Chapter 48: Who Are You Me? Need you to take care of it?
Obviously, she and Fu Lingye have only known each other for three days, although the love at first sight of the young 'girl' is precious, but it can't withstand any wind and rain, Zhang Yiyi is only sixteen years old, just entered the first year of high school, I must take advantage of her love to quickly strangle the seedling that just emerged!!
And Fu Lingye and I are obviously at the two extremes, although I like him, but I think I shouldn't be able to control a man like him, who can say who can say that Fu Lingye likes me today and will like other 'women' tomorrow? As Zhang Yiyi said, Fu Lingye is a figure who can be on the news, but what about me? It's so inconspicuous to be lost in the crowd......
And he also made it clear that he would not deliberately please and pursue me. -.-What I want is a simple and plain but sweet love, obviously a man with a 'sexual' personality and emotional experience like Fu Lingye is impossible to give it to me. And now with Zhang Yiyi breaking into it, I feel embarrassed just by thinking about it, so it is absolutely impossible for me to talk to Fu Lingye.
After clarifying my emotional line, I was more sure of what I wanted.
It just so happened that Xiao Yao asked me to have dinner together in the evening, I thought about it and agreed.
When I was about to get off work, I finished the work at hand early, and when I saw that Fu Lingye didn't look for me, I immediately flashed. Xiao Yao used to wait for me, but this time I went downstairs early and waited for him, thinking in my heart.
It didn't take long for Xiao Yao to go downstairs.
Because I just got off work, many colleagues went downstairs, so he saw that although I had a smile on my face, I also maintained the politeness and distance between colleagues, I was not reckless to him, and I did not deliberately approach to cause other colleagues to smile slightly.
We walked out of the building together, and Xiao Yao asked me, "What do you want to eat?" ”
I wanted to smile at him, but maybe I was in a bad mood and couldn't laugh, so I had to soften my voice and say, "It's okay, you can call the shots." ”
Xiao Yao said: "I remember that you are from H City, you should like spicy food there, right?" I just knew that there is a Sichuan restaurant that is delicious, why don't we go and eat Sichuan food tonight? ”
"Okay."
I went to the bathroom when I was about to eat, and then went to the front desk to pay the bill.
When Xiao Yao was about to pay, I hurriedly stopped him and said, "I've already finished paying, last time you invited me to dinner, but I felt embarrassed to leave after half of the meal, so I'll invite you this time." ”
Xiao Yao smiled and said nonchalantly: "You don't have to be embarrassed with me, in my eyes, you are good no matter what." ”
This sentence can be regarded as a love story, but I am not happy at all when I hear it, and even fantasize about how good it would be if it was Fu Lingye who said this to me......
Ahhh What's going on? Why do you think of Fu Lingye again?? I closed my eyes fiercely and patted my head, driving him out of my mind, and when I calmed down, I looked up at Xiao Yao again.
The best way to forget one person is to start with another person, but I always think it's too despicable to do so, why should people use a stand-in to help you forget the previous person?
"Xiao Yao, I have something to say to you."
He poured me a cup of tea and asked, "What?" ”
"Xiao Yao, I want to say sorry to you." His hand in putting down the teapot immediately froze, I paused, and continued, "Actually, I already have someone I like in my heart, although it is impossible for me to be with him, but I can't seek comfort from you, and we have been getting along for the past few days, I think it is better for the two of us to be ordinary colleagues." ”
Xiao Yao frowned and asked me, "Who is he?" Is it our company? ”
"I want to make it clear to you that this matter has nothing to do with him, and even if I don't have him, I'm going to make it clear to you. At the beginning, I said that I am not familiar with you, but after contact in the past few days, I think it is better for us to be colleagues or friends, you are very good, but I can't control the good feeling and liking of this kind of thing......"
"Su Ran, do you think I'm not good enough?" Xiao Yao immediately interrupted me, "If you think I'm not good enough, I can try to change myself." ”
"No, no, it's not like that, you don't need to change yourself for anyone, it's my problem, I don't think we need to understand further, feelings are a very wonderful thing, if you don't use good feelings, it's useless to try to understand."
Xiao Yao was silent suddenly, he was so silent, I was embarrassed and didn't know what to say, I thought back to what I said just now, and thought about whether what I said hurt him too hard? But hesitating will only hurt him more......
Alas, I knew that I should have insisted on my inner feelings and rejected him directly, so it seems like it's all my fault now.
After sitting for a while, I looked at the time and saw that it was more than eight o'clock, and there were nine missed calls from Fu Lingye on the mobile phone screen.
I was very surprised for a while, what did Fu Lingye call me for? With so many calls, is there something important to look for me? But what is the important thing to ask me about at this point in time?
