In fact, even if there was no truck accident this time, he would always have to explain the truth to her.

She is the person he loves, the person who wants to hold hands for the rest of his life, and honesty is the most important thing.

It's just that things broke out a little suddenly, and suddenly he didn't have time to prepare.

He was afraid, afraid that after she knew that he was different from ordinary people, like those around him when he was a child, she would fear him, avoid him, isolate him, and dislike him...... I can't even wait for him to disappear.

"Su Zhinian?" Song Qingchun saw Su Zhinian holding the glass, sitting at the desk without blinking, he didn't react for a long time, he couldn't help but speak out and asked.

"Hmm......" Su Zhinian, who heard the sound, hurriedly pulled his mind back, drank the lemonade in the cup unhurriedly, and then gently put down the cup, slowly stood up, bypassed the desk, and walked towards Song Qingchun.

Su Zhinian sat in front of Song Qingchun, glanced at the book she put on the coffee table, it was "Gone with the Wind", the English version, he rolled his eyes, then raised his head and looked at Song Qingchun, who was staring at him, she was probably thinking about how to ask him, her lips moved several times, and finally she didn't make a sound, Su Zhinian waited patiently and silently for a short time before he spoke, breaking the silence of the room: "What's wrong?" ”

"I ......" Song Qingchun said a word, then closed his mouth again, and was quiet for a moment before he spoke again: "...... There's something I want to ask you. ”

Su Zhinian clearly felt that his heart was full of nervousness, he desperately kept his composure, nodded at her, and motioned to her.

"Hmm......" Song Qingchun raised his hand and lightly tapped the diary beside Su Zhinian: "...... I've read your diary. ”

Su Zhinian continued to tap his head and did not speak.

He already knew about her reading his diary, and he also knew that it was because she read his diary that she broke off the marriage contract with Qin Yinan without hesitation and wanted to accompany him to hell...... It was the most painful and beautiful time in his and her love.

At that time, after knowing that she had read his diary, he was still uneasy for a while, he was afraid that she would find something strange about his diary, and asked him what was going on, until later, he found that she might not be aware of it, and gradually relieved his heart.

"No, I mean, I looked through it again two days ago, while you were sleeping."

Su Zhinian pursed her lips and stared at Song Qingchun tightly, silently, waiting for her next words.

As he had expected, what she noticed this time was what he had feared before.

"In your diary, you mentioned several times that when I cried, you came to wipe my tears, but I was not impressed...... And when I cried, I hid alone, how did you hear me crying? ”

Song Qingchun paused, and without waiting for Su Zhinian to speak, he continued to show off the doubts in his heart one by one: "...... Also, I often muttered bad things about you, and gave you many nicknames, and I didn't even tell you, how do you know them all...... Including, in the company, I quarreled with Tang Nuan......"

"How did you hear that you weren't with us?"

"Including a few days ago, we almost had a car accident when our car had stopped......"