Volume 2 Chapter 200 Su Lian, let's break up! (Finale 4)
didn't want to question him why he did this, and didn't want to accuse him of why he was like this, at this moment, Su Lian only felt that his heart was about to break. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com](Baidu search burn ΠΆ text ΠΆ book ΠΆ library update fastest and most stable) ziyouge.
Tears flowed down uncompetitively, obviously said that she would not cry, but she couldn't stop that kind of sadness, she walked forward step by step, the lonely background, like a bleak reed in the autumn wind, thin and desolate. Tears were in her eyes, but she never stopped, and she told herself that if she left here, as long as she left here, she would not be sad. As soon as she left here, she was very sad.
But why can't the tears stop?
Suddenly, she couldn't help but spill out of her lips and teeth with a whimper, she covered her mouth to prevent the sad voice from spreading again, but how could she bear it? How can you bear it? Finally, she howled, ignoring the eyes of others, she turned back like crazy, rushed back to his ward as fast as she could, pointed to his nose, and even her fingertips were trembling: "Song Tianming, did you really decide to choose her?" β
She doesn't believe it, she never believes that Song Tianming is this kind of person, and it is precisely because of this disbelief that she is even more sad. What can't I tell her? And to use such a broken way, in his eyes, he is so untrustworthy?
"Didn't you hear that?" His expression was very cold, his heart was also very cold, and the whole person, like an ice sculpture, did not react at all.
"Why?"
"Su Lian, let's break up!"
He said this once seven years ago, and he really hated it at the time. Seven years later, again, it was to make her hate, and her heart hurt, but her expression was still very stiff.
"Why?"
"Because, we don't fit."
"Why?"
"Because, I don't want to die young!"
His hand shook almost invisibly, and Su Lian only felt that all the words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't spit out a word. I always thought that this was her weakness, a dead end in her life, he knew what he was most afraid of, but he actually poked her in front of her where she hurt the most.
He's really ruthless, so ruthless!
"I didn't believe in those words, I didn't believe in the facts, I thought everything could be explained by science, but now, when I'm the way I am, I'm not sure. Su Lian, I have loved you, or, I still love you, but, between life and love, I think, this multiple-choice question should be very easy for anyone to do. β
Try to calm your expression as much as possible, calm your tone as much as possible, just the ups and downs of your heart? Who will save?
Tears blinded her eyes, and there was a smile on Su Lian's lips: "So, you also believed those words, and you think that you will be hurt because of me?" Because I'm so angry with you? β
"If it weren't for that reason, I can't think of anything else."
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If he loves you, then he can't think of a reason not to love you. But if he doesn't love you, then he has a million reasons not to love you. People are always like this, at different times, they say different things and do different things, but today, his behavior stabbed her deeply and made her feel that it was not worth leaving one more tear for him.
"I know that I am very ruthless in doing this, and I am a little sorry, so after you leave the hospital, my eldest brother will go to you, and you can tell him what compensation you need, if you can't think of it for the time being, you can also record it in the account first, and ask my eldest brother to get it at any time, and ........."
"Okay, I promise you, if, that's what you want."
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Without waiting for him to finish speaking, she readily agreed to his request, what compensation, what accounting, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that he has chosen Mu Xiya, since it is his choice, then, she chooses to respect: "Don't treat everyone as a fool, and don't think that you are the smartest one, Song Tianming, before I leave, I just want to tell you, you are really inferior, very poor, very bad!" β
didn't look back, didn't hesitate anymore, even tears, Su Lian forcibly withdrew her eyes, this man had already broken her heart, and if she stayed here, she would only humiliate herself. Or, this half-month cooldown time, she should have thought of it a long time ago, but in the end, she was too naΓ―ve.
Song Tianming, don't think I will forgive you anymore, even if you kneel and beg me in the future, I don't want you anymore.
You bastard, bastard!
rushed out of the ward in one breath, ran too fast and bumped into a person, Su Lian looked up, only saw two vague figures, and didn't look at who the other party was, no matter who the other party was, she just bowed deeply: "I'm sorry!" β
A sorry word, Su Lian had already collapsed, she didn't look at anyone anymore, she didn't say anything more, she just couldn't hide her sadness and left the person who hurt her the most.
Looking at her grief-stricken figure, my aunt suddenly became a little nervous, turned her head to look at Song's mother, and asked, "What's wrong with that girl?" What's crazy again? β
Mother Song, who didn't know the situation, shook her head and said worriedly: "Auntie, maybe it's awkward with Xiao Ming!" β
It's been half a month, and Song's mother has finally adjusted back to herself from her sadness, she has been worried about her son's marriage, and never thought that her son who is so young will get such a serious illness, and even, so serious that he will collapse.
When she first heard the news, she almost fainted again, and if her son was really blind, she really didn't know how she could soothe his heart. She watched her son depressed, watched her son go crazy, she didn't even dare to make the decision to make the operation for her son, 20% of the chance, is the bottom limit that she didn't dare to touch, she was afraid, afraid that after the operation, he could only live in the dark for the rest of his life, so she was going to accept whatever he said, and she was willing to obey.
However, from the day he knew he was sick, he never asked for it again. Even, he didn't mention the matter that Song Ma thought would threaten them to agree to him and Su Lian on the grounds of illness. Mother Song realized the seriousness of the matter for the first time, perhaps, she couldn't see this fact, it was not her son's body that was hit, but his seemingly strong, but actually fragile heart.
Therefore, even if she felt that she was very unprincipled, she still offered to find Su Lian to take care of Song Tianming, but the unexpected result was that they agreed, but Song Tianming disagreed. He always insisted on his opinion, until, this morning, Song Tianming offered to let Su Lian come over, and Song's mother was secretly happy in her heart, but what is the situation now? Why, she felt that Su Lian's sadness was not like it was because of her son's illness? It's like a pain of life and death?
"She still has the face to make trouble with us Xiao Ming, we all agreed to let her come to see Xiao Ming, what is she not satisfied with? This kind of girl really doesn't know what to do. Because of her previous prejudices, my aunt and grandmother couldn't like Su Lian anymore, but thinking of her grandson's current situation, she couldn't bear her anger and let her come to visit the patient, but she didn't expect that she would dare to have an awkward relationship with her baby grandson, this girl is really tired and crooked.
"It's not that she doesn't know what to do, it's that the second brother wants to break up with her."
After enduring it for a long time, Sanshao finally couldn't hold it back at this time, and he didn't vomit or be unhappy. accompanied his mother and aunt to see the second brother, but he didn't expect to see Su Lian's dejected appearance, he knew the inside story well, and he knew what the situation was with his toes, so it was naturally difficult to calm down.
"What?"
"What?"
Sanshao's words completely shocked Song's mother and aunt, and they stared at Sanshao with an incomprehensible eye, and they couldn't find the words to describe their current mood. In the past, I really looked at how Su Lian was unpleasant, but now, seeing her leave like this, Song's mother was anxious again, there was no one around her son who could talk, if even Su Lian left, who would help her appease her son's heart?
Oh, my God! What a mess of this situation.
