After sending Mo Feifei home, Su Lian did not stay at her house for dinner, but went directly to the supermarket to buy a few dishes that Lei Luo likes to eat, and planned to go home and cook a good meal for him. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com] Burning ж文ж Book ж Library

If her cooperation with Leo goes well, she will have a considerable income, and when the time comes, she will be able to move out of Lei Luo's house and give him a free space. Thinking of his care for himself for a while, Su Lian felt that it was time for her to return the courtesy, and she couldn't afford anything else, so cooking a meal for him was also a gesture of gratitude.

After buying vegetables and going home, Su Lian specially called Lei Luo, to the effect that he had made delicious food at home and asked him to come back early and stop working overtime.

There are only two people's meals, and they can't eat too much, Su Lian made a four-dish and one-soup after thinking about it, and when the last dish was served, Lei Luo also returned home on time. Su Lian heard the movement and immediately ran out of the kitchen, just about to say hello to Lei Luo, when he glanced at it, he saw the person with a black face behind him, all the words he wanted to say were instantly stuck in his throat, and within three or two seconds, he was suffocated back by Su Lian.

"It smells so good! Is the meal ready? ”

So he opened his mouth easily, but in exchange for Su Lian's resentful eyes, Lei Luo's heart trembled, and he wanted to explain, but he heard Su Lian say: "There is also a soup, I can eat it when I bring it out." ”

"Well, hurry up then, starvation."

He had tried his best to behave as naturally as possible, but looking at Su Lian's deflated expression, it instantly made him feel like a bastard. No matter what Song Tianming's relationship is with him, he should refuse to let him come with him, now, he is Zhu Bajie looking in the mirror, and the two ends are not people.

When the meal was served, there were only two dishes and chopsticks, Lei Luo twitched the corners of his mouth and looked at the two bowls of rice on the table, for a while, he didn't know what else he could say.

"Xiaolian, let's put on another piece of chopsticks!"

"I only cooked food for two people, you can eat, I'll go out for a while."

Because there are more dishes, she has made less rice, if she and Lei Luo eat, maybe there is still a little left, but there is one more Song Tianming, in terms of the amount of food for two men, it would be good to be able to eat, and there would be no more than a bowl of her at all. However, seeing Song Tianming, Su Lian also inexplicably felt that he had no appetite, and it really didn't matter if he ate or not.

"Xiaolian, let's get together and eat some food, it's better than being hungry."

"It's tasteless."

After saying this, Su Lian didn't look back, walked straight to the entrance, just about to change his shoes and go out, when he suddenly felt a lot of pressure behind him, and when he turned around, Su Lian was so shocked that he gasped: "You, why are you standing behind me, don't you know that people are scared to death?" ”

"If you don't have a taste, you stay in the room, and you are not allowed to go anywhere."

With such a commanding tone and such a domineering request, the more he forced her, the more she rebounded: "I don't need to listen to your orders, and you don't have the right to order me." ”

Too lazy to argue, Su Lian didn't even change his shoes when he was angry, he ran downstairs in his slippers, and was walking to the basketball court in the community, Song Tianming was already angry and chased down: "Su Lian, you stop for me." ”

She couldn't hold back the fire for many days, and she couldn't send it out on anyone's body, but looking at Song Tianming who was so entangled, she suddenly felt that she didn't want to hold it anymore: "Song Tianming, how idle are you?" When you're fine, don't you know how to go home and accompany your family's big stars? What are you doing here? Do you want to come and quarrel with me again? I'm sorry! You are in this mood, I don't, I don't want to quarrel, and I don't want to quarrel with you. ”

She said an exception, which suddenly moved him and eased his expression, and he suddenly asked with interest, "Why is it more important to me?" ”

Unexpectedly, when he asked, Su Lian was speechless for a while, and only stiffened his neck and argued: "That's because, because you look down on me." ”

"I've never thought of it that way."

His sudden softening tone made Su Lian a little at a loss, he had no resistance to this man, and finally forced himself to push him away, but he automatically sent it to the door, is this the rhythm of going against ** her?

Don't look away, don't dare to look at his blazing eyes again, she just said angrily: "It's your business if you want to think about it, I don't want to hear it." ”

"Okay, if you don't want to hear that, then talk about something else. You give up the role of Concubine Yang, I will help you find other better roles, and if you are lucky, you can still be the female number one. ”

His heart, which had already wavered, suddenly became firm again because of his words. Turning her head, between Su Lian's cold eyes, there was a shadow of disappointment floating, she looked at him quietly, and asked bitterly: "You came here just to tell me this?" ”

"I think it's necessary to explain it to you."

"I don't think it's necessary, because, whether it's the female number one or the female number two, as long as you arrange it, I will never be able to get on."

“…………”

I have never talked to him about Mu Xiya so frankly, just because she knows very well that in Song Tianming's world, Mu Xiya is a goddess-like figure, no matter what she does or says, he will be centered on her. It was the same six years ago, and it was the same six years later, she never thought about anything to compare with Mushia, nor did she think about snatching anything from her.

At the beginning, when she met Song Tianming, she had no intentions, and when she couldn't help herself, he knew that the person he loved was never himself. He used his father's illness as an excuse to break up with him, and she was heartbroken about it, thinking that she was a bad woman and was abandoned because she was too shameful. But until one day, she knew the deep meaning behind his breakup from the ears of her classmates, and she only felt like a pool of ice, just cold from head to toe.

