Chapter 912: Let Yourself Go First
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When the lunch was passed in Cining Palace, Xuan Ye was late, and when he entered the door, he saw Lan Qi standing with Su Mala with the dishes and chopsticks, and Xiao Chang was not nervous and panicked, and when he saw himself, he had a bright and sweet smile.
Xuan Ye once said to Shu Shu that there are a few more people in the harem and a few fewer people, it makes no difference to him, for the first time in so many years, he has carefully looked at the face of the person next to the pillow, as if it was this Wu Ya Lanqi.
She's lucky, and of course, she's good-looking.
Yu'er asked Lan Qi to sit down next to the emperor, and the meal was very good.
But after the meal, Lan Qi followed Su Mala to the pantry, and Xuan Ye was called into the house by his grandmother.
Yu'er said straight to the point: "Today, Lingzhao exempted the Sixth Palace's invitation, saying that it was not very comfortable, do you know?" ”
Xuan Ye's expression was indifferent: "I know something, I have already ordered Da Li Zi to greet him, and Doctor Xuan will take a look." ”
Yu'er sighed lightly: "Xuan Ye, what do you think of her?" ”
Xuan Ye said: "I didn't think about it, Imperial Grandmother, what do you want to ask?" ”
Yu'er looked solemn: "Xuan Ye, you honestly said that accepting that Wu Ya Lanqi was not a momentary emotion, was it?" You've already asked Da Li Zi to inquire about this girl. ”
Xuan Ye bowed, but was silent.
Yu'er said: "But you will never fall in love with a little-known little palace maid at such a time, what do people outside think, I don't bother to care, you don't care, but now you can't even tell the truth to the imperial grandmother?" ”
Xuan Ye still had a stiff face, unwilling to speak.
Yu'er got up and went to the door, and when she saw that there were no idle people, she ordered Da Li Zi to watch the door, and when she came back, she asked, "Do you want to be angry with Lingzhao?" ”
Xuan Ye disagreed: "How is it possible, Imperial Grandmother, this has nothing to do with her, but if she has to bring herself in, you and I can't stop it." ”
Yu'er was already angry: "Xuan Ye, tell the truth." ”
Xuan Ye left his seat and knelt down straight: "The imperial grandmother is angry." ”
Yu'er sighed: "I'm not angry, I just want to hear the truth." ”
Xuan Ye's eyes were empty: "Imperial grandmother, I don't know what I'm doing, I really calculated very early, I want to accept a palace maid to be a favorite concubine, to break the thoughts of those ministers who want to recommend Concubine Zhao as the queen, and I want to keep Kunning Palace empty, one more year is a year, I don't want anyone to replace Shu Shu's existence." ”
Yu'er said: "Da Li Zi told Su Mala, you asked about Zhong Cui Palace a few times, but you quickly put it away, you were hesitant in your heart?" ”
"Yes, my grandson still remembers your teachings and does not take advantage of women." Xuan Ye said, "I don't want to use this little palace maid, and I don't want to use Ling Zhao, but in the end, it still becomes like this." ”
"You still don't like her?"
"I don't like it." Xuan Ye said, "Imperial Grandmother, I tried, forced myself to try to get close to her, thinking about slowly, to make each other's feelings more natural. But with her, if she is happy, I must be half tired from exhaustion, and I want to seek natural coexistence, so she is full of suspicion and anxiety, and asks me over and over again if she has done anything wrong, and what is wrong with her. Tell me, Grandmother, how should I answer? ”
Yu'er was stunned, and finally listened to her grandson's heart, only to realize that feelings are between two people, and the so-called bystander is clear, and it is difficult to work on top of emotion.
However, Ling Zhao loves her husband, is she wrong? If Ling Zhao is wrong, then Yu'er, Qi Qige, Yuan Xi, and even Meng Guqing, are they all wrong?
"Mark my words, don't humiliate her, don't hurt her." Yu'er said, "Grandmother Huang doesn't want you to regret what you did in the future. ”
"Shu Shu told me a long time ago, don't let Niu Hulu Lingzhao despair." Xuan Ye was physically and mentally exhausted, "Imperial Grandmother, what's the point of trying your best to make a woman who loves herself, but doesn't like her, feel happy and happy?" So, I changed my mind, I wanted her to despair, I wanted her to give up completely, turn around and throw me away, and I never wanted to make her queen. ”
Yu'er shook her head: "But child, is Lingzhao just a woman who is simply by your side, she is the daughter of the Niu Hulu family, and she is involved in the interests of the court and your ministers behind her." Now, it's that you can't separate feelings and interests, and if you only talk about interests, you won't feel exhausted, and even if you only talk about feelings, you will simply and decisively leave everything behind. Lingzhao is trapped in her feelings, but you are occupied by both sides. ”
Xuan Ye resolutely denied: "Imperial grandmother, I don't like her. ”
Yu'er said: "She has been with you for ten years, your heart is flesh and blood, and if you don't like her, it doesn't mean that you don't care about anything." Xuan Ye, you let go of yourself first, and then you can let everyone go. ”
Xuan Ye suddenly remembered, as if he had only heard this sentence last night, and thought about it, isn't it the little Chang who said he couldn't sleep, but slept soundly and sweetly by his side?
