Chapter 25 Inner Thoughts
But let me let go of this embrace with Lu Yiting's temperature now, and turn around and leave, I really can't do it...... That's it, just think of it as a little compensation for yourself after being stimulated a lot today!
I thought of this in my heart, struggling in my heart but unwilling to push Lu Yiting away, but I also tried hard to restrain myself not to respond to Lu Yiting, I must hold back.
I'm not worthy of him now......
"You are really tired today, don't say anything when you meet Yang Yan in the afternoon, something like this has happened again......" Lu Yiting's voice was full of distress, and it fell in my heart and made me almost melt.
Once some gentleness sinks in, don't think about any more reason, Lu Yiting is like this for me. So, go for his restraint! I really can't help but want to hug Lu Yiting back.
I've had a hard time, and with such a man like sugar, I really want to stay in his arms for a while, just a while......... Forgive me for being selfish.
I also clumsily learned his action of hugging me, but I was too low, he could put his arms around my shoulders, but I could only hold his waist, but I couldn't care so much, and gently wrapped my arms around his waist.
Actually, I'm not low, but Lu Yiting is still a head taller than me. After I hugged him, I could bury my head a little lower in his neck socket.
Ha, what a sense of security! My snort was immediately filled with Lu Yiting's fragrance, which was not greasy at all, but made people feel a little itchy at night.
"It's okay...... It's all over anyway...... "I kept my head down, so my voice was a little suppressed, and the words I said were a little soft as nasal. I felt Lu Yiting's whole body tense because of my words, and then slowly relaxed.
"It's not over yet," Lu Yiting pulled me out of his arms and let me look at him, I saw that his expression was very serious, and I couldn't help but feel a little nervous in my heart.
"The matter will not be over until the press conference is over in three days." I don't know what this press conference will do to me, but since Lu Yiting said so, even if I don't know what to say in my heart, I can only say that I am clear.
Lu Yiting's grim expression relaxed again, and he put on a gentle smile again, "Okay, then now, I'll send you home!" "Hmm." I nodded.
I got back into the car, and Lu Yiting also started the car and quickly drove away from this place.
Until I was sent home, Lu Yiting and I remained silent. I'm because there are so many things I encountered today that I don't have the energy to talk anymore. Lu Yiting pursed his lips and drove the car without saying a word, as if he was thinking about something.
It didn't take long for Lu Yiting to send me to Yuan Qi's house, I raised my head and looked at the window of Yuan Qi's house through the car window, and found that the lights were still on, presumably waiting for me.
It's almost twelve o'clock now, and Yuan Qi should be in a hurry. I hurriedly ran out of the car, said goodbye to Lu Yiting, and after good night, I rushed to the floor of Yuan Qi's house.
Lu Yiting naturally knew why I was in such a hurry, and he didn't care too much, and after watching me run upstairs, he drove away.
When I returned to Yuan Qi's house, I opened the door and saw that Yuan Qi was still waiting for me. She was already drowsy sitting on the couch watching TV, and woke up when she saw the door open and came in.
"You're back! I thought you were kidned by Lu Yiting today! Yuan Qi teased me as he stood up. I really admire Yuan Qi, she is trapped like that and still has the heart to make fun of me.
But I'm not in the mood to pick up her stalk now, "Is it better?" β
"It's been around for a long time! I'm asleep at this point. Hearing Yuan Qi's answer, I finally put my mind at ease, threw myself on the sofa, and relaxed my body for a day.
"What's wrong? Look at you like you've been moving bricks on the construction site for a day, so tired? "Yuan Qi obviously didn't understand why I was so tired when I just went to a yoga class today.
"Hey," I sat upright and took a sip of water and said to Yuan Qi, "You would never have thought of what had happened today." β
So I started to talk about it when I met Yang Yan in yoga class, of course, I didn't say anything about Yang Yan scolding Yuan Qi for being an old virgin, but even so, Yuan Qi jumped up angrily.
"That Yang Yan thinks she's a princess! The whole world has to revolve around her! I still beat you! I knew I shouldn't have gone home today, if I had gone with you, see if I hadn't slapped her face crooked! β
Yuan Qi gritted his teeth and said. "Alright!" I didn't want Yuan Qi to worry about me, so I deliberately said, "I'm not angry anymore!" Let's see if I can tell this as a story! I tore away a big smile to reassure Yuan Qi.
"What's more, I'm not that miserable! Didn't Lu Yiting come later! "In front of Yuan Qi, Lu Yiting, I was a little shy. Because she always likes to make fun of me with Lu Yiting, she will not give up until I am embarrassed.
But this time Yuan Qi didn't take this opportunity to joke with the two of us, and still waited for me to say the next content with a serious face. She pays more attention to my problems than joking!
I can't help but feel a warm heart, Yuan Qi is really a good friend! My eyes were a little moist, and I rubbed my eyes and continued.
The next thing is to meet my mother on the road, I don't dare to tell the truth what happened, because with Yuan Qi's violent temper, if I knew that my mother bullied me like this, I guess I could go directly to her with a knife now.
