When Xu Hongyi woke up again, the messy room had been restored to its former cleanliness, and everything that night was as illusory as a dream, but the pain on his body that had not dissipated and the dull pain that came from time to time in his heart still reminded him that those were real

The water from the shower washes away the dirt on the body, but it can't erase the pain in the heart

Xu Hongyi closed his eyes and let the warm water splash hit his skin, and countless pictures churned in his brain

When we met for the first time on the campus of the medical university, the innocent boy greeted him with a shy face, and he was so cautious

After graduation, when he first entered the workplace, his ambition was met with injustice and suppression, and he was unwilling to protect him for a moment

But unconsciously, the boy who had been hiding behind him and carefully protecting him gave himself a fatal blow when he was most vulnerable

Those good memories were torn apart on that rough night, with sharp shards piercing the heart

The pain of hitting the wall tile bone with a fist and hitting a hard object can vent the loss and pain in the bottom of my heart

It was only when the tenth call came from the hospital that Xu Hongyi ended his chaotic life

After intensive surgery, Xu Hongyi dragged his tired body and sat on the back of the chair

Lin Yang disappeared......

The idea of worrying about the embarrassment after meeting is obviously superfluous

From other doctors, Xu Hongyi learned that Lin Yang had never come to work

No one knows where he went

obviously didn't want to see him again, but after he really got his wish, he didn't feel as relaxed as he imagined

The days go by, and the daily life goes on as usual, but there is no cute boy with a sunny breath next to him

Where did Lin Yang go?

Could something happen

Those resentments and disgusts ended without illness with Lin Yang's disappearance, followed by inexplicable loss and worry

Xu Hongyi seemed to be evasive, unwilling to admit that he was worried about that despicable and shameless villain, but he still couldn't help but run to the dean's office

Sitting on the sofa in the dean's office, Xu Hongyi shook his head and scolded himself in his heart, he must be a demonic barrier, how could he do such boring things for that despicable and shameful guy

When the dean questioned him, the demon entered his body again, and anxiously said what he meant

The dean replied to him with some surprise: "Isn't it the best relationship between you and Lin Yang in the courtyard, why don't you know?"

Xu Hongyi shook his head, and many people in the courtyard asked him like this

At that time, he realized that the boy who had been guarding his back and carefully protecting him was not as fragile as he imagined, and before he knew it, Lin Yang had completely integrated into this small society, and even had a good popularity in the courtyard

Almost every day, doctors and nurses came to ask Xu Hongyi

"Where did Dr. Lin go?"

"Why hasn't Dr. Lin come to work yet?"

"Isn't Dr. Xu very familiar with Dr. Lin, why don't you know where Dr. Lin went?"

Questions like these are asked many times a day, and those worries are clearly implanted in the brain

Yes, it must be

Xu Hongyi naturally attributed those inexplicable emotions to the ears and eyes of many days

The dean saw that Xu Hongyi had been in a daze, thinking that he was too worried, and comforted: "Don't be so nervous, Xiao Lin took the initiative to apply for a transfer to the branch of P County, this Xiao Lin is really this matter, and it needs to be kept secret."

After Xu Hongyi came out of the dean's office, he began to call Lin Yang's phone non-stop

"Your call is temporarily unreachable"

The beautiful female voice annoyed Xu Hongyi

Throwing the phone on the table, he couldn't figure out why Lin Yang suddenly proposed to be transferred to the poor mountain village in P County

Are you angry?

Although he said in a fit of rage that he never wanted to see him again, he didn't mean to let him go

How could Lin Yang be so naïve to do such a self-destructive thing

Xu Hongyi, who was unprecedentedly restless, was upset, and the consequence was that he walked inexplicably to the downstairs of Linyang's apartment after work

The window of the black hole once again ignited the anxiety in my heart

Damn Lin Yang

Damn bastards

If you dare to come back, I'll beat you all over the ground looking for teeth

Every day, I ran to Lin Yang's house with anticipation and returned disappointed with curses

One last time to see it, one last time, I won't care about him from tomorrow onwards

It's like this every day, but the next day it's still going rain or shine......

