He grabbed me firmly into his arms, and reproached me with anger in his eyes: "Lingyun, don't forget my reminder, you are my wife, and you have nothing to do with that An Lan anymore, so take your heart away." ”

Seeing Jia Qing suddenly angry, I looked at him in amazement, and then the indignation in my chest made me can't help but justify: "You don't need to remind me, I know that I am your wife, but the law does not stipulate it, I must accompany you tonight, I am tired, I just want to rest quietly, can't I?" ”

"Yes, you are free." Jia Qing's enthusiasm was hit by my cold attitude, and he suddenly extinguished the fire in his heart and lost his passion and desire for me.

He let go of the arms that had been holding me, and hung his hands feebly, letting me break free from his arms.

I walked into the bathroom alone and silently, gently closed the door and locked it, and then I felt much more peaceful and safe.

When I came to the sink and turned on the faucet, I stretched out my hands and poured a handful of cold water on my face to calm myself down.

Looking at the tired and aggrieved self in the mirror, I felt sad and depressed for myself wordlessly.

What's next? Where do I go from here?

What Jia Qing said is not wrong, I am already his wife, since I am his wife, I will one day agree to his reasonable demands, but thinking of my own inexplicable attitude because of his affectionate behavior just now, I feel irritable and frightened.

I don't know what's wrong with me, when An Lan didn't wake up, Jia Qing's hug was so warm and intoxicating, but just because An Lan woke up and recognized who I was, I immediately changed all my feelings.

I found myself in Jia Qing's arms, like a cheating woman, feeling that I was so despicable and shameless, and my face was hateful.

With this mentality, in the future, how should I fight with Jia Qing's ears and temples and live for a long time?

I asked myself thousands of times in my heart, "Lingyun, you have to be single-minded, you have to be sober, you have to make your right choice quickly, and if you are indecisive like this, you will not be the only one who will be hurt in the end."

Thinking of this, I regret my overreaction just now, perhaps, I was a little too ruthless and indifferent to Jia Qing.

After hurriedly washing up, I returned to the bedroom and saw that Jia Qing had turned off the light, lying on the bed haphazardly, curled up, and fell asleep to one side.

I originally wanted to go to the study to rest by myself, but when I thought that I had only been married for a few days, I began to fight a cold war with my husband.

I gently closed the bedroom door and quietly came to the bed side of the large master bedroom, ready to spare Jia Qing and climb into bed to sleep.

But as I had just carefully walked past his body, he suddenly woke up, and suddenly pulled me into his arms, and held me tightly to his chest.

In the dark, I heard his feverish heartbeat, and then, something seemed to drip down my face, and I touched it with my hand to know that those were Jia Qing's tears.

It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, just because they haven't reached the sad place, Jia Qing at this moment, because of my cold and alienation, his heart has been hit and tormented, and he is silently lying on the bed alone and sulking.

At this moment, seeing that I had a change of heart, came to the bedroom again, and slept with him, he was grateful and burst into tears.

Sensing Jia Qing's tears, I couldn't help but feel guilty in my heart.

"I'm sorry, husband, it's me who is bad, I apologize to you!" My heart was weakened by his tears, and I sincerely apologized to him.

"You don't have to apologize to me, I know you have a conflict in your heart, but since we have come to this point, it means that you and I are the real destined people, Ling Yun, you are my wife, from now on, I don't want you to leave me, I want you to always be with me." He said stubbornly, a choked voice in his voice.

Xu is his weakness and helplessness, and his true feelings are revealed, which makes me unconsciously pity him.

I reached out and gently wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and kissed him softly on the cheek.

And my gentle kiss awakened all his passion.

.....

This night, in the midst of sorrow and contradictions, I became Jia's wife in the real sense.

This night, I had no choice but to discard all the mountain alliances and sea oaths that An Lan had told me, and let my tears flow silently in my heart.

Am I happy? I don't know, and I don't want to discern.

If I am happy, why do I have tears on my cheeks in the dark night, unconsciously hanging on them.

Am I in pain? Why was I so moved and helpless when I saw that the man next to me loved and pitied me so much?

On this night, I threw away my armor, all my scruples, all my oaths, all my wings, and I only set myself before him like a trophy.

I had no choice, no way out, I could only fly against the wind with difficulty under the traction of others.