Ignoring the surprise of the two elders, the third young man continued to add fuel and vinegar: "It seems that the second brother has already said nothing, otherwise, she would not be sad like that." β
Hearing this, my aunt and grandmother finally couldn't hold their breath anymore and exclaimed, "Alas! Is this kid crazy? When is it not divided, how can it be divided at this time? β
The three young eyes were picked, and he said without being salty or indifferent: "Auntie, isn't it the result you most want to see?" β
"But now, the current Xiao Ming is different from before! Now he's, he's ........."
My aunt and grandmother really can't say those words, my grandson! Her old bones are still open, and her own grandson, who is less than 30 years old, is going to be blind, which makes her feel embarrassed!
thought that things had come to this point, as long as her grandson was willing, she would never intervene in his marriage again, but why did she break up again? Or did you mention it by your own grandson? What is he doing here? Do you want to kill their family in a hurry?
"When the second brother was healthy, you hoped that he would find a peerless 'good' woman, and now, the second brother's eyes are invisible, so your requirements for him have also been reduced, right? Even if the other party is Su Lian you don't like, it doesn't matter, right? I knew that there was today, why didn't I fulfill the second brother at that time, otherwise, they wouldn't have made such a fuss today......... Ahh Auntie, why are you beating me? β
The aunt looked at the third young man with raised eyebrows, and said with her teeth and claws: "Bastard boy, are you teaching me a lesson?" β
"It's just telling the truth, anyway, if Su Lian really leaves, the second brother probably won't like other women in the future, and he is destined to be lonely for the rest of his life." Speaking of the last sentence, Sanshao deliberately and exaggeratedly aggravated the tone of those four words, and when my aunt and grandmother heard it, their faces changed at that time: "Lonely and old? This, this ........."
My aunt and grandmother guarded their love and never remarried, and only she knew in her heart that she didn't regret it, and only she knew in her heart whether she was lonely or not, her life was over, and it was impossible to turn back, but her own grandson, her heart and soul also had to bear the same pain as her? Thinking about it, my aunt and grandmother only felt that her heart hurt again, and she was pumping in pain!
Seeing that her aunt and grandmother were frightened, Song's mother glared at her son at that time: "Third child, don't talk nonsense. β
"Whether I'm talking nonsense or not, you know better than I do."
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Knowing a son is like a mother, no one understands the hearts of his sons better than Song Ma, the second is the most talented of the four sons, but it is also the most infatuated one, although he wasted a lot of time on Mu Xiya, but Song Ma understood what true feelings were from his eyes. He really loves Su Lian, just as he married their father without hesitation.
It's just that the barrier of thousands of mountains and rivers can't help his heart in the end, if his son really decides to break up with Su Lian, no matter what the purpose, what the reason, or the ending will really be like what the third child said, and he will be lonely for a lifetime.
Thinking of this, Song Ma only felt that her whole person felt bad. What to do? What could she do to help her son?
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Su Lian finally left, and in the ward, there were finally only him and her left.
Mu Xiya was very happy, because, she had fought for so long, she had fought for so long, but she didn't expect that victory would come almost effortlessly, she had known that such a move could make Su Lian completely disappear from Song Tianming's life, or she should have chosen to do so earlier.
Smiled closer, trying to take his hand, but unexpectedly, her fingers had just touched his fingertips, and he nervously bounced away. Mu Xiya raised her eyes and looked stunned: "What's wrong?" β
At this moment, his heart was so painful that he was numb, and Song Tianming's expression was as cold as snow on a February day: "The police are already waiting for you outside, you have ten minutes to think about whether to turn yourself in, or I will let them rush in and take you away directly." β
Stunned, Mu Xiya smiled and asked, "Ming, what are you talking about?" β
"The man has already confessed, and Shen Bofang was also called by the police to record a confession, Xiya, you can't escape." Every truth is cruel, but the most cruel thing is that after learning everything, he realized how stupid he was, and if he was still a normal person and could give the woman he loves a happy life, how good would it be.........
Her heart was beating wildly, Mu Xiya had not yet detached herself from the excitement of Fang Cai, she didn't believe that it had all turned around so quickly, and she didn't believe that she had been tricked again: "What the hell are you talking about!" I don't understand. β
"You know, it's because you understand it so well, so you acted very well in the play just now." He smiled, faintly, without an expression.
Unable to stand his indifferent attitude, and couldn't stand his yin and yang weird tone, Mu Xiya jumped up again and shouted: "Play? You say I was acting? Are you blind? Can't see my sincerity? β
"Am I blind? That's right, I'm really blind, can't you see it? β
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All the words were choked in his throat, and when Muxiya heard this, he was completely stupid, what, he was blind, are you kidding?
"I can't give you everything you want, but, the effect you want to do, I will not be able to achieve you in the end, Xiya, it's time to stop, this is the last chance I can give you, if you miss it, I won't show mercy to my subordinates." His patience has been worn out by her little by little, this bad-hearted woman has taken everything from him, including his right to protect Su Lian's life. He hated her like that, hated himself like that, hated himself, and finally had to let go of the person he loved the most.
Her voice was trembling, as if she couldn't accept the fact that she couldn't accept it even more than he had: "You, you're kidding, aren't you?" β
It couldn't be true, and if he was really blind, why didn't she hear anything about it? She's been in the same hospital with him for so long, there's no way she can't find out about anything! However, no one has ever talked about Song Tianming's eyes, so it must be a lie to her, it must be.
He smiled and coldly said, "I also hope that all this is just a joke, but, thanks to you, I will never see how bright Taimo is in this life." β
Cautiously stretched out her hand and shook it carefully in front of his eyes, and when Muxia really found that he didn't seem to see things at all, her heart instantly messed up: "Impossible, isn't it a car accident?" How can it affect your eyes? β
"I had a tumor in my brain, and it wasn't big enough. It's a pity, the collision was too good, the tumor broke, and my eyes were blind, and now, are you satisfied with this result? β
He asked, was she satisfied?
Eighteen years, the flower he carefully cared for was finally raised into a man-eating flower, but he never expected that the day this man-eating flower grows up, the first thing to devour is not others, but his eyes and his light.
"No, it's not, you're scaring me, aren't you?"
Mu Xiya was really scared, this was the result she wanted, she just wanted to scare Su Lian, she didn't really want to hurt Song Tianming, no!
"Do I look like I'm joking?"
"But, you just now, obviously it's still that normal........."
"You think I'm normal? If I were normal, would I choose you or not her? pointed out the facts sharply, when Song Tianming personally mentioned Su Lian, the wound that had already scabbed began to slowly ooze blood again, it hurt! It hurts!
For the past half a month, he has been waiting, waiting for that hope, waiting for that decision. However, day by day, his eyes were losing color, from blurry to ghosting, from ghosting to dark spots, from dark spots to misty, until now, he has lived in complete darkness. He had been so eager for a miracle to make the blood in his brain disperse a little faster, but the cruel truth made his heart cold day by day.
He thought that he still had a chance, but now, he could only let go in order to give her freedom. For a blind man, life is too miserable, he can't, can't force Su Lian to be by his side, and can't imprison her life's happiness because of his love, so he chooses to let go and let her fly higher, he is also willing to believe that one day, she will finally understand her heart.
It's just, it hurts! Heart, it really hurts!