She didn't blame him, just because she still loved him.

However, she could be so ignorant of all their deception and use of her, but why could he still watch Muxia use everything to attack him? A role really doesn't mean anything, but if he breaks her heart, she can't change it back.

"Why do you look at me like that, am I not right? Even if you can, even if you support it, what about Mushia? Will she let me go? The more you help me, the more cruel she will be to me, Song Tianming, Song Ershao, if you still have a little sympathy, please stay away from me, please, please please, okay? ”

She once felt that her tears had run out, but whenever he appeared, she could feel her tears rolling. I don't cry because I feel that it's useless for people like her to cry, but the tears in my heart accumulate more and more, and sometimes, there will be a feeling that if I don't flow out again, my heart will drown. It hurts a lot, because her position in his heart is always the countdown, she doesn't expect herself to have a place in his heart, she only hopes that from now on, between them, really do it, bridge to bridge, road to road!

Song Tianming rarely looked at Su Lian's eyes, not because he didn't like it, but because he liked it too much. Six years ago, the moment she fell, her face was covered in blood, but her eyes were still wide open. He looked into her eyes, as if he was about to sink into it, that is, under the gaze of those eyes, he accepted her confession very casually.

I once thought that she really liked herself, just like those crazy girls on campus, obsessed with his appearance and his family background. However, the truth suddenly revealed, like a sharp knife cutting his heart, he can accept that she is not really in love with him, but he can't accept her true purpose of approaching him.

Even if she only likes it a little, but she is just for revenge, for the fight, and for helping her father, she does not hesitate to sell her feelings. What she did made him feel angry, so he was obviously reluctant, but he still resolutely chose to break up. After the breakup, he told everyone that she was just a bargaining chip for him to stimulate Muxia, a ** thing he used to pass the time when Muxia was not by his side.

He knew that this was very hurtful, but what hurt even more was that when she knew the truth of everything, she didn't come to question herself, nor did she come to scold herself, but just accepted everything he said so calmly. What she did also represented her thoughts, and he was also a bargaining chip to her, but his bargaining chip was more noble and valuable than ordinary.

From then on, he never looked into her eyes again, even on the night of love, when he was mad, but he never looked seriously into her eyes. Until now, Song Tianming couldn't bear it anymore, and finally stared at her tightly, word by word: "You hate me so much, help you?" ”

"Is there room for me to hate? The better you treat me, the more she will hate me, and the more she hates me, the more I will suffer. Song Ershao? ”

Su Lian used a very mocking tone, as if the person she was facing was not her lover, but her enemy, the feeling of doing everything to clear up the relationship deeply stimulated Song Tianming's nerves, he looked at her, only looked at it so stunned, and for a while, he just said for Mu Xiya: "She's just angry, it'll be fine after a while." ”

"Are you trying to lie to me or to yourself? If our relationship is still the same as six years ago, I may still have confidence, but we can't return to the pure feeling we had at the beginning, do you still hope that she can understand you? ”

is also a woman, Su Lian can actually understand Mu Xiya's sadness, if, in another shade, she is Mu Xiya, knowing that Song Tianming still has an unclear relationship with other women, she is also unacceptable.

Love is not all of a man, but it is the only one for a woman, no woman can tolerate her man and others outside, even if she is generous now, it is just a pretending performance, in her bones, the woman who snatched her man, will definitely hate it to the bone, and she will not get rid of the feeling of unhappiness.

So, that day, when she listened to Musia debunk everything about her, while pitying herself, she was also pitiing Muxia, no matter how bad she was, she also had the power to defend her love. What's more, she also saved her own life, what face does she have to rob Musiya of a man?

"Thea is more generous than you think."

"Generous enough to ignore his own man and other women**?"

She used such direct words that even Song Tianming couldn't listen to it: "Why do you want to talk about yourself like this?" ”

"So what shall I say? Say I don't have any intentions for you, say I don't have feelings for you, and say that I'm really just doing it to be on the show? Song Tianming, I know that I am nothing in your heart, but as long as I am alive, I still need dignity, don't make me feel very cheap in front of you, I don't like that feeling, I hope you don't like it either. ”

At this point, Song Tianming suddenly became serious, only looked at Su Lian's puffing face fixedly, and asked, "Su Lian, what about you and me?" Do you have intentions, do you have feelings? ”

"Nope."

Su Lian said these two words without hesitation, as if they were already on her lips, just waiting to blurt out.

He looked at her as if he were looking at a stranger, and there was a different light in his eyes than usual, but the light gradually dimmed because of her answer, until he could no longer see clearly.

Nodding, Song Tianming seemed to be more disappointed than her, and only glanced at her again before he said coldly: "Okay, as you wish, you go down there, I'll go up and finish that meal, and then, I will leave, and I won't bother you again in the future." ”

"Okay!?@@+

“…………”

The best result, the best answer, but to his ears, it became the worst and worst language. Song Tianming didn't speak again, nor did he look back, just turned around in stride, and strode away in the direction he came from without hesitation.

Song Tianming was angry, Su Lian endured it for a long time before squatting back to the ground, and wept silently on the basketball court that was not hidden.

In fact, there is nothing in this world that can definitely hurt people.

Just cold enough, cold enough, cold enough to become indifferent to everything; Just slowly polish your heart into a smooth and hard stone; As long as you think you are dead, then, in this world, even the most desperate love will not be able to hurt you again!

It's just that her love is really desperate?

Why does she feel that her heart is still hurting?