137 Unspeakable sorrow
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Just when I opened my mouth to count the advantages of Shen Mo, I suddenly found that I had fallen for Cheng Siyan.
He asked like this, he was digging a hole for me, no matter what the advantages I said, he must have something to refute, and the advantages I said were only from my standpoint, the advantages were proved by things, and those things that could be used to prove the advantages were related to Lin Jingyan.
Shen Mo sat next to me and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?" Feeling bad all of a sudden? ”
Thinking of this, I simply stopped talking, looked at Cheng Siyan for a while and said, "If I have to choose between Shen Mo and the Friday dinner, I will choose Shen Mo." ”
I don't want to explain too much at this point, and this sentence has made my position very clear. As soon as the words came out, the faces of the people present changed. Among them, the biggest change was Cheng Mo, who gritted his teeth and said, "Cheng Zi, don't joke about this." ”
I know what he's talking about is referring to Friday night.
"I'm not kidding." I said, "It's my choice." I'm happy to be with you; But if I am with you and need to give up Shen Mo, I can only give up. ”
Cheng Siyan is a smart person, he should be able to understand what I mean.
Cheng Mo was so angry that his face turned black, and he was just about to speak, but Cheng Siyan raised his hand to stop him, and he said: "If you really think clearly, I will no longer object, but I hope you can think clearly." ”
The problem that Shen Mo and I struggled with all the way was solved, which was a bit unexpected.
Guan Yunzhu looked helpless, he was not as gentle and gentle as before when he treated Shen Mo, and he became a little distant, and he didn't even want to look at him more.
When I left Cheng's house, Cheng Mo sent me and Shen Mo downstairs, and he patted Shen Mo on the shoulder and said, "Send my sister over on Friday." ”
I didn't know what to do, so I nodded and mumbled.
Shen Mo nodded.
On the way back, we were all relieved. He looked at me and said, "I thought the Cheng family would always insist on this matter, but I didn't expect to give in so soon." ”
"When you help others analyze things, you are the first to be the way, and when it is your turn, you are a bit of a fascination with the authorities. I haven't officially confessed yet, so they probably don't want to push me out of the house because of this. I said.
Friday came very quickly, the dress I ordered was delivered on Friday morning, and I went to the banquet on Friday night, and everything was just right.
Shen Mo and I saw Jiang Weiwei in the parking lot, and it was a coincidence that our two cars happened to be parked together, and Jiang Weiwei opened the door and saw me getting out of the car.
I saw her almost at the same time.
She raised her eyes, looked at me with a very disdainful look, and said slowly: "Cheng Zi, don't you think it's a little fast for you to empathize and don't fall in love?" A few days ago, he was still going to die or live for Hua Yuanshu, why did he blink an eye and the news that he was with Shen Mo came out again? ”
I don't know where Jiang Weiwei got the news, but she said the truth.
"It's none of your business, is it?" I asked rhetorically.
"It's none of your business, is it?" I asked rhetorically.
She chuckled: "I think it has a lot to do with it, if you can love someone so casually, is there something unsightly in the middle?" ”
Her eyes moved as she said this.
Suddenly, I felt as if she had seen through it.
After my face was destroyed, Cheng Zi was ready to take revenge on the Hua family and Fang Jianguo, but now because of the intervention of the Cheng family, it has become a very passive situation.
"Only those who have ghosts in their hearts will guess that others have ghosts in their hearts." Shen Mo answered Jiang Weiwei for me, and then said, "Miss Jiang still has the strength to make fun of others at such a time, it's really interesting, it seems that the Jiang family really has a big business, and this little business lost in the imperial capital is not worth mentioning." ”
Just such a small action made her tears even more turbulent, and she cried so much that her makeup was a little spent.
Jiang Weiwei nodded and said, "Yes, I really can't see this in my eyes." ”
After saying that, she left first, throwing down an ambiguous smile before leaving. I didn't think much about it, Jiang Weiwei is completely normal to say these things now, the kind of psychology of begging for a bargain.
When Shen Mo and I walked in, the banquet had not officially begun.
I felt my eyes were hot and astringent, so I hurriedly lowered my head and wiped it with a tissue. Guan Yunzhu thought that I shed tears because of my confession, so she stretched out her hand and held me in her arms and gently patted my back.
I've been to this kind of occasion a lot, and at first I thought it was fresh, but now I don't think it's interesting, and I can go through the whole scene very calmly.
The Cheng family is not very well-connected in the imperial capital, and there are not many people coming. A small hall of 100 square meters, not yet full, the total number of guests is only thirty or forty people, this is really a very private party.
Cheng Mo was greeting the guests, and when he saw me, he greeted me, and those people also looked over, and he said to me: "I used to say hello, and I had a good personal relationship, and there will not be too little contact in the future." ”
I nodded, followed him forward, and was surprised to find that Qiao Ren was actually among those people.
Qiao Ren was not surprised to see me, raised the cup in his hand, and I realized that I was Cheng Zi now, and all Qiao Ren's malice towards me came from my original identity Lin Jingyan.
"It's none of your business, is it?" I asked rhetorically.
So, I calmed down and said hello to him.
Cheng Mo saw that he knew Qiao Ren and me, so he couldn't help but ask: "Know?" ”
"The company your sister is taking over now is mine." Qiao Ren said.
Cheng Mo raised his eyebrows, obviously not expecting this relationship.
