222 Insomnia, standing like a wall
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Zhou Shen called Forsythia after reading the news: "I wanted to go and see you, but the reporter wrote like that, I think it's better for me not to show up." "
Forsythia smiled, grateful for the man's understanding. Maybe now only he can understand her, understand her dilemma and difficulty.
In fact, at this time, it is best if Zhou Shen does not appear, so that things can slowly calm down.
"Thank you, you don't need to come to see me, I'm fine, I'm just sorry to let you carry this black cauldron."
The only thing Forsythia feels guilty about is that Zhou Shen has become a "negative man" and an irresponsible "father" in the eyes of the public.
Zhou Shen was very bland, as if these comments and belittlements had no effect on him at all.
"The mouth grows on others, and besides, public opinion is only the personal opinion expressed by a considerable number of people in society on a particular topic. It doesn't represent the facts, so I don't care, the only thing I care about is you. He paused, deciding that something should still be said.
"Forsythia, about the child, although I don't know why you have to hide it from Feng Lixing, but I know that you must have hardships and reasons, and the only thing I hope is that you can be safe and happy, and I won't care about anything else."
Forsythia didn't know how to respond for a while.
This man is always able to give her the most sincere warmth when she is isolated and helpless, this warmth is plain, quiet, trickling, like a stream flowing past, making you feel grounded, but it will not put too much pressure on you.
This is what Zhou Shen can give Forsythia. Willing to stand up to a wall behind her. Sandwich the total Hongdi.
She walked forward, and he stayed where she was, watching her go.
If she is hurt, if she looks back, she will always see him standing up for her. Warm walls.
Another sleepless night.
This is the third night that Feng Lixing has slept alone after moving back to the apartment, and he is still not used to it, he can't fall asleep after tossing and turning in bed, seeing that the time is passing minute by minute, and it is already early morning in the blink of an eye.
Maybe habit is a terrible thing.
He hadn't felt anything wrong with sleeping alone before, and had been living alone since he was 10 years old, but after only a few months of living with Forsythia, he found that he had completely taken her into his own life.
During the day, he was able to forget something for a while due to his busy work, but not at night, and time and sleep became a torment for him. 【Love Go】
The body habitually lies on the edge of the bed, the legs are stretched out in a regular manner, and I always feel that the forsythia is still sleeping next to me, so I have to worry about her stomach, and I can't grab the quilt with her, and I can't grab the space of the bed with her. Every time we sleep together, she can toss and turn on the bed and concave all kinds of strange shapes, but he can only take up a little space.
The arm was still habitually stretched to one side, ready for her to turn over and get into her arms.
Even the pillows on the bed are still two, he sleeps one, and the air sleeps one.
Sometimes he wakes up many times in the middle of the night, and he always feels that there will be a pair of arms wrapped around his waist, and his hot little face is attached to his chest, and his little Nizi likes to hold something in his sleep, so he wraps it around like a koala, and then he will take advantage of her. Pinch her on the buttocks or kiss her on the lips......
Damn!
I can't think about it at all, and the more I think about it, the more I lose sleep!
......
Forsythia has been living in the villa in Crescent Bay for a full week.
Erbao has grown a lot of weight and grown up, and An An has also "accompanied" him to have a relationship, at first he was a little repulsed, and he was reluctant to look at him, but after two days, he would secretly tease him while adults were not paying attention.
Maybe bloodline is really a magical thing, every time An An teases him, Erbao will giggle non-stop, and An An suddenly has a sense of accomplishment, and he is amused.
But a week-old child sleeps a lot and wakes up little, An An always lies next to his small bed, muttering: "Why don't you wake up, why don't you wake up, wake up quickly and play with An An!" "
There are two people, one big and one small, and even Sister-in-law Lan is looking at Kexin next to her in that scene.
"Madam, you see how good the relationship between these two brothers is, they have been glued together since childhood."
Forsythia can't help laughing at this time, it is a laugh from the heart, very peaceful, and there is no hatred and distractions at all.
Her life has been very unfulfilled, she has suffered, she has fallen, she has lost, but fortunately she still has two children by her side, which may be the only treasure she has in her life now.
She had already thought about it before, and when she reported the resentment in her heart, she took An An and Erbao back to Paris, leaving everything here behind and starting over in a new place.
