Chapter 58
After listening to Shu Ning's description, Alu's face was not very good, and he said in a deep voice: "This situation has not happened for a long time. ”
Shu Ning hurriedly asked, "You mean, he has had this situation before?" ”
Seeing Alu nodding, Shu Ning's heart was instantly pinched, and he whispered, "This ...... It's not autism anymore. ”
Hearing this, Alu's face became even more ugly, and he couldn't help but be angry: "Of course this is not autism, this is much more serious than autism." His eyes were solemn, and his face was full of worry.
Now is the very moment, the discipline has just been released from prison and has not been sent away, the shareholders in the company are restless, but they commemorate it, and at this time they are sick again.
Shuning didn't care about Alu's attitude, and continued to ask, "Then when did he have this happen before?" "Was it after she left?
"What do you say?" Alu looked at Shuning with displeasure, as if to blame her for knowingly asking.
Shu Ning's heart sank, so after she left, Memorial not only committed suicide, but also caused serious mental illness.
It's all because of her!
For a moment, Shu Ning only felt that the strength in her body was withdrawn slightly, and she held on to the armrest of the sofa and sat down weakly.
How could she afford such a deep, heavy feeling?
"And how did he get better?" Shuning asked again.
Alu sat down opposite her and said slowly: "He has been seeing a psychiatrist all these years, and he has slowly restrained himself, as long as his emotions are not greatly moved, he will not get sick, and even this time his grandfather died, he resisted it, but he didn't want to still lose to you, what I have been worried about, after all, it still happened......" Alu's eyes were not good, looking at Shuning was completely like looking at a culprit, in his opinion, the reason why the commemoration became like this was caused by Shuning.
"Alu, I ......"
"You shouldn't have come back!" Alu's words were loud and clear, and in the empty and quiet living room, it was like a slap in the face, slapping Shuning in the face, making her stunned for a moment.
Seeing that Shu Ning's face turned pale in an instant, Alu didn't stop, but continued: "I've wanted to say this since the day you came back, don't you know? Your arrival is a disaster for Yu Memorial, and it is also a disaster for the Ji family. ”
Disaster?
Shuning finally came back to his senses and suddenly looked up at Alu, only to see his cold and hard face and tough attitude.
The corners of her mouth curled, and Shuning laughed at herself, it turned out that she was so unpopular, she knew that Alu had always disliked her, but she didn't want him to be so disgusted with him, and blamed all the bad things that happened in the memorial to her.
Taking a deep breath, Shu Ning stood up, the emotions on her face had returned to calm, and she said, "Don't worry, I'll leave tomorrow." After saying that, he didn't look at Alu's reaction anymore and turned to go upstairs.
Alu looked at Shuning's stubborn back as he went upstairs, and his face finally loosened a little, did he drive Shuning away? Or is she leaving tomorrow?
It wasn't until the back disappeared around the corner that Alu whispered, "I'm sorry! ”
He knew how hurtful his words were, they had been together under one roof for five years, he knew what kind of person she was, and he knew her deadly pride.
Only then can she leave.
Now, her staying here is far more harmful to Memorial than leaving, and Memorial is obviously sick now because he subconsciously thinks that he is well-behaved and obedient, and Shuning will like him and no longer mention leaving, so he suppresses his nature to please and cater to her.
He knew that Shu Ning had feelings for memorial, but he knew that it was not love, she just treated him as a younger brother, and she just habitually felt sorry for him, just like this time when she knew that he was sick, she would be worried and nervous, but she would definitely not love him.
Therefore, since she has no love for Memorial, let him be the bad guy and let Memorial be completely dead to her.
Back then, how painful her departure was, he saw it all, and he didn't want to see it a second time.
Only if she leaves early, the memorial will not hold out hope again, and then be disappointed again and again.
After all, she will go after all, it is better to leave late than early, and long pain is better than short pain.
Since the memory is already ill, it is best to take advantage of this illness to let him forget about Shu Ning completely.
If it is not broken, it will not stand, this is what the psychologist of the memorial once told him, as long as the memorial mood swings big enough, it may happen.
Shuning went back upstairs, walked to the door of his room, paused again, hesitated for a moment, and walked to the door next to him.
The door was closed, but it was not locked, Shu Ning's hand turned lightly on the doorknob, and the door opened easily, and the warm yellow light printed Shu Ning's body, and she walked in with her feet, and she saw that the memorial had fallen asleep on the bed.
He slept peacefully, with a quiet smile on his face, except for his hair scattered on the snow-white pillow, he slept straight, the quilt neatly covered his chest, his hands lay flat on his sides, and even his injured right hand was honestly motionless.
This sleeping position makes her uncomfortable.
How the hell did he fall asleep?
If he was really sick, his temperament had changed so much.
If it had been before, he would have rolled up the quilt, hunched over, and shrunk himself into a ball.
