Chapter 64 I am a melancholy guest in the world, and I know what is going on in my tears

Qingyin, my He Shuang, I still like to call you He Shuang, although I admit that He Qingyin is better. Because, when I first met in my life, you were the seventeen-year-old girl named He Shuang, and I never thought that one day, I would fall in love with you.

I'm sorry, I can only accompany you here. I have to give up on you, and you will be happy forever.

And I, I am a melancholy guest in the world, and I know what is happening in tears. The sound of broken intestines recalls his life.

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Lin Ziqian followed behind He Qingyin, watched her move slowly towards the restaurant, and breathed a long sigh of relief: Fortunately, the brain has not broken down, although I forgot to drink water and did not forget to eat! I don't know what Qi Wanyun told her, who she was talking to just now, it should be talking to her family, as long as I see her happy, I am relieved. If she doesn't reassure me, I'll ......

Lin Ziqian finished the afternoon of follow-up, and hurriedly walked to the direction of the teaching building, he wanted to write his graduation thesis as soon as possible, finish the defense as soon as possible, and leave Binhai City as soon as possible......

"Ziqian! Where are you going? It was Shan Ruoshui who came in from the gate of the Sunshine Garden, and when he saw Lin Ziqian standing sadly in the sunset, he couldn't help asking. He lost weight again......

"I'm going to go to Professor Fang and ask him to give me more advice on my paper......"

Shan Ruoshui showed puzzled doubts: "It's all here, the professor should go home!" ”

Lin Ziqian's face was a little red, but the sky was getting darker and he couldn't see it. He scratched his head in embarrassment. yes, the professor is home. This was originally what he was going to do this afternoon, but as soon as he left the dormitory, he found He Qingyin walking towards the library with a heavy schoolbag on his back...... Only now do I realize how ridiculous my actions are.

Ruoshui is an empathetic girl, and when she saw Lin Ziqian's expression, she knew that she didn't need to ask any more.

"Did you have dinner, then? Let's go to the restaurant and have a casual meal? ”

"Let's go outside and eat!" Lin Ziqian hurriedly proposed, as if he was hiding something.

"Let's go to the nearest teacher-student restaurant, I still have a lot of money in my card, and I think I will save the trouble of returning the money by spending it all before I graduate and leave." Shan Ruoshui said that it seems reasonable.

"Well, well! How can I make you pay, I also have a card! As he spoke, Lin Ziqian took out the meal card from his wallet, smiled and shook it at Shan Ruoshui, "You helped me a lot, I haven't invited you to dinner yet!" ”

Shan Ruoshui was completely stunned, in the hazy halo of the campus dormitory area, Lin Ziqian's smile was so modest and gentle, no longer like usual, not smiling, cold eyebrows and cold eyes, or horizontal eyebrows and vertical eyes, such a gentle smile Lin Ziqian is too rare.

The meal has already passed, so there are not many people in the restaurant. When Lin Ziqian gentlemanly pushed open the glass door of the restaurant for Shan Ruoshui, her smile instantly died the moment she entered the restaurant, and she understood why Lin Ziqian proposed to eat out just now.

At this time, He Qingyin was eating alone in the restaurant on the first floor near the stairs, and the location was very conspicuous. Lin Ziqian only glanced at the ramen in He Qingyin's bowl and kept frowning, his face was dark, and he didn't wait for Shan Ruoshui, and walked straight to the second floor.

At this time, He Qingyin could no longer stand the feeling of tears rolling in his eyes, and he could no longer endure the strength of the disguise, so he had to let the tears drip in the bowl in front of him.

"Having said, having said, make yourself stronger. Lin Ziqian must have his own hardships, he knows that I experienced a heartache, and it was he who helped me get out of the heartache completely, let me keep looking forward, he would definitely not deliberately hurt my ......" Thinking about it like this, I feel much better.

Yes, in adolescence, we always have to go through pain in order to grow. After a thousand sails, you can understand what you want. Lin Ziqian, you are the bright moon, and I am the brightest star. We are definitely different, you are you, I am me, but you have your bright moonlight, I have my star...... I don't want to be like anyone else, I'm just me......

Two more days passed, and it was the weekend.

In the morning, I was slowly freshening up when I saw Zhang Luxue hurriedly running into the dormitory and dragging me from the bathroom into the small dormitory for the four of us.

"What's the matter? Lu Xue? "I slept in a daze.

"Second child, only you went to call Susan back, look at Susan, she is really not presentable, wearing a suspender, lying on Li Angran's bed......

"What? Did they go to bed? "I was so scared that I suddenly woke up.

"I don't know, don't guess, no, the other people in their dormitory are still there at night! As soon as Yilei told me this morning, I went, but I was angry with Susan and came back, you don't know how angry she is......" Lu Xue looked angry, I guess what Susan said was not a good thing.

"Okay, you dissipate your anger first, and I'll go." I immediately went to the cupboard to look for clothes.

"By the way, Yi Lei told me that he put Yu Haibin's library card on the table, remember to take it with you when you go."

