Chapter 389: Resignation

Xie Xile was speechless for a while, facing her mother who didn't care about her feelings so much, what she was still entangled in her mind was whether it was possible to go back to sleep in her friend's kitchen again?

She felt very uncomfortable in her heart, she didn't know how to describe this feeling, maybe from childhood to adulthood, Xie Xile was such a character, she didn't know how to clearly express her likes and dislikes, and she was afraid that the person who heard it would be uncomfortable, so many times she deliberately held back her feelings.

She was actually tired after all these years, but she couldn't find a suitable tipping point to break out.

She was tired, she was simply numb.

"I'll transfer the money to you." She said lightly, which can be regarded as the final explanation of this call.

The person who received the satisfactory answer smiled, and the thick smile made Xie Xile very uncomfortable.

She hesitated for a few seconds, and when the other party was about to hang up, she said, "Mom, don't you want me?" ”

Xie Xile smiled bitterly, "Every time you call me, you tell me to let me transfer money to you, haven't you ever thought of calling me back for a meal?" ”

The person on the other end of the phone was obviously surprised by Xie Xile's words.

Because Xie Xile has not been an emotional person since he was a child, and he can't say such straightforward words.

Qin Jiaorong's voice carried a lot of emotion, "Then, when do you have time to come over for a meal." ”

With that, the phone was quickly hung up.

Xie Xile's hand held the phone tightly, her eyes moistened somehow, she was a person who rarely cried, because from the beginning of her sensibility, she knew that the family she was in was not a family with candy when she cried.

She is not the kind of child who wants candy when she cries, and she knows that if she cries, her mother will be very angry, because stepfather hates her crying and hates her for making any noisy sounds.

What's more, if she cried, Dad would be even more sad.

So since she was a child, she has been an emotionally introverted person, and as an emotionally introverted person, she remembers the last time she cried was when her parents divorced.

When love is gone, it's better to divorce than to hold on, so Xie Xile has learned to accept these things at a young age.

When he felt that the tears in his eyes were about to drip down, Xie Xile hurriedly raised his head, trying to withdraw the tears that were about to overflow.

But the tears have already burst out of his eyes, and they can't be taken back by raising his head.

Xie Xile looked at the clear blue sky and smiled bitterly, and the tone of the smile was helpless, but it was more cowardice.

Yes, cowardice.

For the family's obedience, for the mother's obedience.

When she hated herself for being submissive, she had to accept this fact because she felt sorry for her mother.

Xie Xile finally released the landlord's pigeon and moved into a friend's kitchen again.

The next day, she packed up her mood and bought a ticket to Westtown, and sat by the window listening to the song along the way.

She couldn't remember exactly what was sung in the song, but the moment the big bus drove into West Town, her mood was already so low that she couldn't do it.

This is where she grew up, because it is very close to City A, so it is directly under the jurisdiction of City A when it is zoned, and by being close to City A, the development here is much better than that of ordinary towns.

Xie Xile is here from kindergarten to high school, and she is familiar with every piece of land. But every piece of land made her so sad.

The big bus drove to the position that Xie Xile was most familiar with, and she raised her hand and shouted softly, "Master, pull over in Jiahua District." ”

The car stopped very slowly, just like Xie Xile's heart, beating very slowly.

Since she went to college, she hasn't come back, on the one hand, because she is too busy and has to work all the holidays, and on the other hand, because there is indeed no phone at home for her to come back for a meal.

Xie Xile was carrying a slightly worn schoolbag, where is a girl in his twenties who doesn't like beauty, and before paying his salary, he thought that if he did, he would have to buy a good-looking schoolbag, but it really became a thought.

Qin Jiaorong deliberately made some more dishes today, and as soon as Wang Guiwu sat down, he was surprised with a little anger, "Got rich and made so many dishes?" Finished eating? Aren't you a waste? ”

The other party's decibel was very large, Qin Jiaorong's face was a little embarrassed, and she pointed to Xie Xile who was standing at the door and said, "Xile is back, so I'll cook a little more." ”

Obviously, when Xie Xile wanted to come back, Qin Jiaorong didn't tell Wang Guiwu.

Because compared to making Wang Guiwu unhappy yesterday, let's make him unhappy today.

Wang Guiwu looked towards the door and glanced at Xie Xile with disdain, "It's really a rice bucket, I don't see how much money I make, I think about how to eat us every day when I come back." ”

Xie Xile is dancing with teeth and claws outside, but in front of Wang Guiwu, she never refutes anything, she listens to what he says, not because of how much she admires Wang Guiwu, but once she refutes, Wang Guiwu will lose her temper, and as soon as Wang Guiwu loses his temper, he will beat her and her mother.

She can walk, she can run, she can leave this home, but Qin Jiaorong can't.

