698 Love to the Dead End (4)
So many brothers' lives, each one, are much more important than his life.
This decade
He hadn't slept well for almost all night.
With guilt and remorse for those lives, with hatred and resentment for her, he tortured himself for ten years.
If he really had a choice, he would even be willing to take her own life ten years ago.
The living are far less happy than the dead
This topic made Bai Xiaoye speechless, and even breathless.
She's undercover, and she's tasked with exterminating them. Betraying her feelings, whether it's love or friendship, and obtaining vital information for the organization to prevent more vicious wars and assassinations from happening, this is her mission.
It's just that
She and the night owl have different positions after all.
Growing up, the night stalker has no real family, and the harsh and cruel living environment leads to no faith in his world, only his own rules. The state, the government, the people, do not exist in his world. In his world, it is interests, brothers who are born and die, and the righteousness of blood alliances
For the sake of this, he could not even want his life.
And her appearance damaged his interests, hurt his brother, and lost his righteousness
In fact, she should have died a million times a long time ago
"Night owl, I'm sorry" Bai Xiaoye leaned on his chest and spoke softly.
The night owl didn't speak again, his thin lips pursed tightly. A sorry voice, before betrayal and life, pale and powerless.
He couldn't forgive her, because he couldn't even forgive himself.
At the beginning, if I hadn't been seduced by her, if I hadn't been stupid enough to entrust her bomb to those brothers who were born and died, none of this would have happened
Because of this topic ten years ago, the atmosphere became heavy and depressing for a while, making people breathless.
Because it was so heavy, no one continued the topic. It was a wound that hadn't healed for ten years, and every time I mentioned it, I could get blood.
I don't know how long I walked, but I finally came to a wide place.
Halfway through, White Millet asks for the Night Stalker to let him go. He was afraid that if he held him for too long, he would collapse into a wound on his body that had not fully healed. However, the night owl stubbornly refused to let go of her, and his request was directly ignored by him.
If he hadn't mentioned ten years ago and reminded her how much hatred and distance there was between them, she would probably have been unable to restrain herself from fantasizing, fantasizing about being held by him like this until the end of her life
"You can already see snow here, let's go sit in that pavilion for a while." She patted the night owl on the shoulder.
The night owl snorted and carried her to the pavilion. In this place, the snow is already a little thick. In the quiet of the night, you can hear the sound when you step on one foot at a time deep and shallow.
The night owl sat down in the pavilion, and Bai Xiaoye subconsciously wanted to walk away from his lap, but his waist was tightened, and his hand was buckled.
She was stunned.
Didn't move again.
Just sitting on his lap.
She didn't dare to look at the Night Stalker's expression, and she didn't even know why the Night Stalker had brought her here.
He wrapped the blanket around her bare legs.
Her hands were always around his neck.
"Night Stalker"
"Hmm"
"Why did you decide to bring me here on the spur of now?"
The night owl didn't say a word for a long time, but turned his face away, and his gaze passed through the open space, casting it far to the east. Through the hazy moonlight, Bai Xiaoye could clearly see the tiredness on his face.
That tiredness is born from the bottom of my heart
It's like the string in my heart, which has been stretched for a long, long time, and is on the verge of breaking at any time.
I thought he wouldn't make a sound anymore, but in the next moment, he opened his mouth in a deep voice: "It's just that I suddenly feel very tired and want to come and see the sunrise." ”
Bai Suye pinched his heart fiercely.
She knew that he was tired, and his pain would only be a thousand times heavier than her in the past ten years of torture. However, after ten years of absence, it was the first time I heard him show his vulnerability in front of her
Before, every time, there was wariness, madness, and even hysteria between them.
Never before had he been so calm with her that he was tired
It was so calm that she panicked in her heart, and she only felt indescribable sadness.
She was obviously holding the night owl, but she felt that this person was actually moving away from her step by step, farther and farther away, farther and farther away
What she wanted most was such a result, but deep down she was afraid of such a result.
Suddenly unable to restrain herself, she wrapped her arms around his waist and hugged him tightly. The night stalker looked back at her. Two people, eyes facing each other, in the moonlight, her eyes were desolate and fragile, flashing with tears.
His eyes were deep, and his emotions were surging.
Long fingers, suddenly pinched her jaw. Rubbing your thumb against your cold little face. The strength can even be considered gentle.
The tip of Bai Xiaoye's nose was sour, and he sobbed, and suddenly raised his face and kissed him on the lips.
At that moment, everything seemed to get out of hand.
knew that she was a poppy and a poison planted in his body, but he still couldn't resist and refused. The white millet leaves made all sanity disarm and surrender.
Each other's lips are entwined. Like the end of the world, and like the end of life, they are entangled, as if they want to imprint such an unforgettable heart into each other's souls before they are willing.
The night owl's **, in front of her, has never been able to restrain herself. Throwing away the blanket that was in her way, his hand had reached through the hem of her skirt.
On such a night, there is no one to come and go.
They are the only ones
It's like they're drowning, and they're frantically grabbing each other as lifesavers
The night owl's fingers squeezed into her body.
There wasn't much foreplay, but her body was more sensitive than ever, and she was more willing to accept him than ever. Or rather, they were looking forward to accepting him.
She kissed him on the lips, kissed his chin, kissed his neck
His fingers were presumptuous in her body, and she scratched him with her fingers uncomfortably, and in her coquettish voice, it was so charming that people's bones were about to fall off.
"Night Stalker, do you dare to ask me for me here if I really seduce you now"
At this moment, she let go of her pride, let go of her reserve, and even her reason was thrown out of the clouds
Everything, she only follows her heart.
It's a rare presumptuousness.
Even, presumptuous not for long.
Her fingers unbuttoned the night stalker's shirt, and her hand slipped through his collar. Night Stalker snorted, "I didn't mean to ask for you here, but you can drive me crazy"
"Then do you want it" Bai Xiaoye gasped, his eyes were hazy, and he looked at him in confusion. That sound was so delicate that the night owl only felt the blood in his body flow backwards, and rushed straight down to him.
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