It's really a man who can't chat, Ning Qiu said without words: "Have you finished eating today?" What do you think? ”

"Well, not well." Mu Feichi remembered the scene at the dinner table and didn't want to talk to Ning Qiu.

Not so good? What does that mean? "Isn't the food delicious?" Ning Qiu asked, but he didn't think it should be.

"It's not as good as being with you." Mu Feichi looked at the moon at night, and it didn't seem to be as cold as Fang Cai.

Ning Qiu was Mu Feichi's casual words, and he seemed to be able to feel it through the screen, the man's calm but focused eyes were not sweet words, but just narrating a very calm matter, but it was precisely because of this that it made people even more excited.

"It seems that the chef's craft needs to be refined." Ning Qiu said with a smile.

Mu Feichi could imagine the woman's blushing face and delicate appearance across the screen, with a hint of pampering in her eyes, "Are you disturbing your sleep?" ”

"No, I haven't slept yet." In fact, Ning Qiu just lay down and prepared to sleep.

"It's late, go to sleep, remember to lock the door." Mu Feichi instructed.

"Yes, Major General." Ning Qiu said seriously.

The night that should have been cold and lonely is now shining beautifully.

Ning Qiu looked at the black screen of his mobile phone, his face was calm, and he didn't look as happy and happy as Fang Cai.

Until Fang Cai, who had been uneasy in his heart, now there was no fear, more of a little firmness. Chi, thank you for giving me the courage to face some things.

On the day of the sixteenth, I don't know if the scenery changed with his heart, it was extremely depressing in Ning Qiu's eyes, obviously the sun was shining, but his hands and feet were really cold, the sun shone on everyone's body, but he was an exception, even if he stood at the low of the sun, this warmth didn't seem to shine into his skin.

The slight Xu Feng sounded a little hoarse, and at noon, Ning Qiu arrived at the commune cemetery, at the border of the capital, most of the local capitalites would be buried here, and after many years, he would become one of them.

Ning Qiu looked at this series of tombstones, sadly, every Qingming Festival, each family only used to worship a few tombstones, but there were twenty-four tombstones in his heart.

The innermost tombstone, which reads Little Swan Orphanage, is densely packed with names below, and I can now memorize it. From top to bottom or left to right.

Ning Qiu breathed hard, picked up the flower in his hand, and put it in front of the tombstone, there was already some dust and broken leaves on it, Ning Qiu slowly helped it away with his hand.

Although Wu Fan said that it was nine twenty in the afternoon, Ning Qiu could only sit on the sofa since he got up in the morning, and his brain was blank, so it was better to come here early to save his thoughts.

Today is not the time to worship, there are almost no people in the cemetery, Ning Qiu picked up the liquor and wine glasses bought in the bag.

Sitting on a nearby stone bench, I drank it by myself, and after a small cup of belly, it was already spicy, and I felt that my stomach was about to burn.

Ning Qiu smiled bitterly and looked at the wine in his hand, it was indeed inferior wine, but what he needed now was not red wine and champagne, it was really this kind of wine that could make people forget the pain.

Because physical pain can make people forget mental pain for a short time, 'how to solve the only problem is Du Kang', this is true.

If you don't pay attention, Ning Qiu has already drunk most of the glass of liquor, not only the stomach, but even the five internal organs and six methods are burning, Ning Qiu used his hand to block the dazzling sunlight that was shining down, and said with a wry smile, damn it, I have drunk so much, but I am still so sober.

This scene replay is generally very clear in my mind, so clear that it couldn't be clearer.

It was also a sunny day, and Ning Qiu was walking on the way to school after school as always.

Sixteen-year-old Ning Qiu has just entered the first year of high school, so far living in the heart of the orphanage, two more years to be self-reliant, from junior high school while studying while working, Ning Qiu's card also has some savings, plus the annual scholarship and get a university recommendation, get the tuition reduction policy letter, should not worry about the future will sleep on the streets.

As long as you study hard in college, you should have a good job even if you are yourself, Ning Qiu thought as she walked on the way from school.

But don't worry, your grades have always been excellent, and learning this kind of thing couldn't be easier for you, Ning Qiu suddenly became much easier.

Suddenly, there was some chattering sound from behind, and Ning Qiu looked in the rearview mirror of a black sedan in front of him, it should be a few junior high school girls, and they themselves wore this kind of school uniform a year ago.

"Look at it, it's not that senior sister."

"yes, the kid from the orphanage nearby, I've seen her out there before."

"Ah~ It's so pitiful, it looks pretty good."

"Shhhh Be a little bit, she was the first in our school when she was in the third year of junior high school. ”

"Yes, this kind of person can only study hard."

Ning Qiu slowly listened to the words coming from behind, as if he hadn't heard it, he walked normally, his eyes revealed disdain, he had lived until now, and he had never heard any kind of words.

If you shed tears first, you will lose, if you are angry, you will lose if you are unwilling, and if you do it first, you will be a loser.

Because you cry, no one will comfort you; When you are angry, you will only be watched; It's a fact that you're unwilling, and it's useless if you're unwilling; If you do it first, you will also have to pay for the medical expenses;

I don't have the leisure to spend the salary I have saved from my hard work every day!

The girl wearing a high school stand-up collar, stepping on slightly worn black leather shoes, stepping on the concrete floor, accompanied by the dusk, and the "care" behind her, walked briskly, repeating the daily routine of returning to the orphanage after school every day.

Ning Qiu vigorously pushed open the door of the Little Swan Orphanage, lamenting that the orphanage's funds were tight, and the doors were broken and there was no money to replace them

A milky voice behind him: "Sister, you're back~"

"Hmm." Ning Qiu hummed lightly, without looking back, his left hand habitually stretched out, and a meat ball immediately grabbed his hand.

Leading him from the yard to the house, looking at the little bean that only reached his thigh, his round face, and innocent eyes, Ning Qiu couldn't think of why his parents abandoned him, and when he was less than a year old, they put him in a cardboard box and threw him at the door of the orphanage.

It was Dean Zhong who came back from shopping for vegetables and saw him, picked him up, and grew up in this orphanage since then, and his personality was very shy at first, and several restless elements always teased him behind his back.

Ning Qiu didn't bother to care when he saw it, it was better to let him know his current situation as soon as possible and adapt to the environment, so as not to be bullied outside in the future.

But once, Xiaodouzi was playing with sand in the yard, and a few children of the same age came in, and children of this age were born to reject different existences from themselves.

Ning Qiu watched from the window, and felt that something was about to happen, so he went down and drove all the children away, although Ning Qiu didn't give him any smiles, but the children were probably like this, waiting for Ning Qiu to get out of school every day, until now.

Entering the hall, Ning Qiu looked at the hall, almost all the children were gathered there, Ning Qiu took Xiaodouzi and walked over there, only to remember that there seemed to be a new dean today, the previous Dean Zhong was old and in poor health, and said that he was going to retire.

This was the first time Ning Qiu had seen this man in his forties, dressed in a black suit, leather shoes on the soles of his feet, with metal eyes, perfectly dressed and meticulous.

Holding a bundle of lollipops in his hand, he gave them to the children in the orphanage one by one, with a kind smile,

A hint of wrinkles on the face, it looks even more kind.

Ning Qiu looked at this man in a suit and leather shoes lightly, there were only two words in his mind, hypocrisy!

He didn't have a good impression of this man, even if everything seemed normal, but Ning Qiu felt disgusted in his heart.

"Lollipop, lollipop!" Little Beans screamed excitedly.