Maizi ran into the bedroom to change into his soaked clothes, and the mobile phone screen on the bed suddenly lit up, and the flickering font made Maizi feel extremely ashamed

Tightly clutching the hair on the top of his head, the pain from his scalp could not soothe the resentment in his heart

What have you done?

obviously promised to have a good relationship with Brother Xu, and also said that he would try to forget Ye Zifan

But why, under the begging gaze of that man, he gave up all his persistence and principles, and got carried away again and sank into unrealistic illusions

And what is the difference between himself and those despicable people who step on two boats with one foot and play with other people's feelings

Maizi sat weakly on the floor, and the mobile phone was still ringing persistently, and the melodious ringtone was beating Maizi's aching heart over and over again

Gently pressed the call button, Xu Hongyi's anxious voice came: "Maizi, why did it take so long to answer the phone?"

Mai Zi suppressed the guilt in her heart and said softly: "Brother Xu, I was just taking a bath."

Xu Hongyi on the other end of the phone sighed lightly with relief: "I'm scared to death, I thought something happened to you."

"Brother Xu, I'm fine"

"It's okay, I'm looking at the weather forecast, Z city is going to cool down, you pay attention to keeping warm and wear thicker, if you have anything you need, I'll bring it back to you."

"No, I don't need anything."

"You're always like this, you don't even give me the slightest opportunity to be courteous"

Maizi could feel that Xu Hongyi was in a good mood, and his usual way of speaking became playful and lively

"Brother Xu, I really don't need anything"

Xu Hongyi chuckled lightly, and before Maizi could react, he suddenly asked, "Did you miss me?"

Mai Zi was stunned, and the guilt in his heart surged up again, drowning him in an instant, and he didn't know how to respond to Xu Hongyi

Xu Hongyi waited for a moment and didn't see a response, but just chuckled and said, "I miss you so much, I'll go back as soon as the academic exchange meeting is over in a few days."

Xu Hongyi's words were very gentle, there was no persecution, there was no imposition, there was just concern and tolerance

Xu Hongyi told some interesting stories abroad Most of the time, Maizi listened quietly, and responded softly from time to time, and the two chatted for a long time, and when they hung up the phone, Maizi leaned weakly against the end of the bed, burying his face in the soft futon, and the tiredness and hesitation that he had never felt swept through his heart

Ye Zifan has been standing outside the door, quietly looking at the wheat beside the bed, he clenched his fists, and the inexplicable emotion in his eyes flashed......

Maizi pressed his chest and woke up from his dream, only to find that he was lying on the side of the bed, but he was lying on the bed at some point, and it was already dark outside, and he lifted the quilt and tidied up his slightly messy clothes, and Maizi walked out of the bedroom

The living room was empty Wisps of light smoke rose from the kitchen Ye Zifan held the pot in his left hand and gently turned over the food in the pot Mai Bao beside him handed over some seasonings and side dishes from time to time The two cooperated very tacitly

Maizi sighed and walked over and said, "I'll come."

Ye Zifan smiled and waved his hand: "It's okay, it'll be fine right away, I saw you asleep, and I didn't wake you up, eat pasta tonight, I can't cook anything else."

Maizi nodded, but said no more

Ye Zifan saw that his expression was cold, faintly a little alienated, and there was an unexplained irritability in his heart

The man and the phone call drew an insurmountable chasm between the two

The atmosphere in the room froze and no one spoke, only the sound of soft chewing while eating

Maizi mechanically stuffed noodles into his mouth The images of the dream kept churning in his mind

The clothes spread from the living room to the bedroom, and the moans poured out of the room, and the bodies of the white flowers were intertwined, nailed straight into the eyes, and the sneer and disgust on the man's handsome face, accompanied by the words that were as cold as a knife blade, pierced into his ears so ruthlessly and cruelly

"A man is a teacup to me, no one will use a teacup for a lifetime, and no man can tie me up for a lifetime, and I am just playing with you, and now the person I love is him."

Maizi can't remember what the boy in the man's arms looks like Handsome, cute, delicate, or tactful It doesn't matter if the boy is beautiful or ugly, does it

The point is that the person doesn't love him anymore

Today's noodles must have been put in too much tomato sauce, otherwise why is it so sour in the mouth

The wheat swallowed hard, and the sourness slid down my throat to my heart, and my whole heart was filled with sourness and bitterness

In the past five years, this image has appeared in my dreams more than once, and I always toss and turn when I wake up

Even after so much time, every time I think about it, it still hurts my heart, and I say that love is deep, hate, if you don't love, maybe you don't hate

Maizi smiled self-deprecatingly, What about love, what about hate, everything is in the past

But having said that, if you really want to leave everything behind the past and be with that person again, you can't do it after all

Ye Zifan's malicious entanglement from the beginning, all kinds of temptations, to the current relentless pursuit, doting The transformation during the period is not that Maizi is not imperceptible, but this kind of entanglement has made Maizi feel very tired

still loves him like this, but he doesn't dare to respond, he obviously has the bond of life, but he can only hide it carefully, and he doesn't dare to reveal it

