a little distraction on the rainy day—

A sense of mission, and a lover, is it really impossible to have both......

Zhuo Jing, you have to wait for me, wait for me to become stronger, I won't allow you to have anything, resolutely no.

Slowly walked to the window, lowered his eyes and looked at his hands, everything I have today, all my skills, are brought to me by my body, but I am almost about to destroy it, if I am no longer born yin and yang, then I can't even protect myself, how can I protect others?

"Grandma, you're going to be angry with me, I want to be a good gentleman like you so much, I want to help more people, but almost, I can't go back, I'm too selfish, I'm really too willful......"

Tears fell to the palm of my hand one by one, I looked at the gossip diagram that slowly emerged, faintly, through the gossip diagram, I seemed to see my grandmother's face, the corners of my mouth pulled gently, and my voice trembled slightly: "Grandma, don't worry, I won't let you down, I will definitely be a big gentleman." ”

People are two-sided, I hate myself after calming down, because I know that such impulsive things, in my life, it is difficult to have the courage to do it again, my emotional intelligence is too low, and I am self-righteous again and again, I am used to dealing with complex things simply, and I am too naïve to think about things, this time, it is my fault, I hurt Zhuo Jing, and I also hurt all the people who have expectations for me.

I took the phone, I pressed a string of numbers and put it directly to my ear, and before I could open my mouth, a hurried voice came from there: "Qiaoqiao, is it Qiaoqiao, where have you been, I know everything about you and Qilin, why don't you answer my phone calls these days?" ”

"Little uncle, can you see Zhuo Jing."

"He's at home now, where the hell have you been, he came to me a few days ago to look for you, and he gritted his teeth and said that he wanted to find you out, hey, I grew up watching him grow up, and it was the first time I saw him crazy like that."

I clenched my back molars tightly: "I'm still in Hong Kong, little uncle, it's me who is sorry for him, I did a very impulsive thing, I wanted to reconcile with him, but I thought about things simply, and now I know that it's hard to want to be together, it's really difficult." ”

"You're still in Hong Kong? Jojo, isn't it...... Did Kirin's mother tell you something? ”

"Little uncle, how do you know."

"It was Kirin who told me, I can probably guess what his mother will tell you, I know her very well, she does have high expectations for Kirin, but Qiaoqiao, you can't hide, Kirin still thinks you're back."

"I didn't hide, I just had some situations at the time, and I couldn't explain to him at the first time, can you see him, I'll go back as soon as possible, I want to meet with Qilin when I go back, there are some things I want to make clear to him."

"I'm afraid not now, he's sick."

My heart tugged: "Sick?!" Is it serious!! ”

"It shouldn't be a big deal, his parents are with Qilin now, I'm going to take a look today, Qiaoqiao, I know that you have a deep relationship with Qilin, in this way, don't come forward first, Qilin's side, I will help you persuade his parents first, you know, I really worried me if you couldn't find anyone before, I and your sister-in-law will help you solve anything, I'm really afraid that you are young and can't figure out what will happen again, knowing that you are good, my heart will be put down."

I lowered my eyes, it seemed that I wouldn't be able to see him for a while, and I thought my uncle knew that Zhuo Jing wouldn't let me come to the door, so he didn't talk about it at all.

"Qiaoqiao, listen to me, let's do the surgery first, after the operation, I think everything will be simple, I know Qilin's mind now, he really likes you, and your sister-in-law and I also hope that you can be with Qilin."

I sighed softly: "Little uncle, there are some things, I can't tell you, if you see Zhuo Jing, you can help me say sorry to him first, you tell him, I didn't deliberately hide from him, because I fainted, so as soon as I opened my eyes, it was now, I would find an opportunity to explain it to him face to face, all things, I won't hide it from him, I don't want to have any misunderstandings with him." ”

"That's good, I'll tell him, you wait for my call, if Kirin's body recovers, I think he will go to you himself."

"Well, thank you, little uncle."

Hanging up the phone, I let out a long sigh, stepping through the obstacles, I can only defend the clouds, how many dangers are there.

