When the tears fell, I knew that I was crying, from childhood to adulthood, I could only get up after falling, and I have always held back my tears, but now, I cried because of your indifferent words, but you can't see it, I want to ask you, will you feel distressed when I cry?

If one day you can go to my heart, you will definitely shed tears, because it is full of my love for you!

If one day I can go to your heart, I will cry too, because it is all your indifference.

Although you have never taken the initiative to talk to me many times, your heart is still full of expectations; Tell me about it again and again!

I just want to tell you how I feel now, I hope that when you enter my circle of friends, you can see and understand my heart, although you have never commented on my state, you always pick up your phone again and again, edit the text messages to you, but you never have the courage to press the send button, you can only delete these messages one by one.

Sometimes, I will receive a message from you, it will not be very long, but I will be happy for a long time, no matter what I am doing, I will reply to you for the first time, but you will not reply for a long time, so I have been staring at the phone, as soon as I hear the sound of the phone or see the vibration of the phone, the only hope in my heart is you!

But after disappointment again and again, my heart is completely broken, the hurt hurts so much, how many times I have secretly run to see it, how many times I have insomnia, how many times I have been drunk, how many times I have been drunk, how many times I have ......, they say that I am stupid, I want to say, for you, I can always be stupid..., I can fall in love with you in a second, but I may not be able to forget you in a lifetime... Met, loved, cried, hated, tired, tired, painful, left, hurt, heartache, no contact, no meeting, heartbreaking, stranger, but I still miss you!

If I had never met you, if I had never fallen in love with you, if I hadn't believed in it at the beginning, maybe I wouldn't be the person I am now.

It's not that I don't want to, it's just that I don't bother anymore, it's not that I don't love, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you!

！ But I don't dare to disturb you, but if I don't bother, I may really lose you...... There are always some people and some things that they don't want to forget, but they can't forget; There is always some love, not that I don't want to let go, but I can't let go.

To this day, I still remember the winter of 2016, and I still remember every snow that fell at that time.

Qingxia, I love you.