Chapter 463 I want to cry sadly
Eventually, I went to the hospital for a full check-up, and when the doctor asked me what was wrong, I half-truthfully said:
"Someone accidentally bumped into my soft waist, and there was nothing else except the pain in the place where I was hit!"
Lu Yiting looked a little apologetic, and when he heard me say this, he gently lowered his head and kissed me on the head......
I was thinking ...... Thankfully, I washed my hair!
The end result was that I didn't have anything to do, but I knew very well that if it was a blow to my stomach, it would be a bit difficult to say!
It's not that life is hard here, it's just that I'm looking forward to going back again, and I'm inevitably a little anxious!
I insisted on rushing back overnight!
Although Lu Baozi was worried about my body, he really wanted to go back, and he was a little stretched out by me, so he hugged me and kissed me:
"Why do you want to go back so much!"
I rubbed and rubbed in his arms for a long time, raised my head, I frowned as much as I could, pouted, pleaded, and said in a long tone:
"The baby wants to go home!"
In fact, my original intention was that the child in my belly wanted to go home, but when I heard Lu Baozi's ears, it was as if I was calling myself a baby.
He leaned over and pointed to his cheek and smiled at me: "Come, kiss me and I'll think about it!" ”
Grass, for this kind of person who is on the line, my blue heart is not waiting for it!
I let go of my hand around his waist, stepped back, and sneered at him with my hands on my stomach:
"After kissing, do you want to say again, think about it again!"
My words were already dirty, and he would inevitably be frightened, and his little eyes widened at me, and he laughed horribly:
"That's the way!"
I turned around and lay down on the sofa, grabbed his washed red grapes and stuffed them into my mouth: "I'm not going back yet!" ”
Now it was his turn to be anxious, and sat down next to me flatteringly, and he took the anti-stretch mark cream and gently wiped it on my small belly, explaining while wiping:
"I'm not worried about your body, you've been hit like this again!"
"Humph!"
"And the little ones have already returned to H Province, I have to get rid of the sanitation in this house, we have lived here for a while, don't you say?"
I understand the reason, but I just want to be tsundere, so I keep humming, humming until the end, the old man simply came up to kiss me......
I found out that I really felt like I was really developed to have desires, and after he kissed me, my body reacted very strongly!
But he was already habitually holding back, and I was embarrassed to say it, and finally ...... We're both holding back!
However, this kind of thing will only get worse and worse!
The day before I went back, Lu Baozi muttered quietly while helping me wash my nerves: "yes, why is my body so unclean these days, there is no problem!" ”
I turned my head to look at him, and just as he looked up at me, they looked at each other, and suddenly it was as if their hearts were in touch......
I walked away with my ears burning at the roots.
I deliberately kept my distance from him all day after that, and he even acquiesced, and we were both weirdly serious!
Like what?
It's like when I was a teenager and I had to avoid menstruation, but Lu Baozi and his two sisters and brothers invited me to eat ice, and after I refused, Lu Xiaohong's big mouth suddenly realized the situation after the 'oh'.
The three of them all tacitly agreed, and the embarrassment between me and Lu Yiting, who was a half-grown child, became more and more embarrassing!
I don't understand why Lu Baozi suddenly behaved like a young man who was just in love with Lu Baozi!
Where did all his go-free agitation?
At this moment, shouldn't he pounce as usual? I'm already like this, will I still refuse him? I'm not cold!
For the sake of children? It's not like that! It's not that he hasn't done it during pregnancy, it's said that it's a reduction, why is he suddenly so completely abstinent!
Or is it at this moment when I have a request......
Is it revenge?
It doesn't make sense! I've been kind of indulgent about him, haven't I? Of course, I didn't have to refuse at all when he pounced, and then I was 'Peiyou' out, and I was even more cooperative!
Or rather...... Lu Baozi suddenly reached the fatigue period, no?
"Bah, ......" Although I didn't say this, I couldn't help but snort three times and slapped my mouth three times.
How can you say that your husband can't do it? This is so unlucky!
Lu Baozi, who was originally playing a stand-alone game on the side, was attracted by my movements, he looked at me with a smile and asked in a low voice:
"Why? Got bugs in your mouth? ”
Since there were so many doubts in my head, I took advantage of the fact that he turned his face and looked at his face vigorously, wishing that I could not even let go of his pores!
Well, the smile isn't as bright as it used to be, huh? It's a bit blue and black right now......
Is it because you're too tired to hold your head up like that every night and refuse to pounce? Doing too much housework?
Lu Baozi raised his hand and shook it in front of my eyes, frowning and worried: "What's wrong?" It's not uncomfortable! ”
I grabbed his hand tightly, and my eyes were fixed on his eyes...... Could it be that you are having an affair?
No, if there was an affair, he probably wouldn't have come, and he took care of me during this time, not like there are signs of this!
Thinking of this, I let go of his hand abruptly, frowned and leaned back in my chair to continue my contemplation......
The stewardess came over with a drink and asked, I asked for a glass of orange juice but didn't drink it in my hand for a long time, and suddenly, an idea that frightened me came up again!
Lu Baozi wouldn't know the handle in Yu Yue's hand! So he's alienating me in the Cold War, right?