She glanced at Wang Guiwu and didn't speak, and walked to the dining table.

Just as he was about to sit down, he heard Wang Guiwu's angry voice, "Did I tell you to sit down?" You don't have any politeness at all now, you don't say hello, are you stupid to go to college? Became a stuffy gourd? ”

Saying that, Wang Guiwu also got up and held Xie Xile's ear, Xie Xile's first reaction was disgusted by this person's touch, but he couldn't be hard with him, so he could only bow his head and say, "Uncle, I'm sorry, it's me who is rude." ”

Seeing her say this convincingly, Wang Guiwu snorted, "Hmph, this is almost the same!" ”

Then with a flick of his hand, Xie Xile stumbled and sat down.

Qin Jiaorong was setting the dishes and chopsticks, casually looking for some topics, "Why hasn't Wanwan finished school today?" ”

After speaking, he also poked out a few times.

Xie Xile picked up the dishes and chopsticks, and instead of rushing to eat, he asked, "How are Wanwan's grades now?" ”

She actually doesn't have a good impression of Wanwan, but it's strange that the other party has the same mother's blood as her, so she asked with concern.

Qin Jiaorong sighed, obviously not ideal, "If her grades are good, you don't need to send her to such an expensive school." ”

Xie Xile comforted, "It's nothing, I'm only in elementary school now." ”

Wang Guiwu glanced at Xie Xile impatiently, "Don't pretend to care about Wanwan here, I haven't seen you give her an extra penny." ”

"So I usually pay for it, should I deserve it?"

Xie Xile can endure it, it doesn't mean that she is bloodless, she really did her best when it comes to money, so she doesn't want to hear such ridicule.

And Wang Guiwu was angry with Xie Xile's disgust, under his tutelage, Qin Jiaorong had been obedient all these years.

And this kind of training is tantamount to fists and kicks.

Wang Guiwu made a gesture with a dark face and was about to get up, Qin Jiaorong quickly got up and grabbed some, "Forget it, today is also the first time that Xile has come back in so many days, Xile, you apologize to your uncle, hurry up." ”

Xie Xile is not afraid of being beaten, if she is beaten, it will be just like this, and even now Wang Guiwu doesn't know whether to beat her or not, but she doesn't want her mother to be caught in the middle.

Even if she really fought with Wang Guiwu and really won, the last one to suffer was Qin Jiaorong.

Not necessarily.

She sighed and thought for a moment, "I'm sorry uncle. ”

"Hmph." With another cold snort, Wang Guiwu said, "Seeing that you are the first time to collide, I will spare you, and next time I will go directly to my legs like this." ”

Xie Xile pulled the rice, in fact, the food cooked by his mother was indeed delicious, but now he eats it in his mouth, but it has no taste.

After dinner, Wang Guiwu went to play cards in the activity room next door, Qin Jiaorong muttered while cleaning up the leftovers on the table, "Why hasn't Wanwan come back so late?" ”

Xie Xile didn't care much about Wang Wanwan's affairs, and took 10,000 steps back, this girl had the blood of Wang Guiwu, the person she hated so much.

She changed the topic and chatted with each other, "Last time I heard my classmate say that I saw you on the stall in City A?" ”

This classmate is Lin Qianqian, last time Lin Qianqian used this kind of thing to try to make her uncomfortable and lose face in front of her classmates, in fact, the things at home are much more serious than what can be seen outside.

Qin Jiaorong nodded, said that the last bowl was folded, and said, "Recently, I have made some handicrafts, and they all say that the prices in City A are better, so I have been setting up a stall there for a few days, but the stall has been set up for a long time, and it is too late to cook, so Wanwan's father got angry and didn't go." ”

Xie Xile smiled bitterly, "Isn't there no money, can't you still make some money doing this?" ”

Qin Jiaorong was less sharp than on the phone, "Yes, I don't have any money, but I can't take care of him, okay?" ”

In Xie Xile's eyes, in fact, Qin Jiaorong has taken good care of Wang Guiwu, when he is thirsty, he brings water to him, thinking about his hunger to cook, as soon as he is hungry, he will have food to eat, get all the hot water before taking a bath, and the clothes will be washed at night, and the clothes to be worn the next day will be neatly placed next to the bed.

"Is he still working like that?" Xie Xile asked with some concern.

Qin Jiaorong sighed, "Well, if you fish for three days and dry your nets for two days, you can go when you want to go, and when you don't want to go, you can go next door to play cards." ”

Xie Xile was very annoyed when he heard it, so he didn't ask about this thing, there was nothing to smell about, it had been like this for more than ten years, could it be that something could be changed in a year and a half?

She shifted the subject back, "Did Wanwan come home so late?" ”

"Wanwan seems to have been coming home quite late late, so it's been an hour since school was out, so it's time to come back if you're playful, right?"