I didn't say much, followed Cheng Mo and the others to say hello, and after meeting one by one, he said to me: "Go in and wait, when the banquet starts, Dad will take you out." ”
He said that the word "dad" was naturally abnormal, and I felt awkward, but it couldn't mean anything. followed Cheng Mo to the rest room and saw Cheng Siyan and Guan Yunzhu, who were dressed ceremoniously and decently.
Cheng Siyan is wearing a suit, tie, and newly made hair, which makes him look a lot younger; Guan Yunzhu wears a silk embroidered cheongsam, Chinese-style coiled hair, and wears a warm and lustrous pearl necklace.
"It's none of your business, is it?" I asked rhetorically.
"Ah Zi is here." Guan Yunqiu smiled at me and took a few steps forward at the same time, pulling me to his side.
Friday came very quickly, the dress I ordered was delivered on Friday morning, and I went to the banquet on Friday night, and everything was just right.
"You talk first, I'll go outside and support it." Cheng Mo said.
After Cheng Mo went out, Guan Yunzhu pulled me to sit down on the sofa, looked at Cheng Siyan who was sitting opposite, and said, "Ah Zi, since you are here today, let's change our words later, I have been waiting for you to call my mother for a long time, and he has been waiting for you to call my father for a long time." ”
When she said these words, her eyes were moist with water.
Cheng Mo saw that he knew Qiao Ren and me, so he couldn't help but ask: "Know?" ”
I didn't know what to do, so I nodded and mumbled.
In her eyes, I obviously agreed, so I said softly, "You call first, let Mom listen." ”
After speaking, he looked at me expectantly.
I really didn't know how to speak, and I looked at her for almost ten seconds before I called out the word mosquito-sized mother.
Her tears flowed out at once, and Cheng Sisi said at this time: "Okay, it's all a happy event, what are you crying about." ”
After speaking, he also looked at me expectantly, it was not good not to call at this time, so he called Cheng Siyan Dad.
Both of them were very excited, and I suddenly thought of Xiaoru and Yueyue, and my eyes were hot.
It's been almost two years, and not only have I not moved forward, but I have become farther and farther away from them. Now that things have come to this day step by step, I really don't know if I can take Xiaoru to my side as I wish.
The big family of the Hua family is deeply rooted here, and it is not easy to shake them. All the plans were perfect, but the implementation was really far from what was expected.
I know what he's talking about is referring to Friday night.
"Ah Zi, what's wrong?" Guan Yunzhu's voice pulled me back to reality.
I felt my eyes were hot and astringent, so I hurriedly lowered my head and wiped it with a tissue. Guan Yunzhu thought that I shed tears because of my confession, so she stretched out her hand and held me in her arms and gently patted my back.
In order to find Cheng Zi, the Cheng family has not given up for more than ten years, and they are working hard to find Cheng Zi every day. And me, how did I treat Xiaoru and Yueyue?
Her heartbeat was calm and powerful, coming through two layers of clothing.
At this moment, I was inexplicably relieved, and then suddenly understood Guan Yunzhu, and also understood her concern and longing for Cheng Zi after not seeing Cheng Zi all these years.
I'm better than her, because I can watch my child's life from afar, and she can't, she doesn't even know whether Cheng Zi is dead or alive.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but raise my hand and hugged her back.
Just such a small action made her tears even more turbulent, and she cried so much that her makeup was a little spent.
"Okay, Cheng Mo just said that the guests have arrived, let's go out." Cheng Siyan saw that both of us were about to lose control of our emotions, so he immediately spoke.
Not only Guan Yunzhu, but my eye circles are also red.
After tidying up a bit in the mirror, we walked out.
Cheng Siyan solemnly introduced me to the guests, saying that I was her daughter, a baby daughter who had been missing for more than ten years and finally found.
While he said these words, Shen Mo had been watching from the side, and when he finished speaking, he still applauded.
Just such a small action made her tears even more turbulent, and she cried so much that her makeup was a little spent.
Finally, I officially showed my face in front of others, I had only one identity, Shen Mo's sister, and now I have one more identity, the daughter of the Cheng family.
Everyone stepped forward to say auspicious words, and even Qiao Ren raised his glass and solemnly congratulated me.
For some reason, I couldn't get any interest, and I felt really uncomfortable.
This kind of scene of mother and daughter recognizing each other, piercing my eyes, I have to think, my Xiaoru, my Yueyue.
In order to find Cheng Zi, the Cheng family has not given up for more than ten years, and they are working hard to find Cheng Zi every day. And me, how did I treat Xiaoru and Yueyue?
Cheng Mo thought that I was a little fluctuating, so he was very considerate and asked Shen Mo to accompany me to the lounge halfway through the banquet.
I didn't refuse, and followed Shen Mo directly.
Next, Cheng Mo has something to do with Jiang Weiwei, and I just dodge it, so that this woman will not provoke me if she has anything to do.
Shen Mo sat next to me and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?" Feeling bad all of a sudden? ”
The door to the lounge was closed, and there was silence in my ears.
Shen Mo sat next to me and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?" Feeling bad all of a sudden? ”
"I thought of ......"
"I know." Shen Mo interrupted me and motioned for me not to say any more.
I knew I couldn't say it, but on this occasion I was a little out of control, watching him burst into tears and whispering, "I'm not a good mom, I messed everything up, and even if I tried so hard, it didn't seem to help." ”
Shen Mo didn't speak, stretched out his hand to hug me, put his mouth to my ear and said, "Take your time, everything will be fine." ”
I don't want to say any more, and I don't have the strength to speak. The Cheng family found their daughter, but what about me? With this face, even if one day I have the ability to recognize Yueyue and Xiaoru openly, how can I make them accept my face.