Chapter 137: Relieved to Comprehend Love
had dinner with Chen Jun and Qiao Bin, and talked about a lot of topics, and finally when they were about to disperse, Chen Jun opened his mouth and mentioned a person, "Chen Heng, what are you going to do about Cong Huifang?" ”
"Cong Huifang?" Zheng Chenheng groaned and read this name, there have been too many things encountered during this time, and it is too strange to mention this name suddenly! "yes, I have something to talk to her about her, I'll go to her tomorrow!"
Hearing Zheng Chenheng say this, Chen Jun nodded lightly, took Qiao Bin's hand and said goodbye to Zheng Chenheng. Looking at the figure of the two of them snuggling away hand in hand, Zheng Chenheng really felt warm, but there was an unspeakable sense of loss.
Xi Chen left with Lin Yuan, and disappeared so completely that people were nowhere to be found! Back in the apartment, seeing that the room that he hadn't lived in for a long time was still spotless, Zheng Chenheng knew that it must have been Lin Yuan's frequent cleaning.
Now, the two houses facing each other are empty, and he stands in the house he has lived in for a long time, but he does not feel a little bit of home. It's freezing outside, and when I come to this room, it seems even colder.
came to his bedroom, sat on the neat and cold big bed, leaned on the head of the bed, and sat quietly all night. Waited until the next morning, got up early, looked at the still gloomy sky outside, took out his mobile phone and dialed Cong Huifang's number.
"Chenheng? Is that you? Cong Huifang's voice was surprised, she really didn't expect Zheng Chenheng to call her at this time, and then she remembered something, and said in a low voice: "Is there anything to find me?" ”
"Come out and let's meet!"
“…… Good! Cong Huifang hesitated for a moment, and quickly agreed.
In the bleak and cold corner park, Zheng Chenheng stood on the edge of the lake, looking at the frozen lake, shining with a cold glow. Cong Huifang came quickly, wearing a long windbreaker, still showing a beautiful figure, but the bulge in front of the abdomen couldn't be stopped.
The child has been more than four months old, and Zheng Chenheng suddenly realized that looking at Cong Huifang like this, he suddenly felt that he was indeed too mixed up before. Seeing Cong Huifang's arrival, Zheng Chenheng took a step forward and showed a shallow smile at her.
"You're here!" Zheng Chenheng said lightly, looking at Cong Huifang subconsciously wrapped in a windbreaker, frowning slightly, and said with some annoyance: "Is it cold, why don't we find a café to sit down!" ”
"No need, just here!" Cong Huifang hurriedly shook her head, she knew that Zheng Chenheng had her own intentions in choosing this place, and now he looked thinner, and his face was softer and paler than before. She knew that it was all because of that person.
In the past, Zheng Chenheng could be said to be heartless, indifferent and resolute, he only cared about such a precious son, and others were insignificant to him.
Later, he fell in love with Zheng Xichen, which seemed to really change him, and the indifference on his face gradually faded, and it would be plain and soft instead. And all this is because of Xichen, because of that person, she saw such a heart-warming and indulgent Zheng Chenheng.
"Here, it looks depressed and cold, and the cold surface of the lake gives people a cold and lonely feeling, which I really think fits my state of mind. Standing here, blown by the cold wind, I will be more awake. So, I'm sorry for you to accompany me to suffer the cold for a while! Zheng Chenheng said the reason why he was here, it was really that he needed to be calm and absolutely calm.
"Chenheng......" Cong Huifang suddenly choked up, she was really distressed by Zheng Chenheng like this, the kind of sadness born from her bones was really not suitable for him. What's wrong, what's going on? Isn't it, what did the old man do? What about Xichen? ”
Cong Huifang suddenly regretted a little, she shouldn't have let the person she loved suffer like this for her selfishness and unwillingness. She is too self-reliant and strong, even if she loves Zheng Chenheng deeply and made her lose herself, but now it seems that her behavior is not right, and loving him is actually to sacrifice everything for him.
"I'm sorry, it's all because of me, right? I'm sorry! Looking at the coldness and pain that flashed on Zheng Chenheng's face, Cong Huifang was really sad, she was true love for Zheng Chenheng, that was the man she had followed in his footsteps and pursued for so many years, she should not retaliate and hurt her lover for her unwillingness.
"Hui Fang...... It's none of your business! Zheng Chenheng didn't expect Cong Huifang to say this, it seems that many people's minds have changed a lot during this period of time. I don't blame you for this, you should do it, even if you don't say it, one day we will confess to ourselves! ”
"Chenheng, now you ...... How's it going? Cong Huifang had some doubts, she didn't know how the old man would treat them.
"Xiao Chen, he left, no one knows where he went! He took Lin Yuan with him, and I will go to look for him until the day I find him! Zheng Chenheng said very simply, and he didn't want to say much about the inside story.
"Huifang, I called you out today just to see you! I still want to say, you can think about it again, based on the current situation, are you still willing to keep this child? I don't mind this child, if he is born, I will do my duty as a father, but I am afraid that this will affect you! ”
Cong Huifang knew that the current Zheng Chenheng asked her like this, she was really worried about her, and she suddenly felt satisfied that he was really worried about it for such a moment. Therefore, Cong Huifang smiled, she was really a little relieved.
"Chenheng, I will give birth to the child! This is your child, he has grown so old that I can't bear to take him. If the child is given to you, it has nothing to do with me, he is just a descendant of your Zheng family, and he has nothing to do with me, and I will start a new life! ”
"Chenheng, what I said is true, if I get involved with a child in the future, it will always have some influence on me. I now live in a house outside, no one around me knows me, and when he gives birth to a child, he is a descendant of the Zheng family, and no one else will know anything! When the time comes, I will personally deliver the child to the old man, and I will not disturb his life again! ”
Cong Huifang is really a bit fearless when she says this, in fact, she really wants to understand that she has been living alone for so long, and she has thought about a lot of things.
Zheng Chenheng is the man she loves the most in her life, but she knows that his heart has been given to another person, and she can't force it in this life. Instead of making everyone not miserable, it is better to let each other go free and bless each other! If your lover can be happy, you are actually content.
"Huifang, thank you!" At this moment, I have to say that Zheng Chenheng's heart was a little touched, Cong Huifang is not a vicious and hateful woman, she used to be an innocent and kind little girl, but too many things have changed her heart. Now, it's exciting for her to have such an idea.
"No, in fact, this is what I should have done a long time ago, maybe I have figured it out a long time ago, and I won't let the current situation be so stiff. Chenheng, I sincerely hope that you can find Xichen as soon as possible, and I also hope that the old man can agree with you, I bless you! ”
After saying this, Cong Huifang smiled very happily, and her pure smile made Zheng Chenheng's heart soft, and her apology for the woman in front of her was also heartfelt. Looking at her slightly bulging abdomen, I suddenly had a wonderful feeling, and there was really an urge to connect the blood.
"Huifang, can I touch the child?" The words blurted out made Zheng Chenheng a little stunned, and stood in place a little embarrassed, with a very complicated and weird look on his face.
Cong Huifang was obviously also shocked by his words, and looked up at him in surprise, with an unbelievable look on his face, and then ecstasy, tears could not stop falling. Finally, Zheng Chenheng admitted this child, and he had the existence of this child in his heart, enough, this is enough......
"Of course ......"