Standing on the edge of the bed, looking at the commemorative sleeping face for a long time, Shu Ning leaned down and wanted to adjust his sleeping position, but found that although he was asleep, he still maintained this kind of action subconsciously, and she couldn't move him at all.
In the end, she had no choice but to give up, turned off the light, and left quietly.
What she didn't know was that in the dark, the sleeping person on the bed suddenly opened his eyes, hooked the corners of his mouth imperceptibly, and then changed his sleeping position and fell asleep peacefully.
I couldn't sleep all night, and early the next morning, Shuning packed up her things and prepared to leave before the memory woke up.
It was only when she opened the door that she saw Memorial standing at the door dressed neatly, and when she came out, a smile appeared on her face, and he said, "A-Ning, good morning!" The voice was clear and clear.
“…… Morning, Xiao Nian. Shuning was stunned, and even wondered if she was getting up late, but she looked at the watch on her wrist, and the hour hand pointed to six.
"Let's go have breakfast." Remembering didn't seem to see the suitcase beside her, stretched out his left hand, and looked at her with a smile.
Shuning was a little stunned, but he still smiled and handed his hand to the memorial.
How could he get up so early? Could it be that he became ill and even his sleep time changed, and he didn't have to sleep until nine or ten o'clock in the past.
Also, didn't he remember her leaving today? Why did you stay at her door early in the morning?
Could it be a coincidence? Is he just standing at her door because he got up early?
Shu Ning was full of doubts in his heart.
Remembrance pulled Shu Ning with satisfaction, walked downstairs happily, and said in his mouth: "Today there is your favorite small wonton, which is made by the master I specially invited, you will definitely like it if you eat it." ”
Alu waited downstairs, and when he saw the memorial bringing Shuning down, his eyes deepened a little, and his face showed a faint helplessness.
After thousands of calculations, he forgot to include the state after the onset of the commemoration, this variable is too big, he didn't think about it at all.
Shuning looked at Alu inexplicably, and asked with his eyes, why did the memorial happen?
Alu only shook his head slightly at her, motioning for her to cooperate with the memorial first.
Shu Ning nodded, followed the memorial and sat down at the dining table, sure enough, she saw the little chaos he said, but she didn't have the heart to taste it now.
"A-Ning, eat it, I've already tasted it for you, it's your favorite taste." Memorial said excitedly, shoved the spoon into Shuning's hand, and looked at her with sparkling eyes, expecting her to eat.
The heat of the wontons spread in the air, and she smelled a familiar fragrance that she didn't have to taste to know, it must be similar to the taste she remembered.
"Thank you!" Shu Ning said softly, picked up the spoon, scooped a wonton and put it in her mouth, it was indeed like the taste she had eaten when she was a child.
I don't know how he found the old master he said.
"You can eat it too."
Memorial nodded happily, but stretched his face in front of her and opened his mouth: "Ah......hhhh
Shuning looked at the face that was close at hand, blinked, and met his eyes for some reason.
Memorial raised his right hand and said as a matter of course: "My hand is inexplicably injured, so now I can't do it myself, of course I want you to feed me." ”
Be all abroad? Shu Ning really wanted to tell him that it was obvious that he was injured by smashing the mirror himself.
But she couldn't, let alone mention anything now, so she had to feed him breakfast, which she had done before anyway, and was now proficient in doing it.
She fed one, he ate one, and by the end, a bowl of Little Chaos had all gone into Memorial's stomach.
After eating, Memorial touched his bulging stomach, squinted his eyes and smiled at Shu Ning with satisfaction, as simple and cute as a child.
However, he soon realized something and exclaimed, "A-Ning, I have eaten it all, and you haven't eaten it?" ”
He lowered his head in frustration and reached out and patted his head as if to blame himself.
It's just that he used his right hand, and Shu Ning was shocked when he saw it, and hurriedly pulled down his hand, "You be careful, this injury is not healed." ”
Memorial didn't care, he just said to Ah Lu, who was drinking porridge with his head bowed next to him: "Ah Lu, quick, let the kitchen make another one, Ah Ning hasn't eaten yet!" ”
Shuning stopped, "No need, I can eat these." ”
There was other breakfast on the table, and now she wasn't as obsessed with that taste as she used to.
Alu had just stood up and sat down again, his eyes darkened, and he had seen all the scenes of their intimacy just now.
The worry in his heart deepened.
"No......" Memorial just wanted to say no, but soon stopped his mouth again, he had to be obedient and obedient.
"Okay, you eat this xiaolongbao, this is also very delicious, I ate this a few days ago." As he spoke, he pushed a basket of xiaolongbao in front of Shu Ning and poured her vinegar.
Shu Ning became more and more puzzled, remembering that he was so easy to talk now, if he wasn't sick, she would have liked him to be like this.