Chapter 529: I Lost My Feeling of Loving You

"As long as my body is okay, are you satisfied?" Ximen Jingxuan asked.

He saw Lin Xin'er's nervousness and relaxation, and at this time, his heart seemed to be constantly pulling at something missing, which made his brain a little confused.

"As long as the body is fine, we have many opportunities to find an antidote, if you are really poisoned." Lin Xin'er said as she carefully looked at Ximen Jingxuan.

I really don't see anything unusual about him.

"Do you think there's something wrong with you?" Lin Xin'er asked softly.

Even if outsiders can't see it, he probably senses something himself, otherwise he wouldn't have said that.

Now, they are together, and if there is any problem, they can all solve it together.

Ximen Jingxuan's eyes kept staring at Lin Xin'er, deep, confused, confused, and abruptly clear, and his mind also followed the intricate lines, each line was an opinion, and finally these lines were closed together and tied into a knot.

Something flashed suddenly, like it had been struck by lightning.

Ximen Jingxuan withdrew his hand from under Lin Xin'er's palm, raised it, and gently touched Lin Xin'er's face with his crooked fingers.

"Jing Xuan?" Lin Xin'er was waiting for Ximen Jingxuan's answer, a little anxious.

It seems that Ximen Jingxuan should be a slurring and unspeakable behavior.

He...... What's wrong?

"We're supposed to love each other, aren't we?" Ximen Jingxuan's fingers swiped lightly on Lin Xin'er's cheek.

He was very familiar with this feeling, and when he first touched her, his heart began to jump inexplicably.

The relationship between him and her is not a simple calculation and use, cooperation and termination of cooperation.

If he said that he tried to use Lin Xin'er, or Lin Xin'er tempted him, it sounds funny, and it is an insult to himself.

In the capital, when he didn't see Lin Xin'er, he had thought like this, but when he saw her, it was as if something he had thrown away had been pulled out, and he had to think of what Yan Yan had said......

"Yes, we both love each other deeply, I met you in Northern Xinjiang, because of your caring behavior, ignited the warmth in my heart, I have been thinking about you for eight years, no, it should be almost nine years, and you, although I recognize the wrong person, but I always remember the little girl you met in Northern Xinjiang, although I have deceived you, designed you, we have all had impulsive behavior, but you still tolerate me, accept me, stand by my side, you love me so much, I have no reason not to love you." Lin Xin'er stared at Ximen Jingxuan, looked at each other, and said softly.

In just a few sentences, it covers the past nine years, and it is not easy to know and love each other.

With Lin Xin'er's words, Ximen Jingxuan's gaze swirl became deeper and deeper.

Although he lost his infatuation with Lin Xin'er at this time, he still remembered the feeling of Lin Ke'er, and when he returned to the capital from the Lin family, he began to pay attention to Lin Ke'er silently, standing in the dark to help her, and that kind of concern was actually all from Lin Xin'er, the girl who really saved him back then.

"Yes, we should love each other." Ximen Jingxuan nodded slightly, agreeing with Lin Xin'er's words.

But Lin Xin'er sounded a little awkward, why did she use words like "should"?

"But......" Ximen Jingxuan's tone turned, and he sighed faintly.

Lin Xin'er's heart shook inexplicably.

"But I lost the heart and the feeling of loving you." Ximen Jingxuan thinks that it is better to tell Lin Xin'er this reality.

If he pretends to love her, he can't find that feeling, he can't do it, and he deceives her, he believes that after a long time, she will be able to perceive his changes, and if the poison gets deeper and deeper, he may not even be willing to do it in disguise, and even dislike her, so that he will deviate from all the things she does, just like when he was in Jinyang Palace, he had a disgusted opinion of her just based on the news he received, but fortunately, after seeing Wei Yan, he decided to come and see Lin Xin'er in person.

If there is anything he has to say, he will make it clear to her face.

"Jing Xuan, what are you talking about? What do you call it to throw it away? Lin Xin'er was surprised, can things be lost, can love be thrown away? How could the matter of empathy and love happen to Ximen Jingxuan?

"You should have heard that I am going to make Mrs. Limei a concubine." Ximen Jingxuan Road.

"I know, it must be some kind of plan of yours, isn't it?" Lin Xin'er asked.

"No, it has nothing to do with any planning strategy, and I don't want her to be involved in those fights, I just want to protect her, give her a feeling, a kind of recognition." Ximen Jingxuan said, it's just that this kind of feeling faded after seeing Lin Xin'er, but he still remembered his feelings for Mrs. Mei.

Perhaps, that is the subtle sign of the love that was lost from Lin Xin'er in Mrs. Mei.

"Jing Xuan, do you know what you're talking about?" Lin Xin'er didn't believe it.

Before, Ximen Jingxuan protected Lin Keer, which was the payment of the wrong person, but it was ...... to Mrs. Mei If she felt anything, how could she have lived in obscurity in King Xuan's Mansion for so long? How could it be possible to change their attitudes in the months they were apart? You must know that although they have known each other for a short time, they have left memories and concerns in each other's hearts for eight years.

"I'm very sober now, I'm afraid I won't be as sober as I am now." Ximen Jingxuan said, his fingers changed to palms, and stroked Lin Xin'er's cheeks.

"Tell me clearly, what's going on?" Lin Xin'er kept herself calm, and she had to listen calmly to whatever she had to say.

Only when we understand everything can we have a suitable response.

"I asked Yan Yan to look for Leng Qingxiu, and now Yan Yan is back." Ximen Jingxuan's hand left Lin Xin'er's cheek, ready to sit up and say what he thought.

Lin Xin'er listened quietly, even if she had all kinds of questions in her heart, she didn't interrupt Ximen Jingxuan's words.

"She told me about a peculiar poison called infatuation." Ximen Jingxuan continued, this was originally a piece of news that he didn't care much about, but now it has become a crucial clue, and it is also an answer after he sorted out everything.

"Do you think you've been poisoned by infatuation? Leng Qingxiu gave it to you? Is she in the capital now? When Lin Xin'er heard the poison, she couldn't help it, and asked three questions one after another.

Thinking about the tragic encounter in the Taishi Mansion, Lin Xin'er hated the poisonous girl she had never met, if Leng Qingxiu hurt Ximen Jingxuan again, she would never let that woman die well.

"It's not Leng Qingxiu, Leng Qingxiu is now in Yuehua Kingdom, you probably don't know that the people who saved the Demon Messenger are Leng Qingxiu and Chu Yitian, a poisonous girl of the Leng family, and a disciple of the Ghost Valley Divine Doctor who has not been traced for many years." Ximen Jingxuan Road.