Maizi raised his eyes slightly In the quiet restaurant, Ye Zifan naturally wiped the rice residue from the corner of Mai Bao's mouth, and his movements were gentle and patient Silent intimate interaction The wheat he saw was mixed

The flesh and blood family relationship that blood is thicker than water cannot be separated and cut continuously

If according to the usual Ye Zifan, if he met a strange child in the old city, he would never have relented and followed

If they hadn't met Mabel, how could the two meet again

It turns out that there is a conclusion in the dark, even if they are far apart, they can't be separated from the relationship between father and son

Ye Zifan turned his head and saw that Mai Zi's eyes fell on Mai Bao, and there was a little sadness, helplessness, and even a strong reluctance in his expression

Ye Zifan was a little confused What was Maizi thinking Why did he show such a strange expression

The wheat is completely out of Ye Zifan's control Ye Zifan, who has always been in control and full of confidence, was a little panicked for the first time

He couldn't help but secretly wonder why Maizi would accept Xu Hongyi even though he loved him

Is it because of Liu Tingting?

Ye Zifan vaguely felt that it was not, but he couldn't figure out why

The two of them eat in a muffled voice, but the distance of a table seems to be across the world

After dinner, Ye Zifan walked into the kitchen Mai Zi was standing by the sink and washing the dishes and chopsticks

Ye Zifan walked over and stood beside him and said softly: "Maizi, I have thought about it, since you have chosen Mr. Xu as the object of your relationship, then I respect your choice Although I don't know why you chose him, I still bless you."

The shadow cast by the broken hair on Maizi's forehead obscured most of his cheeks, and the expression on his face was not very real, and the light cast by the incandescent lamp in the kitchen looked a little pale and weak in his jaw

Maizi didn't speak, and after a slight pause in the movement of his hands, he quickly washed up again

Ye Zifan didn't get a response, smiled and continued: "I won't give up, you have the right to choose who to associate with, and I also have the qualifications to pursue you, you can not love me, but you can't stop me from loving you."

Seeing that his words successfully stopped the movements of Maizi's hand Ye Zifan had a strange smile in the corner of his eyes

"I'm not saying this to be a burden on you, you can treat me as if you were the air and ignore me completely, you can hate me, spit on me, but you can't change my heart, if what I did today has caused you trouble, then I apologize to you, don't blame yourself, don't feel guilty, I promise that I will not exceed the rules in the slightest, and I will not make you feel overwhelmed again."

After Ye Zifan finished speaking, he walked into the living room without waiting for Maizi's response, and played with Mai Bao as always, and did not communicate with Maizi until the evening

Ye Zifan really did what he said After nightfall, he asked Mai Zi for a quilt and obediently nested on the sofa

Mai Bao changed into pajamas and hugged the bear pillow and pulled up Ye Zifan: "Uncle Ye, you go to sleep on Mai Bao's bed, Mai Bao go sleep with Dad."

Ye Zifan rubbed Mai Bao's hair and said with a smile: "It's good here, Uncle Ye slept here tonight."

Mai Bao jumped on the sofa next to Ye Zifan: "Uncle Ye, what's wrong with you and Dad?"

Seeing Mai Bao's gossip expression, Ye Zifan rubbed his fleshy little face and said, "Don't worry about adults and children."

Mai Bao dodged Ye Zifan's claws and pouted: "Why, Uncle Ye doesn't want to be Mai Bao's daddy?"

Ye Zifan has always been puzzled that Mai Bao can accept the love between the same sex so calmly At first, he thought that Mai Bao might not know that a healthy family should be composed of a man and a woman because of family relationships, so he always insisted that his father was his mother But after a long time, Ye Zifan faintly felt a little weird

Mentioning this matter again today Ye Zifan hesitated and asked: "Mai Bao, do you ....... you think that it will be strange for two men to have a relationship?"

Mabel's eyes flashed wide, and he replied, "No."

Ye Zifan felt that this child's view of love was crooked since he was a child, but the family couldn't all be gay

Ye Zifan plans to instill a correct view of love in Mai Bao, and strive to straighten him up, and can't let him take a detour in this life because of the impression of his father

After organizing the language in his heart for a long time, Ye Zifan asked tentatively: "Mai Bao, do you often watch "Happy Yang and Big Big Wolf"?"

McPauch nodded

"Who is the wife of the gray wolf?"

"Kotaro," Mai Bao replied crisply

"Is Kotaro a she-wolf or a male?"

Mai Bao's eyes changed when he looked at Ye Zifan, this Uncle Ye's question is too idiotic

Rolling his eyes with contempt: "Of course it's a she-wolf, Uncle Ye, you don't even know this, right?"

Ye Zifan was swept by Mai Bao's disdainful eyes, and also felt that his question was too nutritious Seeing that the foreshadowing had been laid, he went straight to the topic: "Mai Bao, a man and a woman have formed a family, they are husband and wife, just like the gray wolf and Kotaro, uncle and dad are together, don't Mai Bao think it's strange Shouldn't Dad find an aunt to date?"

Mai Bao rested his chin on the bear pillow and tilted his head and thought: "No, it's not strange, many uncles and uncles in the village live together, Doudou, Yuanbao and several friends have two fathers."