I broke the silence and said, "It's almost nine o'clock, let's go." ”
Xiao Yao suddenly said: "Su Ran, let's all think about it tonight, okay?" I really like you, you also said last time, you want to fall in love for the purpose of marriage, I think the two of us have similar views, if we are really together, we will definitely get along, and every time we are together during this time, isn't it also 'good'? ”
I was about to speak, but he interrupted me, "Let's all go back and think about it tonight, you should think about it too, since you said that you and the man you like are impossible, then you should also consider me, and this matter will be talked about tomorrow, okay?" ”
Seeing him like this, I feel more and more sorry, I always feel that I have hurt him, but if I don't make it clear to him now, I'm afraid it will be more difficult to explain in the future. Although this time gave the two of them time and opportunity to contact and get to know each other, I really felt that when I was with him, it was more like having dinner with my colleagues, but I definitely can't say this, otherwise it will hurt him even more.
Xiao Yao has said this, and I can't say anything again.
After leaving the restaurant, Xiao Yao said to me: "It's late, it's not safe for you to go back as a 'girl', I'll send you back." ”
"No need, the security here is still good."
"Su Ran, let me send you back, otherwise I will definitely not feel at ease all night."
I'm really not good at rejecting others, so I couldn't bear to refuse at the beginning until now, and finally I 'made' myself very embarrassed.
"Okay, that's for you."
Xiao Yao was very happy when he saw that I agreed, and said, "Let's go." ”
I originally wanted to send a text message back to Fu Lingye, but Xiao Yao was sitting next to me and I was embarrassed to keep pressing my phone. Thinking about his decision to alienate Fu Lingye, he simply asked for 'sex' as if he couldn't see Fu Lingye's missed call.
Let the car stop at the intersection of the community, only a dozen steps away, after getting out of the car, turned around to say goodbye to Xiao Yao, but saw Xiao Yao also get out of the car.
I was a little puzzled and asked, "Aren't you going home?" ”
Xiao Yao said a little embarrassedly: "I want to talk to you for a while." ”
I was a little embarrassed to hear it, and I didn't know what to say, but I actually finished what I was going to say when I was in the restaurant......
Xiao Yao didn't seem to know what to say, the two were silent for a few seconds, I couldn't hold it back, and said, "Thank you for sending me back." ”
Xiao Yao looked at me and smiled, and said, "No thanks, I am willing to send you home every day." ”
"Xiao Yao, in fact, I have already ...... just now"
"Suran." He interrupted me, "It's getting late, you can go in quickly." ”
When the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them back, and had to say, "Okay, you can go back quickly." ”
"Hmm." Xiao Yao answered, and suddenly asked me, "Su Ran, me, can I hug you?" ”
I subconsciously wanted to refuse, but before my mouth opened, Xiao Yao suddenly hugged me, I was startled, and hurriedly pushed him with my hand, feeling a little angry, not to mention that I had made it clear to him tonight, even if I didn't say it, even if we are trying to understand each other now, he can't just hug me rashly and recklessly!
Pushing Xiao Yao away fiercely, he saw that my face was not 'pale', and quickly explained, "Su Ran, I really like you." ”
"I'm tired, I'll go back first." I said this sentence a little coldly, and I felt resistant and a little disgusted by the sudden hug he just had.
"Okay, you rest early, we'll see you tomorrow."
He didn't answer again, turned around and walked towards the community.
As he walked, he slapped his head twice, still regretting that he didn't insist on rejecting him at first.
I was walking in depressedly with my head down, and suddenly a cigarette butt with sparks was thrown at my feet, I was startled, and hurriedly took a step back to look up, only to see Fu Lingye leaning against the street lamp next to my community.
The faint yellow light spread out from the top of his head, and his facial features and expression could not be seen clearly, but he could be recognized at a glance.
When he got closer, he realized that he had a lot of cigarette butts thrown at his feet.
Frowning, I asked him, "Why do you 'smoke' so much?" ”
Fu Lingye stood up straight and said coldly: "Who are you and me?" Need you to take care of it? ”
I got angry in my heart, thinking that this person is really strange, why don't you need me to come to my house? Ignoring him, he walked towards the community.
But the moment I rubbed shoulders with him, Fu Lingye grabbed my wrist and asked viciously but coldly: "Did I warn you not to associate with him?" Who allowed you to let him hold you? ”
Shook his hand hard, and said in his tone: "Who are you and me?" Need you to take care of it? ”
What he just said made me angry, and I angered him just as much.
Fu Lingye suddenly approached, grabbed my chin and 'kissed' it. The two 'lips' touched, and I immediately pushed him away, but he caught me and didn't let go, the 'Yin' owl stared at me with cold eyes, and warned in a dangerous tone, "Bai Suran, let me tell you, your life was saved by my Fu Lingye, and your life in the future is up to me!" ”