A month passed quickly, and this month was tiring for Shuning, but it was even more fulfilling.

Of course, it's also sweet.

She and Memorial are like a couple who have just confirmed their relationship.

Every day, he would call and ask her if she was eating well. Is it good to stay? Did you sleep well? A whole lot of words......

Although Shu Ning disagreed, every time she answered the phone, she told him not to call next time, but she would still pick up his phone the next time he called.

It's the first time I've been so concerned about a person, upright and at ease.

The day before leaving, Shuning encountered discipline again.

The man she'd been afraid of coming.

On that day, Shuning went to visit Ok again at the orphanage.

She went alone, and the others begged the teacher to take them out because it was the last day.

Shu Ning felt pure alone, without Zhao Ru's yin and yang weirdness, and without Li Zhixi's inexplicability, she felt a lot more relaxed.

After a month of recuperation, Ok Ke has slowly recovered his health.

He stayed in the hospital for half a month, and the ulcers on his body were quickly controlled by the doctor's careful treatment, and he is slowly healing.

Although he still looks very thin now, his complexion looks much better than he did a month ago.

It's just that he still doesn't speak.

Even though Shuning had been to the hospital and visited him several times, he was reluctant to talk to her.

Every time Shuning came over, he saw him either standing in the corner, his head bowed, silent in his own world, or sitting on a mound of dirt, looking up at the distance with his head up, expressionless......

When someone talks to him, he either runs away in fear, or he is immersed in his own world and does not react......

Sure enough, mental illness is always more incurable than physical illness.

On this day, Ok still sat in the small corner where he usually stayed, his small body curled up, his head resting on his knees, and a pair of big black and white eyes, staring blankly into the distance.

"We're leaving tomorrow!" Shu Ning squatted beside him and said softly.

These days, she still learns some simple local dialects, especially before she came, she asked the teacher to teach a few words.

She wanted to say goodbye to the children in the orphanage.

Especially and Okko.

As others say, she has always been a cold-hearted person, and she has experienced a lot and seen a lot for a month here, but what makes her most reassuring is this autistic boy, Aoke.

For him, she just has an inexplicable distress.

Every time she saw him alone, she couldn't help but feel worried.

"Ok ......" Shunin whispered his name, but received no response from him.

She didn't care, and continued: "In the future, you have to be well! As she spoke, she approached him and looked at him from his point of view, trying to see what he was looking at.

Unfortunately, nothing was seen, only an empty sky in the distance.

I don't know what he's looking at day by day.

"Okko!" Shuning shouted again, his hand shaking in front of him.

Looking at the motionless person in the distance, he finally had a reaction, he slowly moved his head, turned to Shuning's side, and looked at her blankly.

Shu Ning immediately smiled at him, but she couldn't remember what to say all of a sudden, mainly because she knew too few words.

Seeing Shu Ning's smiling face, Ao Ke was stunned, and pulled the corners of his lips like her, wanting to smile, but he didn't succeed.

He looked at Shuning blankly, and the conversation turned back to look into the distance again.

Shu Ning looked at his appearance and sighed a little frustratedly, she had taught him to laugh many times, but unfortunately no matter how she taught, he didn't seem to be able to learn.

He's like a guy who can't laugh.

Or maybe he forgot how to laugh.

Shu Ning was very sorry, before leaving, she still couldn't teach him to laugh.

After a while, she said, "I'm leaving, later...... I probably won't come to see you. The tone was extremely serious.

In such a remote place, she can't guarantee that she will come back in the future.

As if he understood her, he turned his head again, looking at her with sadness in his eyes.

Sure enough, he understood!

Shu Ning suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

Finally, they finally got acquainted with each other, and finally he could listen to her a little......

But she's leaving.

If there is no patient like her to treat Oke in the future, then he will be the same as before.

Neglected, isolated, bullied, hungry...... These were all things she feared.

Although she had communicated with the person in charge of the orphanage many times, and had been promised that he would take good care of Oko and ensure that he would not be bullied, she was still worried that it would not be long before everything would go back to the same place.

Those eyes, such eyes, saw that Shu Ning's heart was so blocked, and the words seemed to be blocked in his throat, and he couldn't say a word.

Ok opened his mouth, as if he wanted to speak, or maybe he hadn't spoken for too long, and he couldn't speak for a while.

"Okko." Shu Ning gently stroked his head, and could clearly feel the scar on his head, which was the scar left by the healing of the festering skin, which was already slowly scabbing over.