So I can only delete and delete things, shrink and shrink, and try to tell Yuan Qi the mildest version, and the final focus is that the matter has been resolved, don't worry about me.
Yuan Qi had a solemn expression on his face, and only relaxed when he heard me say that the matter had been resolved. "I really didn't expect that so many things would happen to you just one afternoon when I didn't see you. Fortunately, Lu Yiting is by your side! β
Oh, yes! Fortunately, Lu Yiting is by my side.
"Okay, okay, go to sleep, you're sleepy, you're still holding on here." After telling Yuan Qi the story, I hurriedly urged her to go to sleep. She was dozing off when I first came back, not to mention that it was already a little bit faster, and she was so sleepy that she couldn't stop yawning.
"Then I'll go to sleep first, good night." Yuan Qi finally couldn't stand it anymore, so he said a word in a daze and went into his bedroom to sleep.
Seeing that Yuan Qi went to sleep, I also hurriedly went to wash up, and then returned to my bedroom and prepared to sleep.
I had already slept soundly, but I still went to bed lightly. I touched my forehead, there was no fever, and my face looked good, so there should be no problem.
That's when I lay down beside him. It stands to reason that I was tired from the day and should have fallen asleep next to my pillow, but now I am so awake that I don't want to sleep at all.
I remembered all the things that had happened today, and many scenes replayed in my mind like replays.
Although I told Yuan Qi about what happened today just now, I didn't say many things because I didn't want Yuan Qi to worry about me. For example, I didn't say anything about being watched and scolded. The relationship with Lu Yiting is one step closer, and I didn't say it.
It's not that he doesn't want to tell Yuan Qi about Lu Yiting, but he really doesn't know how to open his mouth, so he just won't say it.
There are so many things that happened today that I can't remember them all at once.
Now that I'm finally in bed, I have time to get my mind in order. From Yang Yan to my mother, there are so many things I encountered in one day today, which is difficult for me to digest.
From Yang Yan this afternoon to her mother in the evening. One thing after another came at me, so I didn't have time to think about it, and many things followed my instincts, according to the current thoughts, and I didn't have a brain at all.
There is nothing to say about Yang Yan's affairs, she always targets me like this, and I am used to it, the only change may be that I will not let her bully me in the future.
Thinking of this, I can't help but think of the promise I made to Lu Yiting today and what we did in the car.
I am 100% serious about what I said to Lu Yiting today. The pride in my bones will never allow me to remain in such a state of waste wood all the time.
So the promise I made to Lu Yiting today is more like a guarantee to my inner self.
But what is my current feelings for Lu Yiting? I don't know either......
Lu Yiting is undoubtedly a very good person, his thoughtfulness towards me and his concern for me are from the bottom of his heart and are real.
And what about me to him?
I remembered the few skin-to-skin encounters with Lu Yiting today, my heartbeat and my red face can't fool people, and I like him too.
This man who appeared in my life without permission not only disrupted my poor state of life, but also disturbed my heart, which was already like stagnant water.
The failed marriage with Lin Fang brought me not only the life of suffering in the Lin family for five years, being a cow and a horse, but also my deep despair of love.
When I first married Lin Fang, he was very good to me.
Mrs. Lin and the rest of the Lin family also regarded me as a serious young grandmother of the Lin family, and never treated me badly.
At that time, I was naΓ―ve, and I thought that I had met such a good family because of good luck. I don't hate my parents' shameless behavior of sending me to the Lin family because of money.
At that time, I also had the idea of living a good life with Lin Fang. Now that I think about it, I'm so stupid to die that I would think so.
Because after I became pregnant and gave birth, everything changed so quickly that I couldn't imagine it.
Mrs. Lin, who was originally kind and kind, was overjoyed when she learned that I was pregnant, and even regarded me as her own daughter, changed her face overnight.
At that time, I had just given birth and was still in confinement, and my body was weak. But with such a physical condition, not to mention that there is someone waiting on the side like other pregnant women who have given birth, I still have to drag my body to take care of the Lin family.
His Lin family has a big business, can't he even afford a nanny? No, they can afford it, the nanny is sitting in the kitchen, but the dirty work of mopping the floor or something, but I, the daughter-in-law who has just given birth, have to do it!
The reason for this is that I, a useless daughter-in-law, did not add a son to their Lin family.
From the moment the gender of the child was determined, I changed from a young grandmother of the Lin family to a person with the lowest status in the Lin family.
This reason really breaks my heart.
I couldn't help but cry down, and I am full of sadness when I think about those days now.
But what makes me the most sad is my ex-husband Lin Fang.
In short, there was no light in the dark days of that period, and I have been relying on my own persistence to move forward in the dark, and one hell after another has already numbed my heart.
But Lu Yiting appeared in front of me like this.
There was no disdain for me, no mockery of me for being like this, just obvious love.
When Lu Yiting first appeared, my heart, which was scarred by Lin Fang, did not fluctuate at all, and I even felt that this man was a little weird.
Why pay so much attention to me, an abandoned woman?
But he didn't care about my alienation, and helped me again and again.
Finally told me that he was the fat man.