As for Simu, she won't care anymore, she is too tired to fight, too tired to carry, it is better to give it to the person she has always wanted, at least Lu Qingzi is Lu Yujiang's biological daughter, and it is reasonable for Simu to hand it over to her one day. 【Love Go】
This is Forsythia's plan for the future, but only if she wants to take revenge first!
The chess pieces in the back have been laid out, step by step, Forsythia is no longer in a hurry, the top priority is to take care of her body and take care of the child, so she began to do confinement in Crescent Bay peacefully.
There are people in the family who take care of her diet and daily life, An An is taken care of by Aunt Xue, Sister-in-law Lan is also an experienced confinement sister-in-law, and Erbao was raised by her to be chubby.
Yi Zhengqing also comes almost every day, sometimes in the morning, sometimes after work.
Every time I come back, I will bring the soup and water that he boiled himself, plus the tonic stewed for her, Forsythia gained 5 pounds in a week, her complexion was much more ruddy than when she was discharged from the hospital, and the milk was enough, and the two treasures couldn't be eaten, but she finally fulfilled Forsythia's wish of "breastfeeding".
An An was sent back to China by Xie Congliang's arrangement as soon as she was born, and it was impossible for forsythia to breastfeed, so Erbao made up for all the regrets she left on An An.
It's just that Forsythia feels that the most distressing thing is that she can't go out, and Lan's sister-in-law has a very traditional concept, thinking that she should lie at home for a month when she is confined, so Forsythia's range of activities is limited to this house, and she is not allowed to go to the garden.
How boring, and can't surf the Internet, can't read books, can't watch TV and magazines, forsythia can only look for things to do everywhere, one of the things to do every day is to water the pot of forsythia, and specially asked someone to buy some nutrients for her to apply, maybe it's really forsythia spent a lot of thought, during that time she grew very well, the leaves were more lush, and the branches hung from the edge of the pot to the ground.
Song Weiyan called Forsythia a few days ago, she was still living in the hospital, probably meaning that she couldn't come to visit her and the baby in person, but said that she would come to see Forsythia when she was discharged from the hospital.
Forsythia has her heart enough, let her take care of herself on the phone, and took care of each other for a few words, when she hung up the phone, Song Weiyan suddenly said: "I have also seen the things about you and Feng Lixing on the Internet, most men are affectionate, and they dare to say anything when they want you, but there are a few who can really accept your unbearable past, sister ......"
Song Weiyan began to call herself Forsythia sister, because she was a few years older than Forsythia. 【Love Go】
"Don't think too much at this time, and don't cry, there is a saying in our hometown, after crying in confinement, your eyes will be blurry, the only thing you have to do now is to raise your body well, raise your children well, and there will be a chance in the future, at least better than me......"
That phone call made Forsythia sad for a long time, not sad that Feng Lixing hadn't appeared for a long time, but sad that Song Weiyan said these words, as if he had seen through everything, and the feeling was beyond the red dust.
Fortunately, Dong Qiu's girl will come to see Forsythia whenever she is free.
When I first came, it was particularly novel and exaggerated, and I put this villa in favor of "raising the princess's castle".
When I came for the second time, I actually brought a porridge with tender shredded fish, which tasted very good, and I ate all the forsythia and asked her, "Did you make it yourself or buy it?" "
She seemed to chuckle: "Of course I bought it, where do I have this craft!" "
"Which restaurant bought it?" Leave me a name and I'll be able to eat it myself next time! "
"This... I don't remember where I am, I bought it on the way here, and I didn't even pay attention to the name. "I can't answer, I can't answer, Forsythia doesn't think it's strange, this girl has always been very arrogant, heartless!
In the blink of an eye, it was late December, and forsythia couldn't go out on Christmas Eve.
Xie Congliang called Forsythia across the ocean, said "MerryChristmas" to Forsythia at the other end of Paris, and half-jokingly asked her what activities she had with Feng Lixing tonight.
He didn't know that Forsythia hadn't seen Feng Lixing for more than half a month.
Forsythia doesn't say anything, only that on this special day, Feng Lixing will definitely participate in business activities outside, and he will not accompany their mother and son at home.
Xie Congliang was convinced.
Forsythia took the opportunity to tease him: "What are you going to do today?" "
"Naturally, women have been piled up, and there are a new batch of Vietnamese girls in Daqing, I have to go to inspect the goods!" What a stinky thing, Forsythia spat on him: "Sooner or later, it will die in the hands of a woman!" "
"How is that possible! It's not dead in your hands, who can hurt me with other women! "
This made Forsythia panic in his heart, and he hung up the phone hastily, but heard Aunt Xue shouting with An An in the screening room: "Mrs., sir......"