She asked softly, "What are you trying to say?" ”

"Ah......h

"Take your time, don't worry......" Shuning took out a tissue to help him wipe his tears, feeling very uncomfortable.

Finally, he spoke, his voice a little rough, like a bow that hadn't been drawn for a long time, and Shuning struggled to make out what he was saying.

I heard it, but it was even more uncomfortable.

He said, "Don't go. ”

"I ......" Shuning looked at him, speechless, what did she say, said that she couldn't stay, maybe she wouldn't come back in the future?

No, she couldn't.

She didn't speak, and Okko's tears flowed even harder, and the gaze that looked at her became even more dazed.

Eventually, Shuning said, "I'm sorry! She didn't know what to say to Ok except that, and she couldn't promise him anything.

"Heh......"

A sneer came from overhead, and then the voice said, "Isn't it too late to say I'm sorry now?" ”

Shu Ning looked up, it was discipline.

After not seeing him for so many days, she thought she would never meet him again.

With his eyes narrowing slightly, Shuning raised his hand to protect Ao Ke in his arms, "What do you mean?" ”

Discipline stood, looking at them condescendingly, hooking the corners of his mouth slightly, revealing a familiar smile from Shu Ning, and he said, "Don't you understand what I mean?" I don't know what you're talking about, I'm sorry? ”

Shuning didn't speak, just looked at him fixedly.

Why is he here again? Why did you meet him twice in this orphanage?

"Since you can't really redeem him, you shouldn't have broken into his world and forcibly rescued him in the first place." Discipline looked straight at Shang Shuning's gaze with a look of irony, "Do you think you're great?" ”

He shook his head as he spoke, "Not only is it not great, but it is also very selfish." ”

"Selfish?" Shu Ning bit the corner of his lip lightly, his face a little dazed.

She just wanted to help him.

"Isn't it?" Discipline crouched down in front of her and looked at her at eye level, "Yes, you are helping him now, now he feels the sun and warmth, but you left soon, what will he endure in the future, do you know?" ”

"He'll get better......"

Discipline interrupted her, "Of course not, not only not, but autism will be more severe." He stretched out his hand to the low sunlight and said meaningfully: "Before you meet the light, of course it doesn't matter if you stay in the darkness all the time, but when you meet the light and know how beautiful it is, but you have to be locked up in the darkness, can you still bear it?" ”

Shu Ning was stunned, and had to admit that what he said might be right.

The eyes blinked a few times, and the tears rolled down like that.

What exactly did she do?

"Don't ......" Ao Ke raised his hand carefully, following Shuning's appearance just now, and wiped away her tears.

"No......" Shuning looked at Ok, as if to say to him, and then to himself: "Ok won't become like you said, he will slowly get better, right, Ok?" ”

"You'll be fine."

It's like a memorial, isn't he slowly getting better?

The expression on Ok's face was still dumbfounded, but he could also feel Shuning's sadness, and finally he nodded slowly.

Shu Ning wiped the tears from his face carelessly, showed a relieved smile, looked at discipline, and said firmly: "He will be fine." ”

"Heh......" Discipline sneered, and said with the same certainty: "Impossible!

"You ......" Shuning looked at him for a moment, then said, "Let's make a deal!" ”

"You're going to make a deal with me, did I hear me right?" Discipline said casually, but only he knew how excited he was.

Shuning looked at him intently and said, "Isn't that what you're for?" "Otherwise, why did you appear in front of her several times?

She didn't believe it, and it so happened that the place where he was "exiled" happened to be where she had come to volunteer, and they had met on the first day of the event.

"My purpose, you know, I can easily kidnap you here."

"But you don't, do you?"

Memorial nodded: "Yes." Not only did she not, but she even secretly helped her block the danger.

The woman......

He wanted to go back, but this time, he wanted to go back openly.

"Tell me, how do you trade?"

Shu Ning looked at him, his face moved slightly, "You help me take care of him until he recovers, and then I will persuade Memorial to let you go back." ”

Discipline said: "Time, I want a definite time."

Shuning touched Ok's little head, "Time is until he recovers, I believe that with your ability, you will be able to go back soon." ”

Discipline looked at Shuning steadily, and finally he said, "Good! ”

"Don't ...... Walk ......"

Shu Ning felt that his heart was being pinched again, but he still squeezed a smile and said, "In the future, this uncle will take care of you."