245 The more you care, the more tangled you become
I leaned forward: "Actually, I'm not Cheng Zi." ”
She doubted her ears, and was stunned, and the inquiry in her eyes deepened: "You are not Cheng?" ”
"Yes, Shen Mo has been keeping this secret for me, my name is Lin Jingyan." After I finished speaking, I looked at Lin Leyi quietly.
Judging from her performance just now, she didn't want to cooperate with me because she felt that I was too ruthless to Shen Mo. Now that He Liancheng and Cheng Mo have basically reached a cooperation, the matter has been settled, I don't want Lin Leyi to cooperate with me with awkwardness in my heart.
"Are you Lin Jingyan?" She asked me if something flashed in her eye, and then she stared at the cup in front of her and nodded, "In that case, a lot of things make sense." ”
"I don't need to say anything specific, I approached Hua Yuanshu just to get the child as quickly as possible." Speaking of which, I also felt a little hypocritical, and smiled bitterly, "I always thought that everyone encouraged that mistakes can be corrected, but in fact, many mistakes have no chance to be changed." For example, when I went to do surrogacy for money, I forced myself into a desperate situation, and now I have a child, and in the eyes of Hua Yuanshu, I am cheap and obedient. Until now, I feel like I have failed in my life, and every step is half a beat slower. ”
This is true, so I can't go on here.
Now that the overall situation has been decided, the Cheng family's money and He Liancheng's means, Hua Yuanshu has basically entered a dead end. It may not be long before I get the child and the money, but I can't be happier.
"I can understand your feelings for the child, but ......" Lin Leyi shook her head and didn't know how to continue, and finally sighed and said, "That's it, for your sake, for the sake of being a mother, I don't want to say anything, I just hope that you don't hesitate at some juncture, and you have to bear the decision you make no matter what the result is." ”
I looked at her and nodded, "Thank you for your understanding." ”
"However, there are some things that you really can't afford, so prepare for the worst." After speaking, Lin Leyi looked at the time, "I can only go here today, I am going to pick up my children from school." ”
She Shi Ran left, looking at her back, I had mixed feelings in my heart.
Some women live like a princess from birth to the end, even if there are some twists and turns in the middle, it is a happy ending in the end, and some people are tragic from birth. In the middle, some people may say that it is all the result of personal efforts, but the personal growth environment determines her character...... All the innate and acquired circumstances form a person, and this condition is not replicable.
When Cheng Mo walked in, I was still in a daze.
He patted me on the shoulder and said, "What did you say to Lin Leyi, after going out, she agreed to cooperate without saying a word, and contacted me in time if there was any emergency." Before you talked, she wouldn't even give me a straight eye. ”
I looked up at Cheng Mo and felt very tired, and said lightly: "I told her that I am Lin Jingyan." ”
Cheng Mo was stunned.
"Actually, except for myself, the whole family knows that I'm a fake, right, only I think I'm not a fake, and I'm acting wholeheartedly, right?" I asked Cheng Mo, and my voice was very soft.
He was stunned for a moment: "No, only I know the whole family." What happened to you? ”
I didn't want to speak, so I smiled and said, "Let's go, the cooperation is reached." If I have the chance, I would like to meet Shen Mo recently. ”
I didn't go back to Hua Yuanshu at night, and I didn't know how to explain it to the children, so I just ran away. I also knew that running away was the best way to go, but there was nothing else I could do. I guess I'll wait until it's all settled.
Unexpectedly, when I arrived at the door of my house with Cheng Mo, I saw a familiar car, which belonged to Liu Yue. Cheng Mo smiled meaningfully and said, "She's here." ”
"It's okay, she's a good friend of mine, you don't have to be careful." I say.
"You can go and ask, I think she came with conditions." Cheng Mo said.
I looked at him speechlessly: "Don't think that everyone is like you, and you can't afford to be profitable." ”
He smiled and didn't speak, and opened the door with a tired look on his face, motioning for me to go in first. As soon as I entered the living room, I heard Guan Yunzhu say, "Ah Zi, your friend has been waiting for you for a while." ”
"Why didn't you make a call?" I walked up to Liu Yue with a smile and asked softly.
"Passing by, I thought it was almost time to get off work and you should be at home, so I came over." Liu Yue smiled and said to Guan Yunzhu, "Thank you, Auntie, for chatting with me for so long, I haven't seen Ah Zi for a while." ”
Guan Yunzhu and Cheng Mo were both thorough, and knew that she had something to say to me alone, so they smiled and said, "You can go upstairs and talk for a while, and then call you when dinner is ready." ”
"Thank you, Auntie." Liu Yue said politely.