We've already pulled out the divorce papers anyway, and then we'll go along with this cold war......
When I'm really sad, I don't complain in my heart, just like now, when I look back at him playing mobile games, I don't feel anything else......
I just want to cry sadly!
I had a good game of chess with him, but I don't know why I made it like this when I played, I'm afraid there is no room at all, after all, it's such a serious matter.
I found that I am simply a person who has more than enough success and more failure, and am I worse than others? I couldn't get married because of my partiality work, and I was forced to do this again!
I'm a loser!
I couldn't hold it anymore, I got up and went to the bathroom quickly, Lu Baozi called me from behind but I didn't dare to look back at him, tears were probably already flowing!
As soon as the bathroom door closed, I bit my hand and cried bitterly, my heart was heartbreaking, and with a burst of contractions, I cried until I couldn't straighten my waist......
Because I care, I will infinitely amplify a very inconspicuous change in the other party, and then there will be an overwhelming sense of crisis!
This is the most typical sensitivity of women, of course, I didn't know at the time.
I only knew that I was crying until I was tired, crying until I didn't want to cry, Lu Baozi knocked softly on the door outside:
"Wife, are you in there? Are you uncomfortable? ”
His voice was as gentle as ever, as warm as the afternoon sun!
My torn wound healed as quickly as if I had applied a special medicine, but when it was intact, it was cut open again by the doubts in my heart, and I tasted the pain again one by one!
"I didn't ...... Cough...... I'm fine, go to the toilet! ”
I tried my best to endure the sobbing, but my voice was hoarse when I spoke, so it was still so obvious, and Lu Baozi became more and more eager:
"Wife, what's wrong, can you come out and tell me?"
Unable to withstand his gentle persuasion over and over again, I finally opened the door and went out with a face, my image was too embarrassing for him to see at almost a glance.
He reached out and hugged me gently, he lowered his head and wiped my face while leading me to the seat in distress, the concern in his eyes was as good as ever, and my heart was even more sore!
He unscrewed the mineral water, fed me a mouthful, and wiped my mouth with a tissue, and then asked, "What's uncomfortable?" Why are you crying? ”
I bit my lip and pushed his hand away a little, and I missed his hands clenching his fists very warmly, and at this moment, I was in a very low mood.
It's just that slowly, I can suppress my emotions, I can hold back!
At the very least, he still cared, although I don't know what he was thinking!
I put my blindfold on the side of my head, and after clearing my throat, I whispered, "No discomfort, I'll rest for a while!" ”
"Okay, rest well, I'll call you when it's time!"
His voice is still soft, but he is less naughty, I'm very unaccustomed, I miss the Lu bun I am familiar with!
I remembered the time when he and Lu Xiaohong suspected that I had something to do with that Yiliang, and he seemed to be so faint, just didn't get close to me or kiss me......
So he must be suspicious of me again!
As soon as my hand covered my stomach, tears flowed out of my eyes even if they were closed, I hurriedly raised my hand to hold down the blindfold, Lu Baozi sighed and took my arm over!
He wanted to remove my blindfold, but I wouldn't, so he kissed me on the cheek, and his voice was soft as if he were whispering:
"What's wrong with my treasure? Where did you suffer such a serious grievance? Well? Tell my husband! ”
With an aggrieved pout, I reached out and pushed him away, and when I fell to the other side, I refused to pay attention to him......
His hand stroked my back one by one, and suddenly he smiled, "It can't be me!" Yes? Ha ha...... Okay, can I apologize? ”
Sadness and grievances all turned into anger, and I was angry with him!
But on the way back, he suddenly returned to the old Lu Baozi, hugged me tightly and kept babbling in my ear, and a few jokes popped up from time to time.
I listened quietly anyway, and there were times when I couldn't help but be amused by him, but before he could relax, I immediately stopped laughing again!
He pinched the back of my neck, and as soon as he got out of the car, he sighed and asked tirelessly:
"Wife, where did I go wrong, you said, how good are you to let me do this!"
I didn't make a sound, silently entered the community, opened the access control and pressed the elevator!
When I got into the house, I went straight to the bedroom, and he followed me and kept asking questions, asking questions......
I was annoyed, and my mouth didn't think for a while: "Why don't you touch me!" ”
Holding the warm and warm Lu buns, holding the hot little buns, my satisfaction came a little suddenly.
Lu Yiting felt a little like he couldn't sleep, he hugged me, he patted my back like a child sleeping, and his little eyes would open from time to time to look at me for a moment or two, and then continue to look lazy and not wake up.
My mind was still thinking about what had just happened, and I always felt that something was slowly changing!
Probably in the past, Lu Baozi was obedient and even humble, and now he has begun to have his own strength in front of me......
Or, dignity?
But I don't resent him for such a change, there is no very rational analysis, just because I accepted him!
This includes the changes he may have now, and even in the future!
However, now I don't realize that the change in the relationship between the two people is not unilateral at all, and his strength and so-called dignity are growing because of my care......
In the relationship, whether it is Yu Yue in the past or Lu Baozi in the future, I will always invest in and cherish it.
It has been said that in marriage, the person who always loves less between two people has a better life.
I didn't understand it at first, and then I didn't understand it and couldn't learn it, for me, love should spare no effort to have no regrets in this life!