But every time she calms down, she feels that she is too tired to be like this, and comparing herself with others is a road of no return after all.

But no matter what, life still has to go on, and she must work hard to look forward.

When Pei Ran was still in a daze, Jiang Ziming suddenly knocked on the door, Pei Ran was stunned for a moment to open the door, only to see him standing at the door pushing a few suitcases, sweat on his forehead, and a faint smile on his face.

Pei Ran made way for him to move his suitcase in, only to hear him say, "There's a bigger room next door, why do you live in this one?" ”

Pei Ran said with a smile, "This place is not small, I think it's good here, if you let Pei Xuan know what you said, she will definitely say that your capital is corrupt." ”

Jiang Ziming said with a smile, "After coming to Paris, I suddenly became a little unaccustomed to the noise without her, and I felt as if it had become very quiet." ”

Pei Ran then remembered, "I don't know what Pei Xuan is doing at this time?" ”

Jiang Ziming said, "There is a time difference over there, it should only be morning." ”

Pei Ran said, "That's still empty to call her, she has been very tired in the past two days, if you wake her up now, I don't know how long it will take to be angry." ”

Jiang Ziming said, "I'll call her, you haven't seen her for a day, I'm afraid she also wants to contact you, if she scolds, just come to me." ”

Pei Ran burst out laughing, "Okay, you can call her." ”

Jiang Ziming didn't call, but used his mobile phone to send a video to Pei Xuan to test it, but he didn't expect that less than three seconds after sending it, Pei Xuan connected the mobile phone, and Pei Xuan was wearing pajamas and holding a pillow on the other side of the screen, with a dark circle under her eyes, obviously unable to fall asleep over and over.

Pei Xuan scratched her hair excitedly, "Sister, you have arrived, this place is really big, and the scenery behind you is so beautiful." ”

Pei Ran said, "This is an apartment of the Jiang family, not far from the city, the surrounding air is very fresh, very beautiful." ”

Pei Xuan said, "I'll go, no wonder it's so beautiful, it's really earned." ”

Jiang Ziming said, "Do you want to buy you a ticket for you to come over and play?" Anyway, we don't have anything to do lately, and we plan to travel and work in Paris first. ”

Pei Xuan pouted, "You don't come, if you had the heart, you would have done more than just my sister's visa at the beginning, but now you are fooling me here, and you are right to say anything." ”

Jiang Ziming glanced at Pei Ran, his face revealing helplessness, "Look, your sister is so sharp-toothed, I am a little speechless when she says it." ”

Pei Ran said with a smile, "Okay, Xuanxuan, you take care of the store, and then take a good exam this semester, and when it comes to the summer vacation, I will settle down here, so that a few of you can come over to play." “

Pei Xuan yawned, "Hey, sister, you don't know, after you left yesterday, Ah K and Han Xiche's eyes were red, staring straight at the security check, making a lot of people stare at me, and I thought I made them two big men do something, I want to find a place to get in." ”

When Pei Ran heard her say this, the corners of her lips hooked, but suddenly, her eyes were red again, and a tear hung in the corner of her eyes.

Pei Xuan stared at the video and saw the tears in the corners of Pei Ran's eyes, feeling a little distressed.

She took a deep breath and said, "Sister, you are doing your work well in Paris, if there is anything Jiang Ziming will help you, you also know that the emperor is far away, even if I want to help you, but I don't have the ability." ”

After finishing speaking, they looked at Jiang Ziming, the two of them squeezed their eyes in secret words, and finally she said, "Jiang Ziming, I warn you, you must take good care of my sister, and you must not let my sister suffer any grievances, if my sister loses a hair in Paris, I will kill you." ”

Jiang Ziming said, "If she loses a hair, I won't let go of myself." "Yan

Pei Ran and Pei Xuan looked at each other in the video, as if they had a thousand words to say, Jiang Ziming was afraid that they would cry while holding the phone, so he hurriedly said, "Xuanxuan, you go to sleep quickly, your sister is also going to have jet lag, and you have to go out tomorrow." ”

Pei Xuan thought about it and yawned, "Okay, you have to send me a message during the day, even if I don't see it, send it to me, I want to know your dynamics at any time." ”

Pei Ran nodded and said hello.

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Ziming didn't want to stay in Pei Ran's house for a long time, he was worried that Pei Ran would feel unsafe when he waited, so he simply walked outside, and by the way, he said, "Pei Ran, you can take a good rest after taking a shower, if you really can't sleep, I have prepared medicine on the table to adjust the jet lag." ”

Pei Ranyan nodded, "Okay, I know, you rest early." ”

When Jiang Ziming left, he closed the door by the way, Pei Ran sat on the big bed alone, the light was on in the room, and she went to the toilet to take a bath after staying for a while.

By the time Pei Ran took a shower and came out to see the time, it was almost one o'clock in the morning.

She took a plane for more than ten hours a day, and had a meal with Qin Fujuan, she was really a little tired, and now she finally relaxed, on the contrary, she felt a little terrible.

She lay on the bed, feeling that everything in her body hurt terribly, she closed her eyes, but she didn't know if it was because of the change of bed or because of this strange environment, he couldn't sleep.