'Knock knock'~ Cheng Baize knocked on the door a few times, then pushed open the door and looked at me: "Have you made a decision?" ”

I nodded: "I want to go home to see my grandfather, and I promised to take him to my grandmother's grave." ”

Cheng Baize's brows tightened slightly: "You don't go to Zhuo Jing?" ”

I shook my head, now I understand, Mr. Nan also said very clearly, before I really reach that height, it is impossible to marry him or something, but I have one thing that I have just figured out, if I really become Mr. Big, then I don't believe it, I can't break this little marriage barge?

"Want to open it?"

I opened my mouth: "It's not that I want to open it, but I think about it, I was too impulsive before." ”

In the emotional handling with Zhuo Jing, I seem to have been wrong, three years ago, the wishful thinking plan was wrong, three years later, I still made the mistake of wishful thinking, I seemed to be fearless and suddenly turned back, but as a result, it inadvertently caused deep damage to Zhuo Jing, I thought too little, in terms of feelings, I always seemed to be able to look back clearly after waking up to see the hangover 'crazy' self, and I was really speechless.

Cheng Baize looked at me but was silent, and after a while, he gently pulled the corners of his mouth: "So, I haven't done this wicked person in vain, have I." ”

I raised my eyes to look at him: "I know you are kind, but, for emotional matters, I still hope that you can let me make up my own mind, next time, don't do this again." ”

Cheng Baize had a little helplessness in his eyes: "Do you think I'm willing to do this, I just see that you go to buy that sleeping pill and are very angry, I think you are too ...... Hey, forget it, since you've figured it out yourself, then you won't listen to me if I say more useless. ”

As he spoke, he exhaled deeply, took the corner of his mouth and stretched out his arm to me, "Jiaolong, I haven't seen you for two years, should I hug it." ”

I stood still and didn't move: "Why do you want to hug me, I know you're okay when you have so much strength to shout at me, you're fine." ”

Cheng Baize put down his arm and pursed his lips, "Oh, you can't understand my hard work as a brother, I thought you could give me a big meeting gift, but it turned out to be good, I had a hard quarrel, and I was really angry with you, my teeth hurt." After speaking, he squinted at me: "Hungry or not, let's eat." ”

I was not in a high mood, although I knew that Zhuo Jing would be taken care of very well by my family's side, but when I thought of my little uncle saying that he was looking for me or something, I felt a lot in my heart, "I'm not hungry, can I go buy a plane ticket now, I want to go back." ”

"Don't you have fun, aren't you coming to Hong Kong for the first time, didn't you say you wanted to travel with me or something."

I shook my head, "I want to go home." ”

……

On the earliest flight, I looked heavy all the way, and I could see that Cheng Baize tried hard to talk about some light-hearted topics, but I was always a little absent-minded.

It wasn't until the plane landed that Cheng Baize opened his mouth a little helplessly: "When you get home and see your grandfather, you don't smile much, otherwise your grandfather will think that I have bullied you when he sees your bitter and hateful appearance!" ”

I tugged at the corners of my mouth: "My grandfather likes you so much, how can he think that you are bullying me, he must be very happy to see you." ”

Cheng Baize raised his eyebrows, and was about to open his mouth, when the mobile phone in his pocket rang immediately, and he took it out and looked at it, "I'll answer the phone first, you stand here and wait for me for a while." ”

I said 'um', watching Cheng Baize pick up the phone and walk sideways, this time I don't have to think about it to know that his business will definitely be busy.

Casually glanced around, from a distance, I actually keenly found a man carrying a slightly smaller camera, taking a closer look, followed by a young female reporter with a wireless microphone, not that I was sensitive, I was intercepted by the reporter at the airport before, although I don't know if it was interviewing myself, but I still turned my face sideways, took out my sunglasses and prepared to put them on, "Lin Qiao!?" ”

I suddenly remembered a sharp female voice in my ears, I was stunned for a moment, put on sunglasses and turned my face, looking at the woman in front of me with a slight surprise, Tong Anqi !!