In front of the facts, Muxiya finally cried, crying so sadly, so helpless: "You lied to me, right, right?" β
"You can't accept the fact that I'm blind, or can't you accept the fact that you're blind? Thea? β
Everything seems to be in her control, everything seems to be out of her control, she is smart, but she is wrong for a moment, at this moment, Mu Xiya's mood is no longer enough to describe with heartache: "I don't know, I don't know it's going to be like this, Ming, I don't know, I'm sorry!" I'm sorry! β
"There's still five minutes left, and you can choose to walk out on your own, or, I'll let them in now." gave her two weeks, because he knew that she had just been operated, and in the spirit of humanitarianism, he asked Sanshao to give her another half a month of grace to recover, and now, she can be discharged from the hospital, so the Song family's net can also be collected, and there is no need to show mercy to a ruthless woman.
Knowing that it was difficult to turn back, Muxiya also understood that everything she had done had already been worn, and she was half-leaning on the edge of the sick **, and asked faintly: "Why?" Why do you have to do this to me? β
"Because, you are ten thousand times more vicious than I thought."
If time could be turned back, he really hoped that eighteen years ago, he had never met her, and he had never promised to take care of her for the rest of his life.
"I'm vicious, who made me like this? If it weren't for your empathy, if it weren't for Su Lian's third party intervention, how would I be like this? Mu Xiya is not convinced, even if she dies, she can't swallow this breath, why, why is it her fault in the end, she is the victim, isn't it? She is.
"If it is said that Su Lian is a third party now, then, what about seven years ago? What kind of opera do you perform? Song Tianming's eyes were no longer visible, but when he looked straight at Mu Xiya, she seemed to be able to feel his burning gaze, and flew towards her like a knife.
Don't look away, not daring to look at his godless eyes anymore, Mu Xiya said stiffly: "What did I do seven years ago?" β
"You found someone to push Xiaolian into the sea, but you took it as a life-saving benefactor to bother her, so that she took the initiative to retreat and didn't dare to reconcile with me, didn't you do all this? I never thought you would be that kind of person, Thea, I know your methods, and I will never forgive you for what you did. β
Hearing this, Muxiya finally knew that this time, she was completely defeated. The old thing seven years ago, she thought it was seamless, and she never even thought that someone would be able to mention it, but she didn't expect that with a single thought, she reused Shen Bofang, but it was also directly planted in her hands.
Gritting her teeth, there were tears in Mu Xiya's eyes, but she stubbornly refused to fall: "I'm not wrong, it's her, it's her who intervened between us and I'm like this." β
"Do you really think the problem between us is because of Su Lian? Isn't it because you're too competitive, you're too greedy, and you want the whole world too much? He gave her everything he could give her, but never filled her heart, she was a woman with a heart bigger than the sky, longing to be loved like a princess, and longing to be looked up to like a queen, by her side, everyone was just a servant, no one had ever really been parallel to her, in her eyes, there was only herself, and there was only herself in her world, and he, except for giving, never seemed to enter her heart.
He saw through all this and broke free from all this, but he still understood it too late to this day, so that to this day, there is no way to recover.
"I'll do it because I don't want to lose you."
"Why don't you want to lose me? Why? Your position in this circle is already so solid, you have your own business, your own fans, but look at what you have done? You will do whatever it takes to get me, you don't want to lose me, but you are looking for someone to hit me. What if the collision killed me? Aren't you going to lose me? β
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If that collision really killed him, she would die with him, and if she died, she would be together for the rest of her life, and she would be inseparable for the rest of her life.
She wanted to say this, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't spit it out, she knew that Song Tianming wouldn't believe her no matter what she said, she had done a lot of wrong things, but she also knew very well that she had loved this man in her life, she might be strong, maybe competitive, but her heart for him had never changed.
If she had a choice, she really wished that she would be a little more promiscuous, so that at least when he turned away, she could at least see other men in her eyes, but apart from him, her world never belonged to the second man, never .........
"Don't make excuses for yourself, you chose this way just because you can't afford to lose."
Hearing this, Mu Xiya smiled and said coldly: "That person said that he had good skills and would be very careful, I knew from the beginning that you would be fine?" β
Song Tianming also smiled, but the smile didn't reach the bottom of his eyes: "Really?" Then I should really thank you, thank you for not killing me, but just making me blind and worse than dead. β
If he can choose, he really thinks that it is better to die directly on the road than to live a life so blind, at least, every day he lives, he is successful, but there is no such choice in the world, so he is still alive, and he lives so painfully, so powerless. It's better to live than to die, really, that's how he feels right now!
"Life-no-such as-death!"
Mu Xiya trembled her lips and spit out these four words word by word, no one understood what she was thinking in her heart at that time, but if Song Tianming could see it, she would definitely be able to see her tears of sadness and remorse.
"You've got the last two minutes."
Ignoring his reminder, she asked sadly, "Song Tianming, have you ever loved me?" β
"I thought I loved, but I was wrong!"
Once upon a time, he thought it was love, and at that time, he was willing to pick even the stars in the sky to her, but Su Lian's appearance was like a mirror in his heart, allowing him to see the past, the future, and his own heart.
"You'll regret it."
Now, he won't even admit that he has loved? Musia wept in despair, more and more, more and more urgently.
"I already regret it, I regret that I didn't see through your tricks earlier, and I regret that I didn't send you to the Public Security Bureau earlier."
The last three words deeply pierced Mu Xiya's heart, she smiled with tears, and the more she laughed, the more she cried: "You will definitely regret it." β
"There's one last minute."
Ignoring her sobbing voice, he only reminded coldly, watching him say such things calmly, Mu Xiya couldn't control her temper again: "Song Tianming, do you need to be so ruthless?" Do you need it? β
"For you, what you don't need seems to be affectionate."
"I hate you, I hate you!"
If she could turn back, she would definitely not fall in love with such a man again, but why, while she hated him, her heart hurt even more than before?
Closing his eyes slightly, he didn't want to hear her say one more word, Song Tianming took a deep breath, and finally shouted out in a deep voice: "Come in!" Take this woman away, and I'll never want to hear her voice again. β
Almost at the same time, colleagues from the Public Security Bureau rushed in, three or two people rushed up in unison, grasping the grip of the hand, pressing the shoulder of the shoulder, and the leader of the group directly handcuffed the cold handcuffs to her snow-white wrist. Muhiya went crazy at that time, crying and screaming: "Don't, don't catch me, let go of me, let go of ............"
At the moment of crying, her eyes kept looking at Song Tianming, she longed for him to look back at him, and even more longed for him to stand up and protect her behind her as before, but all she could see was his blank expression and no brighter eyes.
The hatred exploded, out of control, Mu Xiya screamed, almost losing her mind: "Song Tianming, I curse you to be alone for the rest of your life, I curse you, curse you!" β
"You won't have a good result, you won't have it, haha, hahaha~!"
"I didn't lose, it was you who lost, it was you!"
"I want you to regret it for the rest of your life, for a lifetime ............"