Pei Ran never thought that she would work abroad before, although she came to France to start over, but she still felt empty in her heart, no matter how good it was, it was not as good as her home.

In her heart, she inexplicably remembered the person who forced her away, and tears rolled out, she thought that everything would start again after leaving C City, but her heart seemed to have already stayed in that city.

She knew in her heart that people had to look forward, but she didn't know how long it would take for her to completely forget, and how many years it would take for the scars on her heart to heal.

Her heart hurt to the extreme, she couldn't fall asleep on the bed over and over again, at this moment she wished that there was a regret medicine in this world, which could turn back time and make herself forget that man, so that even if she lived a poor life, it was better than the current uproot, life is better than death.

Pei Ran didn't know, at this moment, Yan Zhuolang was also lying on the familiar bed, thinking about Pei Ran.

Yan Zhuolang lived in Yan's house at night, but he couldn't sleep at all, he got up in the middle of the night and took two cans of beer in the refrigerator, leaning on the windowsill alone, drinking and smoking cigarettes, as if only in this way could he forget the fact that Pei Ran was no longer by his side.

He has been tossing and turning in bed tonight, his mind is full of Pei Ran's shadow, he really has a madness, he knows that even if he behaves normally, his heart is hopeless.

In fact, he rarely drank and smoked before, but since Pei Ran left, it seems to have become a habit, and he can't quit every time he wants to.

When Pei Ran was at the airport, someone he knew called him and asked him if he wanted to stop them, he only said two words lightly, and after Pei Ran left, he was calm and more like nothing had happened, which made Jin Yao and them scared in their hearts, for fear that he would be careless and chase him to France.

But Yan Zhuolang knew that if it was before, he would not hesitate to go to France, because he loved her, but now, he found that this love had become a strong burden for her, and he couldn't chase it.

He didn't know what other way he could see her in this life, she was too resolute, resolutely hated as if she had never known him, and she was so resolute that she didn't remember it at all.

Is it really like what Gu Zihua said, there is really no fate between them.

The room was very dim, and Yan Zhuolang looked at the distance and kept distracting, as if he had seen her outside the sky.

Pei Ran really couldn't sleep later, she took a jet lag medicine, and when she woke up, it was already dawn, and the night was surprisingly quiet, she didn't know if it was because of the effect of the medicine, or because Jiang Ziming was there.

When she went down to the second floor, Jiang Ziming was busy in the kitchen wearing a superman apron, and when Pei Ran saw it clearly, he found that he was holding an omelette in his hand and a plate of fruit on the table.

"Awake?" Jiang Ziming raised his eyes and saw Pei Ran standing in the corridor on the second floor, greeting Pei Ran.

It's eight o'clock in Paris, and the sun shines on Jiang Ziming's body through the window, making him feel very soft.

Pei Ran said, "Yes, I didn't expect you to get up earlier than me, which made me embarrassed." ”

He smiled and said, "If you are embarrassed, just treat this place as your own home, I have already made breakfast, hurry up and eat it." ”

Pei Ran came down from upstairs, Jiang Ziming put the fruit milkshake in front of Pei Ran, Pei Ran took a sip, and an approving expression appeared on his face, "It's delicious." ”

Jiang Ziming said, "This is a fresh seasonal fruit, I got up early, and I gave you a milkshake to detoxify and nourish your face, and if it is delicious, I will help you make it every day in the future." ”

Pei Ran didn't expect the meaning of his words, and only said, "It's so sweet." ”

The two of them were eating breakfast, Jiang Ziming found the topic and said, "I'll drive you out for a walk after eating, you are ready to prepare, I will move my salute out later and go to live in another place." ”

Pei Ran was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile, "Isn't it okay to live here, there are so many rooms, I live alone and am scared, I am talking, didn't you say that no one else will come here?" ”

When Jiang Ziming heard this, there was still a hint of surprise in his eyes, he really didn't think that he could live under the same roof with Pei Ran before, but he still said in a tactful tone, "After all, you are a girl, I am afraid that you will find it very inconvenient." ”

Pei Ran said with a smile, "How can it be, it is better to have someone as a companion than to be at home alone, and it is good to take care of someone in the family." ”

After finishing speaking, she got up to clean up the dishes, Jiang Ziming also went back to the house to pack her luggage, and Pei Ran had a faint helplessness on her face in the kitchen.

In fact, even if she wants to keep a distance from Jiang Ziming in her heart, but after all, this is provided by Jiang Ziming, to put it nicely, it is his home, how can she be embarrassed to drive people out, not to mention that he has already given her a job, and even helped her pave a bright future, she can't not understand this.

Even if she reluctantly said that she wanted to be alone, Jiang Ziming agreed, but Qin Fujuan's side couldn't guarantee that she wouldn't think about anything.

Pei Ran slowly felt that everyone in this world has too much helplessness, and she can only slowly learn to be tactful, learn to deal with things, and learn to be a person, although she can resist reality, but more often, she has to accept the helplessness brought by reality.

She didn't agree to be with Jiang Ziming, but she always had to give him a little hope, and she always rejected people thousands of miles away, and after a long time, her feelings would become.

After Pei Ran packed up, he went upstairs to change his clothes, because Jiang Ziming had already told her that the two of them were going to see the attractions in Paris today.