"Then why didn't you bring it back to me...... Oh, I see, thank you big brother! "It turned out that the eldest brother was afraid that I would have no good reason to cause criticism if I rushed into the boys' dormitory, and he was also protecting Susan.

Under the pretext of getting a library card, I openly entered the boys' dormitory.

"Susan, you get up for me!" When I closed the door of my eldest brother's dormitory, I was so angry to see Susan lying under the covers with unkempt hair and half-exposed breasts.

I walked over and dragged her arm hard. Unexpectedly, she tugged at the quilt so hard that I had to break her fingers again, but I couldn't do it, and Susan's strength was always greater than mine.

I was so angry that I slapped her on the bare shoulder, and the numb pain in my hand made me know that Susan must be in pain too.

"Sister, sister, please, let me stay for two more days, just two days, okay?" Seeing that I was panting and not speaking, Susan actually dropped two lines of tears, her hand grabbed my arm hard, her voice was suppressed, and the tears rolled down like beads with broken threads, and pleaded again: "Sister, you know, we, me and Li Angran...... There is no tomorrow today, you can let me indulge once! In the past three years, I have not begged you for anything else, just this one, I beg you, let me get my wish, I will grasp the measure! ”

"You can take a good measure, for nothing, you ask the group of boys outside, what do they think of you! Damn Li Angran, he still wants you to be a man! How can this be!! ”

"I forced him, if I didn't force him, after the college upgrade failed, he would never take another step forward! Qingyin, my good sister, good sister......" There was no pleading, only despair, I looked at Susan's desperate and determined eyes, and closed my eyes helplessly.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the deadbolt, and I hurriedly wiped the sparkle in my eyes, and subconsciously pulled the quilt over Susan to cover it. I saw that it was Li Angran who walked in.

Li Angran was a little embarrassed when he saw me, and his narrow phoenix eyes didn't dare to look at me directly, as if he had done something wrong. He put the breakfast on the table, and suddenly found the topic: "Sister He, the eldest brother said that he put Yu Haibin's library card on the table, ah, that's it, you take it!" ”

I took the library card, shook it at Susan, and said, "I'm only giving you two days, and after two days, you remember, if you don't go back, I have a way to ask you to go back!" After finishing speaking, he was about to walk out of the dormitory, stopped again, and said to Li Angran: "Brother Li, don't let Susan down!" She's on my heart... Treasure...... You have to treat her better than I am. After speaking, without waiting for Li Angran's answer, he strode out of the dormitory.

In the corridor, I met Yu Haibin who was carrying a schoolbag and stepping on the morning light.

In a trance, my vision was hazy, and it seemed to return to the meeting I had met him in the corridor three years ago. I remember that his backlight smile was very warm, and I remember that his heroic sword eyebrows were handsome. It turned out to be so exciting. Now we don't bother anymore unless we have to, and maybe that's how things are.

"On the beach?"

"He Qingyin!" Both were amazed.

"Why are you ......?" both of them said, not knowing who to say first.

"How did you get back? Is there any news about the job fair? "I'll talk about my doubts first.

"Well, I can't say it, but I just found a substitute school for an internship and prepared for the exam......"

"Congratulations! You came by morning bus? Why so early? ”

"I arrived yesterday afternoon and had a fun time in town...... By the way, how do you get in the boys' dormitory? ”

"Shhhh Don't go back yet, Susan is going to live in your dormitory for two days, this couple is having dinner, you go downstairs first! ”

"What? Staying for two days? Who do you live with? So what do we do? ”

"Chilled!" I dragged Yu Haibin all the way downstairs. Some of the students in the department who passed by us were looking at us, and we had to give way to the sideways.

"Your card, I'll let my sister-in-law give it to you after I go to the book!" I showed it to Yu Haibin and looked at the card in my hand.

"Why don't you send it to me yourself!" Yu Haibin said deliberately.

"If you want to be beautiful, your face is big!"

"My face is not small...... "Perhaps, I and Yu Haibin, this is the best way to get along!" No matter how good it is, it is better to be inconsequential, it is better than forgetting each other in the rivers and lakes.

Coincidentally, as soon as I went downstairs, I saw Lin Ziqian walking from the corner of the boys' dormitory in Area A. I immediately let go of my grip on the beachfront in order to get down the stairs quickly, and I jumped away from the flowered path in the dormitory area.

Lin Ziqian stood there suddenly for a long time, until the figure disappeared for a long time, and a mist rose in his eyes before he thought about leaving.

"Lin Ziqian! I despise you! There was a nasal voice behind him.

"It's just right, Yu Haibin, I have something to tell you!" Lin Ziqian was not angry, he still had that faint expression. wanted to hold Yu Haihai's hand, but he dodged it.

"You deserve it too?!" Yu Haibin has already walked out of Area A with his schoolbag on his back.

The campus in late spring is noisy and impetuous. Lin Ziqian stood at this end of the path of flowers, his eyes were silent, and his eyes were full of tears. And He Qingyin, standing under the dense acacia tree, tears flowed for a long time, and his liver and intestines were broken.

I am a melancholy guest in the world, and I know what is going on with tears. The sound of broken intestines recalls his life.