I don't know how many days have passed, I don't know how many times I have cursed, when the dark window is lit up, the dim light, the curses and resentment of the past few days have been drowned out by the joy gushing out of my heart

The moment I rushed upstairs, my heart was beating as if it was about to jump out of my chest

Gently pushing open the half-hidden door, the figure that has been hovering in my mind these days is a little uncontrollable excitement the moment it really appears in my vision

The back of squatting on the ground to clean up the clutter seemed to feel something strange and turned his head to look over

When the dark eyes met, his heart stopped beating abruptly, and the air was condensed at this moment

Between his eyes, Xu Hongyi rushed over and grabbed Lin Yang's clothes, and his roar was uncontrollable trill: "You...... Do you know what you're doing?"

Lin Yang was stunned by Xu Hongyi's sudden move: "Senior, you ......"

"You actually took the initiative to transfer to P County, do you know that you are destroying your future, are you a fool?"

Xu Hongyi was still cursing

Lin Yang's eyes hidden under his hair were full of smiles: "Senior, are you concerned about me?"

The curse in his mouth suddenly stopped, and Xu Hongyi, who was shocked by the words full of laughter, was at a loss

Even the hand that was clutching the placket of his clothes was weak and weak, and Xu Hongyi took a few steps back as if evading

Lin Yang stepped forward and stared at him tightly, his eyes shining with fine light, so that Xu Hongyi did not dare to look directly

"Senior, you said you didn't want to see me"

“……”

The man's eyes in front of him twinked slightly, and his expression was very unnatural

Lin Yang took another step forward, and the distance that Xu Hongyi deliberately widened disappeared without a trace in that step

"Senior, you don't really want to see me, do you?"

"Senior, are you concerned about me?"

"Senior, you like me"

The temptation in the words gradually turned into a confident determination, and the momentum exuded from Lin Yang's body forced Xu Hongyi to step back again and again, he took a step back, he followed closely, he stepped back, he stepped forward......

Until the moment before his back pressed against the wall but did not stop his body, Xu Hongyi pushed away Lin Yang who was smiling evilly in front of him

Angry yelled, "You bastard, stay away from me...... I won't like you."

"I wish you would disappear in front of me immediately"

Lin Yang was pushed and staggered, and it took a few steps back before he stabilized his figure

"Since the senior wants me to disappear, then I must do it, and when I come back today, I will pack up my things and check out."

After seeing the boy, the anxiety that had been calmed down came out of his heart again, and he blurted out in a panic: "Where are you going?"

The consequence of the impulse was that he glanced over his head in annoyance and anger, completely unaware of the cunning that flashed in the corner of Lin Yang's eyes

"Go to P County, I'll go to the hospital tomorrow to go through the transfer procedures, senior, I know you hate me, I'm a despicable villain in your heart, everything that night is a nightmare."

Xu Hongyi was stunned, his mind went blank

Do you really hate him

Don't really want to see him

Then why was there a frenzied desire to see him during the time he was gone?

Obviously, he brought so much harm to himself, he did such a despicable thing, and he was obviously so unforgivable

But why didn't you hate him, and never even thought of hating him

As long as he thought that he would never see him again, the pain in his heart was even a hundred times stronger than when he parted with Maizi

These inexplicable thoughts were like countless tentacles, and they had unconsciously wrapped around him, tightening more and more tightly, and he could not breathe, so he could only try his best to keep struggling and dodging

"Senior, are you okay, if the events of that day can't be regarded as a nightmare or haven't happened, you want to vent your anger, you want to beat, you want to scold, listen to your respect?"

"Senior, hurry up now, I'll leave tomorrow, I'm afraid I won't have a chance."

At the same time as Lin Yang's words came into his ears, Xu Hongyi felt that those tentacles tightened suddenly, and he felt a strong sense of suffocation, and it was extremely difficult for him to breathe, and even his heart was squeezed to the point that something was so strong that it was about to burst out of his entire chest

"Don't go"

At the same time as he shouted these words, all those tentacles shattered, and the knots at the bottom of his heart were all stretched out in an instant

Xu Hongyi's eyes widened in disbelief, how could he say such a thing

When he was struggling in every way, Lin Yang had already come over and hugged him tightly in his arms

"Xu Hongyi, when are you going to escape?"