When I got to my room, she took my hand and looked at me seriously and asked, "What's wrong?" Look at your face is not very good. ”
"It's not bad, it's particularly bad." I smiled wryly, "What have you been busy with lately, I haven't been in touch for a while." ”
"Busy with this." She took out her phone and opened the photo.
The photo shows the site of the mine, the stones are messy, and the equipment used is crooked, and it is a mess. Liu Yue flicked her fingers and scanned through the pictures one by one, and there were injured people behind her, with blood all over their faces, and workers wearing the same uniforms were rescuing, but there were no official rescuers.
"This is ......," I looked at Liu Yue.
"See what?" She gestured to the inconspicuous dusty mark on the side.
I recognize this mark, it is the mark of Huayuan Tree Company.
"Is it his?" I asked.
"I haven't been in touch with you, but I'm keeping an eye on your moves, and everything is going according to plan, and the reporters who have been in the mine for a while are coming in handy now. I really didn't expect this to happen to us. The Hua family is actually a big deal, and the only condition for each deceased person to compensate 700,000 yuan in cash is that they cannot publicize it to the outside world and cannot be interviewed by reporters. The injured will be reimbursed in full for their medical expenses, and each person will receive another 100,000 in cash. Liu Yue said, "I really didn't know that the mining disaster was so brutal, and what I saw on TV before was fundamentally different from this." Now I understand what it means to be ruthless. ”
"Liu Yue, have you found one thing?" After I finished reading the photos, I felt even more uncomfortable, closed my phone and asked her.
"What's the matter?" She asked.
"As long as you plan a lot of things, start them, and then start running, the next things will be out of control, things will ferment on their own, they will have their own direction, things will ......" I paused and said, "things, it lives on its own, it is alive." ”
My words were probably a little shocking, Liu Yue's face was stunned for a long time, and then she took my hand and said, "You are too frightened, what's wrong?" Isn't it good that things are going as planned? Everything is planned, and you should feel in control. ”
She was right, but I wasn't. Now, I feel like everything is out of my control, going in a predictable and yet unpredictable direction.
"Well, that's a good thing." After I finished speaking, I suppressed the fear and helplessness in my heart, looked at her and asked, "What next?" Do these things need to be exposed? ”
"This heavyweight material must be used at the most critical time." Liu Yue looked at me and said, "I heard that you cooperated with He Liancheng?" ”
I was shocked again, a little afraid of her next words, and even more afraid that Cheng Mo guessed correctly, Liu Yue may have come with conditions. According to common sense, it is normal for others to put forward conditions for doing things, probably because I refuted Cheng Mo's words just now, and I can't accept such things now.
"Sort of, Cheng Mo's bridge." I say.
"When you need these materials, I will let this reporter publish them, and as for when you need them, you can discuss them with He Liancheng, he is the best at these." Liu Yue smiled and said, "Okay, now that we're done, let's talk about our children, how is Xiaoru?" ”
I breathed a sigh of relief that Liu Yue did not put forward conditions as Cheng Mo said. I started telling her about Xiaoru's recent behavior, and she listened very carefully, and when it came to funny things, she would laugh. In the end, she looked at me seriously and said: "Actually, you don't have to think so much, Xiaoru has a good relationship with you now, and it may be a surprise for the child to directly announce your true identity in the future." ”
Liu Yue's words are very optimistic, but I can't be optimistic. Really, many things, imagination and reality are completely different.
"Liu Yue, everyone has feelings, and they will be moved. What I want to say is that no matter what Hua Yuanshu does to others, he is really good to his children. The children are with him and now they have feelings. I may not be happy to know who I am in the future. I said helplessly.
"You think too much, Hua Yuanshu got the child in that way, now it's different to bring out the feelings, solve the external problems first, take the internal contradictions slowly, and the water droplets will wear through the stones." Liu Yue is as optimistic as ever.
"I hope so." That's all I can say.
In fact, we all know that some things will cause great psychological trauma to children, I didn't think about these things, because I have been with children for a long time, and I value them more and more, and I care more and more about them. Not now, I have too many scruples to worry about. But Liu Yue is right, now it is useless to say this, the arrow is ready to fly, and it has to be sent.
Auntie came up and asked us to go down to dinner, and Liu Yue and I walked downstairs with a smile.
After dinner, I sent Liu Yue away, and as soon as I came back, Cheng Mo winked at me and asked me, "How are the conditions negotiated?" ”
"Not everyone talks about conditions like you and puts interests first." I looked at him a little proudly and told Liu Yue's purpose for coming. Cheng Mo felt incredible, shook his head and said, "There are still such people now?" I really don't believe it anymore. ”