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She finally lost her usual gentleness, and scolded all the way like a crazy woman, until the moment she was dragged out of the ward, Song Tianming's ears were always surrounded by her crazy laughter, which was a **, distorted voice, and he could even feel the terrifying aftertaste from it. It's just that the sins of heaven are forgivable, and the sins of oneself cannot be lived, this woman must still accept a lesson after all, otherwise, she will only be a scourge if she lives, so in his heart, she used to be a relative, and he must never be soft-hearted in such a thing, never .........
Su Lian is gone, Muxiya is also gone, and the world is pure.
Song Tianming was the only one left in the ward, he sat alone on the sick **, mourning his dying love alone.........
I don't know who walked in gently, he listened with his ears pricked up, it was not completely suitable for the darkness, his ears were not sensitive enough, so he only knew that someone had come in, but he didn't know who it was at all.
"I really didn't expect to see such a scene, do you need to do it so desperately?"
Walking into the ward, he finally confronted Song Tianming, but when he saw his unfocused eyes clearly, all the speculations had become clouds. It turned out that it was so, it turned out that he didn't really want her to go.
"Who are you?"
Tilting his head, carefully distinguishing the other party's voice, so familiar, but he couldn't remember who it was for a while.
Leo smiled lightly and teased, "Can't you even hear my voice?" I thought you had always been sensitive to your rivals. β
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He finally heard who the other party was, but the momentary stunned made him unable to believe it.
"That's right, it's me!"
"Aren't you going abroad?"
"If you go abroad, you can't come back?"
That day, he waited for Su Lian at the airport for five hours, missed two flights, and finally left with regret. Knowing her choice, he walked without hesitation, but when he inadvertently heard the news of Su Lian from other people's mouths, his heart was shaken again. Although he didn't know what happened between Su Lian and Song Tianming before returning to China, his intuition told him that he should come back and send Su Lian on his 'last journey'.
This feeling is very strange, as if a father wants to make a wedding dress for his daughter, but he and Song Tianming are obviously rivals in love. Helping rivals in love really doesn't seem to be his usual style. Or, he will come back, in fact, he is just worried about Su Lian, worried that she will be bullied by 'others' without him by his side.
"Why did you come back?"
"You don't want her anymore, I still want her, so, I'm back, come back to pick her up."
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His heart was stagnant, although Song Tianming couldn't see it, he still found the direction where Leo was by intuition, and he glared at him fiercely with his invisible eyes, as if, if he did this, this annoying man would really leave.
"What? Distressed? Why did I drive her away again when I was so upset? There are so many times when Xiaolian cries, so much that I can't even stand it abroad. β
In fact, when he came here, he had already seen Su Lian, but she cried so sadly that she didn't even see him at all. was very disappointed, but he didn't give up, but found Song Tianming with this loss, and then he discovered the truth and the 'Tianda' reason why he forced Su Lian to leave.
Gritting his teeth, he forcibly endured the sourness in his heart, and said coldly: "If you really came back to take her away, then go find her!" β
Leo raised his eyebrows and deliberately provoked in a very mean tone: "Are you really willing? β
"If you can't give up, you have to give up."
"Why?"
"Because, I can't give her happiness, you may still be able to give it."
Hearing this, Leo sank his eyes and hit the nail on the head: "You can't give her happiness, why do you say that, just because you are blind?" β
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His straightforwardness is hateful, but Song Tianming is not angry because of this, but the hands hanging by his side subconsciously clench tighter and tighter.
"Why didn't you tell her the truth? Even if you really never get a chance to see her face again in your life, I'm sure she won't mind. Leo's voice gradually weakened, although this was the truest thought in his heart, but it really made him feel uncomfortable when it came out of his mouth, he was actually persuading his rival, wasn't he even fighting against himself? It's ironic.
Closing his eyes and not letting his sad expression fall into Leo's eyes, Song Tianming sighed faintly and said sadly: "But, I mind, when I was still open, I didn't let her live a comfortable day, and now, I'm like this, how can I protect her?" The elders don't like her, if she stays by my side, she will only suffer more injuries, I don't want to see this day, and I don't want her to suffer so much for me, so all I can do is let go, let her go, and let her find her own happiness. β
He had lived for almost thirty years, and he had never been so vulnerable as he was now, wanting to catch her, but fearing that his own selfishness would make her miserable for the rest of his life. Perhaps, after three or two days of persistence, Su Lian can, but he has to face a blind man for the rest of his life, and he doesn't dare to imagine such days, and he can't imagine it. Therefore, he chose the most extreme way to end their relationship, the long pain is better than the short pain, and one day, she will be considerate of herself.
"She said that her happiness is you."
Song Tianming smiled, bitter and sad: "That happiness is the previous me, not the blind me now." β
"You don't believe in Xiaolian?"
At such a time, Leo faced Song Tianming, all the previous hostility had been eliminated, and only the feeling of sympathy remained, which made him have another kind of reverence and emotion for Song Tianming from the bottom of his heart, a man can give his life to his own woman, but he gave up because he was afraid that he would no longer be able to take care of her for the rest of his life.
"I don't believe in myself."
He can't stand such a blow, he can't stand that he has changed from a normal person to a waste, a blind second young master of the Song family, except for money, he has nothing left. His work, his career, and even his proud capital, everything, disappeared with the light, he couldn't stand such a self, and he couldn't stand letting Su Lian spend the rest of his life with such a self.
Realizing something, Leo raised his eyebrows and deliberately asked, "Do you really want me to take Xiaolian away?" β
"Yes."
Smiling, Leo's expression was firm and confident: "No regrets? β
"No regrets."
Nodding his head with satisfaction, Leo finally responded generously: "Okay, I promise you, go to Su Lian now, and take her away, if it is not necessary, it is estimated that she will not come back." β
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If you don't have to, won't you add it again?
So, it also means that in this life, he will never be able to 'see' Su Lian again? The knife stuck in his heart was suddenly taken away, and the blood poured out in large quantities, Song Tianming sat on the sick ** with cold hands and feet, all the words were weak, only the pale wheezing sound was left, and it was breaking through his chest and snorting out.
"Is there anything you want me to bring to her?"
"Nope."
It's very difficult, but Song Tianming still spit out these two words, Leo smiled, and said heartily: "I'm not the kind of hypocritical person, since you want me to take Xiaolian away so much, and I'm also willing to take her away, why not?" So, thank you. After speaking, Leo didn't look at Song Tianming's blood-colored face, and walked out of his ward with such a swagger, and when the door was closed, he even deliberately closed the door with a bang.
The sound of the door closing vigorously came, Song Tianming's hands were subconsciously clenched into fists, and at this moment, Song Tianming clearly heard the sound of his heartbreak. If he doesn't regret it, he won't regret it, the choices he made are all for her good, but his breath hurts, how can he break it?
Su Lian, Su Lian............
***
After coming out of the hospital and returning home, Su Lian didn't say a word, Mo Feifei saw that she was in a bad mood, and didn't ask her anything, until Su Lian sat down and began to drink beer one by one, Mo Feifei was shocked that something was wrong.
snatched the wine from her hand, Mo Feifei asked with some concern: "Xiaolian, what's wrong with you?" β
"It's nothing, just a drink."
Seeing that the wine in her hand was robbed, Su Lian was not in a hurry, she directly turned her hand and took another can, opened it and poured it into her mouth, too late to grab it, Mo Feifei could only scream until she saw the bottom of a can, Mo Feifei grabbed the empty can and shook it, and asked, "Crazy like this?" Isn't it bad to have two less? β
"No, he's fine, very good."
