"It's okay if I don't go, Yun'er, but I really can't rest assured of you, I'm worried that you are alone and helpless there, and I'm worried that you are too sad and have no one to rely on.

I know you best, usually sentimental, for the slightest thing, tears will fly into a downpour, tomorrow on that occasion, I am really worried about you. ”

I brought my head closer to An Lan's arm, and said helplessly: "An Lan, I also want to find someone to rely on and let him give me warmth and strength, but you are sick, so I have to choose to be strong alone."

However, don't worry, with Jia Qing and Guo Rui here, I should be fine.

For me, my greatest wish now is that there is a magical power that can make the people I love the most quickly recover and return to a state of vitality. ”

I didn't want An Lan to worry about my affairs and worry about it, so I tried my best to comfort him.

"Got it, Yun'er, I'll eat well and take care of my fat.

You went to the scene, and if there's something tricky, remember to call me. Seeing that I insisted on my opinion, Anlan had no choice but to agree to the request not to follow me anymore.

In the evening, I said goodbye to An Lan and rushed back to my residence early, at this time, Guo Rui had already rushed back with the help of Jia Qing.

thinks that the grievances between Guo Rui and her boyfriend have not been resolved, and she still chooses to spend the night outside.

When I got home, Guo Rui was resting in Jia Qing's living room, and when she heard the sound of me coming back to open the door, Jia Qing immediately walked out of the open door and greeted me.

"Lingyun, it's quite early to come back today, Guo Rui doesn't want to go home for the time being, I'm afraid I'll have to squeeze with you tonight."

And Guo Rui also walked out with crutches and jumped.

"Chairman, you're back, great, I thought I would have to wait for you for a long time, I have nowhere to stay these days, please continue to take me in." She said embarrassedly.

I stepped forward, grabbed her, and carried her into my room.

"Guo Rui, you're welcome, you can live as much as you want, you must know that the owner of this house is not me, but Mr. Jia, as long as he doesn't drive us away, the two of us just stay here." I said playfully.

Jia Qing was embarrassed, "Two eldest ladies, I can't ask you two to come to me as neighbors, how dare I let you go, don't worry, this house is empty and empty, you two live here, and you make the best use of it, just let me do a good deed." ”

Thinking that Jia Qing had purchased two properties in a row in this place where every inch of land was at a premium, and the door was next to the door, I couldn't help but ask curiously, "Brother Qing, you are a bachelor, why are you buying so many houses here?" Who are you going to live in? ”

Jia Qing walked in with us, and when he heard my question, he confessed embarrassedly: "Lingyun, I won't tell you, buying two houses is all about the wishes of my parents, my parents have worked hard all their lives, and I really want to take them to the provincial capital to live with me."

However, my mother was afraid that it would interfere with my independent life in the future, so I insisted on not coming, so I had no choice but to buy a house with two doors next to the door, so that it would be convenient to visit the elderly, and I could protect the future freedom of my family. ”

Guo Rui and I were amazed, "Ah, I can't imagine that Mr. Jia is so filial, you can't be better than being really good to your parents."

It's a pity that my parents left me early, and my son wanted to support me but my parents were not there......" Speaking of this, I couldn't help but think of my father and mother who died early, and I choked up uncontrollably, and my heart suddenly felt heavy as if I had been pressed against a mountain, and a layer of mist filled my eyes.

"Mr. Jia is so loving and far-sighted, if anyone is lucky enough to be Mr. Jia's one, he will definitely be very happy." Guo Rui praised and teased Jia Qing.

However, in an instant, Guo Rui and Jia Qing immediately captured my sadness and loss from my tone.

I sat silently on the couch alone, thinking about how I would face the memorial service that was coming tomorrow.

The tears that should be shed are inevitable, and the heart-rending pain must be endured no matter what.

"Lingyun, drink a cup of hot water!" After Jia Qing noticed that my mood had taken a turn for the worse, she hurriedly got up and poured me a cup of hot tea with a faint floral fragrance and handed it to me.

"Thank you!" I said weakly.

"Hey!" With a sigh, I said sadly, "Tomorrow, I'm really afraid I won't be able to handle it myself." ”

Jia Qing sat down beside me silently, patted me lightly on the shoulder, and comforted me, "Lingyun, don't be afraid, I will accompany you from beginning to end, the memorial service will end soon, and when it is over, I will send you back." ”

Guo Rui also sat down next to me empathetically, "Chairman Lingyun, and me, I will also accompany you, you can rest assured." ”

Under the persuasion of the warm words of the two, the sadness and sadness that surged in my heart barely weakened a little.