Somehow, she dropped the phone and ran over there, rushing and slamming her knees on the legs of the table.
"What sir?"
"On TV, look, Mr. is on TV, ......"
Forsythia looked up at this time, and it was Feng Lixing on the screen, it should be a Christmas fashion party sponsored by LA'MO, he had never participated in this kind of show before, but this time he actually went, standing next to the host, still wearing a white shirt, with a long-haired girl in his left hand.
This girl Forsythia knows, is a new model signed by LA'MO recently, and just endorsed a girly perfume advertisement under LA'MO some time ago.
It seems to be playing a game, similar to the boring "Truth or Dare", Feng Lixing and the girl are in a group, the game is lost, the host randomly shakes them punishments, finalized, and a line of words appears on the screen - kiss for 10 seconds.
Forsythia couldn't help but sneer, now this kind of show really dares to play anything for the sake of ratings.
She felt that Feng Lixing would definitely not be willing, although he was amorous by nature, he was not promiscuous, at least he had never seen him with any woman in public, but this time she was wrong, and with a flash of her eyes, Feng Lixing on the screen had already taken the girl in her arms and kissed her......
The host also pinched the seconds to calculate, the picture was beautiful, the tall and handsome Feng Lixing turned sideways to the camera, bowed his head slightly and kissed the girl as beautiful as a flower in front of everyone......
"Ouch, it's boring right now... Don't watch it, don't watch it......" Aunt Xue quickly changed the channel in embarrassment.
Forsythia limped back to her bedroom, and when she ran into the screening room, she had a large piece of skin on her knee, and she found a medicine box to medicate herself.
It hurts so much, it hurts to drill into my heart.
Forsythia threw a cotton swab, hugged her knees and curled up on the edge of the bed, did not cry, felt that she should not cry, there was nothing to cry about.
"This..."
Suddenly feeling someone touch the top of his head, Forsythia lifted his face from his knees, An An stood in front of him at some point, spread out his immature little hands, and lay a piece of toffee in his palm.
"I'll give it to you, sweet ......"
At the beginning of January, the first snow fell in Yecheng.
Forsythia stood on the balcony and looked into the distance, the crescent moon lake was frozen, and the grass and trees and the sky and the earth were covered with snow.
"Madam......" Aunt Lan walked over and reproached slightly, "Why are you standing outside, you can't blow the wind." "
"I'll just look at it, it's all suffocated at home."
"You can't stand in the wind if you are suffocated, you see how cold the weather is, the TV says that the temperature in Yecheng will be very low in winter this year." Aunt Lan hurriedly went to get a cashmere shawl and wrapped it in Forsythia, took her hand and pulled her into the house: "Close the door and window, the wind blows in the confinement and the root of the headache falls." "
No matter how big it is, Aunt Lan hurriedly closed the doors and windows as if making a big fuss, and even the curtains were closed for Forsythia.
The bedroom suddenly darkened, and the air became stuffy, but Forsythia still felt cold.
"The little one is asleep?"
"Well, sleep, you can lie down for a while while he sleeps, don't stand all the time, your back will hurt after standing for a long time."
Aunt Lan went to help Forsythia to go to bed again, she couldn't twist it, so she could only lie down, pulled a quilt to cover it, and felt that her body was very cold, so she could only ask Aunt Lan to turn up the heating in the house a little more.
So groggy that Forsythia actually fell asleep, and I don't know how long I slept, and when I got up, I found that it was snowing outside again.
Aunt Lan estimated that she had woken up, and brought in the bird's nest porridge that had been warm in the kitchen, and there was still a bunch of white camellia flowers in the tray, as if they had just been cut, and there was still a little unmelted snow crystal on the bud.
"Where did this come from?" Forsythia asked.
Aunt Lan explained with a smile: "In the yard, I looked at that piece and thought it looked good, so I cut a few and wanted to arrange it in a vase." "
Forsythia tightened his heart, and instead of taking the bowl of bird's nest porridge, he picked up the bouquet of white camellias.
"Leave it alone, I'll get it."
As he was talking, he saw the next person walk to the bedroom door and knock on the door: "Madam, someone from downstairs came to see you." "
"Who?"
"It's a woman, dressed very fashionably, but I don't know it, and Aunt Xue also said she doesn't know it, like it's the first time I've come back."
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