Oh, yes! How could it not be? People have beauty in their arms, how can they not be Harpy?
"So what the hell happened to you?"
There is a breath in his heart, so that Su Lian can't calm down, only by choosing such an extreme way, can he temporarily forget the pain like Ling Chi. Trying to open another can, Mo Feifei reached out to grab it, but she avoided it lightly, she only forced her composure and said: "I'm fine, I'll forget anything when I'm drunk for one night." β
"What are you crazy about? I'll be worried about you like this. β
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Finally snatched the wine in his hand, Su Lian stretched out his tongue and licked the wine juice in his mouth, but did not speak, but his expression was condensed.
Seeing her like that, she began to pretend to be dumb again, and Mo Feifei was also anxious: "What's wrong?" β
"I saw Muhiya in his hospital room, and he said that he chose her, not me."
"Impossible."
Intuition was not to believe it, and Mo Feifei was so excited that he stood up, shaking his head while denying it. Although she doesn't like Song Tianming very much, she still knows something about his character, and she doesn't believe that Song Tianming can really reach that level.
Taking advantage of Mo Feifei's inattention, she snatched the wine from her hand, she smiled heartlessly, and said, "But that's what he said." β
"There must be a reason, it is impossible for Er Shao to do this, and there is no reason to do this!"
Not to mention that Song Tianming has no feelings for Mu Xiya anymore, just say that Mu Xiya did this in the end, it is impossible for the people of the Song family to let her go, what to choose not to choose, it's completely nonsense, isn't it?
Hearing this, Su Lian's face sank, and he said quietly: "Since he did it, there is naturally a reason." β
"That's right! Why don't you ask him why? β
"I asked, and he said because I was angry." The last three words, Su Lian said almost gritted her teeth, it doesn't matter how others scold her, how they damage her, how they hack her, at least, she knows that in his heart, she is a normal person, but now, even he says this about herself, how can she not be angry?
"Oh my God! What's the reason for this? In short, no matter what, I don't believe that Er Shao would do this, if he really did it, there must be something unspeakable. Feeling that it was a bit unhelpful to use the reason to describe this matter just now, Mo Feifei changed his tone and used a more literary word, which is difficult to say. But Su Lian didn't seem to be in the mood to listen to it anymore, so she only said angrily: "Even if there is, so what?" β
"What? There must be a misunderstanding between you! It's good to untie it. β
It's like a plot that often happens in idol dramas, misunderstanding! is often the most fatal, if there is something to say, it is not clear, or there is something to say, and it is the most terrible, Mo Feifei asked herself if she was a shrewd person, so she would never see Su Lian fall behind in misunderstanding.
"There is no misunderstanding, if you really want to say that there is, the only misunderstanding is that I think that he believes me as he believes in him."
"Xiaolian, what are you talking about?"
Su Lian smiled, shook the beer in his hand inattentively, and said, "If he really believes me, what can't he tell me?" Do you have to do it in such a stupid way? Forcing me to go, forcing me to leave, thinking that this is good for me, such a stupid man, what else do I want him to do? β
"Little Love, You ............"
"Yes, I know, I know, I can see that he has a problem early on, so I don't care what he says, I don't care what he says, but how can he use Musia as a shield? Even if you really want me to leave, just one sentence, and still show me such a play, am I really a fool? Or do you think I'm so vain that I don't pay attention to anything as long as I hear that there is compensation? He wants to compensate me, thinking that I won't take it, but I will collect it, and I will collect it greatly, and I will go to Da Shao tomorrow, and ask for a lot of money, a lot of money, so that after he hears the news, he will die of happiness. β
After hearing this, Mo Feifei suddenly felt relieved, in fact, who said that Su Lian was stupid and naΓ―ve, in fact, she could see it better than anyone else, but she never wanted others to know how smart she was, so she would always be deliberately stupid. It's just that such a stupidity always makes her feel distressed, and she feels sorry for this stupid girl's life, with many disasters and difficulties, and many disasters and resentments.
Taking a step forward, she carefully grabbed Su Lian's shoulder, patted it, and said, "Xiaolian, if you are sad, just cry." β
"It's sad, but I can't cry, the tears are here, I can't go down, I can't come up, it's blocked, it's blocking me." Pointing to her heart, Su Lian said incoherently, every time she said it, her voice choked again, she didn't understand his intentions, but she was sad because she understood it too well. Song Tianming, you don't even want to confess to me what happened around you, and say that you love me? Do you still love me?
"Since you understand that there is an inside story, don't you really ask to understand?"
Shaking his head slightly, Su Lian resisted: "If he wants to say, I won't ask and I will say it, if he doesn't want to say, even if he asks the senior, he can't ask anything, since he thinks it's good for everyone to be separated, then it's good to be separated, anyway, I don't believe that I can't live without him in this world." β
She was really angry with him, how could he be so angry with her, couldn't she open the skylight and say something if she had something? Why do you have to make such an artificial 'twist'? She has long been fed up with such a wronged life, if he doesn't want to live, then she will fulfill him.
Mo Feifei threw her shoulder and said speechlessly: "Xiaolian, why are you so tough?" β
"I didn't force it, I just respected his choice, and if he thinks it's best for me, then I'll listen to him one last time, one last time."
Oh, yes! It's really the last time.
If, because of this, they were separated, she thought, she would never forgive him again in this life, if she did not forgive, she would not meet again, never meet again, and there would be no existing entanglements, then, this matter, whether it was sad or joyful, would also be their real last time.
"Little Love."
"Don't feel sorry for me, one day, he will know, the person who is even sadder must be him, it must be ............"
At this point, Su Lian finally choked up and couldn't say any more, bursting into tears, not for his heartache, but for the stupidity of that man, he said that he would no longer cry for that stupid person, but he still couldn't hold back in the end.
At that moment, Su Lian yelled frantically in his heart: Song Tianming, I will only give you one last chance, if you come to beg me, I will try to forgive you.
Come and beg me! Come and beg me!
Seeing her like that, Mo Feifei also became sad and wanted to comfort her, but in turn she cried with her, and the two were crying to the point of excitement, when they suddenly heard the doorbell ringing, and Su Lian's sobbing stopped, and she trembled at that time.
Could it be that he is coming?
Desperately rushed over to open the door, as soon as the door opened, Su Lian's face collapsed, looking at the man in front of her who was in the wind in the jade tree, she couldn't laugh and laugh, she couldn't cry and cry, she could only look at the person with a bitter face, and greeted with a smile: "Hi! β
"You seem disappointed to see me!" Leo looked at her with a smile, and his eyes were also full of disappointment, although everything was expected, but the feeling that this girl didn't even bother to pretend was really hurtful! Is he that bad?
Su Lian hurriedly shook his head and explained, "No, I'm just a little surprised, haven't you already gone abroad?" β
Leo shrugged and smiled, "yes! I waited for you for hours that day, and you didn't dump me, so I had to walk away by myself. β
"Uh............"