However, despite this, at night, I still couldn't sleep all night, lying quietly in bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, and countless chaotic memories of the past came to my mind.

In the endless thoughts and memories, I remembered the bits and pieces of my father and I got along with each other in the past, and thought of every turning point between our father and daughter, from strangeness to hatred and then to closeness, and then to mutual attachment.

I hope that when I woke up and opened my eyes, I could see my father with gray temples sitting on the sofa in his house, reading the newspaper kindly, and the morning sun was shining warmly on his body, shining on his gray hair and his amiable face.

I wish he could continue to babble in my ear, arguing and pointing out my life and love, and I was thinking that if there was a miracle, even if my father forced me to do something I didn't like, I would nod my head and say yes.

However, God never gives people a chance to look back and a room for regret.

All good things that have passed away are like the passing waters of the east of the great river, which can never be retained and replaced.

When I woke up from the fog, everything was the same.

Hurriedly dressed and got up.

On today's special day, Guo Rui and I both changed into black clothes for memorial services, and pinned a delicate white flower to our chest.

When wearing flowers, maybe I didn't have a good rest, or maybe I was sad, my hand was trembling, and the sharp needle was stabbed, suddenly, a pain came from my fingertips, surrounded me deeply, looking at the bright red from my fingertips, I couldn't tell whether it was distress or hand pain.

Guo Rui neatly pinned the white flowers, and seeing that I was still wearing them clumsily, she quickly helped me pin the flowers, and I hurriedly put my injured hand behind my back, lest she see the fragility and helplessness in my heart.

After freshening up, Jia Qing was already waiting at the door on time, and as always, he brought breakfast for me and Guo Rui.

I didn't have the appetite to eat, so I just drank some porridge at random, and then packed up and set off with them.

When I walked out of the community, I found that the weather was unusually bad that day, the sky was gray, and it seemed that a rain was about to come, but it refused to fall, and there was a kind of dampness and dullness in the air.

The car walked a long way and came to a bumpy road, at this time, the rain fell from the sky one after another, and the rain in March was dripping, like cow hair, like fine needles, and wet clothes.

Sitting in the car and watching the sad rain, just like my mood at the moment, maybe God is also hurting and sorry for me, I am such a hard-working girl, I lost my mother's love early, burdened with the deep hatred of my father and the rebellion of youth, and came to the city alone, from the heart is like ashes, the heart is like duckweed, to the warmth and dependence of the family that I have worked so hard to find, and then to the disappearance now, helpless, I can't help but say that it is like a big dream.

When I woke up from the dream, I seemed to be back to square one, and I seemed to be sinking deeper into the fog.

Having lost the protection and care of his father, he had to be extra careful when he struggled in the city, facing those hidden conspiracies and tricks, and in the face of sudden killings and persecution.

With every walk, it becomes like walking on thin ice.

The death of the father, up to now, the police still can't give an answer, and the murderer has not been found for a long time, and after retaining the relevant medical specimens, the body was finally cremated.

After walking for half an hour, the car finally came to the funeral home, at this moment the rain has been getting heavier and heavier, through the car window, can only dimly see, in the funeral home outside the empty field, crowded with relatives and friends who come to mourn.

Jia Qing opened the car door, opened a black umbrella for me, and accompanied me first.

He looked back at Guo Rui and said, "Guo Rui, your legs and feet are not dexterous enough, just sit in the car for a while, and wait a while, when it comes to an important stage, I will help you in." ”

"Okay, you just take care of the chairman!" Guo Rui said obediently.

As soon as I got out of the car, there was an icy wind blowing cold, although Jia Qing held up a black umbrella for me overhead, but the chaotic rain, the cool rain still wet my cheeks and eyes.

These days, I have silently rehearsed in my mind what I should do at this moment, but when I arrived at the scene, I realized that everything was in vain.

From the moment I got off the bus, all I could see were white couplets and yellow mourning flowers, as well as countless gorgeous and dazzling wreaths that were placed in solitude, and countless sad faces.

Seeing this sad farewell scene, I thought that I could be very strong and brave, and I would not let myself cry, but at this moment, my fragile heart suddenly seemed to have suffered a heavy blow, and I found that my body was trembling, my legs and feet were weak, and tears of indisputability had flowed out.

I have been depressed in my heart for many days, and today, I can finally look at my father again, and after so many days of isolation, I can see him again, but at this moment, he will no longer babble half a word in my ear.

I took three steps and two steps and ran towards my father's coffin in the hall.

"Dad, I'm here to see you!" I cried.