Xuan Ye tried hard to recall, how did he say these words, only to suddenly find that he actually said the words that he had been holding in his heart for so long to a little girl who came to him for the first time last night.
Losing Shu Shu, he was too sad, for more than half a year, he didn't like anything, he was irritable when he looked at everyone, and he always felt that everyone was just mourning the queen with a fake face, and they were gloating behind their backs, and even cursed.
The little palace maid said that the emperor should let go of himself before he could let everyone go.
It's ridiculous, Xuan Ye was angry for no reason, and it was a little girl's turn to guide his life.
"Xuan Ye?"
"Yes!" Xuan Ye came back to his senses and got up, "Imperial Grandmother, I will think carefully about what you said, and calmly face the matter between me and Ling Zhao, don't be angry." ”
"Move your mouth and open your mouth to promise, you can say anything." Yu'er said solemnly, "This is very cruel, but Xuan Ye, Shu Shu's death, you should let it go." Grief won't do you any good except to make you more and more impetuous, and to keep the people around you away from you. You can say in a dashing way that you don't care, you just want to live like this. But don't forget who you are, you are the emperor of the Qing Dynasty, and then Shu Shu's husband, and even your grief and sorrow must be ranked after your family and country. ”
Xuan Ye lowered his eyes and took his grandmother's words to heart heavily.
Yu'er said: "Become the emperor who will go down in history, and let Shu Shu be the queen of a generation of Ming monarchs." Her life is over, and the relationship between you and Shu Shu is over, child. Making you miserable and making you desperate will never be the result that Shu Shu wants. ”
Xuan Ye's eyes were moist: "But, Imperial Grandmother, I miss her so much, why ......"
Outside the door, Su Mala and Lan Qi came to the palace gate with tea, Da Li Zi signaled to report first, Su Mala left Lan Qi to enter the door alone, just heard the emperor say "I miss her so much", I couldn't help but feel sour, and quietly withdrew.
"The Empress Dowager said she wouldn't drink tea." Su Mala said to Lan Qi, "You send the tea back, come later, and take a walk with the Empress Dowager." ”
"Yes." Lan Qi meekly agreed, took the tea and left.
After that, the first to come out was Xuan Ye, and as soon as he went out, he slapped Da Lizi's head.
"Tell you to talk a lot." Xuan Ye scolded, "I'll clean you up when I go back." ”
Da Li Zi looked aggrieved, and Xuan Ye turned around and asked Su Mala: "Mama, what did she say to you and the imperial grandmother when she came just now?" ”
Su Mala said: "I said that I used to serve by Bu Chang's side. ”
Xuan Ye coughed lightly: "What about last night?" ”
Su Mala smiled: "I said that I learned to write my name, but I fell asleep when I turned my head, and I don't remember what happened later." ”
"That's all?"
Su Mala smiled: "The emperor doesn't believe me? ”
Xuan Ye believed it, but he thought in his heart, that young girl could say the same things as the emperor's grandmother, why let herself go, what is ......
Just when she was impatient, the man with a sweet smile came from the pantry in a hurry, and when she saw herself, her eyes seemed to be full of sunshine, which was nothing, and she was very happy.
Xuan Ye glared at her angrily, and when Lan Qi realized that she was "hated", she restrained her smile, looked at Su Mala, and then looked at Manager Li, and didn't know what was going on.
But soon after, she was asked to take the Empress Dowager for a walk, and listened to the Empress Dowager teach her how to serve the emperor wholeheartedly in the future, and later, the emperor took her back to the Qianqing Palace.
Father-in-law Li told her privately that the emperor would hardly leave the harem in the Qianqing Palace during the day, and in the past, the queen mother or Concubine Zhao would come in from behind for anything, and carefully avoid the ministers.
Lan Qi said shrewdly that she knew that she had to be cautious in her words and deeds, so she honestly waited on the sidelines.
In the afternoon, the ministers in the Qianqing Palace came and went, and it was not until sunset that Xuan Ye withdrew from his tedious official duties.
When I returned to the warm pavilion, I saw that Lan Qi was sorting out the approved folds, but she couldn't read words, so she coded them according to the color and size of the cover, so naturally it was all messed up.
Xuan Ye walked over with his hands in his hands and said, "Aren't you causing trouble for others?" ”