To be honest, she really didn't dare to tell Leo that day, she didn't mean not to go, even if she didn't plan to go with him, she should have sent him off, but because she was worried about Song Tianming in her heart, she completely left this matter behind, and it wasn't until Mo Feifei reminded herself later that she realized that she missed the opportunity to say goodbye to her idol.
She felt very guilty, so she wanted to call Leo afterwards to say she was sorry, but some things were missed and missed, and it seemed a little redundant to explain, and after thinking about it, she finally didn't do it. So much so that today, Leo suddenly mentioned the events of that day, and she really felt shameless.
Without looking at her embarrassed little face, Leo looked over her shoulder and looked inside and asked, "Won't you invite me in?" β
"Ahh Come in! Come on in. β
Stepping back and inviting him in, Su Lian directly led Leo to the sofa and sat down, and when she turned around, she saw that Mo Feifei had returned to her bedroom at some point, leaving only the living room for her and Leo to talk alone.
Thinking of Mo Feifei's feelings for Leo, in fact, Su Lian wanted to ask her to come out together, but when she thought that she could only be strangers after meeting, she felt that it was better than this. was struggling in his heart, Leo suddenly asked again, "Can you pour a glass of water?" Thirst dies fast. β
Su Lian was stunned, embarrassed!
"Ahh You wait for me, pour it right away, what do you want to drink? β
Looking at the beer cans on the coffee table, Leo generously asked, "Is there still beer?" β
"Yes! However, I'm almost done with the last can, do you want it? β
"Yes."
Su Lian Yiyan took out the beer and handed it directly to Leo's hand, he took the original beer in his hand, glanced around by the way, and asked, "You drank the rest?" β
"It's only two cans, and I didn't drink much."
Actually, she forgot to buy it when she came back, otherwise, she wouldn't have just drunk two cans, she really wanted to get drunk! It's a pity that it seems that there is no chance.
Without opening the beer can, Leo asked lightly, "Why do you drink?" Feeling bad? β
"yes, I'm in a bad mood."
"Why?"
"I broke up with him."
Many times, she feels that Leo is a caring big brother next door to her, and even if she knows his heart, she wants to share her heart with him. Although these things may be cruel to Leo, it is at least more true to confess to him than to deceive him, and she doesn't want to lie to him, because he is her idol and her most concerned friend.
"So unhappy? Drown one's sorrows? β
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Do you drink wine to drown your sorrows? This kind of thing really doesn't look like what she does, she is a natural optimist, and she laughs at everything she encounters, unlike now, since she chose Song Tianming, she actually found that she was becoming more and more Sister Lin.
Hearing the sound, Leo didn't speak, but opened the beer very carefully, taking a sip of it, Su Lian didn't bother him, and picked up the can he didn't finish drinking, and accompanied him silently.
I don't know how long it took, Leo finally put down the wine in his hand and asked seriously, "If I say, I'm here to pick you up?" Will you come with me this time? β
His hand shook and he almost didn't hold the beer can: "You say, you're coming back to pick me up?" β
"Yes, I came back to pick you up on purpose, would you like to?"
"I, I'm ........."
She couldn't answer, because the answer in her heart was so obvious. She is unwilling, even if Song Tianming hurt her heart like that, she still doesn't want to go with others, she is such a dead brain, as long as she identifies a person, she will be for the rest of her life, and she will never regret it.
However, she didn't dare to say this, because she was afraid of hurting Leo's heart, this man, who was so kind to her, indulged her, helped her, and even came all the way back to pick her up, just because she was afraid that she would be wronged, how could she still use such bloody facts to stimulate him? However, the answer in his heart is obvious, if he agrees against his will, then why is it not another kind of harm to him?
Tangled and embarrassed, she finally closed her mouth tightly and sealed the unspoken answer tightly in her heart.
Seeing her embarrassment, Leo smiled and asked, "Even if he does it to such an extent, are you still unwilling to leave him?" β
"No, I just, it's going to take a little time."
"How long will it take?"
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How long? A day, a month or a year?
Or, she won't change her mind for the rest of her life, the only thing that will change is her mood, she is sad today, and tomorrow, or she will be able to calm down.
Leo looked at her with a look that was so complicated that it was indescribable: "I'm not trying to force you, I just want you to see the reality clearly, if you really decide to stay, I won't force you, it's just, Xiaolian, you should think about it for yourself, blindly giving in, can it really make you happy?" β
"I didn't think about giving in, I just ........."
It's just that she can't control her heart, she is a very contradictory person, and she wants to be good to others and to herself, but most of the time she chooses the former, although she is heartbroken when she goes home, but she never regrets it. Maybe she and Song Tianming are really fated to have nothing to do with it, but even so, her heart has never stopped loving him.
She just loves him, there is no way, and she has no power to change it!
"Come with me! If you really regret it after leaving, I will send you back. β
After coming out of the hospital, Leo made the biggest decision of his life, decided to let go, and decided to help his rivals. It's just that these two people are too entangled and too considerate of each other, so they have become not honest enough, and if they don't know themselves well enough, then they can only rely on outsiders like him to help.
Although, this favor helped him really unpleasantly!
"Shall I promise you tomorrow morning?"
Smiling with satisfaction, he asked very casually, "No problem, but is it okay for me to sleep in your room tonight?" β
"Huh?"
He smiled and pointed: "You and your assistant sleep in the same room!" The other one lends me, or do you think I can sleep on the sofa? "Actually, it's not that I haven't booked a hotel, it's just that I can't give up this last day of getting along with me when I think that after I leave, it may be difficult to come back, so even if I am scolded as ** tonight, I have to rely here, and it's a big deal not to sleep in the room and sleep on the sofa.
"Oh! That's it! I thought ........."
He laughed and asked, "Why?" β
"It's okay, it's okay, I mean, if you want to live, of course you can."
Emma! She should have thought of it! Leo is swollen, maybe that's the kind of person! There will be no such dirty thoughts, it is my own careful heart that I have spent the belly of other idols.
"Huh!"
Su Lian felt furious in her heart: "What are you laughing at?" β
"I laughed at you, just now, did you think I was going to sleep with you?"
"Where, where is there ........."
This kind of thing can't be admitted even if you are killed! Although, she was really scared just now.
"I'm blushing!"
Wipe! Unable to sit down, Su Lian stood up suddenly, and wanted to cover up and said, "Alas! I'll pour you water. β
Leo looked at her in the background of her deserted and exclaimed with a smile, "What kind of water to pour, isn't there beer?" β
"That one is not good to drink, but you still have to drink water."
"Hehe........."
Doesn't she drink it herself?
This girl really won't even tell a lie!
That night, Su Lian still went into Mo Feifei's room to sleep, one night, she thought about it for a long time, until it was almost dawn when she fell asleep in a daze, in a trance, she seemed to dream that she really went to the airport with Leo, before parting, at the moment when the plane took off, someone suddenly rushed into the runway and forced the plane to stop.
She woke up with a sweet smile, and the first thing she did when she woke up was to rush back to her room, Leo was already dressed and seemed to be standing at the window looking out, and when he saw Su Lian coming in, still wearing cute pajamas, he smiled in astonishment: "Are you sleepy?" β
Su Lian shook her head and smiled as brightly as a flower in March: "I'll go with you, when will the plane be?" β
"Huh?"
