"I see, is that why you've been avoiding me all these days?"

"I don't care what you thought at the beginning, what kind of mood you were willing to stay by my side, I just ask if what you said that night in Whitehorse still counts?"

Rui Yan's face suddenly became gloomy, even the soft moonlight could not hide it all, and the black robe looked particularly gloomy.

A slender and bony hand was still lightly resting on his chest, and if it weren't for his chest that was too violently heaving, it would prove that he had really been sad just now.

Now with a cold face, it is really difficult for people to associate the fragile child before with him.

Facing Zuo Chen's cold, steel-like face, he bit his lip without missing a trace, fearing that he would have an answer to refuse, so he continued: "It's only been a few days, are you going to change your hexagram, you've been hiding for so many days, right?"

"Heh, as you wish, but I didn't expect you to be as affectionate as your father, I'm just thinking that it's not worth it." Zuo Chen snorted with self-deprecation, he didn't expect that he was still too naïve, he was the emperor, how could he .......

Rui Yan's body stiffened because of his words, Zuo Chen didn't notice his somewhat pale face, and set his eyes on the distant sky, I don't know what he thought, he turned his gaze back in disappointment, looked at him and said: "Remember your words today, we just use each other's relationship, I can't afford to like what you want, don't say that what you give me is just like, even if it's love, I can't bear it."

Zuo Chen didn't even look at him after saying this, he turned around and walked back, in fact, as long as he looked back, he would know that that person was not as cold-blooded and strong as he imagined, but he didn't look back after all.

Rui Yan reluctantly leaned against the big tree behind him, and kept standing straight at Zuo Chen's departing figure, but he never waited for him to turn back.

It wasn't until Zuo Chen's figure completely disappeared that he couldn't help himself and knelt down beside the tree at all, and all his self-esteem and majesty were left behind.

He is not a ruthless person in the end, the physical pain, the faint pain in the heart, the double torture makes him pale for a while.

It's just that he doesn't want to be too vulnerable in front of him, so he has to pretend to be strong to bear the rejections he gives again and again, all he wants is a little warmth.

"Heh, how could I be happy in my childhood, if I could, I would prefer to be her, even if I die, there is still someone who will be really sad for her......." Rui Yan looked distractedly in the direction where Zuo Chen had left, and muttered softly.

Yes, how can anyone understand his sadness, and the despair he has experienced, no one will understand, how a six-year-old child was thrown in the snow and no one took care of him, with a high fever but could not ask for a doctor.

The feeling of almost suffocation was the same as it is now, all thanks to the woman, whose life was worse than that of a slave.

No one had ever been willing to stop carefully and pay attention to the longing in his eyes, even the only person who was willing to give him warmth was because of that woman.

is still too naïve, he is really still too naïve, thinking that he can expect a warmth of his own.

Ling Yun, his self-righteous cousin, always treats him like a child, thinks he understands what he needs, and only runs away like a coward.

Zuo Chen, his proud courtier, resented him and wished he would die immediately.

"Sister, if I really have a poor sister, heh, a poor guy like me, it's better to die, so as not to suffer a lifetime of loneliness and suffering." Rui Yan smiled weakly at the sky, his thin lips curled slightly, and the sadness overflowed because he was too full to bear.

As if sensing his sadness, a moment ago I could see the bright moonlight, faintly as if it had been covered with a layer of ash. The next moment, the raindrops fell down the branches.

It turned out that it was raining Rui Yan raised his head suspiciously, and more and more coldness hit his face, making him shiver.

A drop of cold slowly flowed down his hair, condensing into a stream and hitting his fair cheeks, making his gorgeous facial features more delicate.

The heavy rain soaked all his robes, and they were black and sticky to his body, outlining a plump and handsome figure.

Silly raised his head to greet the rain in the sky, as if he was completing a sacred ritual, an hour, two hours......

"Lord, you ...... It's better to go back with us, the rain is not good for your health. ”

After a long time, a figure in the shadow of the tree finally couldn't help but walk out, pulled the daze Ruiyan, and said in a low voice.

Rui Yan's gaze was like a substance, and he looked back a little sloppily, and found that the person who came was a sparse shadow.

"Why come?"

"Because you are the Lord." Shu Ying paused for a moment and knew that he had come at the wrong time, how could such an arrogant person allow others to spy on his vulnerability.

He knelt down on the muddy ground, bowed his head reverently, and closed his eyes as if he had not seen anything in front of him.

"Good answer."

Rui Yan's cold gaze swept over his head, and Sen coldly made him shiver.

"You will officially take over Suzaku's position from now on, not as a reserve for the next term."

After saying that, Rui Yan didn't look back and left, leaving a stunned shadow.

After turning around anxiously at the door several times, Yin Qi finally saw the figure at the door who was judged and looked forward to, and immediately greeted him, but he was stunned to find that the noble and elegant person was so embarrassed.

"Lord, you ......."

"Fuck off."

Rui Yan coldly waved away the man's outstretched hand, pushed open the door, and cut off everything outside the door.

After returning to the house, Rui Yan changed out of his soaked clothes, only wore a transparent white coat, and instructed the inn's junior to fill the bucket in the house with hot water.

Until Xiao Er left, he still sat in front of the window in a daze, listening to the sound of falling water outside, motionless.

"It's cold without taking a bath"

A voice rang out from the doorway, and as soon as the voice fell, a person pushed open the door of the lacquered mahogany, dressed in the same soaked green clothes, hanging slightly embarrassed on his body, and his inky black hair stuck to a piece like a waterfall and fell over his waist.

But even so, it still does not damage the fairy-like temperament of the person who came.

"Even if it's cold, it doesn't matter to you, you should know that now is not the time for you to come." Rui Yan pursed the corners of his lips coldly, and continued in a disdainful and mocking tone: "Or do you have something that I need to help you solve?"

Hearing his somewhat explicit ambiguous tone, Zuo Chen's face suddenly looked ugly, green for a while, white for a while, and began to regret how he listened to Du Huai's words, and as soon as he heard that he came back with a high fever, he ran over in a panic.

A burst of dizziness made Rui Yan's straight shoulders shake a little, and he raised his hand unsteadily before pressing on his temples, rubbing and softening a little, pursing his lips, and the affectionate and ruthless phoenix eyes naturally lifted up, moist like mist, with a natural charm.

Reluctantly straightened up, the darkness covered some abnormal flush on his face, and said in a hoarse voice, "You go, I don't want to see you now."