"You obviously like me"

The strong hug and the tough words that could not be ignored shocked Xu Hongyi was weak and weak, and he didn't push Lin Yang away

Buried in his chest, he suddenly realized that the boy who only reached his chin in his memory was half a head taller than him at some point

It turns out that in the passage of time, Lin Yang has slowly grown up, and he is no longer like the shy and helpless yellow-haired boy at the beginning

When his jaw was lifted and pressed by his hot lips, Xu Hongyi suddenly realized that the two were so close

Lin Yang, who wanted to push away in front of him while struggling, was stunned by the boy's words

"If the senior pushes me away, there is no need to discuss the transfer."

"Are you threatening me," Xu Hongyi gritted his teeth

"Senior said yes."

The casual tone angered Xu Hongyi: "What kind of attitude is this of you bastard boy?"

As soon as Lin Yang's long arm stretched out to wrap around Xu Hongyi's waist, the two of them were tightly pressed together

"Senior, I'm not a bastard, I'm a man who can overwhelm you"

The ambiguous words were accompanied by warm breathing, and Xu Hongyi only felt a stream of blood rushing from the tip of his toes to the top of his head, and instantly red and flew to his cheeks

"Senior, you blush so cutely"

"Dead boy, you still say"

"Senior, I said I wasn't a kid"

Xu Hongyi's contemptuous eyes swept over Lin Yang angrily, slamming him on the bed and pressing him hard under him

"Do you want to prove it to you?"

"Lin Yang, you dare to mess with me again......"

The words of warning were swallowed into Lin Yang's mouth, and the friction between the flaps of his lips and the teasing of the tip of his tongue made Xu Hongyi confused

When there was a cold touch on the wrist, there was a crunch sound

Xu Hongyi opened his eyes suddenly, and he caught a glimpse of his wrists being locked to the bedpost by erotic handcuffs

"Lin Yang, where did you get this kind of thing?"

Xu Hongyi struggled violently, obviously the quality of the handcuffs was very good, and there was no damage in the slightest between vigorous pulling

"Lin Yang, you untie it for me, see if I don't kill you."

Lin Yang's pointed chin rested against Xu Hongyi's chest, rubbing against him, looking at him triumphantly: "Senior, you are always running away, you obviously like me very much, but you don't want to admit it"

"You fart, you let me go, see how I clean you up"

Lin Yang ignored his warning, and actually took out the same handcuffs again, ignoring Xu Hongyi's strong struggle, evil words and curses, and locked his other hand, which he moved freely, to the bedpost

"Lin Yang, what are you doing?"

Xu Hongyi's anger mode gradually turned to panic and helplessness, and he became even more uneasy when he remembered the roughness of that night

"Lin Yang, you ......"

Lin Yang raised his hand to caress his cheeks, eyes full of obsession

"Senior, I like you so much, I like you so much"

Lin Yang's gentle eyes drowned Xu Hongyi in an instant, and he even forgot about his struggle

Lin Yang leaned over and grabbed his lips, and the gentle kiss fell, stirring Xu Hongyi's heartstrings

When the clothes were removed, Xu Hongyi remembered that the most important problem had not been solved

Struggling to protest: "Lin Yang let me be on top"

Lin Yang ignored his protests, kissing and biting gently along his chest all the way down

"Senior, I won't hurt you anymore"

"That's not the problem......"

Xu Hongyi's mind was messed up by Lin Yang's kiss, and he still felt subconsciously that he couldn't be pressed so easily

But Lin Yang didn't give him a chance to counterattack, and quickly removed all the clothes on his body, pressing on Xu Hongyi's body like a liar, gnawing his ear beads, and his lower body was even more dishonest, and pressed against the root of his thighs

"Senior, give it to me, give it to me"

"I'll remember to use the lube this time, and I'll remember to clean it up for you when I'm done."

I was dizzy from Lin Yang's explicit words, and even the thick lubricant applied to the back was still dizzy

It wasn't until the stout hard object arrived that Xu Hongyi exclaimed: "Lin Yang, you bastard......

The swearing was quickly replaced by moaning/groaning, and there was no coercion, no humiliation, just love......