"I said, I'll go with you, now, right now, right away."
That dream gave her a hint, if Song Tianming really loved her, even if it was awkward, he wouldn't let her leave and ignore it, right? If she goes with Leo now, and then someone brings the news to Song Tianming, or he will really rush to the airport to find her. Perhaps, he will not be stupid enough to really block the plane, but, as long as he arrives at the airport, as long as he has the heart to redeem it, and even, as long as he makes a phone call, she will stay without hesitation.
It's just that now, she wants to gamble, bet that he still has her in his heart.........
With just one look, Leo understood her thoughts, although this perception was very cruel, but it was also what he expected: "Think about it?" β
"Well, I've figured it out!"
"Then pack your bags! The plane I booked was at 12:25 p.m., and Sister Yu would pick me up in a moment. β
Full of response, Su Lian added: "Okay, I'll pack my things now, you remember to help me book an extra plane ticket." β
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Returning an ok gesture to Leo, Su Lian quickly went back to Mo Feifei's room, just opened the closet, and suddenly remembered that she still had to go back to her room to pack her luggage, and laughed dumbly, she returned to her room in a hurry, and cleaned up quickly.
Soon, she packed her luggage, and Mo Feifei in the kitchen had already made breakfast waiting for her, she ate a few bites of bread randomly, and just drank a glass of milk, Mo Feifei pulled her straight to the balcony, turned around, and saw Leo eating breakfast elegantly again, Mo Feifei lowered her voice and asked anxiously: "Xiaolian, have you really decided?" Want to go with Leo? β
"Yes! It's decided. β
Su Lian nodded indifferently, and Mo Feifei was even more anxious, she pulled her hand, so strong that Su Lian felt pain: "Why?" β
"He's done this to me, and he's going to ask me why?"
Actually, she can understand Mo Feifei's gaffe, although she didn't say anything about Leo's arrival, but not saying it doesn't mean that she doesn't care at all, after all, it's the man she loves, and now she wants to 'elope' with her best friend, this feeling must be uncomfortable. Su Lian didn't want to hurt Mo Feifei, but, at this time, she could only make one last game, as for Mo Feifei, she believed that she could also understand her distress.
"I want to hear the truth."
Hearing this, Su Lian was silent, and only after a while did she ask, "Feifei, can you help me one last time?" β
"Huh?"
"After breakfast, you go to the hospital and tell the guy I'm leaving, and the flight is departing at 12:25." I was going to call the senior directly, but thinking about Mo Feifei's feelings, in case, if that guy really didn't come, if he really wanted to leave with Leo, Mo Feifei might feel better if he wasn't there, so it was better to let her go, at least, to avoid this sad scene.
Mo Feifei's eyes lit up: "What do you mean?" β
Su Lian nodded, although she didn't answer positively, her expression had already given Mo Feifei the most affirmative answer: "You just go and tell him anyway!" β
"What if, he knows and doesn't stop you?"
"Well, I'm really going to leave Leo, and I'm never going to come back."
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Mo Feifei was dumbfounded, Su Lian's absolute expression made Mo Feifei's heart frightened, thinking of Leo who was still eating breakfast in the restaurant, and thinking of Song Tianming who was still in the hospital, Mo Feifei suddenly felt that the old man was too cruel, no matter who Su Lian's final choice would be, someone was destined to be sad, and it was likely to be sad for a lifetime.
"Fei Fei, what should be done, what should not be done, I did it all. If this does not change the outcome of the breakup, then it can only prove one thing, that is, we are destined to separate. Since God only gives us such a way, I can only follow the will of God, don't you say? As a woman, she should have been a little more reserved, but for Song Tianming, she really did enough, if such an absolute behavior could not redeem his decision, then she could only say to herself: There is no fate!
"I'll let him go to you."
Shaking his head, Su Lian was just helpless: "If he is willing, he will naturally come to me, if he is unwilling, no matter how hard you try, it will be in vain." β
"Ershao loves you."
"I believe, but, not every couple who loves each other will be together, God, sometimes it can be cruel."
She never doubted this, just as she never doubted her love for him, but the world is unpredictable, there are too many crossroads that are difficult to decide, and whether he chooses to walk with him in the end or not, she will respect his choice.
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There was silence, and Mo Feifei had nothing to say.
Lost between love and hate, sad in the watery time, how many past events, with the wind. Is it sorrow? Is it waiting? In the end, no one could escape the arrangement of fate.
***
Hurried to the hospital, when Mo Feifei rushed into Song Tianming's ward, she will never forget the scene she saw.
The sunlight outside the window was very strong, shining on Song Tianming's body in a hospital gown, and he groped forward with his hands raised, getting closer to the sun little by little. The warm feeling on his hands made him close his eyes in enjoyment, and at that moment, his hands were his eyes.
Hearing someone come in, he didn't look back, but asked softly, "Who's coming?" The third, or the fourth?
"Two less."
Mo Feifei tried for a long time before he could barely find his own voice, but as soon as he screamed, tears burst the embankment. This man, dare to make himself a little more miserable? is still reckless like this, obviously when Su Lian is needed the most, he deliberately pushed her away, is this kind of person's brain crooked or oblique? Why is it so much different from ordinary people?
Hearing who the other party was, Song Tianming was stunned for a moment, then immediately straightened his face, and the hands that were originally raised were quickly retracted: "It's you, why are you here?" β
can't let her see it, and never let Xiaolian know that his eyes can't see at any time, never.
"Er Shao, what's wrong with your eyes?"
He grimaced and resisted, "Not much." β
"You can't see it, do you?"
As soon as this bold guess was spoken, Song Tianming's face changed, and he hurriedly shouted: "Fart, you can't see it." β
"I've seen it all, do you still want to deny it?"
She was sick with her legs, not her brain, or her eyes, and the scene she had just seen was so obvious, although she didn't want it to be the truth, but the more he denied it, the more sure she was.
Furious, Song Tianming shouted rudely: "Get out, you are not welcome here." β
"You really can't see? Why didn't you tell Xiaolian? β
As she spoke, Mo Feifei's tears welled up, and all the resentment and blame turned into emotion at this moment. She kept telling Su Lian that there must be a reason for Er Shao, and there must be a reason for Er Shao, but this reason was really surprising, and even she couldn't hold back her tears.
"Can't you hear you when you leave?"
"Er Shao, you really can't see it?"
couldn't hide it anymore, Song Tianming's mood was very bad, he didn't want everything to fall apart, and he didn't want Su Lian to turn back again, so he could only be silent and panting heavily. I knew that I should let people guard the door of the ward, and no one was allowed to enter except for my own family.
"Two Less ......"
"Let's go! Don't tell Xiaolian about me. didn't deny it again, but Song Tianming's tone was very sincere, he knew that Mo Feifei was Su Lian's best friend, and he also knew that she would not harm Su Lian, so at this moment, he could only play the warm card with her, try to persuade her, and let her cooperate with him to play everything to the end.
"I don't have to tell if I want to."
Mo Feifei was very sad, thinking that Su Lian was sad like that last night, she felt that God was a bastard, obviously two people who love each other like this, why do they have to be tossed all the time?