I don't know when, Jia Qing fell asleep, he slept soundly, but I couldn't sleep, I opened my dark eyes, looked at the dark scenery around me, and pinched the dawn time to come soon.

In the middle of the night, I was so tired that I suddenly dreamed, but this night I began to have my long-lost frightened nightmare again.

In my dream, the beast that had been tracking me, with its scarlet eyes, was pressing on me, and I was in the dark jungle, scarred, tired, but unable to escape.

The eyes of the demon chasing me were so terrifying, so ferocious, that I heard the roar of its shaking mountains, and my body seemed to feel its rushing air.

I ran forward with all my might, trying to escape its pursuit, but my spiritual power was almost exhausted, and I could not escape the pursuit of this beast from the beginning to the end.

At the next corner, I slipped under my feet and tripped over a vine, so I fell on my back and fell to the sky, and at the moment I fell, I saw the monster, grinning and biting at me.

I screamed for help miserably, and at the critical moment, a familiar figure suddenly jumped out of the jungle, and the figure was so familiar that I immediately recognized it as An Lan's figure.

He made countless provocative moves towards the monster and shouted at the monster to attack him.

The monster was enraged, so he left me alone, turned around and pounced on An Lan.

I clearly knew that Anlan's skills were not as good as mine, and that he was no match for this monster at all, but he was fearless in luring the monster away from me.

I, who was worried about An Lan, called out loudly: "An Lan, don't, monster, come back."

But no matter how much I shouted, the monster ignored me, and he stared at An Lan, jumped up, and quickly pursued An Lan in the direction where he was hiding.

I fell to the ground, hurriedly got up, and tried to rescue An Lan, but I found out that it was too late, in a trance, I saw that the monster pounced on An Lan, and was biting An Lan fiercely with its own blood basin.

The upper half of An Lan's body seemed to be submerged in the monster's mouth.

Seeing that An Lan was in danger and dying, I was in a hurry, and exclaimed, "An Lan! He was shocked and woke up from his nightmare.

My exclamation woke up Jia Qing, who was sleeping on the side, and he twisted his body drowsily, hugged me tightly, and muttered, "Wife, how do you dream and still shout An Lan?" ”

Jia Qing's words made me, confused and frightened, finally completely sobered up, and at this time, I realized that I just had a terrible nightmare just now, fortunately it was just a dream, if it was true, Anlan encountered such a big danger, I would definitely go crazy.

When I woke up, I found that tears had flowed from the corners of my eyes, and it turned out that I had cried in my dream just now.

At the same time, a burst of pain hit my heart, the pain was so real, so heart-wrenching, I took the heavy hands that Jia Qing put on my chest, took it down, slowly sat up, and beat the position of my chest with my hand, and the pain slowly eased.

Thinking of the dream just now, I was so afraid, so distressed for An Lan.

Fortunately, it was just a false alarming dream, but fortunately, Anlan did not leave me.

It is said that things in dreams are reversed, how I hope that An Lan can live peacefully and peacefully, even if he can't be my lover, I will pray for him for the rest of my life, life and life, and hope that he will be safe, healthy, happy and happy.

When I woke up in the morning, I really couldn't hold back my worries, so I secretly made a phone call to An Lan when Jia Qing went to the kitchen to process breakfast, and the phone rang several times before An Lan was connected.

"Hey, are you alright, Anlan?" I asked with concern.

"No, it's okay, what can I do?" An Lan replied nonchalantly.

"Oh, by the way, you can eat breakfast, and I'll eat outside with Qiao Yu later." After speaking, An Lan hurriedly hung up the phone.

Xu heard my voice, and Jia Qing sensitively poked his head out of the kitchen and asked, "Ling Yun, who are you talking to on the phone?" ”

"Oh, I was just asking Qiao Yu if they came over for breakfast together?" Now that I have learned to disguise, I try not to mention An Lan's name in front of Jia Qing.

"Shall they come, then?"

"No, they go out to eat." I replied lightly.

"Well, that's right, after all, the two of us have already got married, and the two of them are really not suitable for bachelors to come here often." Jia Qing said lightly.

Hearing this, I couldn't help but feel a pang of regret in my heart, thinking back to how warm and cozy it felt when we had breakfast together.

Hey, no way, starting a family is naturally about having a family, I must forget the past and try to be a good wife and mother.

Just when I was in a daze, there was a sudden knock at the door, and when I heard the knock, I immediately went to open the door in surprise.