"The plane at 12:25, she and Leo have already rushed to the airport, if you don't rush over in time to stop her, you will never see her again." At this time, she tried to give him heavy medicine, and as soon as she finished speaking, she obviously saw that Song Tianming was even shaking her fingers, thinking that since everything was going to be successful, she thought that Er Shao was about to shout and rush to the airport, but this time, she was wrong, and she was ridiculously wrong.
After enduring it for a long time, I finally pressed down the impulse in my heart.
Song Tianming's face darkened, turning all the collapsed emotions into strength, he closed his eyes, his expression was sad, and his tone was desolate: "I would never have seen her again." β
From the moment he lost his light, the rainbow in his life was gone, and now, he didn't even have the confidence to gamble, 20%, this number was equivalent to a death sentence for him, a man without a future, what qualifications did he have to stop his woman from finding happiness again?
His decadent Mo Feifei saw it in his eyes and was anxious in his heart, so he could only keep trying to persuade: "That's not the case, Xiaolian wants you to keep her." β
"However, I don't want to keep her, she wants to leave, so let her go."
has let go, what qualifications do you have to stay? Although the heart hurts, although the grievances, as long as she lives better than him, everything is worth it.
Hearing this, Mo Feifei felt that he was going crazy, this person's brain was really unusual to others, and he was as tough as a donkey: "Er Shao, are you crazy?" Xiaolian will not come back if she leaves. β
"Aren't you coming back? That's better, and you'll never know I'm blind. β
I can't imagine how distressed she would be if she knew that her eyes were blind. Can't imagine how hesitant she must have been when she found out that she had become such a wasted person, Song Tianming panted like a convulsion, suppressed his hands and clenched them, so hard that the joints were white. However, he still did not change his mind, let her go, let her leave, and let her find her own happy future.
"Ershao, you can't give up, Xiaolian loves you."
He smiled, bitter and difficult: "I love her too, but love is not possession, it is sacrifice, only if she is happy, I will be happy, right?" β
"How do you know that Xiaolian won't be happy if she stays?"
is also a woman, Mo Feifei's heart is crying, if one day Leo becomes like this, she will also choose to stay. What's more, Su Lian is the master of such a tendon, if she knew that Song Tianming was already like this, she would not leave even if she died. This is something that outsiders can understand, why doesn't this elm pimple understand?
He shook his head, in pain: "With a blind man, what happiness is there?" If it were you, would you choose to stay? β
"Little love will definitely be."
Mo Feifei is very sure, because she knows that in Su Lian's heart, Song Tianming is the whole world, so even if something happens to him that is a hundred times more serious than now, she also believes that Su Lian will definitely stay.
"It's because I know she will, I can't let her stay, her kind of rotten and good personality, even if she is wronged, she won't say it, I can't let her be aggrieved by people like me, it's not worth it." Because of love, he wants to be together, and because he loves too much, he wants to protect everything about her, although they are all in pain now, but, instead of suffering for a lifetime, he would rather let her go now.
"As long as you love each other, you should be together, what's not worth it?"
"You won't understand, because you've never loved."
As soon as he heard this, Mo Feifei was also angry and yelled, "How do you know that I don't understand? Why do you say I haven't loved? Ershao, it's not the so-called sacrifice that is called love, only the mutual trust of two hearts is called love, do you understand? β
What I hate the most is that others say this to her. In the past, she didn't care because she really didn't love, but now, no one understands her pain, and the person she loves can only let him go, so she understands Song Tianming's intentions, but she is different from them, they love each other, they love each other so hard, why do they want to separate?
"If I don't understand, you can go."
didn't want to explain to her anymore, Song Tianming drove people away with a cold face, Mo Feifei raised his head and said excitedly: "Okay, I'll go, I'll go to the airport right away, I'm going to tell Xiaolian everything and let her come back." β
"If you really want to do that, then don't go."
After saying this, Song Tianming rang the pager in the ward very familiarly, and soon, a few people ran in the ward, and Song Tianming didn't look back, so he said to those people: "Catch her and wait until 12:30 to let her go." β
"Song Tianming, you fool, do you think this is good for Xiaolian? You're so stupid, so stupid. β
"Gagged her, I didn't want to hear a word from her again."
"Uh-huh, woo-woo!"
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Mo Feifei was finally dragged away, and Song Tianming's world was quiet, but how could the heart be broken like a knife? How can you live without pain?
Su Lian, Su Lian.........
Even if you leave, don't forget me, never......
***
The heart hurts suddenly, like a knife!
In general, Su Lian suddenly held her heart, her face was pale and cold sweat, and Leo, who was 'fully armed' with a mask and sunglasses on the side, saw her reaction, and her face turned white at that time, and she asked eagerly: "Xiaolian, what's wrong with you?" β
"It's okay, it's just, my chest hurts a little!"
The bad premonition came overwhelmingly, Su Lian covered her heart, half-shrunk to the waiting seat in the airport hall, cold sweat dripped down, down her face, straight into the collar, wet her underwear.
Seeing her appearance, Leo immediately decided: "You bear with me, I will send you to the hospital immediately." β
Su Lian raised his hand and shook it: "No need." β
She can't go, at least, at this time, she definitely can't go, in case he comes and he leaves again, wouldn't he really miss it? Therefore, no matter how uncomfortable it is, she has to endure it, endure until the moment she finally sees him.
"How?"
She shook her head, smiled at him reluctantly, and explained, "Maybe it's just that I didn't have a good rest last night and was a little hypoglycemic." β
"I'll get you a piece of chocolate."
Nodding her head obediently, Su Lian smiled very tamely: "Well, good!" β
Eating the chocolate that Leo gave him, he really felt a lot more comfortable, Su Lian chewed carelessly, and his heart sank little by little. If he were to come, Fei Fei would definitely call him, right? Now, the phone call has not been called, and Fei Fei herself has not come, does it mean that her plan has also failed?
The heart is throbbing, and it hurts to seep into the cracks of the bones!
Su Lian slowly sipped the slippery feeling in his mouth, and somehow, he only felt a burst of nausea in his chest, and he barely drank a few sips of water to suppress the disgusting feeling, Su Lian's eyes were blazing, and he was anxiously searching around in the airport hall. [**\*] fast update
What if, if he came, what if, he had already come?
Time passed minute by minute, Su Lian's heart sank minute by minute, and in the last ten minutes, Su Lian dragged himself to pack a few clothes at will, and followed Leo forward step by step, and finally arrived at the security checkpoint, Su Lian's feet seemed to be filled with lead, and he couldn't move a step again.
The hand holding the ticket shook at a frenzied frequency, Su Lian lowered her head, did not speak, did not persuade her, and did not stop her stay, just silent, silently by her side.
The time had come to the end, and the staff had been urging them, but Su Lian was like ice, standing at the security checkpoint, not moving or crying.
In the end, he still couldn't stand it, Leo reached out and patted her shoulder, and in an instant, Su Lian was already in tears. Uncontrollable sadness surging like a tide, Su Lian just stood at the security checkpoint, howling in pain............
I once tried to count the injuries you gave with a smile, but in the end, tears flowed out of my eyes with a smile. If not, will time stand still for us?
You think that letting go can fulfill my happiness, but you don't know, my greatest happiness is to hold hands with you............